just because you are addicted

The bell rang for the end of get out of class. Thinking of his father who had been absent from every important day several times yesterday, he promised on the phone that he would come back to celebrate his birthday with him today. He was extremely excited. Shen Yijun quickly packed his things, rushed out from the back door, and rode a bicycle It didn't take long to arrive at the door of the house.He paused at the door, took a breath, took out the key from his pocket and opened the door, and the virtuous figure of his mother was busy in the kitchen, but he couldn't see the figure of his father, who was changing shoes at the door Shout to mother:

"Mom, dad, didn't he promise to come back today?" Shen Yijun's tone was a little anxious and disappointed.

"I'm talking on the balcony," Gu Xue stopped what she was doing, and turned to look at her eager eyes.

Shen Yijun felt relieved immediately, and walked slowly to the window sill, looking at his father who hadn't seen him for more than a year.With his back facing the room and facing the wind, Shen Hai frowned slightly, his eyes were deep in thought, and he didn't know who to call, such a father was strange and familiar.In Shen Yijun's impression, the impression his father gave him was like this, forever back, always busy, the most important thing is that Shen Yijun didn't know what his father was busy with since he was a child, and his mother just said that his father was doing business outside.

Just as he was thinking, Shen Hai had already walked in, the two of them looked at each other, the atmosphere was a bit awkward.

Shen Hai looked at Shen Yijun in a daze, remembering that when he left a year ago, he was still a little boy, and he grew into a big boy in the blink of an eye.

Just looking at his back just now, he didn't feel any changes, but now face to face, Shen Yijun realized that there were a lot of vicissitudes on Shen Hai's face, and there were actually gray hairs in his hair.

The word "Dad...Dad" is actually a little unaccustomed to shouting it.

Shen Hai twitched the corner of his mouth and nodded.

"Both of you, bring out the dishes first, set the bowls and chopsticks, and I'll cook another dish, and then we can eat." Gu Xue's tone was full of joy.

Shen Hai froze for a moment, then said with difficulty, "Xue'er, I have to go out for a while."

Gu Xue's cooking action paused for a moment, and even though she was helpless, she still walked out.

"Do you have to go, let's go after a meal." Gu Xue still had a glimmer of hope, looking at Shen Yijun with sincere eyes.

The living room suddenly fell into silence, Shen Hai was silent, but Gu Xue pretended to smile relaxedly, the smile was very forced, it looked very distressing in Shen Hai's eyes.

"You go, I will take care of my son."

Shen Hai glanced at Shen Yijun, "Jun'er, you go back to your room first, I'll have a few words with your mother."

Shen Yijun didn't move, he was afraid that Shen Hai would leave, and he didn't know when he would come back, so Gu Xue signaled Shen Yijun with his eyes, and Shen Yijun reluctantly walked back to his room.

"Xue'er, this mission is of great importance. I have worked hard for so many years, all for this moment, but this mission is more dangerous. I'm afraid,...in case, I hope you can find someone to live with. As for Junzi , if it’s inconvenient, Zhou Biao can take care of him,” Shen Hai reluctantly said.

Gu Xue's eye circles were already red, as if she hadn't heard what Shen Hai said just now, she tried her best to smile, "Go quickly, when we come back next time, our family of three will go to Japan for vacation. When we went last time, Jun'er You are only three years old, this time you must fulfill your promise."

Shen Hai hugged Gu Xue, firmly but helplessly leaned into Gu Xue's ear, wishing he could rub his whole body into his body, "Okay, I promise you".

Then she pushed Gu Xue away, and went out without looking back.

Hearing the sound of closing the door, Shen Yijun came out of the room, as if about to go out.

"Where are you going, Junzi?" Gu Xue asked hastily.

"Tan Wen said he was looking for me in an urgent matter, so let me go to him right away."

Gu Xue moved her lips but still didn't say anything. Seeing the two closest people going out one after the other, her heart suddenly became empty and she felt a little uneasy.

When the two were talking in the living room just now, Shen Yijun pressed his ears and heard something, but he understood, and also had an inexplicable sense of fear. Shen Hai left this time, and maybe he would never come back.

Seeing a car in Shen Hai, he hurriedly found a car parked not far away, pulled it away and got in.

"Follow the car in front".

Han Yicai came back from abroad, wearing big sunglasses, looking at this boy who suddenly and inexplicably regarded him as a Didi driver, wearing a blue school uniform, white and clean, with a small cut, very good-looking.

"Hurry up!" Shen Yijun shouted anxiously.

Han Yi froze for a moment, and then started the car in a strange way.

From the beginning to the end, Shen Yijun's gaze was on the car in front, completely ignoring the scrutinizing gazes from the side.

Looking at this boy, there is a feeling of an old friend, very kind, and it feels good.

Shen Yijun fumbled out of his school uniform pocket and found that there was only one dollar, so he was a little embarrassed.

Han Yi saw Shen Yijun's embarrassment, and deliberately teased, "You don't take the Bawang car, but you don't want to pay for it."

Seeing that Shen Hai had already got out of the car, he didn't care about other things, "My name is Shen Yijun, I'm from Haiyin Middle School, student number is ****, I'll pay you five times the fare when the time comes."

After finishing speaking, he got out of the car without waiting for a response. Han Yi looked at this funny boy and smiled silently.

Nightmares always come unexpectedly, leaving you unprepared.

Shen Yijun just stepped here, and then with a bang, Shen Hai fell down in his sight.

"Dad" Shen Yijun roared.

The air was still for a second, and then the intense gunshots rang out.

In the chaos, Shen Yijun was firmly suppressed by a figure rushing towards him. After the gunfire ended, the person who was suppressing him slowly let go.

"Team Zhou, run a few."

The person stomped on the ground angrily, "His grandma's, and the fuck ran away for him again."

On the cemetery, it was raining, and the sad atmosphere still lingered on the tragedy that had just ended.

On this day, it was cloudy and rainy, and the dark clouds would not disperse for a long time. Shen Yijun was wearing a black suit with a white flower on his chest, kneeling in front of Shen Hai's tomb, tall and straight but lonely, his hand fell on Shen Hai's photo, and his eyes were deep. His brows were tightly wrinkled, his lips collapsed into a straight line, and his handsome face, tortured by complicated and painful emotions, was somewhat distorted.An umbrella was propped up above his head, but Shen Yijun didn't raise his head, and there was a deep sound above his head.

"Jun'er, your father's fault is not your fault, you are innocent, I believe he is in the spirit of heaven, I hope you can live a good life" Zhou Biao took a deep breath of cigarette.

Looking from a distance, there are two black figures, one is kneeling, the other is standing behind, with a big black umbrella on the head, the raindrops keep falling, solemn and lonely.

Shen Yijun did not expect that his birthday, April No. 17, would also become the anniversary of his father's death.