just because you are addicted

"I don't want to go home," Shen Yijun muttered while sitting in the back seat of Han Yi's car. In fact, he didn't want Uncle Zhou to worry about him.

It was very quiet, but Han Yi heard it, so he brought Shen Yijun back to his residence.

When I got home, I usually lived alone, so I only had a pair of slippers. I brought them to Shen Yijun to change into. He took off his shoes and walked into the house barefoot. Although he lived alone, it was very clean. Although the sparrow was small, everything was complete. , a bathroom, a small kitchen, a bedroom, a row of small sofas, and a color TV.

Still in a daze, Shen Yijun followed Han Yi into the house with his eyes dimmed, and Han Yi quickly walked around the kitchen, but there was nothing to eat.

Shen Yijun stood in a daze, watching the TV that was not turned on, but his mind was wandering. Han Yi came out of the kitchen, saw Shen Yijun like this, suddenly felt distressed and a little cute, came over and pressed Shen Yijun to sit On the sofa, like coaxing a child,

"Stay well at home. I haven't eaten all day. I must be hungry. I'll go out and buy something to eat, ah." He spoke very gently. If other people who know Han Yi see Han Yi talking like this, they will definitely suspect that this is not Han Yi. Yi.

Shen Yijun raised his head and looked at Han Yi fixedly, without speaking.

Looking at Shen Yijun's innocent look, Han Yi's throat tightened a little, and he forced himself to go out quickly. If he stayed for a few more seconds, he would not be able to hold on.

Han Yi originally wanted to go to the supermarket to buy some food, but after thinking about his poor cooking skills, he was afraid that he would not be able to eat it, so he packed some food in a restaurant and went home.

Taking out the key to open the door, seeing Shen Yijun asleep on the sofa, Han Yi put the food on the kitchen counter, went back to the living room,

Gently hug Shen Yijun.It's autumn, and you'll catch a cold when you sleep here, and it's a few steps from the living room to the bedroom, but Han Yi thinks it would be great if he could just hold you like this all the time.Shen Yijun slept extremely unsteadily, even though Han Yi put him on the bed lightly, he almost woke up, Han Yi carefully covered Shen Yijun with the quilt, sat on the edge of the bed, staring at his extremely unsteady state. Face, hands gently stroking the wrinkle between his brows.I don't know how long I slept, but how long Han Yi watched, Shen Yijun's sleep became more and more restless, and he was still talking in his sleep, vaguely.

Han Yi called softly a few times: "Junzi, wake up, what's wrong?"

Shen Yijun's expression was extremely painful, but he didn't wake up.

Suddenly Shen Yijun started to act violently, panting heavily, with cold sweat on his forehead and neck, his eyes were wide open, with horror in his eyes, and straight eyes, Han Yi hurriedly hugged Shen Yijun, and patted his back lightly. back,

"Is it a nightmare, don't be afraid, it's just a dream, don't be afraid, I'm here, I'm here, I'm here".

Han Yi's words were like a sedative, and Shen Yijun's mood stabilized a lot. Just like this, Han Yi hugged Shen Yijun, and Shen Yijun said calmly, as if confiding, and as if whispering,

"Not long ago I saw my father die in front of me, I wanted to run over, I wanted to save him, but the distance was too far, too far, I could only watch him fall from my sight like this" said At this point, Han Yi clearly felt that Shen Yijun's body trembled uncontrollably and then returned to calm.

"Actually, my dad spends very little time with me, really very little, so little that I seem to be able to remember everything with him every time, he is very busy, he was not by my side when I was born , Sometimes I can’t see him for a year, until that day.” After speaking, a painful smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

Han Yi hugged Shen Yijun quietly, and listened quietly. In fact, he also wanted to know the secret Shen Yijun hid deep in his heart before, but he knew that Shen Yijun had a stubborn temper and would not say what he didn't want to say, so he kept waiting for him , waiting for the day when he can open his heart to himself, but he was still shocked to hear Shen Yijun say these words in such a calm tone.

"As soon as my father's funeral was over, my mother remarried. I begged her to stay, but she got on the float without hesitation." Shen Yijun said such a cruel reality.

Han Yi's heart was throbbing, if I was by your side at that time, wouldn't you be able to share some of it for you?But in the future, I will accompany you.

"Jun'er, you didn't have me in your life before, but I won't let you suffer any grievances in the future," Han Yi said sincerely.

Being hugged by Han Yi, Shen Yijun felt inexplicably relieved, and soon fell asleep.

Han Yi carefully put Shen Yijun down, covered him with the quilt, lay down beside Shen Yijun, raised one hand, and looked sideways at Shen Yijun's finally peaceful face, just staring blankly.

Shen Yijun, my motive for approaching you was not pure. When you showed such fragility without any scruples in front of me, how could I be willing to let you go.

This is the first time Han Yi has looked directly into his heart in a few months.