just because you are addicted

Early the next morning, the two of them opened the door at the same time, seeing that the other party didn't say a word, Shen Yijun finally looked away first.

Shen Yijun saw Han Yi's haggard appearance and dark circles under his eyes, thinking that he must have not slept all night, but he pretended not to care.

Shen Yijun put on his school uniform and was about to go out.

"Leave after eating."

"No, I'm not hungry," he said and left.

Han Yi directly brought over a glass of milk, grabbed Shen Yijun, and said in a deep voice, "At least drink this before leaving."

Shen Yijun turned his head, took a fixed look at Han Yi, then took the milk from Han Yi's hand, drank it in one gulp, returned it to Han Yi, and then walked out without looking back.

Han Yi stepped into the classroom through the back door when his early self-study was about to end. When he passed behind Shen Yijun, he casually threw some bread and food on his desk.

Shen Yijun didn't even raise his head, no matter how the things on the table were put there, no matter how they were still there, they didn't move at all.

Li Yanzhi was reading his vocabulary, and found that the atmosphere between the two people was not right today. They probably had a quarrel. He rolled his eyes to look at this and then at that. Finally, he couldn't help but knocked on the corner of Shen Yijun's table, "Hey, you and Did Han Yi quarrel?".

Shen Yijun turned his head and glanced at Li Yanzhi, then lowered his head to read the book, and replied flatly, "No".

No?Li Yanzhi scratched his head, then what was going on with the gloomy atmosphere.

Han Yi intentionally made all kinds of noises. Unexpectedly, there was only one aisle away. Shen Yijun didn't look over, but instead attracted the teacher's warning eyes.

Han Yi's deep eyes were full of pain and complaint, staying on Shen Yijun's side face, staring at him, he wished Shen Yijun could take a look at him, just one look.

When I got home at noon, I originally thought that as long as he could come back, I would take my time, but Shen Yijun did not come back at noon. Thinking about it in fear, Han Yi became nervous, he was afraid that Shen Yijun would not get close to him.

He didn't know what Shen Yijun was thinking, he didn't doubt Shen Yijun's heart for him at all, especially after going through so much, but Han Yi couldn't stand the cold range created by Shen Yijun, he couldn't stand Shen Yijun not talking to him, he couldn't stand him He didn't look at himself, and couldn't stand him deliberately alienating him, he would rather Shen Yijun beat and scold him than to be silent.

In the evening, Han Yi cooked a meal and cooked a lot of dishes that Shen Yijun liked to eat. He thought to himself, snack food is not his favorite dish, so he would use this to curry favor. ,

As a result, they waited and waited, the food was cold, and Shen Yijun didn't come back, and he didn't even take a bite, so he left them all.

Shen Yijun was avoiding himself on purpose, this was Han Yi's most intuitive feeling.

If Han Yi had rushed out long ago, turned the outside around, and brought him back, but now Shen Yijun treated him with such an attitude, he could only make the relationship between the two of them more rigid in the past.

At 26:[-] in the evening, Shen Yijun opened the door with the key, but it was pitch black. He fumbled to turn on the light, but was jumped by Han Yi who was on the sofa.

"Why don't you turn on the light".

Han Yi raised his head and stared firmly into Shen Yijun's eyes, "Where have you been?"

"I went out to play with my classmates."

"Which classmate".

"you do not know".

"I don't know any of your classmates."

Shen Yijun knew that Han Yi had a taste, so he didn't tell him too much, took his pajamas, went into the bathroom and locked it.

When Shen Yijun came out, he found that Han Yi was still in the same posture as before. Seeing Shen Yijun coming out with wet hair, Han Yi's eyes were unusually calm and deep, but he didn't know what he was thinking. Shen Yijun rarely saw Han Yi with such eyes.

"Come here." Han Yi patted the sofa beside him.

Shen Yijun's footsteps stopped. Compared with Han Yi who was usually furious, he was more afraid of Han Yi who was calm now. He looked at Han Yi, but he didn't move a step.

"Why, afraid of me?" Han Yi sneered and pulled the corners of his mouth.

"I still have class tomorrow, so I'll go to bed first." After that, he was about to leave.

"Shen Yijun".

Shen Yijun's footsteps stopped, Han Yi seldom called his full name, but after thinking about it, he walked over, sat on the sofa, and kept far away on purpose, Han Yi gave a wry smile in his heart.

"What's the matter, tell me."

Han Yi didn't speak, but pulled the towel from Shen Yijun's hand, directly attached it to Shen Yijun's head, and wiped it carefully.

Shen Yijun stopped Han Yi's movement, and put a certain distance between the two, "Tell me if you have anything to say, it's okay, I'll leave."

"Is it so difficult to talk to you now?" Han Yi looked at Shen Yijun in pain.

Shen Yijun lowered his head and did not speak.

"Look at me" Han Yi broke Shen Yijun's head and looked at him.

"Is this a special sense of accomplishment, and it hurts me all over my body."

Shen Yijun didn't know how to answer, he just pursed his lips and remained silent.

"Or you like playing hard to get?" Han Yi sneered.

After all, Shen Yijun's shoulder was attached with his right hand, and then pulled down hard, most of Shen Yijun's shoulder was exposed to the air.

Han Yi looked at Han Yi in disbelief, a trace of pain flashed in his eyes, and then he just slowly tightened his nightgown, "If you think so, I can't help it."

After all, Han Yi was left behind, entered his room and locked it, but leaned against the door panel, motionless, with dull eyes.

Han Yi's eyes just stayed on the door, and then he slammed his hand on the table without any warning. In an instant, an ugly crack snaked on the table. On the transparent glass coffee table, Han Yi's blood immediately spread out. Come.

When Shen Yijun heard the sound, his heart tightened, and he immediately opened the door and rushed out, and then was startled by the scene in front of him for a few seconds.

The blood on the glass table was falling drop by drop to the ground. Seeing that Han Yi's hands were covered with blood, Shen Yijun's heart twitched violently.

With tight eyes, he squatted down, and as soon as he touched Han Yi's hand, Han Yi slammed it away.

"Don't worry about it".

Shen Yijun's eyes were tense and worried, and he continued to check Han Yi's hand, but was thrown away again.

Shen Yijun finally couldn't hold back anymore, tears fell silently, gradually crying, as if he was the one who was in pain, Han Yi originally turned his face away and didn't look at Shen Yijun, but when he heard Shen Yijun's crying, he still turned around , looked at Shen Yijun with a blank expression for a few seconds, then held Shen Yijun's face to seal Shen Yijun's breath, he tasted the salty taste, and could vaguely hear Shen Yijun's cry from his throat, After licking away the tears on Shen Yijun's lips, he let go, and looked at Shen Yijun with a half-smile.

"I was the one who hurt, why are you crying?"

Shen Yijun didn't speak, pouted his lips, his eyes were no longer indifferent, they were crying hazyly.

"Okay, I'm fine, it doesn't hurt." Han Yi put his other hand on Shen Yijun's face and touched it.

Han Yi stared at Shen Yijun who was clumsily treating his wound, glanced at him from time to time, and asked him if he did it like this.

"Does it hurt?" Shen Yijun asked.

Han Yi's eyes were all on Shen Yijun's body, and he didn't care about the pain in his hands at all, but Shen Yijun asked, cooperatively, "Ah, it hurts, it hurts."

"Then I'll be gentle." Shen Yijun slowed down his movements and was more careful, blowing with his mouth from time to time.

"Jun'er".

"Ok".

"Will you ignore me in the future?"

Shen Yijun lowered his head, paused for a moment, then slowly shook his head.

Han Yi laughed dumbfounded, and then kissed Shen Yijun's hair.