just because you are addicted

Han Yi looked at the empty seat next to him, feeling empty in his heart, as if a piece had been forcibly dug out, lying on the table, staring at Shen Yijun's seat in a daze.

You are so ruthless, Shen Yijun, you are so unfeeling, our one-year relationship will break up as soon as you say it.

You are so afraid of me now, you dare not even take a class with me.

Or, if you really want to leave me, you actually hate me.

Shen Yijun didn't come all morning, and Han Yi kept this posture all morning.

After school at noon, Li Le and Duan Bing walked over, "Han Yi, why don't you leave? By the way, Junzi, I haven't seen him all morning, is he sick?"

Han Yi seemed to have never heard the question from the two of them, and his posture did not change.

"Let's go, let's go, there must have been a quarrel." Duan Bing pulled Li Le down.

The empty classroom was quiet and only Han Yi was left. The pain on Han Yi's face was already frozen. It was only half a day. Han Yi seemed to have lost the whole world. Without Shen Yijun, Han Yi would not Knowing how to live, it seems that nothing has its luster.

Back to the two's nest, Han Yi didn't get used to it for a while. When he got home, he would never see Shen Yijun lying comfortably on the sofa playing games with excitement on his face, nor would he see Shen Yijun drooling and giving out a bunch of dishes. I will never feel that Shen Yijun hugged him from behind like a cat when I was cooking, and I will never see that rough boy who never wipes his hair after washing. Thinking of this, Han Yi Just can't accept it, he can't bear to live without him.

He really wanted to hear that voice, coquettish, shy, angry, mischievous, laughing wildly, as long as it was his voice.

"Han Yi, the toilet is out of paper again."

"Don't wipe, don't wipe, I'm very busy, ah, I'm dead again."

"Sleep for 1 more minute, and I'll wake up in 1 minute."

"Han Yi, your cooking skills have improved again."

"Han Yi, where are my pants, where did you dry them?"

"Han Yi, you rascal, you."

"No, no, you don't want to do this".

"Han Yi, you bastard."

All kinds of memories suddenly came to my mind, and it was only a day later, but Han Yi felt that these things had become untouchable.

Shen Yijun, who ate the dishes he cooked with gusto, Shen Yijun who always didn't know where to put his things in a daze, Shen Yijun who had to forcefully coax his hair to dry every time after washing his hair, every time he couldn't help himself Shen Yijun who was shy at times, and Shen Yijun who cursed at him every time he was shy, these have now become extravagant expectations.

Han Yi sat on the sofa, looking at the room where Shen Yijun's figure was all over the place, the sadness and pain in his heart were carved on his face, Han Yi lay on the sofa with his head up, staring at the ceiling, not knowing what he was thinking.

In the next few days, Han Yi always had a glimmer of hope. Shen Yijun came today. Maybe he was already in his seat as soon as he entered the classroom, or he would still be late, but when he came back, maybe at a certain moment in class he would be there. Maybe it's at the back door.However, every day he came to school with hope, and every day he went back, he was disappointed. Han Yi lived through the pain of being extinguished after giving himself hope.

Shen Yijun still didn't come on Friday. Teacher Yang came during the self-study class. Han Yi thought that Teacher Yang was just watching the students' self-study class, but he still lay on the table because he didn't even have the mood to pretend to study .

"Han Yi, come out with me."

Han Yi thought that Teacher Yang wanted to talk to him because he was in a bad state this week, so he followed him out.

"Han Yi, you know Shen Yijun the best. Do you know where he is now? I called your dad. Your dad said that Junzi was at Police Officer Zhou's house. But when I called him today, he said that Shen Yijun had never come back. Pass".

"What did you say, Mr. Yang, Junzi didn't go back?" Han Yi was stunned in surprise.

"That's right, I haven't come here for a few days, and I haven't called me yet."

If he didn't go back, where would he go? He has no other relatives except Uncle Zhou's house. Where could he go? Han Yi frowned, his heart was in his throat, and he suddenly remembered that the people from Leisha's side had been staring at Jun Son, thinking of this possibility, Han Yi's back began to sweat coldly.If I had known earlier, no matter what he said, even if he made him hate himself, he shouldn't let him go.Han Yi's intestines were full of regrets, why did he let him go like that.

Junko, you have nothing to do.

"Han Yi, where are you going?"

Teacher Yang's words were left far behind, and Han Yi had already left the school in a blink of an eye.

Han Yi stopped a taxi and said, "Master, go to the beach."

Shen Yijun would come to the beach when he was unhappy and when he was worried. He was found by the beach in the previous disappearance, so Han Yi went to this place first without hesitation.

But there was only the noise of the waves, and nothing but a few people.

Han Yi then went to Shen Hai's cemetery, which was the most likely place where Shen Yijun was, but he still didn't see Shen Yijun.

Han Yi searched everything he should and shouldn't find, but he still didn't see him.

Han Yi's heart was cold to the bottom of the ice.

Now that was the only possibility left.

Being arrested by the people from Leisha's side, Han Yi was terrified at the thought of this, he couldn't imagine it, and he didn't dare to imagine it.

Busy calling Dabai, Dabai is a capable person, he must have a way, he will definitely let Junzi come back safely, he will definitely be able to.

"Master".

"You go..." As he was talking, he glanced casually and found Shen Yijun's figure in the opposite supermarket. He could see clearly through the glass. He stopped talking and stared straight at the person who made him face Thoughtful figure.

"Master, what's the matter, what's the matter?" Dabai was puzzled, and stopped halfway through.

"No, it's okay." Han Yi hung up the phone and finally breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, fortunately.

Han Yi was a little surprised, he had never been to this place before, so he was very puzzled why Shen Yijun was here, and he was driving by today, so he didn't expect to see Shen Yijun by accident.

I am very glad that when I came back from the cemetery today, I suddenly changed to this untraveled road. Han Yi is very grateful for this decision.

Han Yi entered the supermarket and looked at Shen Yijun from a distance without being noticed.

In just a few days, he found that Shen Yijun was much haggard, as if he had suffered from a serious illness. Han Yi felt distressed when he saw it. Why did he become like this after only a few days of seeing each other.

Han Yi frowned slightly when he saw Shen Yijun standing by the shelf of instant noodles, and then saw that he bought some bread and eight-treasure porridge. Seeing that he, who has always been a picky eater, actually ate these things, his heart ached.

Shen Yijun, aren't you eager to leave me, aren't you happy to leave me, but why are you living like this.Why don't you go find your Tan Wen, don't you love him very much, Han Yi thought angrily.

Han Yi's heart was sore and distressed, you are an idiot, you are an idiot, you are really the stupidest idiot in the world, I have never seen someone as stupid as you.

Han Yi followed Shen Yijun to a community, and saw an aunt coming out, Shen Yijun chatted with her politely, she seemed quite familiar.

When Shen Yijun went in, Han Yi came out and grabbed the aunt, "Auntie, do you know Shen Yijun? I'm his classmate. I heard that he came here, so I want to come and find him."

"Oh, you are Junzi's classmate. His house is on the fifth floor, 508. You can go to him directly."

"His family?" Han Yi was a little surprised. Han Yi never knew that Shen Yijun had a family here.

"Oh, I don't know. I haven't been back for almost a year. I saw this kid come back recently, but he seems to be alone. Hey, it's so pitiful. There is no one to take care of him." Auntie sighed and left.

Thinking of Shen Yijun who can't cook or take care of himself by himself, eating instant noodles and bread all day long, his heart hurts to the extreme, his eye circles suddenly turn red, nothing but heartache, all anger has disappeared.