chasing light

Song Jinhang said this to Lu Shen for a lifetime, he thought that a lifetime is very long, long enough for Lu Shen to walk out of that past, long enough for Lu Shen to stop being a prisoner one day, long enough for Lu Shen to laugh and change with him Gray hair, and then die peacefully together.

However, there will always be "however" in the world. Song Jinhang doesn't know that life can be very short, too short for him to say goodbye, too short for him to say I love you to Lu Shen again, too short for him to say sorry.

Sorry, I can't accompany you through this life.Sorry, I can't wipe the tears from the corners of your eyes.Sorry, I Love You.Lu Shen, I'm sorry, I still love you until death.

Until the dead.

Until death... Fangxiu.

That was the night a month later.

Song Jinhang took Lu Shen's hand, and the two walked quietly side by side on the way home.

As he was walking, Song Jinhang suddenly leaned over and kissed Lu Shen on the cheek, and then smiled at Lu Shen's face slowly turning red. Lu Shen turned his head to look at him, and then turned back in a fit of anger.

Song Jinhang pinched his face, "Are you angry?"

Lu Shen shook his head, "No, I'm not angry."

"That's shyness, isn't it!"

Sure enough, Lu Shen blushed even more, and whispered: "No, I don't."

Song Jinhang looked at him and smiled even more happily.

Lu Shen hurried a few steps in embarrassment, then stopped and waited for Song Jinhang.Only then did Song Jinhang catch up and laughed, but his tone was aggrieved, "Lu Shen, I want to poke your dimple, what should I do?"

Lu Shen blushed even more, feeling a little helpless at Song Jinhang's expectant eyes, and finally smiled obediently, revealing two dimples, Song Jinhang kissed the two dimples, and poked them again.

Song Jinhang took an inch and said: "Lu Shen, I want to kiss you."

Lu Shen faltered, "Gang, didn't you kiss me just now?"

"The one just now doesn't count." Song Jinhang said rascally.

Lu Shen hesitated for a while, looked at him again, and then raised his head to kiss the corner of his mouth. Song Jinhang tilted his head and kissed his lips.Song Jinhang stroked the back of Lu Shen's neck, slowly made him relax, opened his teeth, and kissed Lu Shen until he couldn't breathe.

Song Jinhang hugged Lu Shen tightly, and kissed his eyes again. Lu Shen's eyelids trembled slightly, and he opened his clean eyes to look at him.

"Lu Shen, Lu Shen."

"Ok?"

"I love you."

The street light at the entrance of the community has recently broken down, and it is dark at night.

Song Jinhang went to pull Lu Shen's hand. When he turned his head, he saw a flash of light. When he realized it, he shook his hand suddenly. His strength was surprisingly strong. Lu Shen was thrown several meters away by him and fell heavily to the ground.

Immediately afterwards, Song Jinhang felt something cold piercing his chest, cutting off his ribs, and cutting into his heart. The heart convulsed violently, and blood gushed out.

Song Jinhang grasped the man's arm with all his strength, kicked him to the ground, and took off the man's arms with force. The emptiness caused by massive blood loss and the dizziness caused by insufficient blood supply made his eyes go black for a while, and he stumbled back. After a few steps, his feet became unsteady and he fell to the ground, hitting his head on the cold and hard concrete floor.

The man twisted a few times on the ground and stood up again. Seeing Song Jinhang fell down, he rushed in the direction of Lu Shen.

Song Jinhang struggled to the last bit of consciousness and shouted: "Lu Shen, run! Run! Run, Lu Shen, run!"

Lu Shen was stunned, hadn't reacted from the accident, subconsciously ran towards a certain direction, Song Jinhang's voice came from far behind, and gradually became inaudible.

Lu Shen kept running, and he saw many people around him staring at him in surprise.He kept running and running, his heart ached, it hurt like a needle prick, it was so painful that it was about to burst.

Tears rolled down his cheeks unconsciously, he thought that Song Jinhang was still there, no, he had to go back, Song Jinhang was still there, but he just ran until he stepped on the air and fell hard to the ground.

He got up and hid in a dark corner, crying softly, he wanted to go back, he couldn't leave Song Jinhang behind, Song Jinhang was injured, he had to go back, he had to go back, Song Jinhang was still there...

But he didn't dare, he was very scared, he was terribly afraid, he didn't dare to go back, he didn't dare...

But Song Jinhang was still there, he bled a lot, all over the place, Song Jinhang was going to die, Song Jinhang was going to die, Song Jinhang was going to die, Song Jinhang was going to die...

The deer cried deeply and slammed his head against the wall, once and for all.

There was blood coming down.

Lu Shen stood up, cried loudly, stumbled and ran.

He had never hated his own cowardice so much.

He had never despised himself so much.

Song Jinhang died, died of excessive blood loss.

The bright red blood pooled under his body and gradually dried up.

Breathing fades away, heartbeat stops.

The body temperature was taken away by the cold winter wind, and it was icy cold.

Where is the murderer?

The killer wakes up from a hangover and is thrown in jail.

The murderer was Lu Shen's stepfather.

He hated Song Jinhang for stabbing him in the arm, and revenged Song Jinhang for taking away his punching bag.

He succeeded.

Thus, Song Jinhang died.

Song Jinhang died on a winter day with dried blood underneath.

Lu Shen is still alive.

He left the injured Song Jinhang and fled alone.

So he survived.

He survived.

Song Jinhang is dead.

But Song Jinhang died.

His light went out.

went out.

a week later.

Lu Shen went to the cemetery.

He was too thin, his face was so pale that there was no trace of blood, and his whole body looked shaky, as if a gust of wind could blow him away.

He found Song Jinhang's tombstone, and slowly slid on the ground as if he lost his strength.

Song Jinhang looked at him and smiled softly, as always.

Lu Shen put his forehead against the stele and closed his eyes.

A line of tears flowed down and hit Song Jinhang's eyes in the photo.

Lu Shen said, "I'm sorry."

Lu Shen said: "I love you."

Song Jinhang died, died on a winter day, and his ashes were buried in the cemetery.

Lu Shen died, he died on a winter day, leaning on Song Jinhang's tombstone, and then ended his life with a dagger.

Lu Shen thought he was the one who killed Song Jinhang.

If he hadn't run away but stayed, Song Jinhang wouldn't have died.

Song Jinhang didn't deserve to die. If he hadn't met someone named Lu Shen, he would have lived, and he would have lived a very good life.

But Song Jinhang met Lu Shen, and Lu Shen left the injured Song Jinhang alone in the cold wind.

So Song Jinhang died.

He was the one who killed Song Jinhang.

He did it.

Lu Shen closed his eyes and said, "I'm sorry."

The cold dagger pierced the heart, and the blood gushed out immediately, gathered in clusters along the edge of the knife, and then dripped.

It was cold and windy.

In a daze, someone touched his head, and the hot breath from his breath sprayed on his ears.

"Come with me, I won't hurt you." The man said softly.

"If you don't speak, it's your acquiescence." The man laughed.

Lu Shen opened his eyes with difficulty, tears streaming down his face, he opened his mouth and said, "I...will."

He laughed and burst into tears.

Song Jinhang, I am willing.

I would.

I once lost someone

so he never came back

…………

Sorry

i would