I do whatever I want in the entertainment industry

Because the weather is getting colder and there is a bit of sleet at night, considering that we will go to the film set in the mountains tomorrow morning, after dinner, the crew will no longer organize any activities, and everyone packs up and goes back to their rooms to rest.

After Bai Liang returned to the room, he was still struggling with the matter between Yu Haoran and Zhou Qiming. He always felt that the starting point of Zhou Qiming's relationship with Yu Haoran was not so pure. Although he respected Zhou Qiming for being both actors, Yu Haoran was his As a senior and an artist of his company, protecting his shortcomings is always inevitable.

If Zhou Qiming just wants to play for fun, then Yu Haoran is no match for Zhou Qiming in terms of experience, seniority, identity or status. Maybe Yu Haoran can enjoy a short-term joy, but the price to be paid later is also very high, and it is even possible ruin your career.

Bai Liang managed to cultivate an actor, and he couldn't just sit and watch his cash cow being destroyed by others.

Over there, Zhou Qiming and Yu Haoran returned to their room after dinner, closing the door is the world of the two of them. In the past, after closing the door, Yu Haoran would hold Zhou Qiming's hand affectionately and enjoy the joy behind the door that no one knows about. I had a happy affair with him, but today Yu Haoran seemed to have something on his mind, he kept his head down thinking about things all the way, and even returned to the room feeling restless.

Zhou Qiming closed the door, pulled him to sit down at the table, poured a cup of hot water from the teapot and handed him to warm his hands, and then asked him with concern: "Xiao Yu, what are you thinking about? No spirit."

When Yu Haoran heard Zhou Qiming's gentle and caring words as always, the doubts in his heart were a little less for a long time, but he was not completely relieved.What Bai Liang said to him on the set, although he didn't take it seriously at the time, but after thinking about it afterwards, he always felt that all this developed a bit too fast, and then he began to worry and fear, fearing that all this was just his unilateral imagination. In fact, Zhou Qiming's original intention It wasn't that it was meant to be like this, it was because he misunderstood the meaning of Zhou Qiming's phrase "fake shows are real".

He smiled reluctantly, took the hot water that Zhou Qiming handed him, and absently brought it to his mouth and took a sip. He didn't expect that the hot water was just made for them by the assistant after eating, and the temperature was still very high. He was so scalded that he dropped his cup almost immediately.

Teacups made of ceramics are fragile and fragile, and broke into several pieces as soon as they hit the ground. Although they are not antiques, they are also produced by famous kilns. A set costs about a thousand yuan. In terms of the cost of food and clothing for the crew, Bai Liang is still very expensive. Willing to spend money.

Watching the cup fall to the ground, Zhou Qiming sighed regretfully: "If Director Bai knows that you dropped a teacup worth two or three hundred yuan, he will probably say that you are frizzy and a prodigal."

Yu Hao then realized that he had done something wrong, and subconsciously wanted to squat down to pick up the ceramic shards. Zhou Qiming hurriedly pulled him up and blamed him helplessly: "Why are you so grown up and do things regardless of the consequences? You pick them up with your hands. It's pitch black underneath, what if you cut your fingers with debris?"

Yu Haoran lowered his head, as if he was looking at the teacup that was broken by him, but actually his heart was in a mess, especially after hearing what Zhou Qiming said, which sounded casual but seemed to imply other things, he became even more disturbed up.

He muttered: "Then what should I do..."

Zhou Qiming used his shoes to push the pieces together, and said to him: "Let someone come in and sweep them away tomorrow. As for Director Bai, if he feels sorry for this teacup, I will ask my assistant to buy a set to compensate him later."

After finishing the words of consolation, Yu Haoran did not relax a little bit. Zhou Qiming thought about it carefully. When he was in the play, Yu Haoran was obviously fine, but he seemed to be a different person after he came back.

It seems that after parting with Bai Liang, Yu Haoran has become like this.Zhou Qiming recalled the look Bai Liang looked at him before leaving the crew, and always felt that he was called Yu Haoran in the past, not simply talking about filming work, he must have said something to Yu Haoran, which made Yu Haoran unhappy.

Zhou Qiming wanted to seek a breakthrough from Yu Haoran, so he mentioned Bai Liang inadvertently, and he joked, "Just now I fooled you, it was just a set of teacups, and with the current net worth of Director Bai, he can't buy as many sets as he wants, no He cares about you. Besides when filming, he is a very talkative person at other times, so you don’t have to be too afraid of him. Instead of worrying about such a teacup now, you might as well study how to shoot tomorrow’s scene. After all, time is limited. If you eat NG again, Director Bai may really trouble you, and you will be miserable."

Hearing Zhou Qiming mention Bai Liang, Yu Haoran remembered the words that Bai Liang reminded him on the set today, his body froze and his face turned pale, the reaction was so great that even Zhou Qiming noticed it.

Zhou Qiming pretended that he didn't know anything, just as if Yu Haoran had been scolded by Bai Liang today, and joked: "Look, since you are so afraid that Director Bai will talk to you, you should make good use of the present time to study the script. "

Yu Haoran shook his head lightly, bit his lip and said intermittently: "Today, Bai, Director Bai did talk to me, but he didn't train me..."

Zhou Qiming pretended to be curious and asked: "Then what did he say to you? It wouldn't be to praise you for your good performance today. Otherwise, why don't you look happy until now."

Yu Haoran remembered what Bai Liang had warned him, and when he saw Zhou Qiming's affectionate and affectionate eyes, he was startled for no reason. He didn't look at Zhou Qiming for a few seconds, and then looked away guiltily.

Looking back now, it seems that Bai Liang's worries are not unreasonable. Zhou Qiming has always kept a clean image outside, except for some unfounded gossip with actresses during the promotion of TV dramas and movies, the rest of the time he is very low-key.There is no trace of his private life, his relationship history is blank, and there is no news that his sexual orientation is male. Even when it was confirmed a few months ago that he was the second male lead in "Famous Role", netizens all thought he would play a gay role. Be skeptical.

Although some people say that Zhou Qiming has always been in love with Bai Liang, so he would act in "No Evil" starring Bai Liang as a friend, and now he agrees to Bai Liang to act in a gay film directed by him, but these are just rumors after all, and Zhou Qiming has not personally appeared on any occasion. He admitted his feelings for Bai Liang, and Bai Liang and Shen Heng are so affectionate, there is no room for Zhou Qiming to take advantage of.

Then why did Zhou Qiming suddenly ask him to make a real fake show? Is it because of curiosity, or because he was stimulated by Bai Liang and Shen Heng, or he just wanted him to be able to immerse himself in the scene and finish filming the movie as soon as possible? , does not affect Zhou Qiming's own itinerary.So is there a one-in-a-million possibility that Zhou Qiming is attracted to him and wants to fall in love with him?

Yu Haoran choked for breath, the breath he inhaled suddenly was too cold, making his heart and lungs ache.

Zhou Qiming just looked at him quietly.

Yu Haoran didn't know where to get angry, and with the thought of seeing death as home, he turned his head and stared at Zhou Qiming's eyes again, and asked word by word: "Mr. the reason?"

Hearing that he finally asked this sentence, Zhou Qiming felt a lot more relaxed. He fixedly looked at Yu Haoran's eyes. Yu Haoran's eyes were actually pretty, although they were not as black and bright as Bai Liang's, but It is amber, like colored glaze. When you appreciate it under the light, the eyeballs are so transparent that you can look into your heart, and it is full of yourself.

When Zhou Qiming was in his forties, he fought for fame and fortune as a teenager, and his youth began to go smoothly. Naturally, he had several secret love affairs, but in his daily life with his lover, there were always transactions without fame and fortune, which soon made him feel Tired, so I haven't settled down after all these years.

Until he got to know Bai Liang, the teenage Bai Liang had the vigor of his youth, with a clear purpose, and once he made up his mind, he went forward without fear, and there was no other impurity in his eyes.He was attracted by Bai Liang's character from the very beginning, and he watched Bai Liang grow little by little in a place that no one else knew, and finally reached the point beyond his reach. He thought that Bai Liang would not be like the one he used to date Like those objects, they calculated his fame and fortune all day long, trying to get something from him, which made him disgusted.

However, before he had time to tell whether his feelings for Bai Liang were sympathy between heroes, or pure admiration or admiration, Bai Liang quickly disappeared from his sight, and when they met again, he was told that Bai Liang was already with someone else. together.

So that little bit of emotion that I didn't have time to distinguish turned into an obsession that I couldn't ask for, and I got stuck in it deeper and deeper.People are like this, the more you can’t get, the more you lose, the easier it is to paralyze yourself, tell yourself that is the most worthy of your pursuit and cherish, so that you will miss more and better things later.

Zhou Qiming was unconvinced, and he also wanted to point out the conflict between Bai Liang and Shen Heng many times, trying to attract a little bit of Bai Liang's attention from Shen Heng. He was incapable of confronting Shen Heng, so he always appeared in Bai Liang In front of him, even the last chance encounter at the S city airport was carefully planned by him.

However, the result told him that everything he did was in vain, the bond between Bai Liang and Shen Heng was so deep, not to mention a living person in between, not even a mosquito could breathe.The fact that Bai Liang could speak to Shen Heng frankly in front of him proved that there was no need to worry about trust or not between them, and no matter how others provoked a rift, it was impossible for them to separate.

He admitted that he was stimulated by Bai Liang and Shen Heng that night, so he impulsively said to Yu Haoran, "Try a fake show and do it for real". He has been in a place like the entertainment industry for more than twenty years. Years, what kind of person has never seen, Yu Haoran thought that the well-hidden admiration could not escape his eyes.

He was jealous that Shen Heng could get Bai Liang's whole-hearted love. Besides being jealous, he was a little eager to try, wanting to experience the feeling of being deeply loved. He happened to have Yu Haoran by his side, and this movie was given to him. With such a good reason, Yu Haoran has no way to refuse his proposal in public or privately.

Zhou Qiming even thought of a way out. He took advantage of the innocent Yu Haoran, so he was always very patient and tolerant when dealing with Yu Haoran. He indulged Yu Haoran's closeness, but suppressed his own desires. I am afraid that it will be difficult to end in the end.He thought that if he got tired of the game that day, he could withdraw without hesitation. As compensation, he could use his contacts and resources to match Yu Haoran, ensuring that Yu Haoran's career would go smoothly in the next 20 years.

He originally wanted to confess to Yu Haoran after the movie was finished, he had already thought about the words and the way to deal with it, after the movie was finished, he would go to the United States to stay for a while, not appear in front of Yu Haoran, and leave time for Yu Haoran to calm down. When they meet again after the movie is released, it won't be too ugly when they meet each other. After all, the relationship between the male lead and the second male lead is too rigid, which has a bad influence on the movie. This is the first movie directed by Bai Liang.

But seeing Yu Haoran's desperate eyes just now, his orderly arrangement was suddenly disrupted. He originally had thousands of answers to Yu Haoran's question, but now he is looking at Yu Haoran, and unexpectedly I can't speak a word.

Be it Bai Liang or Yu Haoran, what did they do wrong to bear the consequences of his willfulness?

Seeing that he didn't respond for a long time, Yu Haoran's eyes gradually became foggy, and the eye sockets quickly turned red, as if he had already found the answer, and he was about to collapse in the next moment.

It was the silent cry of a love that ended without a cause and finally ushered in its limit. A person as proud as Yu Haoran, who lived to be in his twenties, should be full of vigor and ambition, and should not be like this now, because he was played by others Crying and crying because of emotion, this is really wasteful.

Zhou Qiming looked at him carefully, sighed for a long time, suddenly took him into his arms, and whispered in his ear: "That's it, when you go to the show tomorrow, just remember how you feel now, and let it out wantonly. gone."

Yu Haoran's tense nerves suddenly relaxed after hearing this, and then he lay on his shoulders, and finally burst into tears with a wow.

Zhou Qiming let him cry quietly, giving him comfort with his hand once and for all. Yu Haoran couldn't stop crying, it was even more miserable than when Ling Geer learned that the second master married his wife in the play. It looks strange in the huge courtyard.

Zhou Qiming was extremely helpless, and coaxed again and again: "Okay, okay, don't cry anymore, and you are not afraid to cry too much and attract everyone here."

Yu Haoran wiped his red eyes from crying, tears and snot all over his face, a boy in his twenties still looks like a child.

Zhou Qiming wiped his face and said: "If I knew that directing a play for you would make you cry like this, I might as well wait for director Bai to teach you a lesson tomorrow, let you suffer a little more, and then learn by yourself."

Yu Haoran pulled out an embarrassing smile, which turned out to be uglier than crying. He asked in a low voice, "Didn't you lie to me?"

Zhou Qiming stared at him and asked, "What did I lie to you?"

Yu Haoran didn't want to tell him what he did in a fake show, because he was afraid that Zhou Qiming would give him another fatal blow, so he could only turn a corner and say, "Did you really just want to help me find the feeling of acting tomorrow?"

Zhou Qiming sighed and said, "Otherwise, do you think that I have nothing to do when I'm full, so I just make you cry?"

Yu Haoran remembered how he cried so much just now, his face flushed, the ups and downs really scared him.

Zhou Qiming hugged him into his arms again, and comforted him in a gentle voice: "I'm sorry, but there won't be a next time, you can trust me."

Yu Haoran seemed to know what he was referring to, but also seemed unable to understand what he meant, so he nodded in his arms half understanding.

Zhou Qiming hugged Yu Haoran's young body and closed his eyes.Since Bai Liang and Yu Haoran are both innocent, then he, the instigator, should spend the rest of his life to atone for this farce. He will use the rest of his life to learn how to love someone, how to love someone To love this sentimental boy in... your arms.