I heard you want to let me down

Gu Ruzhuo took a step back, he didn't dare to look at Rong Jin: "I don't know what you're talking about."

Rong Jin stood still: "You know."

"You really have to tell me this?" Rong Jin looked at him helplessly, "At this moment, say that you have changed your mind, that you are actually a liar, and that all the sincerity you said at the beginning were all lies? You must Are you wasting your time arguing with me about this?"

Gu Ruzhuo was at a loss: "I, I..."

Rong Jin said softly: "No matter what you say, I will stay. I must also stay. Ru Zhuo, no matter what the result is, I am the one who should bear it, am I not?"

Gu Ruzhuo's face was pale: "You already knew. Is it father or master?"

"You don't have to blame them. I guessed it myself." Rong Jin walked over slowly and took Gu Ruzhuo's hand, "Because I know that Ruzhuo is not this kind of person. You won't do things to disappoint me just because you gain power."

Gu Ruzhuo was not easily coaxed by Rong Jin this time, his expression was ugly: "Since you know the truth, why do you still have to stay?"

Rong Jin sometimes felt that he could almost be called submissive at ordinary times, and the soft and cute Gu Ruzhuo was so stubborn in this aspect that it gave him a headache.

Rong Jin asked him back: "Yes, this matter is very dangerous, maybe you will die. Ruzhuo, why don't you be a noble scholar who stays out of it? Why do you want to get involved in this kind of thing?"

"You're for me, aren't you?"

Gu Ruzhuo was silent for a moment, then he shook his head suddenly: "No, I can't say it's for you. You can even say it's just for me."

Rong Jin thought that he would bring out the theory that he wanted to get ahead in an attempt to convince him.

Gu Ruzhuo changed the subject, "Ajin, have you ever been afraid of anything?"

Rong Jin was taken aback: "What?"

Gu Ruzhuo asked himself: "Do you know when I was most afraid in my life?"

Rong Jin followed Gu Ruzhuo to guess: "Was it when you were in Ren Yazi's hands?"

At that time, being abandoned by his loved ones and having no future, should be the time when he was most helpless and desperate.

Rong Jin seldom mentioned the past to Gu Ruzhuo, he was afraid that Gu Ruzhuo's heart would be traumatized, and he was also afraid of hurting Gu Ruzhuo's self-esteem.Later, seeing that Gu Ruzhuo didn't care about it, he finally stopped avoiding it deliberately.But in Rong Jin's mind, that period should be the darkest period in Gu Ruzhuo's life.

"No." Gu Ruzhuo shook his head, "At that time, I was also angry and desperate, but I was not too afraid. If I really had nowhere to escape, I would just die in the end. When I was most afraid, it was Our night in the mountain village."

That night, you had a high fever and lay dying on the bed.I can't do anything but rub your body with wine.You can only watch the candle burn, and death approaches you little by little.

At that time, it was the time when I was most afraid and most desperate.

At that time, I understood what the demons and fears that I couldn't overcome in this life were, I was afraid of your death.I like you so much, I love you, I wish I could do things like comb your hair and put on shoes for you every day, if you accidentally burn your hands or sprain your feet, you can't help but feel heartbroken and blame yourself.How can I call you dead.I have been so close to your death, I know how scared I am, I must not let this happen.

"I can't say it's for you, Jin. If I'm really for you, I should respect you, tell you, and let you make the choice. The reason why I did something without telling you is only for myself." Gu Ru Zhuo smiled wryly, "I know that you should know everything, and you wouldn't want me to do this, but I still chose to go this way by myself. It's just because I am cowardly and timid. In fact, I know that Ah Jin is not afraid, it's just me Just be afraid."

Rong Jin was amazed at Gu Ruzhuo's logic: "Then do you think that father and master are hiding from me only for their own sake?"

Gu Ruzhuo shook his head: "As a parent, it is inevitable that you want to protect your children under your wings."

"What's the difference between what you did and what they did? Why are they so eager to love their son, and you are so selfish, mean and cowardly?" Rong Jin walked over, straightened Gu Ruzhuo's face forcefully, and let Gu Ruzhuo Takuo looked directly at him, "No. What you did was just to protect me."

"Why don't you admit it, you just want to protect me."

Gu Ruzhuo didn't speak, Rong Jin had no choice but to change direction: "According to what you said, isn't it for me that I stay? Could it be that you are afraid of my death, and I am not afraid of your death?"

Gu Ruzhuo covered his face: "This is different."

"What's the difference?" Rong Jin was puzzled, "What's the difference?"

"Because I have to do this, and Ah Jin doesn't have to." Gu Ruzhuo was silent for a long time before he said softly, "Even if Ah Jin doesn't do anything, my heart for Ah Jin is the same."

Rong Jin's expression changed for a long time, and turned into an unbelievable and ridiculous expression: "I understand. You think that I am willing to be with you because you are kind to me and keep giving for me. So if you like me, you have to continue to pay for me, but I don't have to do anything for you, does that mean?"

"Am I not right?" Gu Ruzhuo seldom had such an aggressive posture in front of Rong Jin, "A Jin, let me ask you, if you hadn't fallen off the cliff that time, would you agree to be with me? "

Before Rong Jin could speak, Gu Ruzhuo said with certainty, "You won't."

"I actually have feelings. I know that at that time, you may have been a little moved by me, but in fact, you never thought that you would really agree to me. You still have concerns. This concern may be due to doubts about your identity. It may be something else. The reason why you suddenly agreed to me that night was because of this incident. "

Gu Ruzhuo said softly: "Because I protected you in the carriage at that time; because I was on the cliff, I thought about giving up my life for you."

Rong Jin was speechless for a moment, because what Gu Ruzhuo said was right.

"I," Gu Ruzhuo said incoherently, "I don't have much backbone, and I don't really care how much friendship you treat me. As long as you are willing to be with me, I feel very satisfied and happy. I know that Ah Jin doesn't like me like this, and thinks that I lack a little bit of confidence, appearing cowardly and humble, but if I am not like this, I feel that I am always panicked."

"So, I am willing to do this for Ah Jin myself. It's not about how high-spirited I am, or because of Ah Jin. I just do it for myself, to get you, to keep you. Even if I really die for Ah Jin, I will definitely die." It will always occupy a place in Ah Jin's heart, and I don't feel any regrets."

"But Ah Jin is different, isn't it? If Ah Jin accompanied me to die today for the sake of kindness, the good times will come to an end, don't you feel regretful?"

God is so kind.

Gu Ruzhuo's words were so full of gags that Rong Jin didn't know where to start.In fact, he has always known that Gu Ruzhuo's love brain has a different brain circuit from others, but today he really saw what kind of divine logic Gu Ruzhuo is.

"I will roll to bed with others for the sake of grace?"

Many words lined up in their throats, but Rong Jin still couldn't help asking this one first.

"Have you misunderstood my moral sentiment?"

Enyi is Enyi, love is love.Who stipulated that there can be no love if there is kindness and righteousness?Even a three-year-old child knows that a beauty will only give her body to the hero she has her eyes on.If I don't have the seed of love for you, no matter how much kindness you pour in, will it be able to bloom?

Forget it, he already knew that Gu Ruzhuo was a fool.What is there to argue with a fool?

Rong Jin also keenly found out an important flaw: "Gu Ruzhuo, according to what you said, if I tell you today, I actually like you very much, even if you don't do this for me, I won't leave You, you won't treat me so well in the future, will you?"

Will I have to comb my hair, put on my coat, and carve hairpins by myself in the future?

Sure enough, men are big liars!Only be courteous when you don't succeed!No wonder he treats me so well, co-author is in his heart, he hasn't succeeded at all!

Gu Ruzhuo was stopped by Rong Jin's questions.He was stunned for a while: "No, no! No, I mean, you should go back to Huainan City, Ajin."

"If you think you can influence my decision, just try it." Rong Jin said coolly, "But I advise you not to waste your time."

"The things I have done for the prince may not be less than what you have done. Even if I go back now, I will not be able to escape when the time comes, and I will even implicate the Rong family for nothing."

Gu Ruzhuo thought of this question when Rong Jin told him that he knew everything.Rong Jin's biological parents were murdered and died tragically. Rong Jin would not stand by and watch the truth when he knew the truth.This is also why Gu Ruzhuo strongly advocated not to tell Rong Jin about this matter.But he still had a little hope, but after Rong Jin said this, Gu Ruzhuo finally gave up.

If it was impossible for Rong Jin to disentangle himself, then it really didn't matter where he was.

"No, Gu Ruzhuo, why do you have so little confidence in His Highness the Crown Prince?"

He opened and closed his mouth, because he was afraid that he would fail in the end, and Rong Jin would be implicated by him.

Gu Ruzhuo said in a low voice: "I just think about the worst case first."

Rong Jin repeated that sentence again: "Gu Ruzhuo, if it is the worst case, we will die soon. So why are we debating these things here when it is so worth cherishing?"

It's not a debate.It doesn't matter who wins or loses.

Gu Ruzhuo looked at Rong Jin's eyebrows and eyes, feeling very gentle and uncomfortable: "Then what should we do?"

Rong Jin thought for a while: "The hibiscus I planted is blooming these two days, let's go and see the flowers."

"it is good."

The two really held hands and watched the flowers.The two sat side by side on a bench, and Gu Ruzhuo asked in a low voice: "A Jin, if nothing happens in the end, and you regain your manly body, what do you want to do?"

"When I get there, I want to hear you explain to me why you lied to me without telling me, and what you said, when I like you, you will stop being nice to me. What's going on. Oh, yes, still You should also settle the account of your bastard. You don't really think I don't care?"

Gu Ruzhuo: "..."

"I didn't say that."

"Oh." The man.

"Ru Zhuo. I don't know if you believe it or not, but I do treat you with sincerity, not just being touched. If I die this time, it's fine; if I don't die, day and night, year after year, we will Always be together. There will always be a day when you will no longer be anxious."