pig like age

14

I don't want to rush into the stage unprepared, especially when so many people watch me perform alone. If something goes wrong, it will be the center of attention and I can lose face to my grandma's house.

Now that Yao Ye has prepared an electric guitar for me, let me gather my old friends together for a formal farewell performance.

I don't quite remember when our band broke up. There were many reasons, but in retrospect none of them were.But if you want to sublimate something into a spiritual belief, then it must at least be what you really desire deep in your heart.

Rock and roll may not really be suitable for me.

At that time, we often went to Yuandadu to listen to underground rock, and the heart-piercing roar made my blood boil, and at the same time, it also made me lost.During that time, I was cynical and even liked fighting.

The matter of fighting is also a chapter I have to mention, but I will skip it for now.In short, what rock and roll brings to me does not seem to be spiritual satisfaction, but more like a Satan, corrupting my soul.

I think I seem to be going astray.It's not the problem of rock music, it's that I haven't grasped the essence of rock music - the release of free spirit.It is conceivable that at that time, my heart was fragile and I didn't have much self, so I didn't absorb the positive things, but fell into the devil's way.

Realizing this, I woke up in a state of impetuosity, even crankiness, and I stopped listening to rock music when I woke up.I even locked away my favorite Beatles Blu-rays.

At that time, my mother still felt strange when she went to clean my house: "Why don't you listen to that noisy song all of a sudden?"

Soon, the handsome guy and the fat guy were about to take the college entrance examination, and the band broke up naturally without any form of ending.

So after I told them about the show, they were all very happy! "We want to use the most perfect performance to prove that we existed!" The little fat man raised his fist.

The four of us got together again, and we only had one afternoon to rehearse, but we found that we still have a good understanding of each other.This feeling is like comrades-in-arms who have been reunited for a long time and take up arms to fight side by side. In the fierce music, the whole emotion is infected and boiling!

After the rehearsal, I took the three of them out for drinks at the best restaurants around.Wept bitterly at the end of the drink.The little handsome boy beat the table and said, "I can't go back, I can't go back..." I didn't know what he was crying about. We dated, then we broke up again.At that time, I naively thought he was talking about the band, and I shed a few tears along with it.

When everyone went back, the handsome guy said, Xiaochen, do you know why I broke up with Mavis? Mavis is our lead singer Little Miss.

"Damn you ever dated her?!"

He smiled bitterly: "Yes, you don't know about this."

I was quite shocked, but I also felt that there was nothing unacceptable.Talented and beautiful.

He lit a cigarette and handed me one too, but I waved my hand to signify quitting.

"We didn't grow long, half a year. Later she said that she liked someone else."

Isn't this what usually happens between men and women?I also wonder why these men like to talk to me?I've obviously never been in love.

"Do you know who she said she liked?" Suddenly he raised his head and squinted at me.The face is too vicissitudes in the smog.

"I don't know anything about you, how would I know who she likes." A little angry.This kid lost his composure at the wine table just now, and now he is doing it again, obviously the old love is unforgettable.

"You! It's you!" He shook off his cigarette and stood up and walked to me: "Xiaochen, so I didn't want to see you at that time. The band disbanded like this. It faded away later, and I felt very sorry and very special Regret. Because this is caused by my selfishness from beginning to end!"

I was stunned and stunned when I heard it, and my heart was also stunned.

"It's so fucking more comfortable to say it." He breathed out: "Don't worry about it. She said you didn't know, and I never blamed you. From now on, we will still be brothers."

"That...you know I'm also a woman, right?" I pointed to myself.

He had a nonsense expression on his face.

"Don't you find it strange?"

"What's strange?" He asked in a daze.

"It's strange that we two girls, she likes me."

"I knew she liked girls early on. She said it when I was chasing her. I also said she was a bad excuse. Then she kissed a girl in a bar, and I believed it. But her At that time, there was no one around, and I was stalking, so she reluctantly agreed. Facts have proved that twisted melons are not sweet. Even if the bent wire is straight, there will be marks. At that time, I didn’t understand why she didn’t announce our relationship. It turns out that she might have had a crush on you back then..."

"Wait..." I stopped him from babbling, "Have you ever thought about my feelings?"

He froze again.

"Have you considered my feelings when you said this today?"

He stopped talking, his eyes flustered: "Fuck, I might have drunk too much."

I said, "Go home and sleep if you drink too much! I'm leaving too. Don't be late tomorrow, and don't act badly!"

Just as he was about to say something, I ran to the bus stop not far away, catching the last bus.I got into the car with a thud, and the car drove away. He looked at me in confusion.

I ignored him, found a seat and sat down.

Mavis likes girls, Mavis likes me...

I think, this step by step is to force me to bend the rhythm?Afraid I can't understand it alone, send an old acquaintance out to give me a bolt from the blue?

I look up to the sky, please!If you want to bend me, you have to come out with someone who can bend me!

Obviously this person is not Mavis.