pig like age

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The security booth in memory is getting farther and farther away from reality.The place I walked was even more remote and quiet than before.

I walked and walked like a marionette in despair.No purpose, no direction, no... hope.

The place is so big that it frightens me.What if I can't go back to Yao Ye's house today?Am I going to go round in circles all night?The thought swallowed my consciousness and I was on the verge of crying.

I also forgot how long I walked, as if I walked the entire villa area several times, or I suspected that I was a ghost hitting the wall, but I couldn't recognize the difference in the nearby scenery.There are all tall or short bungalows, and the shrubs in the garden hide their hideous shadows in the darkness.Finally, I saw the light different from the dim street lamps, and the security booth unexpectedly appeared in the distance, with four corners staggered, as weird as a gazebo.But I saw it was very kind.

Later, the security guard took me to Yao Ye's house, knocked on the door, and her aunt immediately turned around and shouted, "I'm back, I'm back."

Yao Ye was the first to run over and grabbed me, with a panicked look on his face: "Are you okay, where are you going? I just went out to look for you for a long time!"

Seeing the warm lights and the aroma of vegetables and rice, a trace of grievance or sadness filled my heart.I said, "Sorry, I'm lost."

"Why don't you follow me closely?"

"I..." I lowered my head because my eye sockets were sore.I am really wronged, here, I am a guest, the kind of me who is a foreigner and travels for the first time, is really really fragile.

I know she is worried about her father, but I don't want her to blame me like this.Because she should have thought of it, thinking of the consequences if I didn't keep up with her.However, she didn't think of it.For this, I am a bit disappointed.

Seeing my sad expression, she blamed herself: "I'm sorry, I was too anxious. How did you find it later?"

I told her what happened, and she blamed herself even more. She held my hand tightly and said, "Come and eat."

I nod.Although he blamed her somewhat, he blamed himself even more for not remembering the way.

At the dinner table, besides her always indifferent mother, there was also a fat middle-aged man, who must be her father.Her father looks a bit dark and wears a pair of ordinary glasses.Doesn't look like a businessman.I greeted him and he was drinking his soup when he saw me and smiled.

I sat down and my aunt served me a meal.When eating, Yao Ye was not as relaxed as usual, and more restrained.Plus her previous performance.I think she must be a filial child who respects her father very much.

I called her Uncle Yao, and Uncle Yao said, "Are you still used to living in our house?"

"It's pretty good. Thank you, uncle and aunt, for your hospitality." I was influenced by Yao Ye, and I also seemed more reserved.Later, I found that her family basically didn't talk much when eating, and occasionally whispered a word or two, without the slightest change in tone or expression.It makes me very uncomfortable for a northerner who is used to lively and loud voices.

After dinner, Uncle Yao watched the news, and Yao Ye's mother went out to play cards again.Yao Ye and I went upstairs.

Yao Ye's room was next to the stairs, she opened the door first, and I walked straight past her, intending to go back to my own room.

She said unexpectedly: "Going back to the room so early?"

I said, "I'm tired. I want to sleep after taking a shower."

She looked at me silently and asked, "Did you get lost just now, and you blamed me for abandoning you?"

I forced a smile.When facing people close to me, I always say what I think in my heart.But today, I suddenly didn't want to say what was on my mind.

I just said: "The only thing to blame is that I don't remember the way. I'm really tired after playing for a day. You should also go to bed earlier."

"Xiaochen, I know I shouldn't leave you behind, but I was really anxious at the time, fearing that my dad would suffer from hypoglycemia. In fact, I went back to look for you when I walked for a while and found you missing, but I couldn't find it. I can go home first. Then I found out that you didn't come back, I was so anxious that I took my aunt and the others out to find you for a long time..."

"Yao Ye." I interrupted her: "It's not a big deal. I didn't take it to heart. I'm really tired. Don't I have to get up early tomorrow morning to go to Xixi Wetland?"

"Really not angry?"

"Really." I nodded.