pig like age

Why do you say forever?

Because, I'm afraid I lost the goddess...

Summer is here, and there are cicadas singing in the campus, and the sound is endless.Not only was the fat penguin never online, but the phone never went through.It always ends with 13 dial tones, followed by a mechanical female voice...

I'm a little impatient.Hearing Maemi, he became even more irritable.

In such an irritable summer afternoon, this kind of emotion will be infinitely magnified. In addition, Fu Chunlei is talking loudly with Liu Jiayang in my ear. Where is the goddess?"

Liu Jiayang recently found a lonely book, and discussed with Fu Chunlei every day whether it was the post-Ming dynasty or the pre-Qing dynasty.In the earpiece, I could hear his analysis clearly and logically. When I interrupted him, I was stunned for a few seconds: "Xiaochen?"

Fu Chunlei snatched Mai: "Let me tell you Liu Jiayang, Xiaochen has become a big beauty!"

"Oh, selling cakes!" Liu Jiayang screamed in the headset: "It's true, but my senior sister likes pure T!"

Me: "???" I still have an impression of Liu Jiayang's senior sister, the one who hosted me in her dormitory when I was temporarily living in Shanghai.Until now, every time I log in to QQ, she still greets me warmly.

No matter so much, I snatched the wheat from Fu Chunlei's hand, "Don't listen to her nonsense, I'll ask you something, what is your goddess doing now?"

"My goddess, she is very busy, she is busy going to the African savannah."

"What did you say?!" What the hell is Africa?In my little cognitive world, Tibet is already a very remote place, Africa?Isn't that a place where AIDS is rampant and refugees are everywhere!

"She is valued by the internship company. Isn't it great that an intern can get the opportunity to experience overseas?" Both Liu Jiayang and Fu Chunlei have a problem, and they have always spared no effort in praising the goddess.At first I thought they were too naive, mostly exaggerated, but later... Later I also got this problem, opening and closing a goddess is a god.

No wonder, no wonder she didn't connect to QQ or pick up her cell phone. It turned out that she had gone abroad.

I felt relieved, it turned out that it wasn't that I was angry with me and ignored me.But then I thought again, how long would it take for her to go to such a far place? "Do you know how long she's going?" I asked.

"I don't know. She didn't say."

"Then do you know how to contact her?"

Liu Jiayang's tone was full of sorrow: "It would be great if I knew...Speaking of which, I miss the goddess, and I haven't seen her for a long time, woo woo woo..."

"Damn gay!" Fu Chunlei muttered, and I heard it. I put down the headset and whispered to her, "Is he gay?"

Fu Chunlei nodded: "He admitted it, it's a small thing."

My God, Song Xianxian can't let this matter know, she said that her only wish in this life is to have a gay honey.

Liu Jiayang's voice continued to come from the headset: "I'm going to be a senior soon, whether I can see the goddess for the last time before graduation is a question..."

"Bah, bah, are you cursing the goddess or cursing yourself!" Fu Chunlei scolded him.I found that Fu Chunlei was a special man in front of him, maybe being a little bit can make people have "the desire to bully".

Alas, Goddess, I hope you are well in Africa.

I will miss you even though I don't know what you look like yet.

"By the way, Jiayang, can I see the picture of the goddess?" I basically gave up hope.Sure enough, Liu Jiayang said: "I've said it tens of thousands of times—I can't. The goddess doesn't like it."

Fu Chunlei waved her hand seriously: "We don't think the goddess is ugly."

"Puchi!" Liu Jiayang sounded like he was shaking with laughter: "Hahahaha, the goddess is ugly, the goddess is ugly..."

I didn't bother to care about them anymore. Not only did I not calm down, but I became more and more irritable.I picked up the ball and prepared to go to the school basketball hall.Although it is not as bright as the playground, and time cards have to be obtained, but it is impossible to play on the playground in this kind of weather.

So there is actually a reason to be inexplicably irritable today, that is, I met old acquaintances when I went out.

Of course, she is not considered an acquaintance, but she is also classified as someone I don't want to meet—Qiu Menghan.Yao Ye's roommate.

Qiu Menghan saw my eyes open into an "O" shape.

"Xiaochen?"

"Hi, Sister Han." I have been hanging out in Yao Ye's dormitory for a long time, and I know everything about each of them.Qiu Menghan is from Hebei. Before entering this university, he repeated his studies for a year for some reasons.Sometimes I ask her to help bring Yao Ye a message, or call her Sister Han when I need her.

"You... I can't even recognize you. I thought it was from the school model team. Your dressing style has changed."

I smiled heartily: "In order to match my long hair. Since I have long hair, I have to look like a girl. I used to always wear sweatpants, but now I change into a skirt and it feels much cooler." When I said this, what I was thinking was Finish the conversation and slip away.

I'm still more of a kangaroo now, I don't want to see Yao Ye, anyone who has an intersection with her, and I don't want to hear about Yao Ye.

She looked at me carefully from the beginning to the end, and praised: "There is really no sense of disobedience. This is also very suitable for you."

"Thank you."

Qiu Menghan's personality is more introverted, more quiet type.He was always hesitant to speak, but he always looked at me enthusiastically.I think she might worship me as a campus idol, I wonder if she can accept my sudden change of appearance.

So she said it suits me, but I didn't mean it.In the end, she said solemnly: "Xiaochen, you are actually really beautiful. You used to have short hair and looked energetic and sunny, but now you are refreshing, beautiful and graceful. You are all fascinating."

My face was burned right away!This is the first time someone has praised me so bluntly.I don't like others to praise me the least, I will be very embarrassed and embarrassed.Besides... Graceful?I couldn't help but glanced down at my breasts, alas, my breasts disappeared along with my flesh...

However, Qiu Menghan's words should not be compliments, she is relatively quiet, thinking and doing things are very strict, she said that I must be beautiful if I become beautiful, she said that I am graceful, so...be graceful... I can't help but feel a little secretly happy in my heart.

She stared at me quietly, and I was really embarrassed to see her, so she said, "Where are you going?"

"I want to play tennis."

"Oh, I'm going too, let's go together." I took a step first, and she followed me, quietly by my side.

I found that if she didn't make a sound, she wouldn't have a sense of presence.Unlike most people I know.She seemed to hide herself deliberately, as if she didn't want others to pay too much attention to her.

"Xiaochen, are you having trouble with Yao Ye?" She said suddenly.

My heart skipped a beat: "Ah, what?"

"It's nothing, just asking. You haven't been together recently. Isn't it inseparable?"

My heart felt like being clenched by a hand, and I felt that the air in the lung cavity was much thinner.It turns out that after such a long time, the pain of broken love still exists, and I still haven't let it go completely.

"Is she okay?" I couldn't help asking.

I have been forcing myself not to care, or turn a deaf ear, in fact, I am escaping from my heart. She is still deep in my heart, and I have not forgotten a little because of avoiding it these days.Still care, care terribly!

"She is just busy. I think she is pushing herself too hard, and too strong."

I stopped, a little confused: "Is someone forcing her?"

"No, that's why I said I forced myself. From morning to night, except for class, I was in the student union." She smiled softly.I found that her facial features are still very delicate, if her personality is more cheerful, she will definitely be very popular.It's just that I don't have the heart to think about it now, but ponder over what she said sentence by sentence, as if I've overlooked something.

Until we came to the gymnasium, the tennis hall is on the upper floor of the basketball hall.Just when we were about to bid farewell to each other, I asked one more question without giving up: "Ji Shuyu felt quite relaxed when she was the student council president, why did she push herself so busy?"

Qiu Menghan sighed: "I heard that she abolished all the terms and conditions formulated by President Ji when she was in office, and established new ones. All the achievements made by the previous student union are better than her. This Didn’t you force yourself? If you inherit it and carry it forward, you will lose a lot of strength..."

Me: "..." This made me vaguely feel that she didn't do this because she wanted to do better than the previous student union, but because she was against Ji Shuyu.

Is it because of me?I am afraid that is the only reason.We broke up without mentioning anyone.In fact, many things are not clear.Among them was Ji Shuyu.Maybe she thought in the end that the reason for our breakup was Ji Shuyu's interference.

In fact, I wanted to say goodbye to her for the last time, but her button blocked me.I couldn't bear to tell her myself.I have always been a relatively passive person, even if we break up, I will be concerned about face.How important is face?

I was thinking about something on my mind, and my heart was heavy.

After early summer, it is late summer.

Ji Shuyu is going to fly to the United States, and she needs to go there to learn spoken English one month in advance.

I can't remember clearly the few days when she went abroad.It seems to have passed so plainly.I only vaguely remember that when I said goodbye to her at the airport, she just hugged my mother and cried.

Maybe it was because she and my mother had too much affection, but it diluted my sadness about her impending parting.What impressed me a little was that it was extremely hot outside, but it was so cold in the airport that my teeth chattered.

I can't remember what clothes she was wearing, but I only remember that she waved goodbye to us, and when she turned and walked away, her long hair swayed like a blue satin on her back...

I think of how it felt on my fingertips when I blowdry her hair.But I haven't looked at it seriously, it's so breathtakingly beautiful.

A sharp pain suddenly appeared in my heart!It spread deep inside my body, and I broke out in a layer of sweat.

Only then did I realize the fact that my sister was gone.

Thinking about all kinds of past events, it is her forbearance and retreat that made me domineering; her meticulous care saved me from hardship; her silent dedication made me grow up in an ivory tower with peace of mind.Even the one and only love affair, it was her sacrifice in exchange for that short-lived youthful memory.

In the past, her years overlapped with mine, it was that kind of time, inlaid on the brocade of the most beautiful years in these tens of feet.

After that, she left me and traveled far away alone.

I wanted to chase after her and ask her: Is there nothing you want to tell me?

But she walked through the security check channel without looking back, and just left without giving me a trace of nostalgia.Didn't even have time to say goodbye.That's fine too, because we never say goodbye.

The sky is blue and the clouds are like cotton candy. Occasionally, a plane whizzes past with white mist, taking travelers around.

Suddenly there was a voice in my heart: She left home, will life be easier?

I shed tears for this sentence...

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