pig like age

I was so happy that I drank too much.I was so dizzy from drinking that I was sent home by Binzi again.

Although the consciousness is chaotic and unclear, the spirit remains excited.In the dream, the words that the goddess said to come back to see me echoed all the time.Later, I dreamed that I finally met the goddess Shengli. We talked for a long time. I have feelings for her and she is interested in me. We are together happily.

After a night of hangover, I usually have a splitting headache the next day, but these physical discomforts are all diluted by the joy of meeting the goddess.

The goddess said yesterday that she was leaving this afternoon, taking the bullet train, and returning to Beijing tomorrow morning.So the first thing I did when I got up was to take a broom and a mop and clean the door of her house.

While washing and brushing, humming a song, I never felt that waiting is also a sweet mood.

Since it was Sunday, my parents were going to visit my master's house in the afternoon, saying that Xiao Zuo had been locked up by her father, and they wanted to go and have a look and persuade the father and daughter.

I thought to myself that this involves family ugliness. As the saying goes, family ugliness should not be publicized.I grew up in Xiao's family almost from a young age, and my master and wife treated me like a family, so they would not hide anything from me.But if you go, that's not necessarily the case.

But I know my mother too well, her warm heart is born, even if she can't help, as long as she takes care of herself, she will feel comforted in her heart.

I don't know if a person like my mother is a Beijing characteristic?Otherwise, why did Beijing TV publish a TV series called "The Idle Man Ma Dajie"?The older sister Ma played by Cai Ming is a nosy and warm-hearted girl, very similar to my mother.People like her can be called meddling in the worst way.But she has a good heart and pays attention to her sense of proportion.So don't be annoying.

They asked me if I would go, and I could only find excuses to say no.My going there would only make Xiao Youzuo feel more rebellious.Her hostility towards me is beyond my imagination, and I don't want to see her again, I'm afraid I won't be able to suppress my violent temper!

We two are now, one is a firecracker, and the other is a twister, and we can fire it!

After my parents left, I was really clean and comfortable at home alone, but I didn't feel like studying at all.Not only did I not, I was also very nervous, counting the hour hand to slowly boil the time.I even felt that time passed too slowly, so I had to watch TV dramas to pass the time, but those pictures flashed in front of my eyes, but I couldn't get into my mind.

So I fiddled with my dad's home theater and chose a movie to watch.The plot is very tense, but my eyes have to watch the plot and at the same time, I have to check the time from time to time, which makes me more nervous.

I simply turned off the TV and went to my room to turn on the computer.

I asked Mais for her game account, thinking that games should kill time.Who would have thought that this is a game that pays attention to teamwork, the operation is easy to learn, but the energy can't be concentrated, and the thinking always wanders when fighting, which makes our team frequently destroy the team.

Soon Mais called me and the account was withdrawn.

In the end, I finally figured out a way to make time pass quickly, that is——

go to bed.

Time to fall asleep is the fastest.You can see the goddess directly when you wake up, what a great idea!

I figured out the time it took to make up and pick out clothes, so I turned on the alarm clock and lay on the bed to call Duke Zhou.Maybe it's because I'm a pig, I always fall asleep easily.After I fell asleep, I had a mess of dreams, and every dream was very anxious and anxious.Maybe it's because I want to see the goddess too much, even the dream is like rushing, the colorful kaleidoscope, passing by in a flash.

In this way, I look forward to the alarm clock.

When I got up, my head was dizzy, and I didn't have a good rest.The body is also very weak, presumably those dreams are too urgent, making it difficult for my body and mind to truly rest and relax.

What's extra heartening is that there are still a few hours left to see the Goddess!

I picked out my favorite new dress and put on a delicate makeup in twice the time.When everything was ready, I called the goddess.

Shut down.

Isn't it a moving car?Did you take the plane instead?

I left messages on her mobile phone and Koukou respectively, and asked her to get out of the car and call me back.

All morning, I've been fidgeting in my bedroom, my nervousness peaking.Even the bad habit of shaking legs that usually annoys others the most can't help it, because only in this way can I slightly relieve my nervousness.

It was almost ten o'clock, and I hardly took my eyes off my phone, for fear of missing her news.

Later, I couldn't hold back anymore, and I wondered if my phone happened to be out of battery, and I would only see my messages when I got home?

The more she thought about this possibility, the more she went upstairs and waited in front of her door.

The process will not be described in detail...

Called the goddess countless times, but the phone was turned off.

I left countless messages, all of which seemed to have disappeared.

On that day, I went from looking forward to failing again and again.The elevator door opens and closes, closes and opens again; the voice-activated light turns on and off, turns off and turns on again.

The other two on the same floor, one is an old man with a dog.Another family brought a two or three-year-old child. When they passed by me, they asked me, "Sister, did you forget your keys?"

I shook my head and smiled. It was uglier than crying, almost scaring other children.

The old man saw me walking the dog in the morning, and saw me again walking the dog at night, his eyes immediately became suspicious: "Son, why are you squatting here if you don't go home?"

"Yeah, I'm going home..." I stood up, but fell to the ground again.Both legs were completely numb, like countless ants gnawing at my lower limbs.

It took me a long time to stand up reluctantly, leaning on the wall and walking to the elevator.

The old man took the dog home and came to help me: "I'll take you down." We all live on the same floor, and we often meet in the community. He probably knows that I live downstairs.

"Master, has anyone come back from the house next to you today?"

The uncle laughed: "You have been squatting at the door all day, you should know this better than me."

I shook my head bitterly.

"I haven't seen this family very much. I only met once when they moved. A couple, in their 40s, took a girl with them. Later, the couple probably didn't live here, and the girl didn't come back very often. .So I really don’t understand the situation of his family.”

That couple should be the parents of the goddess.

The Goddess goes to school in Shanghai and hardly lives in this house, so I think it's useless to ask him.So he stopped talking, rubbed his sore legs and went home, shutting himself in the room.

Who knows, just one night passed, two nights passed...

In the blink of an eye, a week passed, and there was no more news from Jian Nanyin.

She disappeared from my life again.

During those days, I lived like a walking dead, like a machine every day, forcing myself to eat, sleep, and study.Fortunately, there is still learning to divert attention, so I study like crazy.

Call the goddess in the morning, noon and evening every day, and send QQ messages.What if we get in touch again someday?I am looking forward to it.

Yes, I didn't give up, but the truth is, every night, I feel like I can't keep going.Without her company.My days were like years; not getting a word from her made me worry.

I want to shout, my heart is full of doubts and grievances!

I even started to blame her, why didn't I say hello, and chose to leave silently again!

I'm in your heart, you can ignore me if you say no, don't you even deserve to say goodbye?Even give me a reason so stingy?Do you have me in your heart?In your heart, what kind of existence am I? !

Every day, every day, I am driven crazy by such questions!

After passing the time of the walking dead, I reached the critical point, and my emotions began to become irritable and irritable. I questioned the fragile relationship between people, and I wanted to ask for an explanation!

So I decided to go to Shanghai, Jiaotong University, and ask her face to face!

I remember that it was raining that day, so I simply packed my luggage, bought my own ticket, and the moment I boarded the plane, I told myself that I must find her out and ask her why, otherwise I would fail the exam. not good!I want to see her, right now, right now!

When I arrived at Jiaotong University, I first found Liu Jiayang's senior sister.When I first came to Shanghai, she hosted me for one night.Her name is Zhou Qingyu, and she is a graduate student of this school.

Zhou Qingyu greeted me in front of the antique gate of Jiaotong University. I approached and called her, but she looked at me like a stranger.I forgot that my appearance had changed a lot, so I called her: "It's me, Xi Xiaochen. Hello, senior."

Only then did Zhou Qingyu suddenly realize, and sighed for a while, saying that I had changed so much that she couldn't recognize me.

The two of us went to the canteen of Jiaotong University, and I looked left and right along the way, looking for the figure in my impression and imagination.But there is no figure like the goddess in my mind.

I was not in the mood to eat, so I cut to the chase and said, "I want to meet Jian Nanyin, do you know her?"

Zhou Qingyu was holding a small steamed bun and was putting it in her mouth, when she heard me say it, she was startled and spit it out again: "Jane God, why do you want her?"

"We made an appointment to meet in Beijing, but she didn't come. I was a little worried about her and wanted to know if she was okay."

"She just came back from another place, but she doesn't live on campus. I heard that she has a house off campus, it seems to be in Xuhui District..."

"Then where is her classroom, do you know?"

Zhou Qingyu said: "It's useless, her tutor seems to appreciate her very much, and usually sends her to do research in the suburban laboratory. She hardly goes back to school."

I was already mentally prepared that this trip would not go well, so I had no choice but to adopt a roundabout strategy: "I heard that she has a good friend named Gao Huijie, can you help me find her, maybe she will know."

"Gao Huijie got married after graduating. I heard that she is pregnant with a baby recently and has returned to her hometown for delivery." Zhou Qingyu brought bad news.It broke me down, and my tone was a little frustrated: "Is there really no way to find her?"

Zhou Qingyu looked at me with a curious look on her face, but seeing me like this, she really needed to see her, so she said: "Let me try, Jian Shen is usually like this, and I want to find her." It's not that easy."

Shenlong sees the head but doesn't see the end?Hehe, not only that, she also likes to play missing, and she also likes to steal people's hearts.

Zhou Qingyu was very helpful. She found Jian Nanyin's classmate and found out that she went to the suburban laboratory after she came back from Xinjiang.

Contact information?The male student smiled shyly: "It's good to know."

Zhou Qingyu shook her head secretly at me, and sighed after walking away: "God, it's all very mysterious."

Of course I would not give up, I found out the address of their suburban laboratory and planned to go there.But in the evening, I received a verbal report from the male classmate.

"She told you not to look for her anymore. She doesn't want to see you." The male student continued seriously: "She also said, I wish you success in the postgraduate entrance examination."

"She really said that?" Zhou Qingyu asked.

The male student nodded: "Exactly."

Zhou Qingyu looked at me as if she was watching a suspenseful story.

"Xiaochen, are you okay? You look bad."

"fine……"

She doesn't want to see me, doesn't want to see me, doesn't want to see me...

why?

She is also the one who wants to see me, and she is also the one who doesn't want to see me?

I want to know the answer, but since she doesn't want to see me, I still have to ask her why she doesn't want to see me?I, Xi Xiaochen, still want to save face, people are talking so badly!

Can……

I am so unwilling! ! !

I really want to know the truth, I really... really want her to come back to me...

Even if we don't meet each other.

Even if we never meet again.

I think she talks to me every day, and I can hear her voice, and I don't expect anything else.

I have to admit that I really miss her, and I feel sad and heartbroken.Thinking about it keeps me awake at night, thinking about her all day, all day long!

To be so cruel... so cruel!

Do you know how sad I am?I was so sad that my whole heart was empty, as if a big piece had been dug out by someone.

During those days and nights, when the two of you talked and laughed happily, didn't you feel nostalgia for it?A little bit of reluctance?

You, you are so cruel!

Maybe it's destined, but I can't get what I want.When I finally put down my face and was determined to go find her, my mother called me and urged me to go home quickly, saying that my father had found a job and that the whole family should celebrate.

I said can I go back in two days?My mother said that it will not work in a day.

I didn't know what to say, and when I was in a hurry, I couldn't think of a way, so I hung up the phone.My mother was in a hurry and called me three times in a row, but I had no choice but to answer it.

"Mom! I really have important things to do! I won't go back, I won't go back until I'm done!"

"Little bastard, you dare to hang up on your mother's phone, right? Let me tell you this, you have to come back when you come back, or you have to come back if you don't come back, you figure it out!"

"No!" Just as I was about to hang up again, my mother yelled, "Your sister is only on Christmas leave for a few days, so why don't you come back and give it a try!"

I was stunned.

Ji Shuyu is going back to China?

The author has something to say: Reminiscent of the previous chapter, do you know the reason?