pig like age

My sister is really relentless when she should be overbearing. I know her well and know she is not joking.So she wants me to take the postgraduate entrance examination, so I will take it.But positive subjective feasibility no longer exists.If you feel unwell today, then don’t do the questions; if you are in a bad mood tomorrow, read a book for a while; I want to go out to relax the day after tomorrow... On the way to the postgraduate entrance examination, my slack is increasing every day.This state made me ashamed and anxious, so I comforted myself and said: Anyway, Ji Shuyu just let me take the postgraduate entrance examination, and didn't say which school I was admitted to.If you can't get into the University of Finance and Economics, you will be transferred to another school.Shanghai without the goddess is not attractive to me at all, it is best to transfer me to this city.

Maybe people's health is not good, and their beliefs will be eroded day by day.I have always been optimistic by nature, and during those days I believed that the goddess would not care about me anymore. I was tortured by this thought every day, and the fire in my heart gradually weakened, and it seemed to be extinguished.

The depression of will made me no longer study hard, and even passively take exams.The result is that when the postgraduate entrance examination class was tested, the scores were poor.

Unexpectedly, Mais, who debuted halfway, did well in the exam, and it was while reading the postgraduate entrance examination book, playing games and reading Lily's novels at the same time.

After the scores came out, she got the right to apply for a class transfer, so she was transferred to my class and Fu Chunlei's and formed a three-person study group.

"You are here to study, can you not dress so fancy?" I said angrily.This postgraduate entrance examination class has a long-standing reputation in the capital, and it is set in a well-known university. The lecturers and test rate have always been talked about.Most of the students who come here to study here are top-level students in various schools, but there are also some top-level students who are not so determined. The arrival of Mais has become a beautiful landscape, attracting the fiery eyes of boys who have just started their love, and the air seems to be filled with Youthful turmoil.

"Yes, you have affected my study." Fu Chunlei looked at the flickering eyes nearby, and nodded seriously.

Mais rolled his eyes: "You are here to take the postgraduate entrance examination, not to be ascetic monks. You can't stop being yourself just because you want to take the postgraduate entrance examination. By the way, I will go to Shenzhen to meet netizens in two days, and you will go with me to have fun?"

I don't care, Fu Chunlei shook her head.

"Xiaochen." She pointed at me with her finger: "Are you going?"

"It doesn't matter if you go or not."

"Forget it, you'd better not go, you have just been discharged from the hospital not long ago, you still have to take a good rest."

"I have recovered from my illness. My mother told the doctor that I was not allowed to leave the hospital because of my illness, which made me hold back for more than a month. Now I don't want to rest anymore, I just want to relax."

"The doctor listens to your mother so much?" Fu Chunlei asked seriously.

I didn't bother to explain to her, so I winked at Mais and said, "You found a new love again? Do you still have to travel so far to meet?"

"What nonsense, it's our team gathering. The captain and several core members are in Guangzhou and Shenzhen, so we decided to get together there. And Maimangmang also went. I recently read all her novels and decided to talk to her. talk."

"She still ignores you?"

"Really, I thought they were all like your goddess. If you say I don't care, I don't care about it, without ambiguity. You said that your goddess is so heartless. I guess it is also heartless. Why are you so obsessed with her?"

It’s true that which pot is not opened and which pot is lifted. These days I live a poor life, and my life seems to have lost motivation.I am also confused about the future, as if without her as the goal of struggle, I have no interest in anything else, and it doesn't matter.In short, it means losing the direction of life and the fighting spirit of life.

Mais went on to say, "It's reasonable, but it's not as intimate as before. It gives me a cautious and reserved feeling. Sometimes I tease her with words, and she used to be very calm and continued to joke with me, but now she doesn't say anything. Said, always avoiding me."

"Is she too shy?"

"It turns out that's not the case."

"Is it because you are so cool that you scare people?" I teased.Unexpectedly, Mais pondered for a while and said, "Then I have to get along with her better, let her know that I have a cold face and a warm heart, and I want to melt her heart."

I was surprised and said: "You mean, you have taken a fancy to her and want to be with her?"

She raised her chin: "Can't you?"

"No, no, it's just a bit of a surprise. Didn't you think she was very ordinary after you met her, and didn't have the exciting feeling on the Internet?"

"Dating love is not about one feeling, it can be a mixture of multiple feelings, as long as you are curious about that person, there is something that makes you throb. I read her novels, and I appreciate her writing and emotional attitude. .I feel that by reading her novels, I have found something exciting about her again. It is more specific and profound than just liking her voice before.”

I have a little understanding.

Mais's online dating is to gradually understand a person through several points, and then become interested in this person, and want to continue to dig and contact.But I got to know her more and more through contact, and then became deeply obsessed and couldn't extricate myself.One is from the point to the surface, and the other is from the shallow to the deep, but they all lead to the same goal, and the final result is to fall in love.

But the difference is that Mais still has hope.

The goddess and I should have no hope.

there is none left……

Maybe I won't be able to see her true face again, and I won't be able to feel the appearance of all her characteristics as one. Her future will not have my participation, and she will not be interested in participating in my future.Just like this, there is no intersection.

The more I thought about it, the more my heart ached, and I burst into tears without knowing it.I lay down on the table, buried my face in my arms, and all the past memories with her flashed across my mind, like an extremely seductive dream, and I couldn't help but panic.Only then did I know that if I really lost Jian Nanyin, it would be the most mournful and bewildered loneliness...

Fu Chunlei wanted to call me, but Mais blocked her, "Xiao Lei, let's go buy some snacks."

"But I don't want to eat snacks." Fu Chunlei said.

"Let's go." Mais pulled her up, leaving me time to cry freely.

When they came back, I was still sobbing and not crying enough.So Mais' tone was a little impatient: "You are crying so sad, and she can't see, so cry for a while."

"I, I didn't cry for her." I choked up.

"We don't want to watch it either." Mais said, and Fu Chunlei nodded sharply.

I glared at them both: "Your conscience was taken away by a dog? Is this your attitude when I'm broken in love?"

"I mean, it's better to turn passive into active."

Speaking of this, I felt even more aggrieved and wanted to cry: "You don't know how active I am..." I took a breath and said, "Like a mangy dog, I am bothered by myself." If I A little bit of arrogance, and it won't be over until now.

Mais nodded in agreement: "You have a strong sense of self-esteem. You can endure until now that the two of you don't see each other, and she still ignores you at every turn. You can still send her messages every day without giving up. That's really cool." It's not easy." After speaking, he frowned and thought about it, then took the mobile phone on my table into his hand.

I was confused: "What are you doing?"

"A dead horse is a living horse doctor. If you want to have a better chance, stop talking nonsense."

I was also extremely disheartened, and I didn't care about her anymore, just crying and dazed by myself.Fu Chunlei couldn't help worrying: "You look sad every day, and you don't attend classes. Do you not want to take the postgraduate entrance examination?"

I gave her a sideways look, thinking to myself who will take this idiot in the future?I can't help but secretly pray that she doesn't have such a bumpy love journey like me.

Seeing that Mais is holding the mobile phone, leaning it next to the ear, crossing his legs, with a leisurely look.

I was a little silly: "What are you doing?"

She glanced at me with her eyelids, didn't speak, and then her eyes suddenly widened!The other hand pointed at the phone fiercely, motioning for me to listen!

I was even more stupid: "What are you doing?"

She looked at the idiot expression on her face, rolled her eyes at me, and kept talking: "Ah, oh, I'm not Xi Xiaochen, I'm her good friend Mais. You should have heard of me..."

I:"???"

"Yes, yes, she is by my side, I'll let her listen, don't hang up!" After speaking, Mais threw the phone to me, and shouted at me with a green face like a nightshade: "Behave well!"

My monk Zhang Er was puzzled, and unconsciously asked: "Who are you calling?" When he picked up the phone, he found that he was not on a call, but on the button interface. This interface is very unfamiliar and has not been used before. Pass……

Until a voice came from inside: "Xiaochen?"

I stay where I am.

He suddenly reacted in surprise, this is——

goddess? ? ! !

I looked at Mais in a daze, and then looked at the phone to make sure that the voice was coming from the phone.

With an expression on the verge of death, Mais said powerlessly, "Don't tell me, you don't know that Koukou can make voice calls?"

I:"!!!"

I ran out at a speed of ten meters to answer the phone, no, answer the voice!

For more than half a year, she has become a fresh and tender wound in her heart. She dare not touch it, and she does not want to think about it. Unexpectedly, at the moment when she is muddling along, in this deep summer afternoon, amidst the sound of cicadas, , was caught off guard by missing.

He couldn't help but think of how indifferent she was to him, and how cruelly she ignored her later. She felt both fascinated and wronged, so she couldn't help crying in a low voice.

Can't say anything, just keep crying, keep crying...

I cried until the preparation bell rang, only to realize that I was so busy crying that I hadn't heard her speak.I thought, maybe this is the last time I heard her voice, it would be a big mistake if I didn't listen to her enough.

So he stopped crying, hiccupped and said, "You, you talk..."

"Why are you crying? Who bullied you?"

Deep down, I'm absolutely obsessed with her voice.

As soon as she heard her voice, the thumping heartbeat suddenly returned.This is the long-lost voice that touches the depths of my soul and reassures me the most.It is the most beautiful and moving melody in the world, and the whole heart can't help but tremble when listening to it!

I love her, really love her!This is the only thing I can identify at the moment!

But after hearing her words, heavy grievances and tiredness surged up again, and I couldn't help but put on a strong nasal voice: "It's you, you, bullying me..." and I couldn't stop crying.

She didn't speak.

We were silent, and I was so tired from crying that I squatted on the ground in the corridor outside.

Finally, she said, "I'm sorry."

"..." My brain couldn't react.

"It's my fault, don't cry." She persuaded softly.

I was shocked, and I was so surprised, and then I burst into tears again. I wanted to cry louder on purpose to express my grievances, but the tears were all gone, so I could only hiccup and say, "Then you, no, Xu, ignore me."

"Ah."

"Call me every day, every day."

"Ah."

"Also give me your phone number, this time I promise not to tell anyone!"

"..."

"You don't agree?" I cried harder, and sure enough, I heard her say: "...OK."

OMG!My goddess - she is afraid of me crying, she is most afraid of me crying!

Hahaha!

"Then you, now you want to chat with me for half an hour." I myself felt that I was too arrogant and presumptuous, so I added another sentence: "Is it okay?"

"Okay, what do you want to talk about?"

Hahaha, my God!The goddess has become a good baby!It's not that Shen Bing who ignores people for thousands of years!

Emotions changed too quickly, just now I was heartbroken, but now I am full of surprises, no, it's extreme joy begets sadness, and my head throbs and hurts.I still can't digest it for a while, always worrying if this is a dream?Will wake up suddenly after a while, and find that it was just a dream?

I feel even more like a child. After getting the most beloved candy, I want to hide it first and save it to taste slowly in the future.

So, I plan to slowly enjoy the preferential treatment of the goddess.Don't want to use up all at once.

But he was not willing to hang up the phone now, and heard the class bell ring again, so, driven by the joy and palpitations in his heart, he said something like this:

"I want to ask you something, and you have to answer me well."

"Say it." She said gently.

I took a deep breath, and blurted out: "Jian Nanyin, if you haven't contacted me for so long, will you miss me?"

My heart was beating wildly, and the hand holding the phone started to become sore... I need even a little bit of affirmation from her, so that I can have the confidence to step forward again and chase after me!