pig like age

My dad has been in a novel and tense mood since the waiter helped him park his car with standard etiquette.I can't help shaking my head in my heart.

My dad's previous job was a small clerk in a public institution who didn't leave the door and didn't leave the door. He did clerical work, and the kind of newspaper that could get by for a day.This kind of work that is purely a waste of time and cannot realize self-worth, I have already seen through it after I started to enter the society, and I will be free if I end it early.So, he really doesn't see as much of the world as I do.

Here I can't help but think of Sister Li again.In fact, Sister Li didn't do anything excessive to me from the beginning to the end. If I was wrong, it might still be my fault. I misunderstood her first.And if I recall carefully, I will find that she has given me a lot of help during this process.As the boss, she is more tolerant of me than harsh.What I should be most grateful for, and what made me hate her, turned out to be the same thing, that is, the fact that she brought me out to see the world.

The state she showed in the process of socializing bored me.In fact, I found that my annoyance was not due to my annoyance with her, but my rejection of this materialistic world.So much so that she blocked me in the industry later, and I also retreated bravely, and didn't care too much about it.She blocked me, maybe it was just because of face. People like them who have entered the upper class have more face than the sky.I made her lose face, and she "returned to me" in this way is considered kind.After all, she knows that my ambition is not here, and it is not a real ban, not giving me a way out.

If you think about it this way, Sister Li is really not a bad person, and she still has the grace to know me.

When I was young, it was easy to think about problems one-sidedly, and I couldn’t think holistically. I think Sister Li was the beginning, let me connect the process of getting along with her into a line, and found that once this line appeared, I was bored with her. Instead, it gradually turned into guilt.

So when my dad was admiring the two bronze lions at the door, I stood dignifiedly beside him, keeping a smile on my face.I think, imperceptibly, Sister Li has transformed me into a person who can stand on the stage, a person who has seen the best of the world.In the days to come, I will not show my father's eyes and expression because of my humble background or short-sightedness.

I don't despise him.Instead, when encountering things, I can relieve the tension and oppression, and I can not be happy with things or sad for myself, and I am not compromising my dignity and reputation.Of course, you can’t reach this level just by going through a few high-end ladders. The real world needs experience and your own improvement. Come, but start with your ability to control everything around you.This is what I summed up later, and I also learned it through this gathering and what happened later.

Get back to the present.In fact, I have been to this so-called fully transparent revolving restaurant in the air at least twice.Once, the French consul celebrated his daughter's birthday and held a steak dinner here.All the beef is airlifted directly from a farm in New Zealand, and all the tableware is made of sterling silver.As soon as I stepped into the hall, I knew that the theme of this dinner was not simply "eating".

The interior is designed like a meeting place, and each department is connected into several distinct matrices from left to right.The buffet carts are also arranged in a row.It is covered with a dazzling array of food, so exquisite that it makes people want to move their index fingers.

The eyes of those who arrived first were full of surprise, and a few of them had straight faces and straight eyes, and the clothes and fabrics were expensive.I guess these people are not employees, they may be high-level executives of the company, or VIPs invited by the company.

My dad's position is very high, and he is also a strong contender for the head of the Beijing branch.But I know my dad very well. When it comes to competition, he is habitually humble and withdrawn, and he doesn't have much blood.So the headquarters decided to appoint the president's daughter as the person in charge. He was the first to support it, because he would feel unbalanced if he chose someone else.

He introduced me to a few of his colleagues, and I had nothing in common with them, and there was nothing else to do except nod and smile.So he sneaked to the meal pick-up place, picked some fruits and ate them.

Soon, well-dressed people entered the venue in an endless stream, and the lights in the banquet hall were as bright as day.

The music in the venue became soft and soothing, and my thoughts drifted to the distant sky with the music...

I took out my phone and looked at the empty screen.No messages, no missed calls, no new email reminders.The goddess is still missing, and she doesn't know that I have decided to be cruel to myself.

Within six months, I will no longer contact her.During the half-year period, I will do my best to take the postgraduate entrance examination and get an admission ticket that can really get close to her.If my feelings for her don't change in the past six months, I will formally pursue her.Even if there are mountains of swords and seas of fire and abysses ahead, I will never give up and never give up!

This is not only a poisonous curse, but also a vow, or my oath, my determination.

Only in this way can I not be trapped by fear and cowardice, and accumulate strength to win the heart of the goddess!

Alas, so when I was young at that time, I took things for granted, and felt that the earth revolved around me.

When I came back to my senses, the master of ceremonies had already stepped onto the stage.Next, each leader should speak on stage or something, which is the most boring part.But this time there is something new.It's a bit like walking a red carpet at a film festival. Leaders from each headquarters will pass by a matrix from one side and go straight to the other side.How to describe it?I wonder if you have seen "Roman Holiday"?In the last scene, the princesses accepted the attention of foreign missions and reporters one by one, and walked from one end to the other.The master of ceremonies will introduce on stage who is passing by next, which business he is in charge of, and which functional port in Beijing he is connected to.Everyone applauded warmly and greeted the leaders one after another.

The finale must be the boss, but the master of ceremonies also introduced another person's name.I didn't hear it clearly at first, because the person who came out at the finale was the biggest boss of the company, and everyone's enthusiasm can be seen.Cheers and endless applause followed one after another.

It's none of my business what the head of the headquarters looks like, so I voluntarily stepped aside and got in the back row.But even if I wear high heels that are not too high, it is enough for me to see all the mountains and small mountains.At a glance, I saw that there was still a person in the arms of the mediocre-looking boss.

That person was wearing a black dress with a very friendly smile. The black sexy evening dress outlined her figure full of temptation and elegance.

I stared blankly at the man from far to near, waved to the people below, smiled, and then looked at me...

She smiled kindly at me.

My father quickly took the boss's hand, but her eyes stayed on me.I couldn't help shivering in my heart, I met her gaze, but saw her eyes were deep and gorgeous, not to mention the slightest difference, but there was a knowing smile on the corner of her mouth.

Until they passed by, she still turned her head to look at me, her eyes turned slightly, and she mouthed to me: "Come find me."

A listed company headquartered in Hangzhou... Why didn't I think of Yao Ye!

Could it be that my dad's job was already in her calculations?If so, what is she trying to do?

I thought about it for a while, but I didn't have a clue.I had no choice but to obey her, squeeze out of the crowd, and head in the direction she left.

They walked into the curtain on the side, presumably somewhere backstage, I found a door and pushed it open.It was discovered that there was a hole in the sky inside, with corridors on both sides, one corridor leading directly to the back of the venue, and the other more hidden.

Yao Ye waved to me in the dark.

I walked over, she grabbed me, pulled me to her side, then tiptoed, and kissed me easily on the cheek...

I was startled and wanted to break free, but she held me firmly, her eyes showed stubbornness: "Aren't you happy to see me?"

"Why should I be happy?" Scared is more or less the same.

She said in a mischievous tone: "Oh. I just want to be happy."

"Yao Ye, you..." I thought for a while and said simply, "Do you have some conspiracy?"

Her eyes were deep, but she was full of smiles, and she nodded brokenly: "Yes, there is a huge conspiracy."

"What conspiracy?" I was dumbfounded.

"A conspiracy to support you." She winked at me, took my arm, and looked up at me: "Xiaochen, your long hair is very beautiful. I found that I also like you now. What do you look like?" I like them all." In a delicate tone.

I shook her off: "Yao Ye, don't do this. It's over for us."

She changed her face instantly, "I've said it before, if I haven't said it, it's not a breakup."

"Do you still need to talk about breaking up?"

"Couldn't we have had an awkward moment and separated briefly?" She grabbed my arms with both hands, looked into my eyes and pleaded: "Xiaochen, at that time, I couldn't handle our relationship properly. But the problem It can’t be unsolved all the time.”

"Yao Ye." I grabbed her arm with my backhand and looked into her eyes: "Impossible, time will change many things, including feelings."

Her eyes turned cold instantly: "What do you mean?"

I avoided her gaze and said frankly, "I'm in love with someone else."

"Ji Shuyu?!" she snapped.

"No!" I put her arm down and said irritably, "She is my sister, how many times do you want me to say it. Forget it, I don't think I need to explain it to you. I just want to say, it's not her, I I like someone else." I tried my best to slow down my tone, "Yao Ye, we are really over."

"Hehe." She took a step back and looked at me with deep sorrow: "Okay, Xi Xiaochen. You fall in love with someone else, okay..." She turned her head away, and a tear ran across her face.That youthful face was still fresh and refined, and the slender neck made her extremely fragile.Especially the scene where she shed tears silently made me feel sad.

"You, are you alright?"

She smiled, with tears in her smile: "It's okay, what's the matter with me. Oh, by the way, you will be the daughter of my subordinate in the future, and this is the only relationship we have?"

I do not know how to answer.

"It seems that I was wrong. Time can not only solve problems, but also take away emotions." She said softly, raising her head to keep the tears from streaming down.

I took out a pack of tissues for her, but she refused to accept it, her voice became harsh: "If Ji Shuyu hadn't been a hindrance, we would still be a couple. After inheriting the family business, we would be together carefree, maybe it would be OK Go abroad to get married." Sniffing, she continued: "You know what? Ji Shuyu not only ruined our relationship, but in the days of the student union, I lived in her shadow almost every day. No matter what I did, To be compared with her. To prove her greatness and my insignificance. Hehe. Ji Shuyu..."

"Don't you think you're being too paranoid about her?" I've been meaning to say this for a long time.

She stared at me closely: "Xiaochen, even if we're done, the debt between me and Ji Shuyu is not over." She took my tissue bag, pulled out one, and gave it back to me.Then, she turned around, wiped away her tears, held her head up like a queen, took a step forward, and left a sentence: "I was thinking about the old relationship with you before, and I endured it until now. But today, let me treat her The hatred is getting deeper and deeper!"

My heart sank, and a bad premonition rose.Her expression, as well as her tone of voice, were like a sharp knife out of its scabbard: "A word of advice, tell her to come back quickly. Her father's company may not last that long." When the voice fell, she opened the curtain, Re-enter the bright lights, and welcome her business prosperity...

I felt like I was in icy water, freezing to the bone.

This banquet touched me too much.

Yao Ye's last words tormented me like a nightmare for several days, until Mais called me from Shenzhen.

"How are you doing?"

"It's nothing. What about you? Did Maimangman catch up?"

Mais hummed softly on the other end of the microphone: "Someone is chasing her."

"Don't deny it, you just like her."

"Sigh, Luo Hua intends to be ruthless. She doesn't seem to like my style very much."

I raised my spirits and asked, "Did you ask her?"

"Well, I confessed to her. She said that she is a grass that lives in the dark and needs sunshine. She likes girls who are sunny. And I'm like a sudden freezing rain that will freeze her get hurt."

"Pfft..." I couldn't help laughing and said, "Sure enough, he is a great writer, and his words are so literary."

She sighed, and seemed to be troubled endlessly, "Don't talk about me, how are you?"

"..." I thought about it, and the only way I can confide outright is with my friends, so there is no hesitation: "Mais, is there any way to save a company?"

"Money." She said bluntly.

"Then, is there any way to protect the person you want to protect?"

"Money can turn ghosts around, let alone a mere person."

"Then let me ask you again, what if the enemy is rich?"

"It's richer than her."

I:"……"

"Who are you protecting, your goddess?"

"No." I said annoyed. Mais has a poisonous mouth and always speaks directly to the core of the problem.Although the words were concise and extremely vulgar, I had to admit that what she said was right, absolutely right.

If you have money, you can make my dad bow down to her, and if you have money, you can put Ji Shuyu's father's company in danger. If you have money, if you have money... I finally understand Yao Ye now.She said that when she can take control of her life, all problems will be solved.

She did it.

But she can control not only her own life, but also that of others.

When she turned around and said those words, I realized what a childish and ridiculous self-world I was living in.In the fantasy, I am extremely powerful, and I can act bravely in the name of righteousness, eliminate tyranny and make peace with the good, do whatever I want, and stand upright.In fact, it's all bullshit!I can't do anything, even when she threatens, when I stare at her instantly so tall that I look up, there is a chill of fear from the cracks in the bones: if she really does that, just move her little finger , you can crush me to death.

I have seen her business empire before, and the Beijing branch just established has several hundred people.What she can mobilize is not only the resources behind hundreds of people...

Turns out, she was right all along.Miss Li is also right.

They pursue strength and make themselves truly invincible.As for me, I still live in a virtual illusion, thinking that I have seen the world, that I am becoming stronger... In fact, I am strong on the outside but weak on the inside.I still have nothing, nothing.

"Xiaochen, is that a call from Mais?" My mother was washing her hair, and her head was full of shampoo foam and ran over to ask.

I was thinking about something on my mind, but before I could react, she snatched the phone: "Mais, I am Xiaochen's mother. That's right, hehehehe... I know you are in Shenzhen, and I want you to bring me a The electronic products are back...the blood glucose meter, yes, her grandma's is broken, the model is..."

"Mom, I'm going down for a walk." I whispered.

My mother waved to me, indicating that I got it, and enthusiastically talked with Mais on the phone.

I went out of the house and pressed the elevator, but unexpectedly met Gao Huijie in the elevator.

Gao Huijie was still smiling, and said hello: "Xiaochen, I haven't seen you these few days, what are you up to?"

"Reading at home, not going out."

"Let's go for a walk."

I have a strange feeling about her, and always feel that she will not bring me any good news.Especially after I made a wish, I was even more shy away from her, and would not meet her if I could.Fortunately, because of her pregnancy, she mainly came out for activities after dinner. I deliberately didn't go out of the corridor at this time, and I usually couldn't meet her.But today I feel particularly depressed, and urgently need to go outside to take a breath, so I met again by such a coincidence.

The two of us got out of the elevator and walked around the flower bed first.

"By the way, did Jiayang contact you?" I asked.

"Huh?" She glanced at her with a dazed look, and then said suddenly, "Oh, I've contacted you. But I'm temporarily staying at someone else's house, and I'm not in a good position, so I just want to find a chance to get together in the future. "

I always felt that she was a little insincere in what she said.

Suddenly, she asked, "Has Nan Nan contacted you?"

I shook my head.

She smiled and said, "The place where she is training is not allowed to surf the Internet or make phone calls. It is very strict."

"Is that so..." I nodded, and then thought: "Wouldn't it be uncomfortable to go to military training on such a hot day?" Thinking that her pale skin would be poisoned under the scorching sun, I couldn't help feeling sorry .

She misunderstood me and thought I was talking about the danger of military training, so she said: "There is nothing to worry about. It is a military camp and a place for regular soldiers to train. They will not be in danger. Besides, with her fiance here , nothing will happen to her."

Why did Duan Duan mention her fiancé again?My face immediately changed.She noticed it, looked at me, and still said quietly: "I think they are very close to each other, maybe they will officially get married before Nan Nan graduates."

Her words instantly drove me into the abyss!

She also said last time that the two got engaged because the goddess had not yet graduated.I just made my wish for half a year, thinking that if I still have the same feelings for her, I will risk everything to pursue her!But what if she married him within half a year?

I couldn't help thinking of another sentence, which was said by Yao Ye. She said: "It seems that I was wrong. Time can not only solve problems, but also take away emotions."

His sanity seemed to be as clear as snow, but he fell into chaos and mist.Yao Ye and Gao Huijie's words were engraved in my mind one by one, thinking that I can neither protect Ji Shuyu nor win over the one I love, and I can't get rid of this hopeless feeling of powerlessness for a while!

Gao Huijie stared closely at my reaction. I always felt that her eyes were full of scrutiny and disdain, but her words were soft and gentle: "They are the most suitable karma I can think of. One is a descendant of an aristocratic family, and the other is a After the door, one is in business and the other is in politics. It's a perfect match."

"A perfect match..."

……

"Then, is there any way to protect the person you want to protect?"

"Money can turn ghosts around, let alone a mere person."

"Then let me ask you again, what if the enemy is rich?"

"It's richer than her."

……

This conversation with Mais played over and over in my head.It seems that all the lies of "perfect match" have been exposed.

What a perfect match?It's just a trick where the rich match the rich, the rich match the powerful, and the powerful match the powerful... that's all.

I laughed self-deprecatingly: "Sister Gao really cares about Sister Jian's affairs, and she can't be separated from talking about her in three sentences. Your relationship is really very good."

Gao Huijie was taken aback for a moment, obviously she didn't expect me to say that suddenly.

"However, her privacy still needs to be kept secret. I believe she doesn't want outsiders to know too much. Not everyone is like me and will strictly keep her secret. In the future, please be careful." After finishing speaking, I told her Waving his hand: "I'm going back, don't slip away too late, good night."

Before she could react, I turned around and walked away quickly.

When I got home, my mother was still on the phone with Mais. The foam had been wiped off before I knew it. It seemed that she was planning to talk on the phone.

My mom seems to be on good terms with all my friends. Every time Mais comes to my house, she spends more time chatting with her than I do.I went up to snatch the phone, walked to my room, and closed the door!

"I ask you Mais, how can you break your love for someone?"

"Are you asking me? I want to know too." After a while she said, "Otherwise, when I come back, let's figure out a solution together."

"What do you think?"

"Yes—yes! You and the goddess are in an online relationship, and Mai Mangman and I are also in an online relationship. What if you make up your mind to change your mobile phone number and Koukou number?"

I thought about it, and thought it was feasible: "Although the goddess lives upstairs from me, she seldom lives here. The chances of meeting her are not high. When you come back, urge the other party to get rid of all the numbers. Start again! My old lady is fed up with this feeling of powerlessness, and now I feel that every day is in dire straits!"

"Yes, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain! Besides, they don't love us at all!"

……

"Do you think this is the behavior of an ostrich?" I remembered what my sister said.

Mais sighed faintly: "If this can't stop our love, then it's never too late to pursue it."

"However, someone told me just now that time can not only solve problems, but also take away emotions. I found that I don't want to be a Xi Xiaochen who doesn't love goddesses."

The other party was silent for a long time: "I also like myself who loves Mai Mangmang."

The two were silent for a long time, unable to speak, as if they were immersed in unspeakable emotions.

Finally I said: "No matter what, I will be admitted to the graduate school. This time it is not for the goddess, but for myself."

Because only when you become strong can you protect the people you want to protect.Yao Ye can do it, even if I don't have her good background, but I have knowledge, brains, and the determination to keep working hard, I can definitely do it!

"Well, come on!"

"come on!"