pig like age

In modern society, it is really hard not to form a connection with people.But my lovely goddess did.But as I followed her trail, I also somewhat understood her approach. After all, there are too many people looking for her, and there are a group of wolves, tigers and leopards around.I asked them for the contact information of the goddess, but they still wanted to ask me.

Coming to Shanghai is not because what Sister Zhou said has little meaning, on the contrary, it means a lot.At least let me know what the living environment of the goddess is like.

I still keep sending her messages every day. Although she has turned on the mode of not replying, I think she didn’t reply because she didn’t see it. Once she sees it one day, I hope she can immediately understand my current life , so I never gave up posting.

In a blink of an eye, school started.

Zhou Qingyu and I are already very close, she often comes to the University of Finance and Economics to ask me to eat sweet and sour short ribs, and I also often go to Jiaotong University to wait for the goddess.Later, I got a guitar and played and sang the popular song "Stranger" on Lover's Road.So I also got acquainted with a talented man, I played the guitar, and he played the harmonica next to me.Gradually, the way the gifted scholar looked at me changed, and he began to sing love songs downstairs in my dormitory.One day I asked him out and said bluntly that I like women and wanted him to back down, but not only did he not back down, but he felt that he would be my savior, able to save me from the homosexual swamp?So he pursued me even more vigorously.

I think he is particularly ridiculous, so self-sufficient and self-willed.But gradually, I couldn't laugh anymore.Because I see my shadow in him, I feel more and more that he is me.There is no essential difference between his pursuit of me and my pursuit of a goddess.They are all deliberate and ruthless.It's just that he chased me through gender, and I chased the goddess, it was really wishful thinking, separated by thousands of rivers and mountains.

I think during that time, I started to reflect on myself.It seems that it was my inner drama from beginning to end, and the goddess did not show a little bit of heart from beginning to end.I didn't even think that before she accepts me, she should first ask, can she accept same-sex love?

Later, I was very afraid of seeing a talented man. When I thought he was paranoid and unreasonable doing something that I would never accept, I would think of myself, who was actually doing the same thing.

Button up, the detailed reports every day began to make me feel discouraged, ridiculous and self-deprecating; playing and singing on the lover's road also became meaningless, because she never appeared on the road that I thought must be passed .

It's as if everything I do is a clown's act, and she won't find out, and she won't even care if she finds out.Judging from the feedback we get along with, at best, I can barely be counted as her netizen, not even a friend.Thinking of the time when I offered to take care of Gao Huijie in the name of a friend, she refused without hesitation.Now that I think about it, what she rejected was probably because I thought it was her friend because I was so sentimental...

The disheartened emotions gradually extinguished my enthusiasm like ice rain. Every day when I sent her a button, I kept despising myself in my heart, but I was really unwilling to give up like this. The ideological struggle was almost at the end. degree of intensification.

I don't know why I feel lonely towards her. I think it would be impossible for any other person.My self-esteem is too strong, but she is the only exception, which I can't figure out anyway.

Just when I was ready to give up at any time, Mais came to Shanghai.

Mais is more popular in Shanghai than she is in Beijing.It may be that she looks very fashionable, blending into the retro modernity of Shanghai Bund, the petty bourgeoisie has a magical chemical effect.She is like a fish in water here, and she has been shopping around the bar street very early.She was with me, and I was always overwhelmed with new things. Within a month, we had visited all the fun places in Shanghai.

Every day I dragged my tired body to lie on the bed in the dormitory, picked up my mobile phone and reported where I went today, and I didn't even have the energy to think about whether I was aggrieved or not, and whether I was just being sentimental.

Soon, the study life is on the right track.I started thinking about earning extra money again.The daily consumption is not small, and I have a grand blueprint for the future, and I know that making money should be done as soon as possible, and there should be no delay.

I basically didn't bother to ask about the circle I had accumulated in Beijing. Even if people were willing to help, they were mostly trustees, and the efficiency was too low.I found another way and called Sister Li directly.First I lowered my posture and apologized, then thanked her for her kindness, and then narrated how I was young and ignorant, and now I feel remorseful.Sister Li really did not blame the past, and helped me contact their company's office in Shanghai.

Soon, the magazine found two.Let me drop by anytime to audition.

After the audition was successful, I spent a huge sum of money to buy two expensive silk scarves for Sister Li at Shanghai Story.Sister Li was so happy that she contacted me with a photographer again, saying that she is the queen of her company and asked me to find him in the future if I need anything. He will definitely help me to clear up the relationship and make the cake even better.

So I got to know Summer, and through Summer, I got to know the noble person I was destined for——Lu Wushuang.Why is it said to be a nobleman, you will know when you look back.

The name Lu Wushuang is so special that it has the same name as Li Mochou's apprentice in "The Legend of Condor Heroes".It's just that I don't have a good impression of her. The devil's apprentice also likes Yang Guo. The character is easy to forget, but the name is easy to remember because it is catchy.

Lu Wushuang is the proprietress of a tailor-made clothing store. This tailor-made clothing store is located on Zhenning Road in the quiet Jing'an District, opposite to the top luxury restaurant L'ATELIER de Jo?l Robuchon.In a small alley, you can gather Lotus sports cars, Maybachs and Aston Martins... It's really a small place, a low-key luxury, a typical Shanghai feature.

Those who go to her are big bosses. A piece of clothing costs tens of thousands. I don’t have the money to buy it. It’s because Summer asks me to pick up the clothes occasionally. It’s like lending me to wear them, and let me show him in front of the camera. For styling, he took a film for publicity.I am also willing to run errands, he is considered a big player in the industry, and he would let me be his queen model, of course I wish for it.

The more times I went there, the more I became acquainted with Lu Wushuang.

Lu Wushuang has long wavy hair, a mole on the corner of his mouth, and his eyes are particularly blurred, as if he can't wake up.Although the clothes she sells are all glamorous and gorgeous, she always wears pajamas in the store.The euphemistic name is: No matter how beautiful the Chinese clothes are, they are not as comfortable as the pajamas.What a wonder.

When I come and go, I will also talk about some private topics with her.For example, I never shy away from coming out to my friends.This may have something to do with my personality. I think as long as I can be trusted, there is no need to hide it. I think it is very tiring.When you get along with friends, you should be free. If you get together, you will get together, and if you can't get together, you will leave.You accept my imperfections and I will accept yours.If you can't even accept my basic sexual orientation, then why are you having a hypocritical relationship?

When Lu Wushuang heard that I was gay, she said "Oh" without raising her eyelids, and went to tidy up the hangers.I especially like her attitude of not taking this matter seriously. If it is too serious, I will feel awkward and awkward.

"But your attitude is too casual." I said.

She glanced at me, wondering if her eyes were focused, she felt like she had just woken up from sleep, and then pulled me into the back room and said: "The reason why I didn't make a fuss is because we are fellow-men."

"Ah!" The world is too small!

"Really." She whispered, "I'm twin."

"pair?"

Her full red lips opened and closed: "Men and women take it all."

"My God!" I exaggeratedly kept a distance from her, "Why didn't I see you earlier."

"You can tell why I'm out here." She hummed, and then said very mysteriously: "I fell in love with a girl who is a customer of mine. She comes here once or twice a month. I think pursue her."

I gave her a thumbs up, admiring her courage.If I fell in love with a person I met by chance, I would definitely struggle for a while, and then try again, and I would not make such a bold and high-spirited declaration.

"Since you are in the same league, you must be very experienced. How about helping sister out?"

"To tell you the truth, I've only been in a relationship once. Now I'm in the stage of unrequited love, people ignore me, and I have zero experience in chasing people. You asked the wrong person." I drooped my head.

She patted me on the head: "You are so beautiful, don't be so unconfident. Look at these dignitaries in my store, except for some stinky money, which one is as good as you in character and appearance?"

"Having money is enough. Different paths lead to the same goal."

"Hey, why are you so philistine at such a young age?" She glared at me: "But this girl I fell in love with is a bit special. She came to me to buy dance clothes..."

"Dance clothes?"

"She is a ballroom dancer and regularly participates in competitions. So she often comes to me to order dresses."

"Is it a dress or a dance dress?" I was a little confused.

"Oh, modern dance evolved from the international standard banquet dance in the past. Men who dance this dance should wear tuxedos, suits, and bow ties, while women should wear long dresses and formal hairstyles for banquets." She smiled longingly: "Every time she Trying on a dress, I was like "Wow!How could there be such a stunner feeling!"

"Nympho, you."

"Yes, yes, it's just how about a nymphomaniac. I just like her appearance, it's intoxicating. I don't mind giving up the whole forest for her alone."

Is it true that women all over the world will be trapped by love and disturbed by love?

Different from my mentality of making things up and running, Mais seems to have stepped out of her shadow, and began to find some "sisters" she called to attend the party intentionally or unintentionally.

I follow my mother and like to be lively, so I also drag Senior Sister Zhou and Lu Wushuang to the party.After coming and going, a small Maji group was formed.The members include me, Mais, Zhou Qingyu, Lu Wushuang, and a little T named Shu Chang.

This Shu Chang is so good at drinking, we went to the "Red Bar" party for five nights, she dragged me to drink and drink, and then spit on my clothes.Anyway, it's not my clothes, so I don't feel bad. I looked at Lu Wushuang and smiled wryly: "Sister Wushuang, do you want me to pay for this?"

Lu Wushuang was so angry that his nose was crooked.

I borrowed this dress from her in the morning. I heard that the fabric is some kind of cotton imported from Germany.But I was delayed by something at night, and I was too anxious to wear it to the party. I didn't expect that the top fabric would end up like this.

Lu Wushuang said heartbroken, "Bring it to the shop tomorrow morning!"

"Of course!" I said with a smile on my face.

The next day I obediently came to deliver the clothes.I dare not wash it myself, for fear of washing out problems.There seemed to be no one in the store when I came, and I thought to myself, when is this still sleeping?Could this person be the reincarnation of Sleeping God?

So I walked around the store when I heard her voice suddenly.

I looked ahead and saw her escorting someone all the way from the fitting room.I thought to myself that she has never been very good at hospitality, her clothes have a market, and there is no shortage of distinguished guests coming to her door, but her eyes are high above the top, and she has never been warm to anyone.It's really strange to see off the guests in person this time.

After seeing her go straight to the middle of the street, my curiosity became even stronger, and I also saw her wave her hand to the other party with a reluctant expression.

Driven by strong curiosity, I walked to the door, wanting to see who could be the master of this lazy man.

But just one look, and I was nailed in place.

When I chased her, I saw that she had reached the bus stop.

Just at this time, a red light sign was displayed on the zebra crossing, and vehicles passed by in front of me. Seeing her disappearing from my sight, I was so anxious!

At this time, Lu Wushuang called me from behind: "Xiaochen, why are you going?"

I turned to her and shouted, "Who was that person just now?"

"Just what I told you last time, the chick I'm looking for."

This time not only anxious, but also angry!As soon as I stomped my feet, I walked through the array of cars that were not too fast like hot wheels!For a while, the car horn blared loudly!

Lu Wushuang thought I was crazy, and yelled, "Xiaochen, are you crazy?! This is a fucking red light!"

If I don't chase me, I will be crazy!I screamed in my heart!