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Ding Hui did not come for the evening self-study, and Song Zongyan went to the podium to lecture on the test papers.He has been ranked first all year round. Although he has a cold personality, he is not withdrawn. Therefore, he is very popular and can convince everyone. The class is quiet for a while and only his voice can be heard.

Wen Qiu stared at the people on the stage right and wrong, until the other person gave him a displeased glance when he came down from the podium after finishing a test paper, then he restrained his eyes.

Xia Yunjiao will be at school for the next half a month, so she will visit Song Zongyan a lot more this week, and they can be seen going to the cafeteria together every meal.The students in the class couldn't help teasing while they were buried in their studies, and they were envious besides teasing.Standing together, the two of them are like a golden boy and a jade girl, a man and a woman are very well matched, and they can tolerate any monster jumping out to object.

Wen Qiu yawned, and went back to sleep between his arms, too lazy to look again.

Sunday coincided with the winter solstice, and it rained continuously.The weather was not suitable for going out, but Wen Qiu had to go to the cemetery with two disabled people.When the past colleagues from the police station learned of the situation, they enthusiastically offered to pick him up by car, but Qiu Yunqing politely declined their kindness.The three of them took a taxi to go.

The man on the tombstone is in his prime, dressed in a police uniform, looking straight at the camera with eyes as clear as a falcon.

Qiu Yunqing pushed the wheelchair and put down the bouquet of flowers bought outside the cemetery, then reached out and touched the tombstone, sweeping away the dust and fallen leaves on it, his eyes were gentle, as if he remembered forever.These years have passed, and there is nothing to say when I go to the tomb, and I have buried them in my heart one by one.

Wen Qiu pushed the wheelchair and stood aside with Qiu Yunqing. The old lady had something to say, she was hearing impaired, and her voice became louder: "...Xiaoyun is fine, so am I, both are fine. Wen Qiu is about to take the university entrance exam Well, the next time I come to see you is probably when you are admitted to university. I don’t know what I can pass in the exam, please protect me below! Don’t say that it’s not important, it’s very important to get into a good university and find a good job. dessert……"

Wen Qiu almost laughed out loud.Let a person lying down serve snacks, what the hell.

Qiu Yunqing couldn't help but bend the corners of his lips, and the originally sad atmosphere suddenly relaxed.Also, people have been there for so many years, and those who survive have to live happily.

It was freezing cold, and the cold wind was like a sharp knife scraping the skin. Wen Qiu was afraid that the other two would not be able to bear it, so he urged to go back after staying in front of the tomb for half an hour.The three of them walked towards the exit of the cemetery together. When they went down the stairs, the staff came to help carry the wheelchair, with a respectful tone and a kind attitude.

All those buried in this place are martyrs, and the families of the martyrs have to treat them with care.

"Grandma, are you feeling well?" The three of them left the cemetery, and Wen Qiu found that the old lady seemed not in good spirits.

The old lady clutched her chest and couldn't hear what he asked, but she could guess and replied, "I can't breathe in my chest again."

"I made an appointment with a doctor for you." Qiu Yunqing signed.

"Hey, I have to go and see, I'm afraid it's useless." The old lady sighed.She is strong by nature, and her voice is full of air even now, such a tone of resignation is really rare.

Wen Qiu unconsciously pulled her hand. The old man's hand was dry and warm, and the skin was loose like withered bark.She was afraid of going to the hospital. First, she was old and always afraid of finding out a big problem. Second, she had sent away too many people in the hospital—husband, youngest son, eldest son, a group of old friends...the list goes on and on.

The rain mixed with the cold wind blew on her face, and her silver hair was flying in the air, reflecting the cloudy eyes and face full of age spots in front of the cemetery, as if stained with the stale breath of dying.

It was past two o'clock in the afternoon after returning home from the cemetery. Wen Qiu had to rush to school after eating a delayed lunch. On the way, he received a message from Xia Yunjiao, inviting him to a birthday party.Wen Qiu snapped his fingers, and subconsciously wanted to refuse, but the news he got back was—"I didn't prepare any presents, so it wouldn't be good to just go for a meal."

He and Xia Yunjiao couldn't be called friends.It is well known that she is interested in Song Zongyan, but the well-known talented girl on campus does not fall behind in chasing others. In the eyes of others, she and Song Zongyan seem to be a natural match. Many people agree that Song Zongyan must also be interested.

When Wen Qiu and Song Zongyan had a good relationship in the past, they were like conjoined twins, always eating, drinking and having fun together.Therefore, if Xia Yunjiao wanted to chase someone, there would inevitably be a threesome scene.

So how could Wen Qiu, who stood in the middle of others, be considered a friend by Talented Xia.

"It's okay, this year is overdue, because I have to fly to Beijing to participate in the training camp in the early morning. I will replenish the gifts next time/smile." Xia Yunjiao replied.

Wen Qiu put away his mobile phone and asked the taxi driver to turn around and drive in another direction.

Xia Yunjiao booked a high-end hotel, and when Wen Qiu was led to the box by the waiter, he found that most of the people had already arrived.As soon as the door was pushed open, someone yelled, "Sun Shilou, your wife is here to catch the rape!"

Sun Shilou was hugging a girl with his back to the door, and scolded without turning his head: "Get lost, where did I get my wife?"

Wen Qiu walked over without changing his face. He was not surprised that Sun Shilou was here. Xia Yunjiao had a wide range of relationships, and she had good friendships with well-known figures in the school.Not only because she has a father who is the principal, but also because of her own charm.

After realizing who they were talking about, Sun Shilou quickly put down the girl in his arms and turned to hug Wenqiu: "Don't get me wrong, we are playing a game, just now is the punishment part!"

Wen Qiu pretended to push him away, with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "I didn't misunderstand, don't rush to explain with a guilty conscience."

Sun Shilou laughed. He knew what kind of character Wen Qiu was, so he was not really anxious, let alone guilty. He hugged him, pushed him down on a chair, and said affectionately: "Come on, let's play together. You are a A good player, help my brother win two rounds."

The people in this room are not very old, but they are all good people. No one would sneer in front of their faces, so some people look down on homosexuality, but at this time they just laugh and say nothing, at most they make a few words of ridicule with deep meaning. Whether or not is unknown.

Wen Qiu knew how to play simple board games. He glanced to the side during the game break. Today's protagonist, Xia Yunjiao, didn't participate in the game and was talking to someone.Song Zongyan obviously didn't know how to make jokes, but she leaned beside her and laughed like a flower.

Song Zongyan handed her an exquisite packaging box, Xia Yunjiao opened it on the spot, it was a necklace.She immediately asked someone to help put it on, her hands tied her long hair, and her smooth and slender swan neck glowed with luster.

"Hey, don't be distracted!" Sun Shilou yelled at him impatiently, "I lost, I lost!"

Wen Qiu turned his eyes back to the table. While he was distracted, the winner and loser were decided, and immediately someone brought a glass of wine and clamored to punish him.

"Master Sun does not feel sorry for Xia Wenqiu, we have no objection to the family members drinking on their behalf." Someone shouted.

Sun Shilou didn't agree: "Wen Qiu can drink more than I do, you guys feed him, don't get involved with me!"

"Don't go to evening self-study at night?" Song Zongyan heard the booing not far away, and glanced at it.Wen Qiu could afford to play and lose, so he drank a glass of wine without hesitation, and a bunch of people applauded.

Xia Yunjiao caressed the necklace: "How many people in this group are afraid of skipping class, let alone self-study at the end of the festival."

After playing the board game for half an hour, Xia Yunjiao came to stop them from continuing to play, saying that the banquet was about to start, and there was plenty of time after dinner.

Wen Qiu glanced at her, and there was already a delicate necklace hanging around her slender neck.

During the dinner, it was obvious that Xia Yunjiao was the protagonist, but the topic always turned to Wen Qiu and Sun Shilou.Sun Shilou was not afraid of being surrounded by people, so he hugged Wen Qiu and let others tease him, even accepting some dirty jokes.Xia Yunjiao, who organized the party, couldn't see any displeasure either, she was always smiling.

After dinner, it was game time again, and Wen Qiu was given a lot of alcohol.Boys who are about to grow up always don't know what to do when they get together. Although Wen Qiu can drink, he can't stand being immature.Sun Shilou pressed close to his ear and asked if he could still do it.

Wen Qiu felt hot and wanted to push him, but he didn't have enough strength to push him.All I could say was, "I'm going to take a break."

After Sun Shilou drank it, the descendants went crazy, saying that you should go as soon as possible.He left him happily and played hard by himself.

Wen Qiu's footsteps were ruddy and he walked to the inner room. There was a glass floor along a section of the road, and there were a few fish swimming underneath, walking up it tremblingly.Song Zongyan sat inside talking to a few people who didn't play games, talking about studying abroad.

Wen Qiu sat next to him and tilted his head: "It's so uncomfortable, can you lean on me?"

Song Zongyan had already noticed that he was coming, and immediately moved to the side, stood up again, and gave way to the entire couch: "You lie down."

Wen Qiu leaned his head on the ground, and he didn't move for a long time.After a while, I closed my eyes and said, "Oh."

After a few seconds, he smiled and added, "Thank you."

He really looked uncomfortable, Song Zongyan took a second look and wanted to say something.Xia Yunjiao over there invited him to join the battle and play games together.

A group of people knew that Xia Yunjiao liked Song Zongyan, so they naturally booed and wanted to drag this great god away.Song Zongyan couldn't beat four punches with two hands.

This time the game is naturally not too "simple", and all kinds of ambiguous methods are on the stage.Those who love to do things can't wait to push Song Zongyan on Xia Yunjiao, and Sun Shilou has also become their "attack" target, and they are sticking to a girl with a card.The eyes of a group of people watching the show immediately shifted to Wen Qiu not far away, wanting to say something.

But before they opened their mouths, someone suddenly sat on the sofa diagonally opposite to Wen Qiu, and happened to completely block those gazes.

Wen Qiu narrowed his eyes. The boy who sat down peeled a sugar orange and stuffed it into his mouth. Seeing him looking at him, he smiled and said hello: "Hello."

"You have seen me many times in one night." Wen Qiu leaned against the sofa.

The boy was a little embarrassed when he was right, but he quickly returned to normal: "I'm sorry."

"Look what I do?"

The boy didn't seem to know how to answer.

"Think I'm a pervert, can't help but look more?"

The boy immediately waved his hand and explained: "No, no, you are not abnormal. I think you are very powerful."

Wen Qiu sized him up, chewing on the words: "What do you mean? You too?"

There was a loud noise in the distance, Song Zongyan and Xia Yunjiao had won this round of punishment.

The boy who peeled the orange was stunned for a moment, scratched his face, but didn't hide it: "Maybe. I'm not sure either."

Wen Qiu knew him. He was a well-known figure who would always appear at the school's various ceremonies and evenings. His surname was Fang.But they didn't have much contact with each other. If it wasn't for the probing eyes he always unconsciously cast on Wen Qiu and Sun Shilou during the banquet tonight, Wen Qiu wouldn't have noticed him.

Seeing his innocent appearance, Wen Qiu thought of flirting, and bowed his body forward: "You can't even be sure if you are right? You are too stupid."

The boy was not angry, but looked straight into his eyes: "So I admire your calmness and courage, you and Sun Shilou... are very powerful."

Wen Qiu didn't expect him to say that, and raised his eyebrows: "What do you mean? You have someone you like but you dare not speak?"

"Huh?" The boy hesitated for a moment.Wen Qiu was too smart, with sharp eyes, easily pierced through his hidden thoughts that even he didn't dare to confirm.

Someone over there interrupted their conversation: "Fang Fang! Bring my cigarettes, it's in the pocket of the coat I took off."

The boy seemed to be rescued from Wen Qiu's sharp eyes, and he turned around and said, "I'll tell my godmother if I smoke again."

"Sue every day. Hurry up and bring it, good boy."

The boy smiled at Wen Qiu, went to fetch cigarettes and sent them over, but didn't come back because the waiter pushed the cake in.

The lights on the top of the box were turned off, leaving only a dim blue light and candles on the cake.Everyone gathered together, and someone sang happy birthday out of character, Xia Yunjiao smiled and said thank you, and everyone clamored for her to make a wish.

Xia Yunjiao closed her eyes.

Wen Qiu looked at the person next to Xia Yunjiao, and the other person also raised his head in feeling, and for the first time tonight, he did not avoid his gaze.Wen Qiu couldn't help smiling, his eyes were also bent, and at the same time, there was a surge of heat in his heart, which was so hot that he was about to burn himself.

Song Zongyan didn't want to see him smile like this, so he planned to look away, but he saw that Qiu slowly closed his eyes suddenly.

The box was very quiet, and everyone was quietly waiting for the birthday star to finish his wish.

"May your eyes be mine alone."

This is my once in a lifetime wishful thinking.