pleasing to the eye

This relationship has actually lasted for a long time.If it is calculated seriously, it seems that since the first goodbye between the two, they have always fallen into such a situation with just a few words.

And when Lin Chuixian looked back and counted, he could find that such a stalemate had lasted for seven or eight years between the two of them inadvertently.

Even if you look back and think about it, it is always unbearable, but there are not no good times.

Lin Chuixian always remembers how the medicine bag she threw on the table came about, and also remembers when Wei You and her got well, the two of them had a tacit understanding and a tacit understanding with each other.

But that was just a short-lived scene. In fact, most of the time, they were still the same as they are now, and they didn't know what to say to each other.

Wei You is already too busy, and his personality is first-class and strong, and Lin Chuixian has always been like this-he doesn't like to complain to others, and he doesn't want to talk too much with others.As time goes on, there are too many words between each other that are hidden in their hearts, and even when the two express their hearts to each other, they always push and give way like guessing riddles, never showing up.

This kind of relationship came for no apparent reason, and lasted for too long, Lin Chuixian lowered his eyes, feeling the long-standing exhaustion in his heart again.

"I shouldn't have disturbed you today. There won't be a next time." Lin Chuixian was silent for a long time, and finally stretched out his hand and pulled back the painting under Wei Youji's hand. After saying this, he turned around and wanted to leave .

"No." Wei You reached out and grabbed Lin Chuixian's wrist, and the two of them froze in place again.

"I feel that I owe you a lot, and you also owe me a lot. You can't just repay and evade." Wei You had already said, and pressed the picture in Lin Chuixian's hand back. The table, and pulled her to the desk.

Lin Chuixian couldn't beat her, and when he heard her words, he was so angry that it was funny, he couldn't help but immediately looked up at her, and asked: "What's the meaning of this? Didn't we all agree at the beginning? You still cursed me so unfeelingly, Why did you regret it today?"

There was obvious sarcasm in Lin Chuixian's tone, but Wei Youji didn't seem to have heard of it, he just still held Lin Chuixian's wrist, and said without changing his face: "I said I would regret it, now it is I regret it. What I said at the time, "Let's do it like this", meant to let nature take its course. If you really don't want to see me again, let nature take its course, you and I will have no chance."

"But since you are here today, no matter what the reason is, it shows that the fate between you and me is not over. Everything is going smoothly, so it should be so."

"..." What's the point?Lin Chuixian was speechless for a while about Wei Youji's remarks, but in the end he couldn't help being a little dazed, and after a pause for a while, he came back to his senses, and replied with a frown:

"So, what do you mean by that?"

"I think we need to be more responsible." Wei You already looked serious and serious, and said while holding Lin Chuixian's wrist.

"Huh?" Lin Chuixian felt as if he had been burned when he heard the words, and immediately took a step back, frowned and looked at Wei Youji: "It was you who said you don't have to be responsible, but now..."

Before she had time to say more, Wei You interrupted her as usual: "Yes, but what I said at first was 'I don't have to take responsibility for what you love', and now you want to leave, I am not willing."

Wei You had already said that, the knuckles holding Lin Chuixian's wrist gradually loosened, and his expression looked a little lonely under the light of the lamp.

Lin Chuixian pursed his lips and looked at her, his mind was full of confusion for a moment.

Now that several months have passed, Lin Chuixian still remembers the night when she and Wei You swore to part ways in Guangmei Lake.At that time, Wei You had pushed back his schedule for several days and chased her all the way to Guangmei Lake, it seemed that he was extremely angry, so when the two of them met that night, it was a dispute.

Over the years, Lin Chuixian knew that she and Wei You had always been like this.

No one is soft-tempered, and everyone is holding their breath in their hearts, not to mention that even though the two are bound together in name, they seldom see each other because of their respective busy schedules.

In this way, even if there is occasional heart-to-heart talk, Lin Chuixian always feels that there is a layer of veil in front of his sight, which is true and false, making it unreal.

She has always been used to this, but eventually got tired of it, and now Wei You has become uncharacteristically, although she is not acting like a baby, but there is a bit of straightforwardness that only young people have in her words and deeds, she really doesn't want to Let her go.

Lin Chuanxian's thoughts wandered, but in the final analysis, the more he thought about it, the more upset he became.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but feel that she shouldn't think too much, anyway, it's better to cut the mess quickly at this moment.

So she raised her eyes to look at Wei Youji and at the same time stretched out her hand to hug the painting, she said: "—You are not willing, it's your business. You repented, and I shouldn't have anything to do with it. You can spend the rest of your life in regret , and I, as you said, will be alone for the rest of my life."

Saying this, she gritted her teeth and turned to leave.

Wei You had already estimated that the matter would be successful, but he didn't want Lin Chuixian to be so determined that he would actually leave when he said he would leave.

So she finally couldn't help frowning, and stretched out her hand to push Lin Chuixian back to the original place again.

"Let go!" Lin Chuixian always hated Wei Youji for pulling her, not to mention that it was not usual now, she became even more impatient, and couldn't help throwing the painting in her hand on the table, turning around and glaring at Wei Youji: "Say How many times has it happened, don't pull me like this, Wei Mi, you..."

Wei You had narrowed his eyes slightly, interrupted her again, and said, "If you don't pull you like this, what else can you do?"

Her tone was very blunt, and Lin Chuixian couldn't help losing her temper when she heard the words, she grabbed Wei Youji's wrist with her backhand, and pushed Wei Youji away with all her strength.

Although Wei You is already quite strong, Lin Chuixian's wrist strength is not too weak, so the two of them pushed and pulled, and they competed vigorously. Wei You was about to hold Lin Chuixian down, but unexpectedly at night After all, I drank a lot of wine, and I was a little powerless for a while.

So she was quickly pushed down on the chair by the table by Lin Chuixian. During the collision, several scrolls on the table rolled down, causing a row of pens and inkstones to fall in disorder. The movement was really not small.

At this point, Lin Chuixian also quickly saw that Wei You had already drunk, so he couldn't help becoming more cruel, and simply stretched out his hand and pulled the belt around Wei You's waist, intending to tie her to the chair so that she could Get out of your body.

As the two of them came and went, the quarrel gradually reached its peak, and there was constant banging in the room. At the end of the quarrel, Wei You was exhausted, and it was inevitable that Lin Chuixian bound his hands and got entangled on the armrest of the chair.

After Lin Chuixian tightened the tie, he shook Wei Youji's shoulder in confirmation, and then he relaxed, and raised his hand to pick up the scroll that fell on the ground.

After picking up everything that fell on the ground and putting it back, Lin Chuixian gritted his teeth almost unconsciously, and then folded his arms and frowned at Wei You and said: "Wei Mi, it's time to end. After so many years You just think that I abandoned you when I was young, so you can't forget it. You are not attached to me, we are just angry. Compared with torturing each other, it is better for you and me to separate."

Wei You saw that he really couldn't break free, so he couldn't help leaning back on the back of the chair, gently touching the carvings on the armrest with his fingertips: "But I don't think it's good for me."

Lin Chuixian was arranging the picture scrolls, he couldn't help but stop when he heard the words, and looked at Wei Youji again.

For some reason, she just felt that Wei You had become a little messy tonight. If this situation were in the past, Wei You would either never waste too much time with her, or simply let her go.

Lin Chuixian felt unaccustomed to the almost stalking situation like today.

"I know you always think that I just have an unbreakable obsession with you and a difficult knot in your heart. You may still think that I am nostalgic for you and my youthful emotions are more than now," Wei You has gradually calmed down, leaning on the back of the chair Narrowing your eyes and looking at Lin Chuixian, "But you actually know it in your heart - you know what's in my heart and what's in your mind."

Wei You already knew that what she was most attached to was never a childhood relationship, it was just an irreversible past, even if it caused her to have a knot in her heart, it was not the reason why she was attached to someone else.

——The person she really fell in love with was always the person who appeared in front of her eight years ago, Lin Chuixian, who was still stubborn, talented and helpless even though he had nowhere to go.

Wei You already knew that he still had too many thoughts hidden in his heart, and these thoughts were unable to express because of haste or disputes.

But tonight, maybe it was because she was too afraid that the two of them would come to an end, or maybe it was some kind of veritable medicine mixed with the wine in the restaurant. Shake out a corner.

But in the end, she only talked about it here, and she didn't go any further, and finally fell into a period of silence.

The lamps and candles in this room were not covered, and the fire light flickered slightly in front of my eyes.Wei Youji's words can be regarded as a rare frankness, almost piercing the last layer of window paper.

Lin Chuixian felt a little unbelievable about this, frowned slightly for a while, and stared at Wei Youji with lowered eyes.

"..." She looked at it for a long time, and finally felt that Wei Youji's expression was very vague at this moment, which made her unpredictable.

During a moment of silence, the light of the candlelight illuminated the medicine bag on the case, Lin Chuixian couldn't stop thinking about the past with just one glance, and gradually put the picture scroll in his hand back on the case, frowning in silence thought for a while.

There are good times, some memories contaminated with temperature and light will break the surface of the water indistinctly, sinking and floating in the bottom of my heart.

Lin Chuixian knew that she might still be reluctant to give up, but this reluctance made her feel inappropriate, so she frowned tightly in her lowered eyes, and did not answer, nor did she make a sound.

Just as the two were silent, there was gradually a sound of footsteps outside, from far to near, walking towards the study where the two were.

Then came Wei Lianzhen's voice: "Second Sister, Second Sister—? Second Sister, don't sleep—"

"!?" Lin Chuixian in the room was caught off guard by Wei Lianzhen's voice, and immediately froze even his movements, and quickly pulled away the hand that was covering the back of Wei Youji's hand.

In a panic, she lowered her eyes and glanced at Wei Youji who was tied to the chair, and then looked at the untidy skirts of the two of them, and immediately felt that this scene was a bit incomprehensible to her.

The footsteps outside were getting closer, Wei Lianzhen seemed to have walked into this corridor, Lin Chuixian became anxious, stretched out his hand and almost tore the tie, then quickly covered Wei Youji's mouth, and put her Drag it up and stuff it on the bed on the other side of the study.

Halfway through stuffing, she regained consciousness and moved Wei Youji's hand away from her face, covered her mouth instead, turned over and hid in the innermost side of the bed.

"Second sister? Second sister, are you there?"

In a hurry, Wei Lianzhen outside had already opened the door and walked in.

A gust of cold winter wind poured into the room through the door, blowing the unshaded candle suddenly to an angle, and the light and shadow in the room shook violently.

Wei Lianzhen stretched out his hand to close the door, and as soon as he entered the room, he saw the extremely messy desk in the study. He couldn't help raising his eyebrows and continued walking in, asking in the silence: "It's so late, is Second Sister still here?" Are you turning over the bill? Are you tired? I'll send it to my second sister..."

Before she finished speaking, she heard Wei Youji's voice from the bed curtain at the end of the study: "Azhu, what are you doing here in the middle of the night without sleeping?"

Wei Youji's voice was very deep, even a bit displeased, Wei Lianzhen subconsciously grinned, and then replied with an "ah": "I'm still very groggy, but I can't sleep even when I'm groggy." No, so I thought I might as well just get up and wake up, so I went to the back kitchen to get some hangover soup. ——Isn’t it because I saw the second sister’s study room was still lit from a distance, so I gave the second sister some too Come?"

Wei You in the bed tent ignored her, so Wei Lianzhen answered on his own: "—I didn't expect you, second sister, to look at the account so late today and see you sleeping in the study room. It's really hard work."

Saying this, Wei Lianzhen put the dishes in her hands on the window sill outside the bed curtain, but she was still half confused, and there was a sound of soup and porcelain plates colliding when she stumbled, making her look extraordinarily clumsy.

After finally calming down, Wei Lianzhen raised his head and looked in the direction of the bed: "Second sister, I put the hangover soup on the window sill. You can drink it now if you want, and it's not bad to drink it when you wake up tomorrow morning."

Wei You had heard the words and still didn't answer, leaving the whole room in silence.

Wei Lianzhen waited for her for a while and finally got a little puzzled, so he couldn't help asking again: "Second sister?"

Here Wei Lianzhen was about to ask for clarification, while Lin Chuixian in the tent over there tightly covered his mouth, hardly daring to even breathe.

At this moment, she was afraid that the little ancestor outside would come to lift the curtain. If Wei Lianzhen found out that she was here, let alone what kind of scene it was, she might really never want to leave the Wei mansion.

Thinking of this, Lin Chuixian couldn't help pinching Wei Youji's leg under him, and in the dark, he didn't forget to stare hard, signaling that Wei Youji had made a sound.

Wei You had been pinched by her so much that she wanted to laugh even though it hurt, and finally he made a hasty answer as a reply, and didn't say much to Wei Lianzhen.

But when she made such a strange sound, Wei Lianzhen also thought that he had disturbed her when he saw it, so he didn't say any more, turned around and wanted to leave.

Inside, Lin Chuixian held his breath and listened to the movement outside the bed tent. For a while, Wei Lianzhen stumbled and couldn't find his way, and couldn't get out for a long time. Lin Chuixian followed suit and didn't dare to come out.

On the other hand, Wei Youji, who was lying on his back on the couch, had a relaxed expression, and he did not forget to reach out and pick up a strand of Lin Chuixian's hanging hair, wrapping it around his fingertips and hooking it gently.

It wasn't until the outside finally returned to calm that Lin Chuixian slowly stood up from Wei Youji's body.

After she let out a faint sigh, she couldn't help but lift a thread of the bed curtain, and stared at Wei Youji under her with fascination by the faint light passing through the gap.

She has never been able to figure out the mind of the person in front of her. Sometimes she thinks that she has guessed right, but in fact she always does not guess completely.

Just like now, when she saw the sweet smile on Wei Youji's face that she hadn't seen in seven or eight years, she couldn't help but feel flustered, and even felt some inexplicable nostalgia.

Lin Chuixian knew that not only could she not figure out the person in front of her, but she could not even figure out herself.

Clearly said that she wanted to leave, clearly told herself that she didn't like it, but the nostalgia gradually pervading in her heart was so real that she couldn't ignore it.

……

"Don't go."

After a long silence, Wei You stretched out his hand to support Lin Chuixian's waist, and his tone was rare and gentle.

"Stay here, don't go anymore." She lowered her voice and repeated slowly, the faint warm color of the lights was reflected between her eyebrows and eyes, making Lin Chuixian unable to move her eyes away.

"..."

Wei You had already said this, but Lin Chuixian didn't seem to hear her, and just stared at her with downcast eyes for a long time.

She just felt that Wei Youji's face was a little strange at the moment, even though it was still as beautiful as before, but there was enough tenderness in that expression to make Lin Chuixian dizzy.

"I know what you hate about me, and I also know what you actually like about me," Wei You saw that Lin Chuixian's expression had obviously loosened in front of him, and he couldn't help but bend the corners of his lips immediately, and put his fingers on Lin Chuixian's waist The tip tightened slightly, "Blow the strings, the road is not over yet, we shouldn't be here."

She spoke softly like this, the tone here could already be regarded as blowing and sighing, and her breath fell on Lin Chuixian's side face, so close at hand.

At this moment, Lin Chuixian thought—this may also be regarded as a tender scene that is extremely rare in the world.

In fact, there were good times, she actually remembered and knew it.

If this intention is abandoned, it is not always possible to get it back.If I really let go this time, even though I might be able to cut off all the entanglements that are unclear, it should be impossible to have those anymore.

Thinking of this, Lin Chuixian finally began to feel a real reluctance in his heart, the emotion gradually permeated, the noise overwhelmed the reason, as if all worries were gradually dissipated in the light and shadow at this moment.

And no matter how hard she gritted her teeth, this has become an emotion that cannot be ignored.

——Well, just this once.

Lin Chuanxian was thinking in a daze, and stretched out his hand to hold Wei Youji's hand.

Just this once.As for the future... let's talk about it later.