[Idol trainee] please pick me up

During the break between Papillon and JustRight, after Park Yuzhen embraced the teenagers who were about to go on stage, he ran to the toilet with a pale face and retched while hugging the toilet.

The headache felt like being hit with a heavy hammer, and there seemed to be countless dazzling fragments that were constantly disrupted and reorganized.

This kind of headache was a problem he had only had after the last sudden deafness, but this time the attack seemed to be particularly serious.

Just now he was sitting in the waiting room happily watching Papillon's teenagers sweating on the stage. The Blu-ray quality can faithfully capture everyone's subtle expressions.

And he seems to be an old father watching his sons' graduation performance, watching the teenagers who have grown up enough to go out and sing cabbage singing a song called "Butterfly Breaking Out of Cocoon".

I still remember these teenagers singing this song at this time in the previous life...

Eh?How is this time?

Pu Yuzhen was about to burst into a smile, but his mouth froze, and his whole body froze at the same time.

There seemed to be a blur in his memory.

He didn't seem to think about it for a long time, and he couldn't remember the past life.

The faces of the teenagers in the previous life were blurred, the process of the competition was also blurred, and even the people he met and the things he did when he was in college were also blurred.

Although he still remembers the Fourier transform, although he still remembers the root mean square velocity, and even remembers that in a certain final open-book exam, they got "summarizing the characteristics of ancient Indian mythology" and he couldn't find it on the Internet...

However, he has basically forgotten all the memories related to life, and he can't even remember his family members and his own name.

He started to have a headache, and the pain and confusion became sharper with deeper reflection.

The cold water from the sink calmed him a little, and he tried to recall some past events.

However, the brain reminded him that the source file was broken.

But he can occasionally catch some clips. Suddenly, the scene of Park's father taking him to learn fishing by the river in the sunset, and playing the piano in a concert hall with many audiences suddenly flashed through his mind.

These are not his memories.

It seems that the memory is overwritten and replaced, and the cards are reshuffled.

For his previous life, only the last monstrous waves and deafening roar remained in his memory.

And it has only been four months since he crossed over.

His memory is slowly being shattered, and maybe one day sooner or later, or maybe just when he wakes up tomorrow morning, he will lose all memories of his previous life and become a real person in this world.

Is he still like this?

I don't know how my memory will change, I don't know what kind of person I will become in the future, and I can't tell anyone about this distress.

He didn't know whether to laugh at himself or be sad at this time.

Sure enough, let's just laugh at life.

He forced a smile into the mirror.

Tell yourself everything is fine.

In the corridor back, he caught a figure facing the window secretly eating something.

So he coughed lightly twice.

Cai Xukun panicked and held up the completely cold kimchi cake that he had eaten.

Pu Yuzhen didn't expect that it was Cai Xukun who ate here.

The boy still wore a mature adult hairstyle and dark and cool eye makeup, but he secretly did this kind of thing in the background.

"Why do you eat this kind of food alone?" Pu Yuzhen couldn't help laughing seeing the boy who was a little bit embarrassed and still chewing hard, trying to swallow it quickly.

"Just now I ate a little bit of fast food bought by Zhang PD and suddenly I'm hungry." Cai Xukun felt very embarrassed about being caught, but still couldn't help but lower his head and took another bite of kimchi cake.

Hey, it must be because I was about to go on stage without eating two bites, but I didn't have any left after I came back.

Pu Yuzhen looked sympathetically at the boy's elongated neck, which was too slender compared to ordinary people of the same age, because he lowered his head to eat; and the fingers that were holding on to the food tightly like a little hamster, with only the fingertips protruding from the sleeves.

It is the teenagers who are in the period of growing their bodies, but they have to sing and dance on an empty stomach every day.

Cai Xukun was furiously stared at by him, so he had to quickly finish the kimchi cake in two or three bites, his mouth was full and he turned slightly sideways, not wanting to be seen looking a little embarrassed.

He may be more like a hamster than Li Quanzhe may be now.

"Would you like some tea?" Pu Yuzhen was afraid that he would choke, so he handed over his newly filled thermos cup, and the worry finally dissipated between the corners of his eyes and brows.

The tea leaves in the cup rise and fall with the hot water, giving people a sense of comfort and comfort.

"Hangzhou West Lake?" Cai Xukun laughed while looking at the huge LOGO on his cup.

It's like something that an old man who plays chess and shakes a cattail fan under a tree would take.

"When I went there last time, I lost the water bottle and bought it at the scenic spot...don't laugh at this." Pu Yuzhen's eyes wandered, and his face began to flush again.

However, as soon as the words came out of his mouth, he was surprised - he had only been to three places since he crossed over, home, MMO and mnet, where would he have the opportunity to go to Hangzhou?

He confuses the memory of his predecessor with his own.

Cai Xukun took a sip of tea, and the bitter and slightly sweet aroma of sparrow gently filled his mouth and nose, making people feel refreshed.

"Brother Yuzhen? You don't look very well, are you uncomfortable?" When Pu Yuzhen came back to his senses, Cai Xukun was looking at him with worried and confused eyes.

"Ah, it's okay." So he quickly showed a reassuring smile, as if it was really Cai Xukun's illusion just now.

"If you have any difficulties, you can tell me." Cai Xukun looked at his side face and said softly, the expression was a little tentative and cautious.

Pu Yuzhen just nodded, and the two of them stood silently in the corridor for a while.

Cai Xukun was holding his thermos cup in his hand, and the hot air with the fragrance of tea slowly drifted out of it, enveloping the outline of the young man, making his unruly and cold appearance inexplicably gentle and even a little quiet and cute.

But Pu Yuzhen was looking at this scene at this moment and thought of a certain milk tea advertisement.

He and Cai Xukun lay side by side on the wooden railing by the window, looking at the blurry winter night scene outside the window—it was a night scene, it was just a few faint yellow lights dotted in the darkness, it was really nothing to see.

"It's not safe to go back so late."

The boy talked nonsense, but Pu Yuzhen was stunned for a moment before realizing that he was referring to the audience after the game.

Audiences come from all directions, and naturally they have to go back to the four directions.

After a burst of hustle and bustle, I still have to go home alone in the middle of the night.

"No wonder fans keep calling you 'the best Kunkun in the world'." Pu Yuzhen smiled and pinched his cheek wantonly.

He seems to have fallen in love with pinching his younger brothers' faces recently - it won't feel good if he doesn't pinch them to make them thinner.

Cai Xukun didn't expect that he would suddenly pinch his face and opened his eyes slightly, but after realizing it, he just grinned at him.

Very good tempered.

The seemingly cool and mature boy on the stage just now showed a look that was completely inconsistent with his appearance for the second time, and Pu Yuzhen had a panoramic view of all this.

"I will make some snacks for you when I get home." Pu Yuzhen leaned on the railing and looked back at him.

He said it with the utmost sincerity.From the unexpected promotion, he has given up any hope for the next promotion.Just try to do what you can do, treat every day as your last, and hope to create better memories before leaving.Also, don't disappoint the expectations of the producers who voted for him.

Many trainees have the same thoughts as him.

"Let's go eat together after debut," Cai Xukun said with a hint of slyness in his smile, "Just stay hungry with us for a few more months."

Pu Yuzhen innocently spread his hands to show that he was lying on the gun, and then the two looked at each other and laughed——a very low point of laughter.

Compared with other people, Cai Xukun's personality has indeed changed too much.

Pu Yuzhen couldn't even predict what kind of reaction he would get with his next sentence.

However, such a person can become the most perfect girl idol.

The young boy who was once immature has broken out of his cocoon and become a butterfly when others are still in the greenhouse.

Whether it is tailwind or headwind, he can ride the wind and fly.

"Then let's make an agreement, we will eat all the delicious food here together after our debut." Cai Xukun stretched out a little finger.

Pu Yuzhen was amused by this childish behavior.

"I'll be the guide at that time, so that's the agreement." He promised earnestly, and then stretched out his finger.

On such a dark night, the two big boys hooked their pinkies in a very childish way and made a promise.

The author has something to say:

I went to eat barbecue today, so the update is a bit late, ah, the premium pork belly is so delicious, it’s so delicious that I shed tears, it’s great to be able to enjoy the food alive

I also tried the chocolate marshmallow waterfall and the waterfall of raw beef (I don’t know what the Chinese name is 233). I’m so happy

I will update this afternoon after I go out for afternoon tea hehehe

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It's been a whole month since the pit was opened today, and half of the main storyline is over at the same time. I really appreciate everyone's follow-up to the present.

In fact, I was really unprepared at the beginning, the writing was poor, and the characters were broken all day long.

It can be said that if it weren't for everyone's encouragement, I would definitely not be able to support it now.

Everyone compliments me, I actually feel very shy, but I also want to work hard to become the good self that you say.

Of course, there are some criticisms and suggestions. I will read it seriously every time, and I should have made corresponding adjustments and changes up to now.

It will definitely be refined when it is finished.

I was just thinking, it would be great if I could write something that people can read for the second time, if I could write something really interesting

I'm working hard in this direction

Everyone also wants to become a better version of themselves, and what's more, pay attention to rest, don't go bald——

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In fact, one of the big reasons why I have never dared to write about Kunkun Nongnong is that my personality is too multifaceted and difficult to control. I feel that it is bad if I keep collapsing.

But children are still teenagers after all, they always have a childish, joyful and even naughty side, but they can be serious, handsome or flirtatious. This is a symbol of being a great idol.