[Idol trainee] please pick me up

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Fan Chengcheng felt that the trust and reason in his whole life were burnt out at the moment when he saw Pu Yuzhen and his co-actress kiss tenderly. He used all his self-control to suppress the violence gushing out of his heart.

Perhaps his red beating heart that was about to be sent out was burnt to ashes together.

That's right, I booked a restaurant and hotel, prepared a ring and wanted to apologize for my rudeness before and make a sincere and gentle formal confession, but when I came to pick up someone from get off work, I witnessed the last good show of the day.

Although it was borrowed, it was still his first screen kiss.Of course, Fan Chengcheng, who had investigated him thoroughly for a long time, also knew that this was Pu Yuzhen's real first kiss.

The man's face was flushed, and his eyelashes trembled slightly, as if he hadn't taken the initiative to kiss as the male lead of the MV, but had been forcefully kissed by the female lead.

Although the two didn't really kiss, his demeanor made people feel like a shy boy who was really emotional - and Fan Chengcheng didn't know what it would be like to be emotional.

He knew that he liked him, but he wanted to let him see his crush kissing other women sweetly in front of the camera.He didn't know if the man had done it accidentally or in retaliation for his behavior that day, but the behavior itself had completely angered him.

Unforgivable, unforgivable.

He just went home alone with a dark face and didn't even say hello.

All news in the information society travels so fast, and of course this tidbit was promptly posted on the video website as news.He looked at the looks of men and women on the videos taken by others, and every bullet screen that passed by reminded him how many people were coveting that person, and his heart sank deeper and deeper in the process.

Until a series of long bullet screens dominated the screen: ah, I don’t accept it, Lao Pu should belong to Fu Xixi, the old couples in the 202 period lived together for so long, so they just broke up.

He seemed to be enlightened, and suddenly realized as if he had been reminded——

Yes, it was his.

This person should belong to him.

Belonging to him alone.

In the empty heart of the boy who had never been satisfied, a distorted and inflated desire for monopoly arose in this way.

He knew that his current mentality was dangerous, but he didn't intend to control it——

It wasn't my fault, he was the one to blame.

The boy squeezed the pair of rings in his pocket until their distinct shape was seared into his palm.

click.

The sound of the key turning the door lock, a beam of light was thrown into the door, and Pu Yuzhen returned home with a tired face.

He stood at the entrance, changed his shoes and turned on the light, only to find the young man sitting alone on the sofa. This horrifying scene also shocked him.

"Why don't you turn on the lights?"

He asked, and then walked to the sink and poured himself a glass of water as if he hadn't noticed the boy's strange behavior.

Yes, he has always been like this, seeing what he wants to see, listening to what he wants to hear, he looks extremely considerate and friendly, but in fact he is so cold-blooded that it makes people shudder - why didn't he realize it earlier?

If I found out earlier, wouldn't I be confused by that harmless and gentle appearance, so that I got deeper and deeper, and I can't climb out now?

It's time for a showdown.

This kind of superficial peace is flimsy and meaningless—a cheap feeling that he doesn't want, so he would rather not have it.

"You know I love you, why do you always treat me like this." The boy's expression was unusually calm, and there was even a sarcastic smile on his mouth.

Love is a stronger emotion than liking, so it will be more painful and desperate when it is cruelly rejected.

It is impossible for you to understand this feeling, how can you understand it?How do you understand it if you have no heart?

After such a thing happened, he still pretended to be nonchalant and tried to return everything to a rotten daily routine—that is, nothing really happened?

I'd rather you hate me.

And I never hated you so much.

"Don't you like me, so why reject me?"

the boy asked.

The drooping bangs and the dim light made him look particularly gloomy. He leaned closer to the man, hoping to hear a satisfactory answer from his mouth——I was wrong, I love you very much, and I accept you.

The person he liked was shrouded in warm light, like a small luminous body, and he reached out his hand, wanting to touch that person.

"You're not like yourself at all now, you know—"

However, Pu Yuzhen was furious, and waved away the young man's hand, but the next second, he was directly pressed down on the sofa by the angry Fan Chengcheng.The boy was a little shorter than him, but his strength was much greater than that of a frail otaku who had not been exercising for a long time.

Although he may be able to escape if he continues to struggle, both sides will definitely suffer. The most important thing is Pu Yuzhen's sad discovery - he is still soft-hearted towards this young man.

Even if he doesn't like him now, he still feels soft towards him instinctively. Looking at such a violent young man, all he can think of is his beautiful side.

As long as he acts coquettishly a little, this person will have nothing to do with him, and his temper will be gone.

Fan Chengcheng had such a premonition.In fact, this is also his consistent strategy when he made Pu Yuzhen angry before, and he tried everything.It seems appropriate to use it at the moment, but the young man who is still angry and provoked again and again today is extremely stubborn. Even if he thinks about it, he doesn't want to use this method to make this man compromise.

That's sympathy, not love.

Again, he would rather not have such cheap feelings.

"This is me, self-centered, self-willed, spoiled, like thinking of what to do without regard to the consequences and what others do, this is the real me," their faces were so close that even their lips were so close When they got together, he pierced the barrier of self-hypnosis of that person as if sighing, "It's better to say what do you think I am? Is that what you imagined? I pretended to be what you like? Smart as Justin, As well-behaved as Nong Nong, or—"

"No...Although headstrong, he also takes care of other people's feelings; although he is conceited, he is also a gentle and firm person; no matter what he wants to do, whether he is good at it or not, no matter how much resistance he faces, he has to go all the way to the dark. It's the Fan Chengcheng I know." Pu Yuzhen looked at him calmly, but it was that look that burned him.

People stay in the dark for a long time, even if they see the light, they will not have reactions other than dazzling pain and physiological tears.

"Do you think this will allow me to let you go? The answer is—impossible, and I will not die." He lightly bit the man's ear, and then rubbed his ears and temples with him twice like a real lover, saying The words that came out were cold.

Don't be hypocritical, obviously as long as you reveal a little bit of your nature, you will retreat like a snake into that ridiculous shell. If you wanted to pull me out of the darkness, you would have done it already, wouldn't you?

He wants to hear that person say these words himself, no matter how much time and effort he spends, he must get a reply, no matter what, he must get this love, because it is what he deserves, it should be his, It was never his only property.

Even if what you get in the end is hatred and tragedy, you will never look back and never regret it.

"It's you who made me like this, you have to be responsible to the end."

The boy grabbed his collar and whispered maliciously in his ear, then let him go.

Getting up from this man, seeing him blushing and kneeling on the floor panting and coughing because of the suffocation just now, the young man suddenly felt a long-lost joy in his heart.

Whether it's you or me, no one can escape.

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Like, hate, like, hate, like, hate, like...

The petals were torn to the last piece, and what was left in the boy's hand was——

Pu Yuzhen was writing lyrics on the sofa but accidentally fell into a light sleep after a few days of exhaustion, but was suddenly awakened in another disturbing dream.

The boy who was sitting at the side tearing the petals expressionlessly, bounced to his side like a knee-jerk reflex when he realized that he was waking up, and stared at him with shining eyes of great anticipation.

I deliberately left a safe distance, a little nervous, but couldn't help but want to get closer.

Pu Yuzhen had no choice but to wrap his arms around the boy's neck and kiss him on the forehead.

The boy looked very dissatisfied, but he spared him for the time being, and nestled back to the corner of the sofa to pick up the petals.

"Don't make trouble with that flower, you'll get bald after finally blooming a few - come and drink tea."

Pu Yuzhen, who was finally willing to come downstairs to stay with him at work, worked hard to prepare afternoon tea for the teenager who had just upgraded from a confidant and roommate to a lover. Although the latter was reluctant because of the perfunctory just now, he couldn't Resist the temptation of afternoon tea.

The exquisite ceramic bowls and dishes are ringing crisply, the refreshments exude a sweet aroma, and the symphony concert of the band station is playing on the TV.On such a bright and peaceful afternoon, the atmosphere was like a tea party between Alice and the Mad Hatter.

Thinking of the dream just now, Pu Yuzhen had such a sense of unreality in his heart—it was as if he was reading someone else's story, and to a certain extent it was indeed someone else's story.

And Fan Chengcheng was also preoccupied: Although they had become lovers, they didn't even hold hands in a real sense, and the kiss was only once on the day of confession, not to mention any more intimate gestures.

It was an extremely depressing reality, and this reality made the teenager very uneasy.

——I want to kiss, I want to hug, I want to hold high.

Although it is impossible for a hot-blooded young man to have no desire for a lover at all, the two who have just established a relationship cannot accept such a rapid and rapid progress, and the young man just wants this person to love him. Proof and guarantee only.

Like a hound catching a prey, he bit the flesh at the junction of Pu Yuzhen's neck and shoulders, but he was reluctant to use any strength in his mouth, and whined aggrievedly with his nose.

Pu Yuzhen didn't even turn his head, and reached out to touch the boy's head to comfort him, but his finger was bitten immediately after.

His canine juvenile likes to bite people.

you.

He was helpless, but he also understood the boy's intentions, so he put down his teacup and turned around to hug the boy actively.

"Is this okay?" Their foreheads touched each other.

"No."

As the boy said, he kissed his neck and chin indiscriminately and hugged him tightly. His actions were so rude that they bumped into the table behind him together.

So Pu Yuzhen, who was full of warmth just a second ago and let him do whatever he wanted, slapped the cheek of the man in front of him angrily after his chin collided with the boy's teeth.

"You know it hurts, look at what you did - take a towel and wipe off all the tea on the table."

"Oh..." The frustrated young man covered his mouth and turned his head three times, because he was really hurt and received two slaps. His face and eye sockets were red, which was just right for him to pretend to be pitiful.

"Don't dawdle and go."

However, he was kicked lightly on the buttocks, and Pu Yuzhen leaned on the table like a patriarch, with his hands crossed over his chest and his eyebrows raised.

This person has changed, and it's useless to act like a baby after becoming a lover.

The young man wanted to cry.

The author has something to say:

What happened to me when I started writing this again

The focus of these two people's entanglement on a world line is ridiculous, childish and realistic:

The relationship between the two of them is not equal, what Cheng Cheng wants he can't give, what he can give Cheng Cheng doesn't want.

Mr. Park's tenderness is too cheap and overflowing, because he doesn't focus his kindness on one person, so people want to monopolize it.

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There is a problem with my Jinjiang again... Don't be sad if you find that I didn't reply or anything, it was simply withdrawn or I couldn't reply because I couldn't log in.Because leaving a message will give me a lot of encouragement, so I always reply earnestly, but Jinjiang seems to be dissatisfied with my reply, as if I often smoke. In the past week, there is basically no day of normal work. I really sigh.

In fact, chatting with me is the happiest thing for me. Before the plot direction, there were changes and additions due to everyone’s ideas.

Everyone’s comments are really a great encouragement to me. Every time I play single player, I feel very sad. If I abandon a certain article, it must be because no one cares about me. 233

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In fact, the truth has already been solved by a little cleverness, because the foreshadowing is basically given, everyone can speculate by themselves ()