[Idol trainee] please pick me up

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【—So, laugh. 】

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"Huh? So you came here looking pitiful because he refused your confession?!"

Zhou Rui almost sprayed Pu Yuzhen's face with a mouthful of salt soda, and his sound even alarmed the diners around him, and Pu Yuzhen hurriedly stretched out his hand to cover his big mouth.

Meeting Zhou Rui for the first time after the game was just to escape reality. It's really embarrassing to be seen through by the keen morning glory and forced to ask the truth.

"Don't be so loud - what else is 'just', you just can't understand how sad and lost a teenager who is disillusioned in love is."

His bitter accusation.

"I'm really sorry for not being able to understand the boy's heart."

Brat, don't think I didn't hear you were talking about my age.Zhou Rui punched him with a smile, and drank ice water to grind his teeth to relieve his anger.

"But to be honest... I really can't see how much you liked Kunkun before. If you talk about coquettishness, then you are too coquettish. It's hard for you to pretend for so long." Unceremoniously played a poisonous tongue traits, Zhou Rui is expressing his doubts seriously.

"Actually, I don't know why I like him. It should be said that there is no reason to like this kind of feeling. It's probably a very strange feeling, as if liking him is already my instinct."

It is incredible and frightening that this kind of fate theory spit out from a person who is usually very serious, Zhou Rui began to look at him again with the eyes of a magical creature.

"Your statement is really disgusting." Zhou Rui touched the goosebumps on his arm that did not exist, and then seamlessly switched to the serious mode, "But Kun Kun's reason for rejecting you makes me more concerned, and I also think It's weird, not like something he would say."

Although he is a straight man of steel, Zhou Rui, who is also a mature science master, began to analyze calmly.

Indeed, people will use "we are not suitable" and "you deserve better" as excuses that have nothing to do with love itself in order to save the other party's face when rejecting other people's courtship.

But at the same time, people also want to maintain a good image in front of others—even the person they love unrequitedly. This is true for all human beings. It is expected that Cai Xukun, who usually pays more attention to his personal image and cares about his own opinion in the eyes of others, cannot avoid it.

But the fact is that Cai Xukun unexpectedly rejected Park Yuzhen's affection in an almost self-destructive way.

【I want to go to a higher place and see the scenery that no one else can see. 】

For this, even if the price is love or even self.

[And my ambition is not enough to support my love. 】

Love will become a hindrance and obstacle on his way to become king.Whether it is you or others, a successful idol must never have lovers other than all fans, and cannot give others a moment of body and mind.

It's cruel and realistic.Every successful person is proud and ruthless.Loneliness is because there are always few people to accompany you on the road to success, but there are always many doubting voices; cruelty is not only for others, but also for yourself. People who are indecisive and can’t give up on anything will never be the first to reach the end.

Unlike Park Yuzhen, who became a music producer and retreated behind the scenes, Cai Xukun and other teenagers who became idols are like gems that are put in the window for sale—the more pure, flawless and crystal clear, no matter from which angle you look at it Can reflect the dazzling brilliance, the more you can sell the highest price.

Idol is a profession that sells dreams.If you want to become a qualified top idol, you must naturally abide by professional ethics.

Although the meaning is easy to interpret, this statement is really arrogant and proud.

However, Zhou Rui deciphered a message completely different from the literal meaning from such remarks: it is precisely because he wants to succeed, and at the same time, he does not want to face the dilemma of love and career constantly on the way to pursue success, so he simply refuses. .

This kind of determination may seem cruel, but if you don't give others any hope at the beginning, you won't polish your love in daily trivialities and being abandoned again and again, and go to the other end of hatred and despair.

And Zhou Rui, who was more familiar with Cai Xukun, knew that this kind of refusal was actually a sign that the young man had developed a good impression of him.Even, this affection may be deeper than he imagined, maybe it can be described as liking.

It is precisely because I like it that I can't be perfunctory and procrastinate.

"But this is him." This is the boy I like.

Pu Yuzhen looked at Zhou Rui and smiled.

Although he already knew this and considered the possibility, he wasn't even surprised that his confession was rejected, but he still had to be sad for a while.After all, liking this kind of relationship doesn't come with a switch, and you can stop it at any time if you say stop.

"Are you trembling?!" Zhou Rui looked at him in horror, and even wanted to stay away from this person, but his emotions successfully completed another switch in seconds, "But in a sense, compared to you He is indeed more of a scumbag than Kunkun. Yes, you are the more scumbag."

"Yes, I was too selfish."

Knowing that the other party wants to be an excellent idol, he can't be tied down by the relationship, and knowing that after confessing, he will never be friends again, but he still chooses to confess.But the other party made the most rational and safe choice after careful consideration. No matter how you look at it, his mental maturity is not higher than Cai Xukun's.

"Speaking so much is of course just my personal speculation based on what I know about him, so you are just for reference—I personally still hope that you can give up. With your conditions and temperament, you should be able to find a good boyfriend."

On the one hand, it gives an objective analysis as an outsider who understands both sides, and on the other hand, it also gives its own sincere suggestions.As a friend, Zhou Rui is quite courageous and intelligent.

Even if the other party really has a good impression of you, but waiting for the other party for an uncertain possibility, missing one worthwhile person after another, and missing the youthful years that are most suitable for dreaming, really, it is not worth it.

Don't hang yourself on a tree, you still have a lot of youth, it's the same with another tree.

"No... At least for the time being, I can't hold others in my heart." Pu Yuzhen took a sip of his coffee, the Americano was bitter, and his smile was also bitter.

"Do it yourself."

Zhou Rui had already expected such an ending, and what he said dryly before was just a routine of doing his best to dissuade him from the perspective of a friend.Faced with his reaction at this time, he could only sigh helplessly.

Zhou Rui, who had expected that Park Yuzhen would naturally give up and form a new relationship after a while, never expected that - many times the unrequited feelings will slowly ferment into deeper and more mellow feelings with the passage of time.

From liking to love.

Boiled and boiled, the daughter-in-law became a mother-in-law, and the fat chicken became old soup, but Pu Yuzhen was still waiting.

While writing songs steadily, while waiting for the person he likes to become king, one day he will look back on him.

Having become a well-known music producer, his music did not become melancholy and sad in such a wait, but became brighter and more majestic - just like the person he likes, getting closer and closer to that peak .

Although he seems to have a good mentality all the time, the brothers around him who are getting married one after another are all sympathetic and regretful to persuade him to give up early.

No one knows how long he will have to wait, whether there will be an end to this hopeless wait.

Give up, let go, introduce you to a good person, you two have a meal together in two days.

Zhou Rui persuaded himself to give up and forget.

Then suddenly one day, Zhou Rui, who has both children and children, received a message that was ten years late.

[We are together. 】

He replied while teasing the drooling daughter crawling on the sofa, with a smile on the corner of his mouth:

【Congratulations】

The author has something to say:

This involves different definitions of Chinese and Korean/Japanese idol culture, but no matter which country's idols, the private life of the best idols is indeed strictly restrained.

In foreign countries, the real hammer of idols breaking out of love affairs, traffic violations, smoking, and making discriminatory and abusive remarks will even lead to large-scale backlash and accusations of "disrespect" and "idol disqualification" by public opinion, so everyone They are all conscientious, for fear that if they say or do something wrong, their career will be ruined.

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Today there is the second shift, the nongnong line, if you don’t have to go out at night, the third shift, let’s finish talking about the nongnong line and the Kunkun line first, but if you want to see other people, I will also insert it, you can leave a message for me

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