[Idol trainee] please pick me up
Chapter 84 Marchen meines Lebens
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[The hour hand engraved with life spins wildly, and the sand of memory at the fingertips gradually fades away;]
【In order for us to embark on the journey together again and meet you】
【again……】
——STYXHELIX
——————————————————————————————————————————
On the day the confession failed, Pu Yuzhen, who returned to MMO with a little melancholy, never thought that he almost died here.
Taking advantage of the inspiration to compose the tune, I don't know where it is today or when I look up.
The colleagues around have already walked away, leaving only the deserted and empty corridor, and even the walking echoes.
"You can come out now." He didn't leave immediately, but stood in the corridor and said in a certain direction.
The wheelchair shook, and the woman reappeared in front of him after a year, but said strange words of unknown meaning, with an expression of pity.
"Why are you still obsessed with it over and over again?"
Pu Yuzhen frowned, not understanding what she was talking about.
"Since it is irretrievable, now I have to return all your memories to you."
She sighed, and took out a cone-shaped white crystal tied by some metal chain from her pocket.It looks muddy and simple, unremarkable.
However, when the metal chain wrapped around the woman's white wrist and palm began to drive the pendulum crystal to swing back and forth in front of him, he felt a strange sense of familiarity.He was instinctively afraid, as if something terrible was about to happen with this swing——
A crack was pried open in the closed fish tank, a beam of light penetrated into the dark tunnel, and a drop of water broke through the dam that blocked the torrent of memory.
Just touching the edge of this memory is like being thrown into a fire pit to be roasted by the whole person——
Jealousy, sadness, pain, repetition, torture, despair... Countless negative emotions pulled and engulfed him in an instant, as if countless souls howled and wailed in his body.
This is the gate of hell.
Pu Yuzhen's spirit was completely broken within a second.
His brain was in chaos, there was a sound of gongs in his ears, and the chaotic memory fragments in front of his eyes made it impossible for him to distinguish between memory and reality.Like a near-death experience, his 1 minute was infinitely extended, and he experienced infinite time in a very short period of time-if this continues, he will fall into madness irresistibly, and his brain as a cpu may also be directly destroyed. Burn it.
However, the woman is still attacking his mental defense line, which is already alarming, with malicious and true words like a nightmare.
"It is precisely because of this repeated superposition and reincarnation that what you think is love is actually just an illusion brought about by inertial thinking."
Do not……
"You don't love him at all."
no……
"There's no happy ending, there never was, don't try harder."
To shut up……
"Auntie, should you let my staff go?"
Fortunately, at the edge of such an abyss, he was pulled back by someone else.
Like a damaged machine, Pu Yuzhen could not receive any information from the outside world at all, so he just nestled against the wall and fell into fatigue, his five senses basically lost their proper function, as if he was being dragged along the ground like a sack After a long time, a glass of red wine was poured down, and he finally regained his sanity gradually under the stimulation of the cold alcohol.
But he found himself kneeling on the ground, and his shirt was completely wet with wine stains.Looking around, the familiar setting here turned out to be the president's office, and the person on the sofa over there had already poured himself a glass of red wine, and the red wine bottle on the table had already bottomed out. The same is poured on him.
"President Cui..." His voice was hoarse, but he couldn't hide his surprise.
That's right, just now, he was forced to come into contact with his previously sealed memory. Although it was only a drop in the ocean, the knowledge gained from it was enough to overwhelm him——
Up to this time, he has experienced at least sixty similar but different lives.
I met teenagers again and again, and became lovers with that teenager countless times in the program of produce202, but they were separated irresistibly at the end.
So he used his time-jumping ability to return to the beginning of the story again and again, just to meet the original Cai Xukun again.
In order to become a lover worthy of him, he studied and studied all kinds of knowledge again and again in the reincarnation-piano, composition, arrangement, screenwriting, housework, medical treatment, and even cooking and philosophy.
However, becoming more and more perfect not only failed to close the distance between them, but pushed the boy further and further apart.
He has gained the favor and confession of countless people, but all he ever wanted was one.
Like Li Xianji, who suffers from jet lag, he repeats a similar life with incomparable persistence, and in the end, he even remembers every word the boy said to him.Just because no matter what, their relationship will end in tragedy halfway - it's almost like the whole world is tearing them apart.
In the process of this endless cycle trying to change the ending of the history, he met a woman with the same ability and destiny.In the later relationship, the woman decided to help him, and she also used this to calculate whether she could change her own destiny.
In this life, that woman had been waiting by the river, telling all the truth she knew.
This time it was their last attempt.
He couldn't give up, and he couldn't hold on.
He didn't want to fall in love with Cai Xukun again, he just wanted to end the torment and torture in his heart.
In reincarnation, I have loved you fifty times for hundreds of years, but you don't know it.Look, how unfair it is.
In order to ensure that the ending could indeed be rewritten, he specifically asked the woman to help seal up all previous memories.
If this attempt still fails, he asks the woman to help him end this depressed and wrong life.
But all these things, in the known sixty lives, in the memories he has come into contact with, there has never been information about the MMO president in front of him who is also a time traveler.
"At first, I just wanted to watch a play leisurely, but I almost caused a murder case in my company. I have no choice but to save your life. You have to work a long-term job for me all your life to repay this life-saving grace." He said The vicious president sat across from him and tasted wine calmly.
"Are you... a time traveler too?" Pu Yuzhen tried hard to clear his thoughts, and asked without tying his tongue.
"It's a long story, so you don't need to be curious, but the fact that I am the president of the MMO is irrefutable. You just need to know that I will always be your immediate boss."
Obviously didn't want to answer.
"So, even though you have failed 59 times, do you still want to be with him and try again?"
However, President Cui, who knew all the truth, asked this inappropriately.
"Yes."
"Even if this feeling never gets a response?"
"Yes."
"If you still fail this time, will you continue to try time jumping?"
"...Yes, but I also want to see other scenery and meet other people."
I've been tortured long enough, it's time to let go.
Apart from love, there are obviously many things worth exploring in this world, and there are obviously many feelings that are also worth cherishing in this world.
But in the reincarnation again and again, the so-called "love" is also constantly fermenting, becoming more and more profound and heavy, so that now, using "love" to describe this relationship seems too thin.He has become the whole meaning of the previous boy's life.
Although the boy who has lost most of his memory is no longer the boy with strong and almost paranoid feelings, he unexpectedly retained this eternal love like a tulip, but at the same time possessed another characteristic of a tulip, that Just considerate.
President Cui poured the last drop of red wine into his mouth, and watched the thin but tall boy go further and further away from the reflection of the deformation of the wine glass.
If there is someone who has loved you for hundreds of years and traveled through time and space countless times just to see you again, will you also fall in love with him one day?
He raised the empty wine glass in the direction the boy left.
Who knows?
The author has something to say:
1) STYXHELIX: Re0's ED of Re[-]
2) Li Xianji, jet lag: This stalk comes from "The Adventures of Li Xianji"
3) The first time I saw the snake with the head to the tail was the entrance puzzle in the lounge of Harry Potter and the Dead Ravenclaw, not sure about the earlier source
At the same time, the setting of the full text also draws lessons from "Stones Gate", "The Mystery of Werewolf Village (レジングループ)", "Sagazaki Strange Event Book", "Butterfly Effect", "Arrival", "Oculus", Fate /EXTRALastEncore, "Poetry Cloud"...
Which part is borrowed specifically, let me make it up after I finish it... Maybe there are omissions, please point it out
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This is the reason why the Kunkun line was originally scheduled to be the longest before. Mr. Park reincarnated 59 times before this time, so there is a lot of space to write, but I deleted it, and only put sugar in the next p. .
So the lack of interaction in the past is actually because the black screen was originally entrusted with breaking them up and reducing their interaction. Therefore, except for force majeure (random factors), these two people were basically separated.
That's why I keep saying that black people are not bad people
It's okay if you don't understand. I'll explain after I finish.
————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————— There is still a problem with the function and I can't reply, so I will replace the reply with the second update... I'm sorry.
It's either that I can't go up or I can't comment. I am targeted by Jinjiang every day. Buddha
———————————–————————————————————————————————
Thanks for the support of the little cutie who is still chasing the update, I will try to add a chapter as a benefit tomorrow?
One is paro (the first case) of all members of the star detective
The second is the positive and negative ending (locked one day after Jinjiang's release)
The third is Lao Pu's own dark ending (same as above)
If you want to see which one, please leave me a message and make a wish. It will be before the second update tomorrow.
———————————–————————————————————————————————
And: Thank you for your concern, I am much better now.I hope everyone goes to college and fills in the major carefully (sigh)
Also: Ling Ling is like a joker, and the expression pack is so cute 2333
Everyone remember to go to bed early, go to bed early and get up early to be healthy, and go to bed late will make you bald.
[The hour hand engraved with life spins wildly, and the sand of memory at the fingertips gradually fades away;]
【In order for us to embark on the journey together again and meet you】
【again……】
——STYXHELIX
——————————————————————————————————————————
On the day the confession failed, Pu Yuzhen, who returned to MMO with a little melancholy, never thought that he almost died here.
Taking advantage of the inspiration to compose the tune, I don't know where it is today or when I look up.
The colleagues around have already walked away, leaving only the deserted and empty corridor, and even the walking echoes.
"You can come out now." He didn't leave immediately, but stood in the corridor and said in a certain direction.
The wheelchair shook, and the woman reappeared in front of him after a year, but said strange words of unknown meaning, with an expression of pity.
"Why are you still obsessed with it over and over again?"
Pu Yuzhen frowned, not understanding what she was talking about.
"Since it is irretrievable, now I have to return all your memories to you."
She sighed, and took out a cone-shaped white crystal tied by some metal chain from her pocket.It looks muddy and simple, unremarkable.
However, when the metal chain wrapped around the woman's white wrist and palm began to drive the pendulum crystal to swing back and forth in front of him, he felt a strange sense of familiarity.He was instinctively afraid, as if something terrible was about to happen with this swing——
A crack was pried open in the closed fish tank, a beam of light penetrated into the dark tunnel, and a drop of water broke through the dam that blocked the torrent of memory.
Just touching the edge of this memory is like being thrown into a fire pit to be roasted by the whole person——
Jealousy, sadness, pain, repetition, torture, despair... Countless negative emotions pulled and engulfed him in an instant, as if countless souls howled and wailed in his body.
This is the gate of hell.
Pu Yuzhen's spirit was completely broken within a second.
His brain was in chaos, there was a sound of gongs in his ears, and the chaotic memory fragments in front of his eyes made it impossible for him to distinguish between memory and reality.Like a near-death experience, his 1 minute was infinitely extended, and he experienced infinite time in a very short period of time-if this continues, he will fall into madness irresistibly, and his brain as a cpu may also be directly destroyed. Burn it.
However, the woman is still attacking his mental defense line, which is already alarming, with malicious and true words like a nightmare.
"It is precisely because of this repeated superposition and reincarnation that what you think is love is actually just an illusion brought about by inertial thinking."
Do not……
"You don't love him at all."
no……
"There's no happy ending, there never was, don't try harder."
To shut up……
"Auntie, should you let my staff go?"
Fortunately, at the edge of such an abyss, he was pulled back by someone else.
Like a damaged machine, Pu Yuzhen could not receive any information from the outside world at all, so he just nestled against the wall and fell into fatigue, his five senses basically lost their proper function, as if he was being dragged along the ground like a sack After a long time, a glass of red wine was poured down, and he finally regained his sanity gradually under the stimulation of the cold alcohol.
But he found himself kneeling on the ground, and his shirt was completely wet with wine stains.Looking around, the familiar setting here turned out to be the president's office, and the person on the sofa over there had already poured himself a glass of red wine, and the red wine bottle on the table had already bottomed out. The same is poured on him.
"President Cui..." His voice was hoarse, but he couldn't hide his surprise.
That's right, just now, he was forced to come into contact with his previously sealed memory. Although it was only a drop in the ocean, the knowledge gained from it was enough to overwhelm him——
Up to this time, he has experienced at least sixty similar but different lives.
I met teenagers again and again, and became lovers with that teenager countless times in the program of produce202, but they were separated irresistibly at the end.
So he used his time-jumping ability to return to the beginning of the story again and again, just to meet the original Cai Xukun again.
In order to become a lover worthy of him, he studied and studied all kinds of knowledge again and again in the reincarnation-piano, composition, arrangement, screenwriting, housework, medical treatment, and even cooking and philosophy.
However, becoming more and more perfect not only failed to close the distance between them, but pushed the boy further and further apart.
He has gained the favor and confession of countless people, but all he ever wanted was one.
Like Li Xianji, who suffers from jet lag, he repeats a similar life with incomparable persistence, and in the end, he even remembers every word the boy said to him.Just because no matter what, their relationship will end in tragedy halfway - it's almost like the whole world is tearing them apart.
In the process of this endless cycle trying to change the ending of the history, he met a woman with the same ability and destiny.In the later relationship, the woman decided to help him, and she also used this to calculate whether she could change her own destiny.
In this life, that woman had been waiting by the river, telling all the truth she knew.
This time it was their last attempt.
He couldn't give up, and he couldn't hold on.
He didn't want to fall in love with Cai Xukun again, he just wanted to end the torment and torture in his heart.
In reincarnation, I have loved you fifty times for hundreds of years, but you don't know it.Look, how unfair it is.
In order to ensure that the ending could indeed be rewritten, he specifically asked the woman to help seal up all previous memories.
If this attempt still fails, he asks the woman to help him end this depressed and wrong life.
But all these things, in the known sixty lives, in the memories he has come into contact with, there has never been information about the MMO president in front of him who is also a time traveler.
"At first, I just wanted to watch a play leisurely, but I almost caused a murder case in my company. I have no choice but to save your life. You have to work a long-term job for me all your life to repay this life-saving grace." He said The vicious president sat across from him and tasted wine calmly.
"Are you... a time traveler too?" Pu Yuzhen tried hard to clear his thoughts, and asked without tying his tongue.
"It's a long story, so you don't need to be curious, but the fact that I am the president of the MMO is irrefutable. You just need to know that I will always be your immediate boss."
Obviously didn't want to answer.
"So, even though you have failed 59 times, do you still want to be with him and try again?"
However, President Cui, who knew all the truth, asked this inappropriately.
"Yes."
"Even if this feeling never gets a response?"
"Yes."
"If you still fail this time, will you continue to try time jumping?"
"...Yes, but I also want to see other scenery and meet other people."
I've been tortured long enough, it's time to let go.
Apart from love, there are obviously many things worth exploring in this world, and there are obviously many feelings that are also worth cherishing in this world.
But in the reincarnation again and again, the so-called "love" is also constantly fermenting, becoming more and more profound and heavy, so that now, using "love" to describe this relationship seems too thin.He has become the whole meaning of the previous boy's life.
Although the boy who has lost most of his memory is no longer the boy with strong and almost paranoid feelings, he unexpectedly retained this eternal love like a tulip, but at the same time possessed another characteristic of a tulip, that Just considerate.
President Cui poured the last drop of red wine into his mouth, and watched the thin but tall boy go further and further away from the reflection of the deformation of the wine glass.
If there is someone who has loved you for hundreds of years and traveled through time and space countless times just to see you again, will you also fall in love with him one day?
He raised the empty wine glass in the direction the boy left.
Who knows?
The author has something to say:
1) STYXHELIX: Re0's ED of Re[-]
2) Li Xianji, jet lag: This stalk comes from "The Adventures of Li Xianji"
3) The first time I saw the snake with the head to the tail was the entrance puzzle in the lounge of Harry Potter and the Dead Ravenclaw, not sure about the earlier source
At the same time, the setting of the full text also draws lessons from "Stones Gate", "The Mystery of Werewolf Village (レジングループ)", "Sagazaki Strange Event Book", "Butterfly Effect", "Arrival", "Oculus", Fate /EXTRALastEncore, "Poetry Cloud"...
Which part is borrowed specifically, let me make it up after I finish it... Maybe there are omissions, please point it out
———————————–————————————————————————————————
This is the reason why the Kunkun line was originally scheduled to be the longest before. Mr. Park reincarnated 59 times before this time, so there is a lot of space to write, but I deleted it, and only put sugar in the next p. .
So the lack of interaction in the past is actually because the black screen was originally entrusted with breaking them up and reducing their interaction. Therefore, except for force majeure (random factors), these two people were basically separated.
That's why I keep saying that black people are not bad people
It's okay if you don't understand. I'll explain after I finish.
————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————— There is still a problem with the function and I can't reply, so I will replace the reply with the second update... I'm sorry.
It's either that I can't go up or I can't comment. I am targeted by Jinjiang every day. Buddha
———————————–————————————————————————————————
Thanks for the support of the little cutie who is still chasing the update, I will try to add a chapter as a benefit tomorrow?
One is paro (the first case) of all members of the star detective
The second is the positive and negative ending (locked one day after Jinjiang's release)
The third is Lao Pu's own dark ending (same as above)
If you want to see which one, please leave me a message and make a wish. It will be before the second update tomorrow.
———————————–————————————————————————————————
And: Thank you for your concern, I am much better now.I hope everyone goes to college and fills in the major carefully (sigh)
Also: Ling Ling is like a joker, and the expression pack is so cute 2333
Everyone remember to go to bed early, go to bed early and get up early to be healthy, and go to bed late will make you bald.
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