Seventy Little Heads

Goudan knew how much this incident shocked his father, and it might even be...so in the past, he and Wang Xuan meant to suppress it for now.

Now Goudan thinks it's more appropriate to have a showdown.

Well, Li Si has a youngest son again. Although he will still be sad and incomprehensible, he should not be too desperate.

Goudan is sincerely grateful for the birth of that red sweet potato at this moment. Although he is a little coward (?), it is not useless.

"You son of a bitch, Xiaoxuan, father is a mud-legged guy with little knowledge and ability who only knows how to farm. You guys are doing well now, and the world is getting better now, but father just doesn't understand why you two don't want to marry a daughter-in-law. What? Is it because I really don’t have this thought or I haven’t found a girl who suits me?”

Seeing that the two were hesitating to speak, they hurriedly asked: "What is the difficulty, you have to tell Dad, if you don't tell Dad, how would Dad know what you are thinking?"

He is in his early thirties and is not yet married. The village has everything. Children of the same age can marry in two years. The two most promising sons in this ten-mile-eight-year-old village in my family are still single.

There was that gossip woman who said that her son had something wrong with her, and inquired about it inside and outside the words. According to Li Si himself, it was a problem with fart.

The son is healthy and strong. Who can say that he has something to hide?

However, it is strange not to marry a daughter-in-law...

"Father, what do you think is a good way to live in this life?" Before Li Si wanted to answer, he said again: "I remember that life was difficult when I was a child. Everyone thought about how to live every day, and then lived desperately. Children, children gave birth to seven or eight, nine or ten, and two or three survived. The whole family has to worry about food and drink every day, without clothes and food. Father, do you think this kind of life is beautiful?"

The poorer you are, the more you are keen on having children to "carry on the family line". It seems that if you have too many children, there will always be a few who will survive. Raising children seems to calculate a high probability.

But in fact, no one has figured out why it should be like this?

If you have too many children, you can’t support them. Some people have many children, but no one thinks that it’s because of the lack of medical care, lack of food and clothing, that the children cannot be raised after they are born.

I only want to have a lot of births, God is pitiful, maybe I can keep one or two, God knows, what does it matter to have a child?As long as you automatically have fewer children, just two or three, and then invest all your resources in these two or three children, will their survival probability be greater?

No one thinks, just wants to win by numbers, and the result may be annihilated.

From Goudan's impression, almost every household in the village used to have children who died young, and some died several times in a row, like a friend's newborn siblings or something.I was ignorant when I was a child, and I wanted to go and see it when I heard the cry, but was pushed back by the old man.

Li Si couldn't answer Goudan's question, but his family is very good now, with food and clothing, and Goudan and Wang Xuan's earning power is not worried about not being able to afford it.He thought so and said so.

"Father, I know that most people think that no matter how good life is, having no children is all-match. But why is it all-match when you live well? Could it be that if you live poorly, marrying a wife and having a son will be poor and unhappy for the rest of your life?" Are you happy? Earning money is primarily for your own well-being, not for having a son.”

"Father, I am very happy now. This is the life I want. This is enough. In this life, don't you just live for fun? If so, why should I bother so much?"

Li Si emphasized again: "Then you don't need money to raise your children now, and getting married won't make you unhappy." Li Si thinks this is not a conflict.

"But I don't want to get married, no, it should be said that I will never marry a woman in my life. I don't care about them, and I can't even get interested in them."

Li Si looked at his son in shock, why would he never have a family for the rest of his life? "The kid will miss his wife when he grows up, you..."

"Yes, I don't care for girls, I can't..., Dad, I can't live with girls."

Li Si was shocked: "Could it be that something is wrong with my son?" Li Si cried immediately. It's not beautiful for a 60-year-old man to cry.But such a serious incident happened to his son, it didn't mean Li Si's life.

"No, Uncle, there is nothing wrong with Brother Goudan." Wang Xuan couldn't bear it, he felt so guilty, he didn't want to use this lie to get Li Si to agree.

"Oh, really? Then there's no way..., this."

"Because I don't like girls, I, I, just like Wang Xuan." Goudan seemed to be a lot smoother when he said it, and quickly said the following words: "Father, we are already together, and we will live together for the rest of our lives without marrying. Wife. Also, too," Goudan saw Li Si's eyeballs tearing apart in shock, and his heart sank, "I can't be hard on a woman's breasts and buttocks. I can't bear a son."

Whoops, whoops, finally said it.

Li Si's brain exploded, and tears fell down.Goudan felt uncomfortable, "Father, we are doing well. When I was young, I always worried that I would starve to death someday before I grow up. Now I am still alive and well, which is very good."

Li Si burst into tears, "You guys, when did this happen? Dad has never heard of two boys living together in this life, you son of a bitch, Xiaoxuan, you two are close brothers, what? You have to live like a married couple."

"No wonder, there is only one upstairs, and there are people living in the other room. What should I do? How can the boy have sex with the boy? I haven't seen it before. Did I make a mistake?" At home, I haven't noticed it yet, but this house is I have lived here for a long time, and there are so many empty rooms, why my son and Wang Xuan still live together.

He should have thought of it earlier, but this matter is not what his son said, and he would never have thought of it.

"Father, I'm sorry. It's just that I really don't care about girls. I can't hurt other girls."

"It's good that there is Beisheng at home, and I don't have to worry about no one inheriting the incense in the future."

"Is dad worried about this? When a person dies, he kicks his legs and falls down. What kind of offerings do he want, and can he eat it in his mouth and swallow it in his stomach? No matter how good Beisheng is, it's just that your brother is not a son. After you get married, you will have your own family. In this way, when I grow old, who else can I count on?"

Brother, who knows better than him, he also has brothers, since he was a child, he didn't think what it would be like to have brothers.How is his relationship with those brothers and younger brothers now?Others may be able to watch over and help each other, but he can't guarantee that Beisheng will treat the old dog in the future.

Goudan is the eldest son, which is very important in Li Si's heart. He can't bear the thought that his son will be miserable for thousands of years in the future.

"Can't we cure it? What's wrong with this? Why don't men miss girls." Li Si asked Wang Xuan, wiping away tears.

Wang Xuan didn't dare to look at Li Si, he himself had never had that kind of impulse towards a girl, the first time he had a vague spring dream was with Goudan, he was the one who couldn't be saved.And Goudan didn't like to talk to female classmates at first, but I didn't see him interested in the same sex.

It's because they have lived for a long time that they are like this.

Wang Xuan couldn't answer, Goudan comforted Li Si, who was about to collapse, "Father, it's natural to like the same sex. It's like a cow wants to eat grass."

Li Si cried for a while, and his entire outlook on life was blown to pieces. Any father would not be happy to hear that his son likes a man.

After a long silence, Li Sicai said: "Can't it be changed? You can try it separately for a while, just try it, it will work, it will work."

"We really don't want to lie to you, otherwise we will have to hide it from you for the rest of our lives. Some people are born like this, we are not the only ones, Dad, this thing can't be changed."

"How can I explain this to others? How do the two boys live as a husband and wife? Naturally, God is so cruel that my two sons can't do this." Li Si started to choke up again as he spoke, desperate, this He heard it for the first time, and all his cognition was shattered.

Li Si said these words repeatedly, and it seemed that he couldn't accept it for a while.

"I'm never afraid of other people's comments. Dad knows it. And don't we want to spread it so that everyone knows? We just want to live together and live our lives in silence. Dad, you know what's going on in your heart, don't you yell everywhere? As for the explanation, why explain, we don't have to pay attention to what others say. Will you, Dad?"

"Uncle, we have been together for a long time, we have a good life, if we are separated, we will not live well."

Li Si was afraid and confused again, Wang Xuan made Li Si a life-soothing herbal tea to calm him down.Not to mention Li Si, fashion personnel may not be able to accept such feelings.

Even though there have been stories of breaking up sleeves and parting Tao since ancient times, the general belief is that marriage and having children is the right path in life, and those same-sex relationships in the past are just young and frivolous, romantic affairs.

Li Si did not go back to sleep in Yao's room, but slept alone in another guest room.Just to digest the news he got today, he was worried that Yao shi would see something, and he didn't want to wake up his youngest son.

Goudan felt uncomfortable, but this matter couldn't be delayed any longer, so he went to visit Li Si from time to time, worrying that he would cry again if he couldn't think about it.

Li Si is quite sensitive, this is the second time Goudan has seen him cry.

The first time was when Goudan slapped his mother-in-law and was almost killed when he was a child, when his father was protecting him.At that time, Li Si was sick and wounded, thinking that he was going to die, leaving a child as a dog, and the old mother didn't like it, worrying that the child might not grow up.Goudan saw his father cry that time.

This is the second time, and because of his own affairs, Goudan felt that his son was not qualified for the first time.

Goudan hugged Wang Xuan and lay on their bed, "My dad, I guess I won't be able to sleep tonight."

"No matter when we choose to tell our uncle, it is 'sudden' to him, because he never thinks in other directions, even if we have been sleeping together on the same kang, he thinks it is normal."

"Yeah, in his concept, marriage is both a man and a woman. Marrying a man and a woman is a major event in life."