[Comprehensive] Idol reboot

After the broadcast of this program, the production team of "Kiss&Hug" once again received a lot of attention and heated discussions, as well as the audience's speculation and discussions about the inside and outside of the play-of course, the fuel and publicity of the operation were indispensable.

As an artist in the rising stage of popularity, Lu Jianxing has benefited much more than the seniors who have already laid the foundation stone and the juniors who have just started for half a year.Not to mention anything else; just talking about the recent increase in Twitter fans, since she joined the crew, the number of people has increased tremendously, gradually approaching Mika Shimizu, who is much taller than her, doubling from the original number.

What Fudao said was confirmed, and it was not something worth distracting.After all, this is all a fake movement brought about by the topic-if it really stabilizes, it will take one year after the filming is completed and broadcast to see the effective results.

However, for her, she still has a lot to gain by promoting the tens of millions of domestic and overseas broadcasts of pv.Regardless of other things, it can be seen from the regular small offline meetings: more people want to sign and shake hands; the quarterly popularity rolling vote is no longer struggling to count down. ——These are all progress.

This kind of data-fed voting is not something liliys-dolls fans or passers-by can vote with their eyes closed.It has always been in strict accordance with the rules of the firm, through the quarterly statistics of each person's album sales, traffic popularity, number of Twitter messages, etc., in a registered or anonymous way, and finally the most popular existence will be released for special sale Some students qualify for daily record benefits as a thank you.

Shika Jianxing is basically not like Amakusa Ai, who needs to be captured every moment of her life by the videographer of the office every few months, and even rolls her eyes and has to go to the bathroom to vent her emotions.

——But after this issue came out, she became a rare No.1.

Even those preference fans who used to shake hands after the meet and greet out of courtesy have become much more enthusiastic.The first thing to bear the brunt is that she also tasted the same treatment as Mika once - she was first held by a male fan in his 30s who held her hand eagerly, and then the moment he let go, he almost Just rushed over.

……

Although the matter was perfectly resolved by the security guards, it did not cause any sensation.

——But Lu Jianxing feels that these recent things, including it, have given him a good inspiration.

She deliberately accepted the agent's appeasement, rejected several new advertisements, buried herself in the room from the afternoon to ten o'clock the next morning, and finally wrote more than 30 barely satisfactory manuscripts. ——After cutting the other [-] discarded sheets and throwing them into the sorting trash can, she took the written manuscript and handed it to the editor; then she returned to the crew as if nothing had happened, waiting for her own performance in the afternoon.

.........

"It's too much...!" When we went to eat together at night, Kise was still complaining about the same thing over and over in her ear: "Ah? Has our friendship for so many years been eaten by his conscience? Your scene He was so cool when I asked him for help, why did he just say 'a bit busy' and hang up on me when I asked him for help?!!!——It's too much, it's too much! Thankfully I listened to him obediently, so Take care of you--"

Lu Jianxing scooped up a spoonful of egg custard without much interest, put it in his mouth and swallowed it, "Senior Huang Lai~ I'll ask you a digression: Were you bad at Chinese when you were in school?"

"Uh, no." Kise Ryo got stuck, looked at the curious eyes of Sunako Nakahara who came to eat together, and immediately patted her chest confidently: "Senior, when I was in school, my grades were not good. Very good~ You can learn everything in one go!"

Lu Jianxing: "..."

After Sunako in the opposite corner showed an admiring expression of "Senior is so amazing", he continued his efforts: "In my country, everyone studied in Teiko; you know that Teiko, right? It's a super wealthy family..."

"Really." Lu Jianxing said lazily, "Then why do I hear you repeat a certain word dozens of times every day on average, always saying: 'Mr. A is too much, too much!', 'Mr. B today You actually talked to me like that, it's too much'... Do you know how many times you have to repeat the word 'too much' a day? Even I can't help but want to mention this slang. —— Put it in the novel, readers read If you have too much, you will get bored... Eh, wait a minute."

Suddenly, as if she remembered something, she took out a pen and a small notebook from the small backpack she was carrying, "... I have had a lot of inspiration recently, yes, this idea is great..." She said I just pushed away the dishes and ingredients in front of me, lay down on the table and wrote for a long time, then looked up and asked him sincerely: "Can you repeat the sentence 'too much', senior?"

"Ah?" Kise Ryota was leaning over to see what she was writing with a fork in her mouth, and asked hesitantly: "—"Qiong Xue"? And... who is Hanyin?"

"Crack."

Lu Jianxing closed the cap of his pen, "The protagonist I will play in the next film; I can't grasp her character a bit, so I will occasionally write down my impression of her as a reference in the later stage."

"...It seems to be very tall." Kise crossed his hands thoughtfully, and said seriously: "Do you want me to help brew the setting of the male protagonist? No problem, let me think about the angle... "

"Both of you are amazing." Nakahara Sunako held her face longingly, "I also want to be a reference for Hoshi-chan... so that you can think of me when you perform in the future..."

And this statement?

Huang Lai was a little moved when he heard the words; Lu Jianxing was not cold or warm to him outside the scene on weekdays, so it is not bad to make an impression, at least when she sees a handsome male lead, she will subconsciously recall Thinking of his heroic appearance...

"Oh, that's not the case." Lu Jianxing waved his hand at Zhong Yuan, "I want to refer to senior Kise for the heroine; so," she turned the pen, "Senior Kise's tone should be the same as before. The same shyness, the best - it would be the best if it could become the cat girl in Nissin's commercials, "Okay~pass~fen~"..."

"...I'll kill you."

Kise immediately fully cosplayed Atsushi Murasakihara's inside and outside; he patted the top of her head with a wide and long palm that could almost cover the top of Shikami Xing's head, and pressed her long black hair vigorously, "Don't dare to play with me again; Just, pinch, explode, you—”

.........

The work of the crew has finally come to an end in the past few days, and the update due to the hospitalization a few days ago has been handed over to Dai, and everything that should be done and should not be done has been completed-continuing to procrastinate on it is not a solution.

Lu Jianxing, who deeply understood this truth, finally stood at the door of the private hospital.

Although Akashi told her not to worry about her, he would take care of everything - it turned out that he did a good job; because later, not only the light who was ignorant of the matter and was involved by them apologized to her; even Asahina's big head Ms. Meihe, the professional superwoman who is said to be so busy flying around every day that she can't see her all day, also made a long phone call with her and apologized to her personally.

Shikami Hoshi can understand Ms. Miwa's position as a mother, and she also understands Akashi's position as a brother... She can accurately summarize the inner activities of anyone involved in this matter with her eyes closed; she has this talent and ability—— Even from the perspective of a random costumer who just works part-time on the set to watch the excitement, there is no problem at all.

...But it is difficult for her to really summarize the feelings of the person involved: that is-her, and Asahina Kiori herself.

In other words, she also knows that when the other party recovers, she also needs, no, according to Akashi's words: she must apologize to her. ——If you don’t even have the awareness to bear this for your own benefit, then no matter if it’s a friend or other close people, no matter who you are in the future, you can probably kick her to enjoy the kind of life that doesn’t have to bear any burden. The thrill of the consequences of her evil deeds.

She understood Akashi's kindness, but...

Just like no one can understand what Asahina Kiori is thinking; who can understand what she is thinking?

……

The grandmother who hated her and the grandfather who ignored her had been hated by her so much that she ran away from home for so many years; before she died, she tried her best to contact her—or rather, they always had the contact information given by Ichinose Qiao, Just pretended not to know. ——And when they were about to die, they hoped that someone could carry the coffin for them to see them off.

It stands to reason that Lu Jianxing should have a feeling of venting; but the fact is that she, who has lived with them for many years, feels nothing about it.

Even, after that, she became much more insipid about feelings. ——to the point where I occasionally pull myself away and continue doing what I should do, and I don't think it's a big deal: anyway, it's okay, and it's not worth caring about.

If it wasn't for this reason, she wouldn't pretend to follow Asahina Qizhi on his so-called heavenly train, looking for something that could stimulate emotions.

Not worth it, she thought.

An important existence was entrusted by Hanari, but she was regarded as nothing because of her own selfishness; in this case, even if the whole world stood by her and cheered for her, the balance in her heart could not be easily adjusted by this.

.........

Lu Jianxing bought two bundles of tied cornflowers on the street.

She also wanted to buy some unique, elegant, chic and meaningful bouquets; but after shopping around, there were no options nearby.So she bought a bouquet for herself as a gift, and a bouquet for Yue Jiang as condolences, and just like that, she took the flowers and walked into this private hospital in which Asahina had a share.

The facilities in this hospital are very good, and every aspect reveals that only rich people can afford to live in it.But the strange thing is that Kamihoshi heard that the eldest son of Asahina's family, Asahina Yasumi, was a pediatrician, but he refused to work here. ——The quota that the outsiders wanted to get in was dismissed lightly, maybe this is the difference between people.According to the nurses along the road and the address in the mobile phone, Lu Jianxing found Yue Jiang's ward for recuperating.

She casually knocked on the half-opened door, and pushed the door open after hearing "Come in".

……

The afternoon sun is flying, and the tone is evenly falling on the light-colored furniture. ——Compared with a hospital, this place is more like a characteristic apartment owned by a family by the sea; it has everything you need, and there is a row of comfortable-colored green dill hanging baskets placed beside the bed.

The young man who was sitting on the recliner by the bed, flipping through the book in his hand raised his head casually, "Who?"

"..."

Lu Jianxing had the feeling that he had ruined his peaceful life; "Well...it's me, I'm bothering you."

When Asahina Kori saw the girl holding the bouquet, she immediately put away the half-read book in her hand; he stood up, "...Teacher Oboroichi."

"Can you please don't call me that." Lu Jianxing put the flowers into a vase on the side, and when he turned his head, he saw a downcast expression on his face, "Well, it's not what you think. I mean, the public It's not good for you to call like that..."

"I'm sorry." Asahina took her hand, pulled her to sit down, "I'm sorry... I failed."

Lu Jianxing let him hold his hand with his fingers crossed, "...you continue like this - you keep testing my bottom line, and use your own ridiculous pathological excuses to say that I don't even care about you." If you believe in something; then I will really be angry."

"........."

"As for me," she saw that the other party was silent and calmed down, "I have always cared about Yue Jiang's affairs, or will always be very concerned. You are the person I care about very much, so when we hurt each other When I was there, I felt very guilty. ——Maybe you are too, right?"

"Yeah." He no longer refuted, but nodded obediently.

"Stories in fantasy are one thing; when you are the reader and I am the author, the distance between us is actually very far away." Lu Jianxing took the initiative to hold his other hand, with a gentle expression: "But when we become friends, isn't this distance broken? We are already friends,—so please don't do that kind of thing again..."

"Didn't the teacher say that he liked me very much?" Qizhi, like an obedient cat with silver fur, took her hand and pressed it to his face, "You said..."

"It's established now; I forgave you, so I came to see you." Lu Jianxing resisted the discomfort after being too close to others, and said patiently: "In the future, you can also talk to me about things. That's all right; and even on a day when you're really sure that you can only be forgiven if you choose death, I'm not one of those stereotypes."

As she spoke, she smiled at him intently: "I can be with you and watch you die. It doesn't matter, I know it's a lonely thing to be alone all the time; so I can be with you: If you throw yourself into the sea, you will patiently wait until the body floats up. If you jump off a high building, you will stand by. Even if it is the most mediocre sleeping pill, I will help you count the number. Psychological pressure, because this is all your own choice and has nothing to do with me; I am with you as a friend, so you don’t have to worry about the last worry. If you have to pay for it, I may be sentenced—— That..." She bit her index finger and thought for a while, "Is it a crime of induction or something? Yes, I can accept it, and I am willing to spend such time for you; because we are friends."

"Teacher... I..."

"But, you're really not that important." Lu Jianxing's voice was light, "Not so important that I need to die with you, and I don't care enough about you; Yeah, I'm not really interested at all. So, I hope you're a little bit self-aware; who would be bored with you..."

……

"Teacher! Don't talk anymore!!!"

The more Asahina Kori listened, his expression became stiffer. Finally, he could no longer maintain that attitude of not caring much about everything, and even collapsed and covered his ears: "Is it okay if you hurt me with such words?! You are too mean It's...! You said that I was very important in the last second... Can't you, even just coax me? - What did I do wrong again?! You actually want to use this kind of words to ridicule me, all you said It's a lie, do I have nothing in your eyes..."

He said something incoherent that he couldn't understand, seeing Lu Jianxing still indifferent, he suddenly hugged her paranoidly, "I don't care, we agreed to be together..."

"Who told you?" Lu Jianxing wiped away the few tears that fell on his face, "Don't cry, and...let me go." She considered that he must have had a bad meal recently Less antidepressants, those side effects are quite serious, so I no longer deliberately satirize him, "I'm sorry... I wanted to endure it, but I couldn't hold it back? Pfft, okay, okay, I apologize to you Is it okay...still angry?...Then how about this," she turned her head to look at him, "we'll go out to play after you get better? But this time I don't dare to go out with you alone; I have to call three people, No, more than four people..."

Asahina Kori still couldn't control his emotions and kept mumbling to himself. Shika Jianxing wiped his tears for him a few times, and seeing that he couldn't restrain himself, he let him go.

Anyway, tears, no matter how many there are, will run out.

It is not unbearable to wait quietly like this for a while.

……

Asahina Kori looked at the absent-minded girl in her arms, and felt so pessimistic that she was at a loss.

What else can he do?He felt that he was pathetic enough—from childhood to adulthood, there were obviously so many children in his family, but even Lucy, who was adopted halfway, was not as lonely as he was; After leaving, he turned into a person again at night, sleeping with a toy that couldn't talk; when the cold liquid was poured into his blood vessels, it was always so cold that he couldn't even blink his eyes...

It's really lonely... That's why I accepted the book Guangge gave him and read it seriously, that's why I accepted Donghua's confession, and went to date her seriously...

It's a pity that until now, if he hadn't experienced it himself, no one had told him: Man was born to be such a lonely creature.

Can not change.

To be loved, but no one can understand each other; to love others, but still to be hurt.

Whether it is the proud son of heaven who has everything or the ordinary person who has nothing, they all live so lonely in this world, humbly longing for the joy and sorrow of life, being feared by death and afraid of death.

only she...

He looked at the girl in his arms and thought almost desperately: Why can't you love me?

"When will you recover, my neck hurts..." She turned a blind eye to her distress, and still said in that indifferent tone: "Crying and laughing can't solve any problems, the important thing is to think... ..."

What should I do, should I just kill her like this?

He was violently shaken in his heart: he knew how much loss this would bring to the other party and the family; and eight out of ten times she would be stopped by her who came prepared—then, she would never Come and see for yourself.

But he is so lonely.

He didn't want to live like this anymore.

……

Just when he finally made up his mind and wanted to make a difference, Lu Jianxing suddenly lowered his eyes and said, "It won't work the first time, do you think it will work the second time?"

"..."

"I said I'd only forgive you once, at least for Hanari's sake; so think it through."

The unexpected sweetness of her lowered voice made Qi Zhi even more reluctant to give up her choice. He just said: "I..."

"What are you doing?!"

When Asahina Kori heard the questioning from the door, she subconsciously frowned and looked over there; a sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl wearing sunglasses was standing there with a face full of shock and anger.

As soon as Amakusa Ai said that, she wanted to enter the door, "It's too much!!! Kiori-sensei, you can't do this!!!! I promised that I don't have a girlfriend QAQ...!"

"Just stand there and don't move."

Asahina Kiori suddenly turned cold, even though his face was still stained with tears, "You don't have to worry about my affairs; now, please get out of here immediately."

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