[Comprehensive] Idol reboot

"........."

"unwilling?"

The girl's body looks a little thin, and she hangs her head slightly, so that people can't see the expression at this time; her hands are behind her back, she doesn't say a word, only the half strand of black hair blown by the breeze seems to be flaunting With unknown emotions, "I thought you were sincere, so I was a little serious. Well, if you don't want to play, forget it, I'll go back."

As she spoke, she threw away Huaze Lei's hand neatly, put her hands in the pockets of her coat, and walked towards home; when passing by him, Huaze Lei only heard a sentence, "Please don't worry about what happened just now." Take it to heart, goodbye", and then the girl passed him by without any regrets.

"Xing." Hua Zelei stood there silent for a while, until her back was about to disappear in front of her, then she turned up her voice, and said casually with a completely different attitude from usual: "That's not the case."

Lu Jianxing stood still, and breathed a sigh of relief at his right hand, which was stiff from the cold and warmed in his pocket for a while, "What~what~?"

"For this kind of thing..." He bit his lip, and said a little bluntly: "I have ptsd, and I didn't refuse you because of cowardice. Can... change it?"

"That's it..." Lu Jianxing bent his lips, approached him, and looked at him carefully from head to toe, "ptsd? What's going on?"

"I can't tell you this..."

"Really?"

"Well, absolutely not."

"Okay then." Lu Jianxing walked back to the painted railing she was leaning on just now. She pointed to the dark scene below and lay there in a daze: "During the day, this place is very beautiful, it's like a simulated ecology. Nature; moving forward from the sand, you can see shrubs, then temperate broadleaf paper cups and summer green forest-all miniature, of course. The branches of the garden near the house, coming in from the outside, and recently There are small fruits that taste good and can be eaten. I tasted it secretly, and it didn’t happen that I was sent to the emergency room, so it should be edible. The gardener probably takes a lot of energy to take care of these things, but the people who live here People love them. It's a pity..."

She jumped onto the fence in two strokes, sat on it, held on to the rail with both hands, and looked relaxed; it seemed that she did this kind of thing a lot.Looking at Hua Zelei's startled look and wanting to come over immediately, she chuckled: "Don't worry, if you stimulate me, I may be so startled that I will fall."

"This is no fun!"

"But I think it's very interesting." Seeing that he didn't stop, Lu Jianxing leaned back so that her lowered head could hardly be seen: "It's very interesting~"

"..." Hua Zelei frowned and stopped in place, "Stop doing such dangerous things again, tell me: what do you want?"

"Unfortunately," Lu Jian Xingwen tilted his head and smiled at him irrelevantly: "At night, it's scary here. I heard that some ignorant children came back from the Boy Scouts summer camp in the United States and ran here to gather in the middle of the night. Want to go on an adventure. As a result..."

She sat up straight, just as Huazelei was about to say something, her heart beat wildly when she saw her action - she stepped on the railing with one foot, followed by two feet, without any protection measures, shaking Staggering like a tightrope walker, he walked carefully on the guardrail.After seeing his expression, Lu Jianxing raised a smile: "I know, I know, you also think I'm super powerful, right?"

As she spoke, she walked a few more steps—then she jumped down briskly, leaning her back against the place she had just walked, and said with a light smile, "Hey, has that law ever played this kind of game?"

Before he could answer, Lu Jianxing made a judgment, "Ha, it's impossible. He's my grandmother's obedient baby, a once-in-a-thousand-year genius... 噫, and..." She thought hard for a moment, then simply waved Waving his hand: "I don't care, you have a lot of adjectives anyway. Don't talk about this, now I have a few questions for you, since you ask me what I want, you have to answer it carefully."

"...Xing, what on earth are you..."

"The first one: What is your purpose? Just because you knew my uncle, he died again, so you want to pour all your feelings for him on me?"

Lu Jianxing added, "Answer the questions seriously, I'm not easy to cheat."

"...No," Hua Zelei took a step forward slowly, "No; in fact, he entrusted us to take care of you."

"We have no malicious intentions."

"Will you not do anything abnormal?"

"...At least I won't."

"Okay, the second one: why did your attitudes all change again after I cut that kimono?"

"........."

"Do not say?"

Lu Jianxing supported the things behind him, "Don't look at me like this, I really hate the saying that I'm hesitant to talk, and I just cover up for you; at that time, something must have happened to me that made you feel uneasy, Just say it - I'm bored enough, can't I be so unlucky that my 'family' inherits some disease or something? I've felt something was wrong since I was a child; everyone in the family is sick, grandma is delusional, grandpa It's almost the same, so...how did my cousin die—your so-called ptsd is because you saw him jump off a building or something...I guess." Seeing that Hua Zelei's eyes widened in shock, Lu Jianxing grunted, and continued, "Besides, some things always make me feel that something is not quite right... Since you know my uncle, you must also know my mother; tell me, is there anything wrong with her? If so If so, I’m still young and can go to the hospital for treatment. ——To be honest, I don’t want to end up like them; why does Daoming Temple look at me like I’m terminally ill?”

Ash...you are really...

Hua Zelei tried to explain: "They are all healthy, and so is Ritsu; it's just that he and your mother had a little quarrel in the end, so," he said, he suddenly stepped forward; while he was unaware, he dragged her back He hugged her in his arms, took a deep breath, and touched her head, "You are really the naughtiest child I have ever seen, next time you want to ask something just ask, don't do this on purpose Something to scare me."

"Your mother is a very gentle woman. Although I don't know why she put aside such a lovely treasure as Xing, maybe... she also has her own reasons. Law, he is a person who cherishes his family very much; After knowing you, I have always wanted to protect you, so I entrusted someone to take care of you... Now that we are here again, as I said just now, no matter what you want, I will satisfy you. I understand that in the past you may have experienced Some unpleasant things happened; but, Xing, even if it's just for me... Please take care of yourself a little bit, okay?"

"...I have always cherished myself." Lu Jian attached to his chest, his tone casual: "In the whole world, who else would love me more than me? It's just that you keep talking about law, law and so on. Let me Felt disgusting."

When Huazelei heard the words, his heart became bitter in vain; a complex expression appeared in his eyes - at that moment, he realized one thing very clearly: that is -

This is not because of the girl's rebellion, or to show her personality, but...

Real disgust.

Lu Jianxing patted him on the shoulder, and smiled indifferently: "I'm sorry, I gave you a bad experience today; I know that I am going too far by reminding you of the traumatic stress response. But to be honest, your ptsd may be the suicide of your cousin, which keeps you awake at night. But as far as I am concerned, my ptsd..."

"It's his own existence."

"I hate him, I hate everything related to him, and the most annoying thing is being compared with him. ——Today, you keep comparing me with him, but I didn't say anything. Well, That's it. Mr. Knight, someday when I am in the mood, I will play this kind of game with you; I will go back first."

The author has something to say:

ptsd syndrome: Posttraumatic stress disorder (PTSD) is defined as an individual experiencing, witnessing, or encountering one or more actual deaths involving self or others, or the threat of death, or serious injury, or threats to bodily integrity Afterwards, the resulting individual delays the onset and persistence of mental disorders. Reports on the incidence of PTSD vary, and women are more likely to develop PTSD than men. (From Baidu Encyclopedia)

So Lumei's reaction is quite polite...