[Comprehensive] Idol reboot

After telling her the news in a hurry, the mystery of eternal life handed over all the permissions in the chat room to her; and then went offline.Haven't seen their landing again for several months.

At that time, Lu Jianxing was confused for a while, but he remembered the other party's sentence "This will belong to you from now on, try to make it as beautiful as possible"; even though he was tossed hard by his own affairs, he did not give up this place.

And just like that, that chat room—eventually turned into a "obscure fate" thing.

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When he saw the Mystery of Eternal Life online again, he didn't have any complaints about it, and praised her recent short stories as very distinctive.But he hurriedly said a few words to her, but after a few words, he left again.

It wasn't until the cold windy season passed, and the Somei Yoshino cherry blossoms once again covered the shoulders and ears of people in a hurry, that Shikami star saw Yue Jiang again.

But just as the mystery of eternal life told her...

After that, Yue Jiang completely changed.

Lu Jianxing didn't like this change.

In her opinion, the most important point in the communication between people is to respect each other.

Whether it's personality, hobbies... even if it's just a common oral habit, if the other party uses it repeatedly without realizing it, she will treat it as ignorance. ——If you are very uncomfortable, even if it is a joke, she does not agree with the practice of accusing the other party of unconsciously revealing habits because of personal disgust.

Familiar people can of course be relaxed, but for familiar strangers, respect is the most appropriate way to deal with it.

However, Yuejiang regards her as her "thing".

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For some reason, Yue Jiang started calling her "teacher" when talking to her again.Flash Dance Net a was fired.

She did not reply to Yuejiang's letter, but removed him from the blacklist.

Even now, she is very clear about one thing - she refuses to accept Yue Jiang's willful self-brainwashing.

Hanari's parents once called her and asked her if she could go to her daughter's funeral - because her daughter liked obscurity very much before she was alive, and occasionally even talked about things related to that writer at the dinner table They will talk endlessly.They promised her that they would not reveal her real information, so Lu Jianxing also went with a bunch of flowers later that day.

She saw Hanari's pale but gentle face, and she always complained about the faint, barely visible mole on the corner of her mouth when she was chatting. ——Girls always care about these things that sound harmless, but give them a headache.

So from then on, Lu Jianxing made sure that they would never meet again.

So she refused to accept Yue Jiang's self-centered explanation.

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Even so, Lu Jianxing did not try to correct Yue Jiang's thoughts like others.

After this incident, she began to try to be a real writer.All the former friends have become "spiritual friends". On the Internet, they are the relationship between the author and the reader, but they can also meet each other in reality.She gradually understood that maybe being a creator should be a lonely profession by nature—so that you won’t be easily disturbed by the plight of reality. The torment and misery that memories bring.When the consciousness of self-sense is completely stripped away, the shackles no longer exist.

Although I really want to tell Yue Jiang these words, everyone has their own way of understanding and pursuing happiness, as well as choices.At that time, Lu Jianxing was not respected by him, but she was willing to respect him.

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And until now, Lu Jianxing has been able to deal with all the people who make her feel uncomfortable, and then skillfully treat them as nothing.But for Yue Jiang, she has always tried to accept him with a complicated and tolerant attitude.

She thought, in these allowances, Hanari probably also has a share.

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A few days ago, as always, Lu Jianxing received Yue Jiang's proposal.

Although he was always silent in the chat room, he was very active in private chats with her; he would often persistently suggest that we should have an informal discussion. ——This should be proposed by him No. 30 times; each time, Lu Jianxing would very patiently refuse.It's not that she feels that her identity is so shady, but that she has to be responsible for the confidentiality agreements she signed about the group liliys-dolls.

But if it's just one person, it's really not a big deal.

After the mystery of eternal life told him that Yue Jiang's birthday would be another one soon, Lu Jianxing felt that instead of repeatedly disappointing a person, it is better to meet his needs earlier.

Even the Aronson effect will have an end; if it reaches saturation, the initial interest will completely fade away.

So she made an appointment with Yue Jiang, and also satisfied his other idea-before meeting, each of them held a copy of "No Place in the World" in their hands.Although this kind of book full of self-loathing and criticism sounds a bit old-fashioned, it unexpectedly fits Lu Jianxing's impression of him.

Lying on the hospital bed, Lu Jianxing thought: When Ying Zhi comes back later, should I ask her what she thinks about that Yue Jiang.According to the previous introduction by Hanari and himself, he should be a young, handsome young man with a certain charisma, but unconsciously carrying a bit of melancholy about being helpless in the world.

According to my usual impression of him, he probably still has some paranoia and ego.

So would it be a very gloomy person?

Thin and tall...um...

She tilted her head, and glanced quietly at the person sitting by the table, who was holding a popular science book of unknown nature, and was concentrating on drawing lines on the book and taking notes.

Doctor Green Room——

Just like him.

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