[Comprehensive] I really have a problem with my daily life

"Is this really good?" Zhe also stared at me.

"Well... I think I can't control my emotions well, and I want to do that more." I twitched the corners of my mouth, lowered my eyes, and said calmly, "And... I am also a person with a temper."

Zhe also nodded seriously: "Well, I know, and I have a bad temper."

"...Hey! Shouldn't you praise me at this time! I'm very sad now!"

Zhe also stared at me for a moment, then finally looked away, and said indifferently: "I will suffer for the sake of saving face."

"...Don't talk about this, just hit you, right? You wait here for a while and I'll get some ice cubes." After I left this sentence, I ran to the cold drink side, "Excuse me, please give me a glass Herbal tea and some ice cubes, please pack the ice cubes separately."

"Okay!"

"Iori?"

"Huh?" I turned around and was stunned for a moment, "Sawada?"

The brown-haired boy showed a smile: "Long time no see."

"Well, it's really been a long time..." I nodded and asked politely, "What have you been up to lately?"

"Uh... I went to special training not long ago." The other party scratched his head, looking a little embarrassed.

As soon as I remembered the identity of the other party, my face suddenly became serious: "Well, come on." I just said something casually that seemed to reveal some great information...it was really scary.

"Iori, what about you?" Sawada Tsunayoshi smiled gently, and seemed to be a little different from when he met last year, but it has to be said that he is developing in a positive direction.

"I...study hard and work hard." I sighed, took the herbal tea and ice cubes handed over by the boss, and was about to leave when I remembered something, hesitated for a while, looked at the boy seriously, and said seriously , "By the way, after receiving the confession, I replied to the other party a month later and then found another boyfriend in the middle. How, life is fulfilling enough?"

"...Huh?" Sawada Tsunayoshi was taken aback for a moment, not frightened by the words at all, but showed an expression of being unable to complain, "Iori, don't make such a joke all of a sudden..."

I was taken aback, because the other party's attitude became a little dazed: "...Eh? Don't you believe it?"

"You are not that kind of person at all, why did you say that all of a sudden." Tsunayoshi Sawada's face was full of black lines, his tone was full of helplessness, and he also complained a little, "Even if it is to distance yourself, you don't have to say it too much. Bar……"

"..." I solemnly stepped forward and patted the other person on the shoulder, "Thank you, Sawada, I feel much better."

"……Hey?"

"I almost thought that I was such a failure in life, really, really, thank you very much." I looked at the bewildered brown-haired boy and laughed, "I left beforehand, see you next time. "

"Ah, um..." Tsunayoshi Sawada hesitated, "Um... Iori, did something happen to you?"

I had already walked a few steps, and when I heard this, I stopped and turned my head, still smiling: "Huh? Why do you ask that?"

"Because..." The other party scratched his face, as if he was considering his words, "You look...unhappy..."

"...Is it because my acting skills are bad or you are too observant..." I muttered, the corners of my mouth tightened a bit, this time the smile came from the heart, "Keep the way you are now Keep growing, Sawada, you will definitely grow into a man who is outstanding enough to attract countless outstanding girls!"

"...Hey!?"

"Okay, let's not talk anymore, the ice is about to melt, I'm going first!" I turned around, the smile on my face disappeared all of a sudden, and after walking quickly for a certain distance, I smiled helplessly again.

This time, I am not surprised that I will choose the other party ten years later.

"Ahh—there are so many unsatisfactory things in life." I sighed and walked towards Tetsuya.

But...it's a bit unsatisfactory...

I stopped, pulled out my phone and dialed a number.

After I heard the sound of connecting, I took a deep breath and said softly: "Hello, Yukimura? I have a reply to you about the Unabara Festival I mentioned earlier..."

【Well, no need. 】

"... Oh, sorry." Huh?By the way, why should I apologize?

I listened to the busy tone after hanging up over there, and my mood fell as if I was sure. I twitched the corners of my mouth, and I didn't know what kind of expression I was showing.

Ah... suddenly want to go home...

I bowed my head and sent an email to Tetsuya: [Sorry, Tetsuya, I feel a little unwell, so I went back first.Do not worry about me. 】

Then, I turned off the phone.

As I walked home, I gritted my teeth, trying not to let myself cry.

Ah... can't go home either.I used to tell my mother about September... now it looks like a flag... Dad is away on a business trip and will come back next week. Mom will be worried when she sees it. There is no need to make them worry about this kind of thing...

I can’t make Tetsuya worry, and I can’t find Tetsuya; Kurosaki should be dating Atobe now, so I can’t ruin it at this time; Masaharu is with Yukimura and the others, I’ll just make it embarrassing to call; Haruhi can’t, she and host today The department went out; Yuzuki and Kashima are no good, these two people can't talk about the current situation, and they will probably make me cry even more...

The other people's relationship is not good enough to hold them and cry. I could go to Ryoma's house to borrow a cat, but Ryoma went out for summer vacation, Longya...

As soon as I stopped, I began to spurn myself in my heart.

What does it look like to only rely on others at a time like this... It's so ugly...

I'm just... terrible.

"Damn it..." I raised my hand to wipe my tears, while taking care to avoid people and go to places where there are few people. Woohoo... bastard..."

So you shouldn't like people from the very beginning!

I've had enough!asshole!I don't want to be in a relationship anymore!I will never take the initiative to like people in the future!

I sat alone on a seat by the edge of a remote grove. After crying enough, I rested my chin on my hands and was silently in a daze.

Actually...I'm wrong too...well...it feels easier for me to find the reason from myself after something goes wrong.

But... I'm really tired.

Besides, instead of finding all kinds of problems after dating and finally separated unhappy, it would be better to have regrets that we can't be together, right?

If I had known...I shouldn't have...been friends like that in the first place.

Now... huh?Now... where is this place?

Oops, I seem to have come to a place I don't even know... Ah, someone is here...Huh? !Wait this guy came out of the woods on his bike! ?

"Hey...you are..." I looked up at the other party, with a weak tone, "the lottery one is useless, you don't need to care about it, and to be honest, I don't really want it, but I want you guys more The best place to watch the final prize of the fireworks show... Ah, in fact, that is no longer needed, anyway, the fireworks show was canceled due to the weather."

My tone is getting lower and lower.

I think now even if the other party suddenly tells me that he is a Martian, and then kidnaps me as a human being to draw comics on Mars, I can accept it.

A black-haired boy in the uniform of M Ji handed over a glass of Coke: "Guest, you haven't taken your order yet."

"..." I took it in shock, "Thank you, thank you." Isn't this little brother too dedicated!

Sporadic raindrops began to fall in the gray sky. I didn't intend to leave, but just sat there with a drink in my hand, my mind was empty, and I didn't know what I was thinking.

It wasn't until an umbrella appeared above my head that I raised my head in a daze: "Ah... thank you, but you don't have to be like this..."

The other party did pass the umbrella over: "This is your umbrella."

"...Ah." I suddenly remembered that when I first met, I was so shocked by the other person's posture that I threw down my umbrella and ran away...

I took the umbrella with some embarrassment: "Thank you, thank you." Was it a bit rude to suspect that the other party was an alien or something... Although it really looks like it.

However, this little brother did not leave just now, but suddenly went to fetch a piece of wooden stake and a dead branch. Under my confused expression, he squatted down solemnly and started... He took out a knife and sharpened the dead branch. branch, start against the stake...

Why?Wait... wait a minute!My mind is a bit confused... This, this is drilling wood to make fire! ?Why all of a sudden drilling wood to make fire started!And now it's going to rain!Even if you drill wood to make fire, find a better place, at least a place without rain!Generally speaking, the speed of drilling wood to make fire will take 7 or 8 minutes... Damn it!This guy did it in 1 minute!Is this still human! ?

It's over, because this operation is so novel that I can't help but want to stand up and give it a round of applause... Although I still don't know what the other party is doing to make fire.

And the little brother was obviously not moved by me, relying on the sporadic fire to set the branches ablaze, then held up the umbrella, and took out the fairy wand from his pocket.

The rain had already started to get heavier. The flames on the branches in the hands of the black-haired boy were flickering. He squatted there, lowered his head, and lit the fairy wand. Because the sky was already dark and it was raining, the fairy wand The light is very attractive in the dark.

"The location where you are is the best place to watch the fireworks today." The young man said this lightly, and the fairy stick in his hand was burning vigorously.

I was silent for a while, and then I spoke again with a more helpless and relieved tone: "Thank you, today was a bad day, but now I think it is quite memorable."

The most important thing is that after going through the previous one, the sadness in my heart has been transformed into the power of complaining... As the saying goes, if you still have the strength to complain, then you will not be sad.

"Thank you for the fireworks... What the hell! Can't you just use normal methods to put out the fire? Why do you use repeated horizontal jumps! It's still raining now, and the rain can wipe it out!" I couldn't help but see the opponent's actions. Stop complaining, after he stopped, he stared at the innocent boy for a moment, and couldn't help but burst out laughing.

"Ahh - I don't even know what to say... Anyway, thank you very much. By the way, I'm thanking everyone today..." I stood up holding the umbrella, holding the umbrella handle with both hands, looking up at him, He bowed to him, with a serious tone, "Thank you, really, thank you very much."

Thank you for the tenderness you gave me as a stranger.