[Through Middle-earth BG Lord of the Rings Fans] A Different Life Das Leben der Anderen

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What's going on... It shouldn't be hundreds of years after I open my eyes...

Well, probably not!Given my current state of being bound to the Lord of the Rings, it is impossible to sleep until the Lord of the Rings is destroyed.But the silence... where am I now?Rafael wouldn't think that I was hopeless and just throw me in the woods, right?But if it is in the wild, how can you not even hear the wind?

After struggling for a long time, I finally made up my mind and slowly opened my eyes a crack——

Wow!

I was so frightened that I quickly closed my eyes, thinking silently in my heart: I must have opened it in the wrong way, try it again, it’s okay!

So I slowly opened my eyes again: "..."

Why?why?Raphael, did you really throw me away like this?It doesn't matter if you throw it, just throw it in place, why throw a spider's nest? !

I looked at the white silk nets that came into view and the big spiders hanging in the sky that were motionless and supposed to be sleeping, and I literally swallowed tears—it seemed that the ambulance didn’t call, but a bunch of them came instead. Uh...it turns out that this is the reason why there is no wind, because it is blocked by spider webs...

He lowered his eyes to look at himself, fortunately, he hadn't been entangled with spider silk yet.However, if this continues, they will find and eat them sooner or later!Or use Apparation again...

But just as I was about to use my thoughts, I was interrupted by a sharp pain from my head. I raised my hand and touched my forehead——

Um?bandage?

So someone bandaged me, so why did I get thrown here again?

I tried my best to observe the surrounding environment without making any noise, and then found a short cliff not far away—it seems that I should have been thrown from it...

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I don't know how long it has passed, maybe because of the injury on the head, I have been unable to use Apparition - I didn't expect to be so embarrassed when I was hanging up.

I fell to the ground stiffly, not daring to move, struggling to stay awake in the headache and cold.

Just when I thought I was about to fall asleep again, there were some unusual sounds from the woods——

call out--

Um?Could it be that just now...

ah!Could it be the leading actor?Could it be that the long-awaited hero is finally coming to the stage?

I couldn't hide the joy in my heart, and I tried to open my eyes wide. After vaguely seeing a blond and vigorous figure, I fell into a coma with a gratified smile.

……

I must be dreaming...

How else could I see you?

"Excilion..."

The blond elf smiled, and that warm smile immediately softened his cold face and the halo surrounding him.

My eye sockets couldn't help getting wet, and I smiled back at him and asked, "Are you okay?"

The blond elf didn't answer, but just raised his hand and wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes.

"Excilion, I've always... Missed you very much, I miss you so much, I don't dare to think of anything related to you anymore..."

I raised my head and looked at him through my slightly hazy eyes, unwilling to look away.

"Excilion, I..."

"Conan."

"...Ah?" I froze for a moment before realizing that it was he calling me.

"You finally meet someone you want to stay with."

"..."

I stared blankly at Exilion, not knowing what to answer.

"But your destinies cannot be connected together."

I froze for a moment before asking: "...Because of the Lord of the Rings?"

"Because of you, Conan, you are not from here..."

"..."

"If this continues, he will only lose his life for you, and even after his body dies, his soul may not be able to return to the Temple of Mandos."

"What?!" I looked at Exilion in shock: "How could this be?"

"Perhaps, there is a way..."

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When I opened my eyes again, I saw a familiar figure from behind by the window: "Hal...no, Thranduil..."

Thranduil withdrew his gaze from the window, turned around slowly, and shot his cold eyes straight at me.

"I..." Looking at his cold gaze, I don't know how to speak——Thrandull must know who I am, right?Is it still useful to talk about my little story about the hero of the peach?

"Thranduil, long time no see." Finally, I finally gave up that gag and decided to confess and be lenient.

"You admitted it? I thought you would deny it without hesitation." Thranduil had a smirk on his lips, his tone was cold and without fluctuation.

"I...I have no intention of lying to you,"—only a white lie, "Actually, I don't quite know what's going on, anyway, for some unexplainable reasons, I went to the year 3000 when I opened my eyes Now later, so, I feel that I am quite innocent, uh..." I accidentally exposed my unrepentant nature, so I quickly changed my tone: "However, I really didn't think so much at that time. , I'm really sorry if I scared you..."

Thranduil didn't respond to my stumbling explanation, but turned and left the room in silence.

...so, have I screwed up?

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I haven't seen Thranduil for the next few days, and I don't know if he is avoiding me on purpose, or if he doesn't take me to heart at all, it's up to me.

On this day, I had just finished the tooth sacrifice in the cellar and was about to go back to the house. I accidentally swept across Thranduil who was entering another cellar. Without thinking about it, I rushed over without hesitation and stepped forward. He grabbed his arm and asked, "Thranduil, tell me clearly! What do you want? I have explained, explained, and apologized. What are you going to do by leaving me alone like this?" ?”

Thranduil looked at me who suddenly appeared in surprise, then glanced at my hand that was holding his arm tightly, but didn't speak.

"It's really not easy to see you, but since I caught you, let's have a good chat today! Don't think I don't know, after I saved Rafael before fainting, you must be the one who sent me You were thrown into the spider nest, right? You are still as stingy as you were back then! Wasn’t it because I rejected the proposal to go back to the Giant Green Forest with you at that time, and staged a cliff jumping thriller on the spot? But that urgent What else can I do under the circumstances? After all, I am not here to save you, a guy who is about to become meat on other people's chopping boards and doesn't know it!"

I glared at Thranduil excitedly, but he just looked at me quietly.

"Your Majesty..." A pleasant voice suddenly sounded.

Um?I turned my head in some doubts, only to see two elves standing not far behind us, looking at me and Thranduil with bewildered faces.Looking down, I saw that each of them was holding a basket of flower petals, and the other was holding a bottle of liquid that looked like honey.A little puzzled, I moved my eyes to behind them again, and it turned out to be a pool of clear water...

Uh... I seem to understand something...

Turning my head slowly, I looked at Thranduil who was being held by me—I didn't notice it just now, but now I realized that this fine man was not dressed in the usual complicated and gorgeous style, he actually only wore a silver thread hidden flower white unlined garment!

I slowly let go of the hand that was holding his arm tightly, and said uncertainly: "Are you going to..."

"Bath. Why, do you want to join me too?" Thranduil's answer was so calm that even his tone didn't fluctuate.

"Heh, heh, I... I'm thin, I may not be able to bear it, but, you should enjoy it yourself." I smiled dryly, and moved my steps slowly back.

"Don't you want to talk to me?"

"Another day! I will report to you some other day! I will know everything and talk endlessly, uh, I won't bother you to take a bath today..." After I stammered, I was about to leave.

"Ah, that's right," I suddenly remembered something, and stopped the steps that I wanted to move with difficulty, "I have something important to go out in two days, that's it!" Flash people.

Only Thranduil was left muttering to himself: "No matter how many thousands of years have passed, there has been no progress..."

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Outside the golden woods of Luo Lin, I stared at the mirror lake not far away in a daze——Excilion, this is all right...

"Why don't you come in?" Haldir's brisk voice came from behind me.

I turned around and looked at Haldir, who was dressed in a Lolin patrol outfit: "I'm not a resident of Lolin, so it doesn't seem right to break in like this."——And if Grandma Gai finds out, then Isn't everything exposed?So he quickly changed the topic: "You seem to be in a good mood when you go home?"

Haldir was a little surprised, and nodded: "Well, what about you? How did you send Adele back?"

"Oh, I met Legolas and Aragorn, they were walking, so I also..."

"So Legolas has at last found what he was looking for?"

"Yeah! They have a good relationship!" When I mentioned those two people, my mood became lighter, and I couldn't help joking: "What? Seeing that Legolas has a new friend, are you jealous?"

Haldir narrowed his eyes, and said slowly, "I've wanted to ask for a long time, what's on your mind?"

"Me! Of course, what I installed is ultra-high-speed operation, multi-function and high-configuration, XOS, Windows, it's nothing to worry about!" Just as I was about to continue to refute, I suddenly realized that I was unconsciously told by Haldir again. Leading away, so that I almost forgot the important purpose of this trip.I cleared my throat and put on a solemn look: "Haldir, I didn't come to you today to talk about this, I have something important to say."

"Oh? Do you actually have something serious to do?"

"..." I clenched my fists secretly and said in my heart: Calm down!you can!You can even bear the name Conan, what else can't you? !

"Haldir, I... am here to say goodbye."

Haldir finally did not continue his poisonous tongue attack, but repeated with a little hesitation: "Farewell?"

"Yeah, I, I finally found my way to go, and I may never have the chance to meet you again, so..."

Haldir looked at me silently for a while, and then said softly: "You really like this."

"……what?"

"Just now I felt that I was getting closer to you, but you pulled me away... Conan, what exactly do you think of me?"

"I, actually I, I just..." I was at a loss for words and didn't know how to answer.

Haldir looked at me who was at a loss, sighed helplessly, and then slowly approached me.

But I can only watch him approaching me silently, and watch him raise his hand and caress my head in silence.

"Conan, I know you have secrets, your understanding of this continent, your familiarity with elves, and even about the Lord of the Rings, you know a lot of things that you can't and shouldn't know. But I don't want to ask you about those, I I just want you to answer my question: do you want to be with me?"

I couldn't help but look at Haldir in surprise, you don't ask me about all the things I used to know, the secrets I know that may subvert the situation in Middle-earth, or even whether I like you or not, you just want to know me Do you want to stay with you?

I lowered my head, hesitated for a moment, then threw myself into Haldir's arms, and buried my tear-wet eyes in his chest.

Haldir, if possible, I really don't want to lie to you like this...

I think, in the future, I will always regret this decision today...

However, in order to prevent you from dying for me, in order for your soul to return to the temple safely, in order to prevent you from encountering accidents because of my existence, I want to cut off the connection between us...

I raised my head, looked into Haldir's blue eyes, and said slowly:

"Haldir, you are just a shadow... the shadow of the one I lost..."

"Whenever I see you, I think of him unconsciously..."

"He is my first love...the one I can never let go..."

"Haldir... sorry..."

Haldir looked at me silently and didn't speak, but his eyes flickered with some emotions that I couldn't understand.

I didn't dare to look at him anymore, so I quickly lowered my head: "Haldir, goodbye..."

Then, I hugged Haldir's waist tightly, and whispered: "Obliviate."

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Why is it just my love that is late

Why is it just my love that is hard

AlthoughI'mrightinfrontofyou,althoughI'mrightbesideyou

You were my whole world

I see only you

But when I'm minfront of you, I always look away

Asif you were my very last

Asif fit were my very last moment

If even from along distance

I could look up on you

That's what you call love

I guess I cannot stop this love

Taeyeon Kim《Canyouhearme》

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This feeling has become a memory of its own, scattered mandarin ducks.It's cool after the rain, I had a dream 11 years ago.

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