[Descendants of the Sun] Fascinating scenery

Hugo once said: "When a person's heart is full of darkness, evil will grow there. The guilty person is not the person who committed the crime, but the person who created the darkness."

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She has always known that she is a cold-blooded and selfish person, even when facing her only blood relative, she can treat him indifferently and take advantage of him from time to time.She has been pursuing her own uniqueness all her life, whether it is family affection, friendship, or love, she has almost become obsessed with that "uniqueness".

She is shadow, a Chinese American who works in a large hospital in central Los Angeles.She used to be full of confidence in her medical skills, which was her proud capital at that time.But when she met another genius in another Asia, she realized how far she was from it.

After being hit hard, she always tried her best to get close to that halo.In the end, she also won the favor of the halo and entered the European Union, that magical place for the medical industry. She became the "apprentice" of the halo, and traveled to different "battlefields" with the halo.Of course, she never stopped her progress. She clings to her and becomes a shadow under the halo.A genius apprentice of a genius, she is very proud of her status in the EU for two years. She enjoyed all the hard work of 'Battlefront'.She became an official member of the European Union as she wished, and she was also Halo's partner, partner, and her new identity. At that time, she thought that she had finally found the one and only, her uniqueness.

The reality shattered the dream again, and when the German rescued again, Halo brought another "apprentice".From the first moment she saw that person, she felt panic in her heart, perhaps because of the look in his eyes, or perhaps because of Halo's attitude and demeanor, she felt that she would lose everything that was most important and important in her life.For this reason, in the next two years, she kept a distance from him. She treated Halo's new apprentice like an intruder.

"Shadow, let's have a drink together after work~~" Halo looked at her with a smile, those smiles were like the warm sun in winter, dispelling all the darkness and cold around her, she nodded, that was the moment in her life The sun, who would not want to have it?

Everyone drank very happily that day, and because of the wine, the new apprentice lost some restraint and restraint in the past, and the admiration shown on his expression was too obvious, even though she had never been involved before, he felt that he was about to fall in love with her. His eyes melted.How nice it would be to be the only one in those eyes, but those eyes were looking at the halo.The hope ignited in her eyes was instantly disillusioned, as if ever since she knew the halo, her hope would always disappear in the next second, the feeling of suffocating loss that was lifted up and then dropped down surrounded her, her There was a blankness and silence around the world until she heard him say: "I love you~~" Although this sentence was whispered under his drunkenness, it was the only voice she could hear at that time.

Obsession, indulgence, unwillingness, all kinds of emotions drove her to cover his lips, the madness of that night ignited her desire for love, experienced the disappointment of family and friendship, now only love is left, even if she knows this This love does not belong to her, never belonged to her, but it is also the only one in her life.

After that night, their relationship turned delicate. She never concealed her desire and possessiveness for him, but he remained the same as before, only occasionally coming to her apartment. When the desire was satisfied, she could always hear him talking The name of Halo whispered in his ear.At that moment, she felt that she was a thief, stealing other people's love, but she selfishly thought that love belonged to her and could only belong to her. a love.

When she had this idea, she couldn't accept it for a while. Looking at the halo who was still busy beside her, the only one in her life, she couldn't do anything to the halo. She fell into a dilemma and almost collapsed.

At that time, she longed for him even more. At that time, she was almost escaping, escaping from everything given by the halo. Perhaps, as the halo said, she was really tired and needed to rest for a while. She took leave to go to the country where the halo is located, South Korea .There, Halo prepared an apartment for her, saying that she would come back after resting, it didn't matter, she would always wait for her.

She just nodded perfunctorily at that time, and she didn't tell anyone, including him, about her departure.I was surprised when he appeared in front of me.

He asked directly, why did he leave?Although that face was still indifferent, the anxiety in the questioning tone made her smile.

She won, right?

During those days in Korea, with his company by her side, she seemed to have forgotten everything on the "battlefield" in the past. She waited for his every visit with satisfaction, just like a wife is waiting for her husband who is working outside. Hope it's real, she hopes it's true.She forgot her identity, her job, everything in the past has been submerged in every bit of her life.

The good times didn't last long, and she received news from Halo that she needed support.She was stunned, and turned to look at everything in the room, which disappeared instantly like a bubble.Those eyes that were originally filled with happiness suddenly became hideous.

Why?Why?She yelled frantically in her heart.

She began to hate everything in the past, including the European Union, the halo, medical skills, and the battlefield.Everything that she had obtained through untold hardships was like a sinful knife, slicing her heart one by one. Sometimes she was suffocated by the pain, and she wanted to escape, escape completely.

It's just that when she took action, she was pregnant, she was ecstatic, and she forgot the environment she was in.The colic that day was like a guillotine, completely killing all her hopes and all her reluctance.

Her love, her child, her only one, all disappeared because of her, her hatred was poisoned, it was a fight between her and her.Although Halo doesn't know all of this.She unconsciously put poison in the instruments that Halo often touches. It is colorless and odorless. Even the antibodies in their bodies have no way to resist it. Just when everything is succeeding , They will be sent to the 'battlefield' again.On the night of her departure, she was very happy, because when she thought of coming back this time, the halo would be able to completely inform her, and she would be able to get rid of everything here, and be with her love without interruption.

The moment she set foot on the land of Cuba, she had a premonition, and she thought about the plan more than once in her heart, how to completely destroy the halo, how to make her love belong to herself, even if she passed away from then on.

That day she was lying in the arms of the halo, looking at the halo with her eyes open with difficulty, and said word by word: "You must live, live." As long as the halo is alive, she will let the halo slowly bear the pain in her heart. Suffering, like her, all of this is unreasonable and only she has to bear it alone.

During those years of living with him, she knew all about his secrets and his plans.It's just that it's her love, she obeys everything in love, as long as he is by her side.

Whether this love is stolen or threatened, it doesn't matter how you get it, as long as she has this love and is always by her side in the end.

The pursuit of her life, those she pursued persistently, the one and only, like the sun, she can feel it but cannot touch it.

In this short life, family, friendship, and love are gone. The only one, the pride, the happiness, everything is like a dream, colorful, even if it is thick and colorful, it is still a portrayal of her life, just At the moment before she fell into a coma, she thought that it would be great if she didn't have all of these, so she wouldn't be so obsessed with falling into the abyss, struggling until she was exhausted.

If she could do it all over again, she hoped that she would be among those ordinary people and live an ordinary life.