until the end

Suzumiya Sakura looked at everything in front of her in a daze.

The people who came and went to greet her with care, caring eyes, warm concern, and the hands that patted her trembling body...

Nausea.

very disgusting.

Very disgusting.

Whether it's the words coming out of the lips painted with bright red lip gloss, or the appearance of dry paint.

All.

all speak false languages.

— made her feel sick.

"Sakura, you must be scared!" Whoever told you to be friends with that kind of person, it's your own fault!

"It's okay! Sakura. It's not your fault..." I didn't expect such a scandal to happen to the most famous Suzumiya family, it's really satisfying.

"It's so pitiful, Sister Sakura is still shaking!" Hahaha, look at your funny look now, hum!The young lady of the Suzumiya family who is calm and self-possessed is a joke.

"Sakura...you still have friends like us!" It's so funny, when I saw them like that, I really thought they were friends!

"Sakura, don't make mom worry..." Don't make trouble for me anymore!

"Hey, listen to Dad, after this incident, go to that villa in the mountains to have a good rest and heal your injuries!" Really, if you are not locked up temporarily, I don't know what troubles will happen!

"Don't worry! Your uncle has already received the news. The police will say that you were just acting in self-defense. The girl died suddenly because she often went to improper places and took too many drugs."

In an instant, only this sentence remained.

Her world was quiet.

No longer scrutinize the darkness behind the words.

Because——it doesn't make any sense anymore.

Suzumiya Sakura blinked her dry eyes slowly, and mechanically raised her head to look at the person who spoke.

She opened her lips tremblingly, and then heard a voice——

"....That's good."

She suddenly realized that the most disgusting thing was herself.

No longer wanting to see the false eyes around her, she slowly stood up and went back to her room.

Yes, she is so fake too.

Behind the happy, simple memory, the falsehood rooted in the soul - how to forget!

After closing the door forcefully, she slowly slid down against the wall, and there was darkness in front of her.

Her light has been stripped away.

In the dark, she will gradually rot.

She understands, it's just...

"...true..." Everything was so sudden.

"Got it, found it..." The stopped brain started to spin.

Before, she hated her seeming inherent calmness.

Now....

A low-pitched laugh sounded in the darkness, it was the sound of a maniac, like a man who had lost everything.

"Manami..." Suzumiya Sakura murmured.

She is twisted and she knows it herself.

To be friends with Manami, maybe, I just want it very much.

want to.

really want.

really want.

In her eyes, Manami was always shining.

She approached because she wanted to, probably because her eyes stayed on her for too long, so Manami kept approaching her persistently!

She fumbled for their photo, and when she saw Manami smiling, tears rolled down her cheeks.

You approach because you want to, and you want to snatch because you are close.

really.....

The most disgusting... is myself.

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Suzumiya Sakura looked indifferently at the man crawling and struggling on the ground, his face was distorted as if seeing the most terrifying thing in the world.

She looked at that face that could not be called handsome at all, and suddenly thought indifferently in her heart.

Take his face off!

Anyway, regardless of external perfection, as long as it is lost, the inner essence will be exposed!

Holding a shiny metallic knife, she approached slowly.

After three years, she had waited too long for this moment.

Slowly bring the tip of the knife close to the eyeball, as long as it stabs from here——

Suzumiya Sakura suddenly paused.

She looked at her pupils dilated with fear, and her trembling body slowed down by the electric shock.

that time....

Manami must...

It's also so scary!

The knife in his hand fell.

"...I am, will not be the same as you..." That will definitely be hated.

"But... the more painful... is yet to come." She pulled the corners of her lips and smiled in a strange arc.

The evidence has been sent to a trustworthy person, a person with a sense of justice and sufficient influence.

Sakura Suzumiya went to the window and opened it.

Seeing the unbelievable look in the man's eyes, she turned around and jumped.

Her profit-seeking parents seem to be trying to expand their territory recently, and this is probably an opportunity that they won't let go!

She slowly closed her eyes, her consciousness slowly sinking into the darkness.

Because you want to come closer, because you are closer, you want more.

But it's gone....

Because of losing...so,

more,

vivid memory.

The pain like gnawing on the bone is about to end, and living is more painful than dying.

At the moment when the deep impact hit, she suddenly thought of...

At first, she was just envious of that character.

——she will eventually rot in the deep darkness.

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