until the end

The rain outside the window kept falling.

The small voices in the bed seemed a little indistinct in the sound of the rain.

"Why do you think so?" Ever since Megumi Inoue finished that sentence, whether it was a sigh or a self-deprecating sentence, she had been staring out the window, and asked Xiao Bai, who was a little impatient with the silence.

Megumi Inoue made a puzzled sound in a daze, with a dazed expression of disturbed thoughts on her face.

Standing aside thoughtfully, Jingyecha glanced at the rain outside the window, and repeated Xiaobai's question, "Why do you feel...that you are just a supporting role?"

That's right, although she is very sure that this is the world of books, but as a person in this world, how would Inoue Hui know?

"Hmm..." Seemingly understanding their question, Megumi Inoue pursed her lips with a slightly shy expression.

"It's just a guess...Because I often stay indoors, I prefer to read some books..." Then she yearned for the book world that she couldn't reach.

Jing Yecha nodded understandingly when she heard the words, so that was the case, just when she thought the reason was as simple as that, Inoue Hui continued to speak.

"The most important thing is... I, dreamed about it." Looking at the swaying tree branches outside the window as the rain increased, her expression was a little complicated.

Jingyecha couldn't hold back his surprised expression for a moment, and looked straight at Megumi Inoue, the dream... came!

Tsurumaru, who had been silent since just now, also returned to his original state, and his golden eyes also looked at Megumi Inoue, "Dream!?" Is that what he meant?

Seeing their surprised expressions, Megumi Inoue felt amused in her heart, and nodded in a serious manner, "Yes, I dreamed about it."

After getting the exact answer, Jing Yecha lowered her eyes and thought for a while, "So that's how it is..." She looked up at Megumi Inoue.

"I don't know if it's luck or misfortune...the hidden power in your soul is probably similar to precognition...that's why you dreamed it!" And...this is probably a warning to her from this world.

Megumi Inoue nodded. After hearing the reason why Jing Ye Tea Club came to help her realize her wish, she roughly guessed the reason.

After finally understanding the reason, Xiaobai shook his tail and continued to ask, "Then what did you dream about?"

Megumi Inoue looked out the window again at the rain scene that was falling harder and harder, and looked at the gloomy and dark sky, her eyes were slightly blank and she opened her mouth.

"I dreamed..."

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That was when she was almost 20 years old.

Although there is only a small amount of time together before the rain, it is enough for Megumi Inoue to put her heart on that person.

The guy, he said he couldn't remember his own name, so she took one for him.

"...How about calling Lan Qing?" The girl pursed her lips slightly, her expression full of anticipation and nervousness.

He looked at the girl suspiciously for a while, then nodded, with a gentle voice full of doubts, "Why is it called this?" Lan Qing...well, he didn't think it mattered, he was just a little curious.

The girl froze for a moment, then her eyes shifted as if thinking of something.

"...This is a secret!" The girl made a rare childish gesture, fingering her fingers and smiling a bit cunningly.

The young man, namely Lan Qing, smiled helplessly and patted her on the head.

"Since it's a secret, there's nothing you can do about it!"

Everything seemed different from that day, and she was full of different feelings every day.

While waiting, looking forward to it every day, his voice seemed to linger in my mind.

When we met, I wanted to share all the happy things in my heart, and I wanted to understand everything about him better.

after,

One day she will understand.

She, Megumi Inoue, was curious, yearning, liking, and finally fell in love with him unknowingly.

He is a touch of bright blue in her repeated daily life, although she doesn't know if his mood is the same as hers.

But this did not prevent the emotions surging out of her heart.

Just as she was quietly imagining their future situation with shyness, she began to dream.

At the beginning, I dreamed of death, the end of Megumi Inoue.

Her life will come to an end in two years, and her weak constitution, which has kept her lingering in the hospital bed for no reason, finally showed its ferocious fangs.

When she saw this scene, she really wanted to convince herself that this was just a dream, but somewhere in her mind came a decisive voice telling her that this was the real future.

She wanted to wake up from this terrible nightmare, but she could only watch from the sidelines.

She saw the man sitting on the branch of the old tree, muttering to her empty bed, "Isn't there...?"

At that time, complex emotions filled her heart, including sadness, distress and a little joy.

Lan Qing really cares about me... Such thoughts keep appearing.

The dream passed day by day amidst her repeated struggles and looking at Lan Qing's back in the bed from time to time.

Just when it was long enough for her to think that maybe it would be nice to just sink into the dream like this forever, a girl appeared.

A lively, healthy, and energetic young girl is exactly what she wants to be in her dreams.

At this time, she had a wonderful premonition, always feeling that... between that girl and Lan Qing...something will happen...

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"Before the rain, the wind blew that girl's hat away. When she looked up, the surprised expression of Lan Qing on the tree was clearly reflected in her eyes." Hui Inoue clenched her fingers slightly, her eyes only a little sad.

"Sure enough... this is the so-called encounter between the hero and heroine!" She turned her head and smiled at Jing Yecha and the others, but her expression was bitter.

The room fell silent for a while, only the sound of the increasingly loud rain echoed continuously.

After a while, Megumi Inoue looked at the rain that seemed to be slowing down and said, "I woke up from this dream, but then I dreamed some fragments of their future intermittently..." Her hand rolled up involuntarily. Some hair, confused expression.

Jingyecha lay on Xiaobai's back in her arms, her thoughts wandered slightly... love..., she recovered, and suddenly caught a glimpse of Tsurumaru listening attentively.

Unexpectedly, at this time...it seems unexpectedly reliable!

Inoue Wheata paused, then continued to speak slowly, "Lan Qing looks very happy...that's good...that's what I thought." She could only lean against the window with him all the time. Chatting, but that girl can come up with all kinds of interesting ideas, Lan Qing is really... very happy.

"But...I saw them talking once."

Megumi Inoue recalled that time——

"Speaking of which, why is Lan Qing called Lan Qing?"

"What's the matter, why do you ask?"

"No, I'm just confused, because you don't remember what you said? Could it be that you thought of it yourself!"

"........"

"What's wrong?! Can't you remember?"

"No..., the girl who lived in a certain ward took it for me... I don't know what it means..."

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"...I want him to know the meaning of that name no matter what." At that moment, she suddenly had this idea.

Inoue Hui looked straight at Jingyecha, "I want Lan Qing to see the sky after the rain." Her expectant eyes looked firmly at Jingyecha.

"That's my wish."

Even if it was just a glance, that person would definitely be able to understand the meaning of the name.

Jing Yecha looked at her, "Is this really what your wish is? As long as it is what you wish, I will find a way to fulfill it." Whether it is wanting to continue living or to continue the peaceful daily life with Lan Qing, it is just a wish , then as a price she will complete.

Megumi Inoue shook her head at her, and smiled with relief, "For me, that's enough." She looked at the cleared sky outside the window, turned her head as if remembering something, and looked at Jing Yecha, "One more thing, I wish..."

Megumi Inoue finally waved at them with a playful smile on her face, only then did Jing Yecha realize that her complexion was not very good.

Jing Yecha finally turned around and gave her a reassuring smile, "Don't worry! This wish will definitely come true."

Then, she was left alone in the ward.

Megumi Inoue slightly suppressed the smile on her face, feeling a little dazed. She turned her head to look at the clear sky after the rain, but suddenly found that the outside was a deep gray and black.

This is.... She widened her eyes in surprise, has time been turned back? !

"What's wrong? This expression!" She heard a familiar voice.

"It's been so long, will you still be frightened by my sudden appearance!" Lan Qing chuckled a few times.

"No..., just..." Megumi Inoue stared blankly at the face that suddenly magnified in front of her eyes.

Lan Qing sat directly on the window sill, approached her face, and looked at her carefully, "What's wrong? Could it be that your head hurts?"

Seeing his concerned eyes and the gentle voice of concern close at hand, Megumi Inoue's face slowly turned red, "No, it's not, it's just... just thinking about something, and, you're too close It's gone!" She couldn't breathe.

But it was incredible, she touched her chest, and her confused heart seemed to settle down in an instant.

"Could it be that your heart is hurting?" Seeing her movements, Lan Qing's expression became a little serious, and she got closer.

Seeing that the distance between each other was shortened, Megumi Inoue backed away in a little panic, and almost fell off the bed unexpectedly.

"Ah!" She closed her eyes, but she felt being pulled and held firmly.

"It's all right!" With Lan Qing's gentle voice, she felt her chest was also shaking.

"No..., thank you..." She took a deep breath, feeling that the nib of the pen was full of Lan Qing's good smell, and then gently let go of the hand she was holding tightly, and Lan Qing could feel her movements Then he let her go slowly.

Megumi Inoue always felt that the atmosphere was a bit awkward, so she wanted to find something to say.

"...Why are you sitting on the windowsill all of a sudden?" She was really startled just now.

Lan Qing looked at her carefully, confirmed that she was really all right, and then said with a gentle smile, "I decided to sit on the window sill when I show up in the future." He skillfully tidied up her somewhat messy hair.

Megumi Inoue was also used to this kind of interaction between them, so she just asked suspiciously, "Why do you want to do this all of a sudden?"

After finishing the last strand of hair, Lan Qing raised her head and looked at her tenderly, "The wind before the rain is very cold, and I always feel that you are not in good health recently..."

Megumi Inoue felt that she should be blushing, otherwise why would she suddenly feel her cheeks burning slightly, but...it's already time...

"That's why it's decided, don't open the windows even if the wind isn't too strong!" Lan Qing insisted softly and irresistibly.

Seeing his persistent expression, Inoue Hui nodded obediently, "Okay! I'll listen to you, but..." She deliberately protracted her tone.

"but?"

"It's a pity that I can't feel the freedom of the wind!"

"Then wait until you recover, and then no matter what kind of wind you want to blow, I will not stop you!" She was pulled to lie down, and then felt a light pat on the head.

"...that's right!" She smiled at Lan Qing.

It's just that she never seems to get better.

"What are you going to talk about today?" Seeing that Lan Qing also sat by the bed, she asked with some doubts.

"Don't talk about anything today, I'll watch you sleep." Lan Qing took advantage of the situation to pull the quilt for her.

"Hey~ It's rare for you to show up..." She wanted to get up reluctantly.

"It's okay, go to sleep! It's interesting to watch you sleep." He insisted on holding her down.

After a stalemate for a while, Megumi Inoue buried her head in the quilt as if giving up.

"Hey... Lan Qing."

"Ok?"

"Is my complexion that bad today?" Her muffled voice came out.

Lan Qing sighed softly, and took her out of the quilt, "No, I just want to see you sleep today."

She closed her eyes and frowned slightly, "Lan Qing is really cunning..."

Lan Qing laughed a few times, "Go to sleep quickly! Otherwise, I won't be able to see when it rains."

"I know..." Megumi Inoue slowly slowed down her breathing, trying hard to fall asleep.

But, sure enough, she still wanted to do something more during the time she could get along with Lan Qing, she opened her eyes suddenly, and when she wanted to tell him——

There was no one beside the bed, and it was gradually raining outside the window.

She lowered her head slightly, and touched the edge of the bed that was still warm, "Actually...I want to spend my time with you more..." Because she has already doomed her own future.

"Also... I've been wanting to ask you a question, well... You can't hear it anyway..."

"...after I'm gone, will you still think of me?"

Megumi Inoue was stunned for a moment, then smiled sadly.

"...I don't want it anymore, I hope you in the future can always smile happily."

With that girl, Lan Qing will definitely be happy!

She is so convinced.

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