[Killing Orange] The most difficult thing to keep in the world

When Naraku was not Naraku, he was just a little spider. As a monster, he naturally didn't like the witch Kikyo very much.It's just that compared to other monsters who want to get rid of them quickly, he wants to get the jade of the four souls guarded by the witch.

But he was too weak at that time, just an insignificant monster, to deal with a witch with profound spiritual power, it was like hitting a stone with an egg, and he was overwhelmed.Although he is small in strength, he has a good mind. With just one mouth, he incited many monsters to deal with Kikyo, and he is good at killing people with a knife.

It's a pity that no matter how many monsters are sent, they are still not enough to look at in front of the powerful Kikyo.He understands this very well, which is why he is so desperate.How long will it take for him like this to get the jade of the four souls?This was almost a hopeless wait, when he was almost about to give up.

Things took a turn for the better, Kikyo fell in love with a half-demon!This matter was so ridiculous that it made him feel a little ridiculous.There was even a faint anger that he couldn't express himself, maybe it was because he had stared at her for too long and looked up at her for too long, and he had deified her invisibly.

So the unattainable god in my impression suddenly leaned over to take care of the world, and that person was still a half-demon who was nothing, and the gap was so big that he couldn't help but feel some subtle grievances.However, these emotions were very weak, and the weak ones were diluted by the news that Kikyo's spiritual power had decreased in a short while.He didn't care why Kikyo's spiritual power decreased, he only knew that his chance had come.

However, he also knew that with his current weakness, even if he snatched the jade of the four souls, it would be nothing more than making a wedding dress for others, so he desperately wanted a complete body.Then he set his sights on the ghost spider who was saved by the witch, but he was actually unwilling at first, after all, he really didn't like this human being.Whenever he had other choices, he would not choose this person, but at that time, he had no choice but to choose. He finally chose to devour this human named Ghost Spider together with other monsters.

During the devouring process, many monsters naturally wanted to fight for the control of this body, but how could he do what they wanted? He had done some tricks before that, and the owner of this body could only be him.In the end, he succeeded, and successfully possessed a new body. He named himself Naraku, which means hell. This name is very appropriate, because he was supposed to return from hell.

The first thing Naraku did after he was born was to seal the original ghost spider. That disgusting bandit and his dirty desires made Naraku unable to tolerate his existence for a second.After the seal was completed, Naraku began to implement the plan he had thought up before. He first pretended to be Inuyasha and attacked Kikyo.

When Kikyo was attacked by him and fell to the ground, the blood stained the surrounding grass, but she just looked at him in disbelief as if she didn't see it, and said, "Why?"

Naraku looked coldly at the formerly high and mighty holy maiden, who fell into such a miserable end, and felt a little bit of happiness in her heart.

Heh, Kikyo, no matter how powerful you are, you still haven't fallen into my hands after all.No, it should be said that it fell into the hands of what you thought was love, so just watch carefully, how ridiculous is the love you thought of!

Naraku took the Jade of the Four Souls and disguised herself as Kikyo to assassinate Inuyasha.The half-demon only knew how to hide at first, but when Naraku said: "Half-demon!" and said a few words to stimulate him, he really started to explode, and said: "Just wait, I'll go now!" Steal the jade of the four souls."

Everything follows Naluo's footsteps, and you ask him why he didn't just take the jade of the four souls away, but made such a big detour.Naturally, it is because his ability is too weak now, if he touches the jade of the four souls rashly, he is afraid that he will be purified if he fails to absorb it.So it can only be done after the jade of the four souls is polluted.And the most suitable candidate for this is undoubtedly Kikyo, and I don't know what kind of scene the witch, who is full of resentment because of being betrayed, will be in contact with the jade of the four souls, it must be very beautiful, Naraku thought so.

But apart from this point, there may be another point that Naraku is unwilling to admit, he can't see them falling in love.Just because of that half-demon?Does he deserve it?Every time Naluo saw it, she wished to smash something.It can be said that he planned so much, except that he wanted to get the jade of the four souls, the rest was all to make them turn against each other.

Now everything is ready, only the east wind is owed.Naraku is sitting behind the scenes waiting to reap the benefits of the fisherman.But there are thousands of calculations, but Naraku didn't count that Kikyo didn't kill Inuyasha, that's fine, she actually went to another world with the jade of the four souls.

This is something Naraku never expected. He has been exhausted for so many years, and it is the first time he stumbles. How can he express his depression in one sentence.Therefore, the name Kikyo was really remembered by him for the first time, not as the guardian of the jade of the four souls, nor as the obsession of the ghost spider, but Naraku himself, which Naraku did not notice.

Fifty years have passed, during which Naraku was busy practicing while teasing others, watching them reveal all kinds of ugliness of human nature because of her own design.Naraku is full of sarcasm, behold, this is the so-called human being, how sad and ridiculous!Thanks to someone who has been working diligently to help these people before... So-and-so, Naraku paused in his thoughts, thinking of the witch in white and red dress, his expression was in a trance for a moment.

In these years, Na Luoxian was extremely bored and even looked through the memories left by this predecessor, the ghost spider. The first half of his life was almost all about burning, killing and looting, doing all kinds of evil, and the second half of his life was almost all about a woman.A holy witch who saved him, took care of him, and was extremely incompatible with him.

To be honest, Naraku was a little surprised when he saw Kikyo taking care of the ghost spider from his memory.After all, in his impression, Kikyo has always been ruthless and resolute. She has never been soft-hearted in the face of invading monsters. At that time, she was so cold-blooded that it was frightening.

But at this moment, Kikyo lost all his coldness, and cared for a person with a gentle and compassionate attitude.Seeing such a platycodon, Naraku's heart moved slightly for some reason, as if he wanted to take this warm light like the sun as his own.

As soon as this thought flashed by, Naluo was stunned, and quickly sank his face, why did he remember it again?Could it be that the human heart of the ghost spider still remains in his Naluo body?But it is clear that Naraku himself has already sealed the ghost spider, so how could it affect him, but Naraku has never noticed this.

It’s fine if it’s always like this, maybe as time goes by, those subtle and subtle throbbing will fade in memory as time goes by.But that witch appeared, and became his enemy. In the contests, the name, this person gradually became distinct, so vivid that he wanted to forget it but couldn't forget it.

It felt like a ray of light suddenly appeared in the world that had been dark and silent for many years. The ray of light was bright and brilliant, with the most eye-catching light and heat, but it was out of his reach.He can only look up, wanting to get close to touch but can't, being careful, touching a trace of warmth can make him secretly happy for a long time.He was ill, terminally ill, and the medicine was useless.

For such Naraku, the name Kikyo is undoubtedly special, perhaps it should be said that it has far-reaching influence.Once encountering something related to Kikyo, Naraku can't help but feel happy, angry, sad, and happy, and her emotions change with her.

It's like he didn't particularly care about whether he was a half-demon, but because of Kikyo's words, he started to care.

"You really need this thing, monster Naraku, no... half-demon Naraku."

"You say I'm a half-demon?"

Naraku didn't really care much about the identity of a half-demon at the beginning. In his opinion, as long as he has strong power, his identity is nothing at all.But at this moment, the sarcasm on Kikyo's face hurt him greatly.

The more you care about a person, the more you want to be perfect and omnipotent in her eyes.Naraku didn't want to admit it, but he had to admit that when facing Kikyo, he would always feel ashamed of himself.

Kikyo is too perfect. Compared with her, he is a composite of many monsters, and he is a symbol of uncleanness from body to heart.This made it difficult for him not to mind, and therefore, after this incident, he changed his indifference before, and began to eagerly want to become a complete monster and get rid of this disgusting half-monster identity.

During this period, Naraku was again exposed by Kikyo that he had been coming to see her. At that time, Kikyo said to him mockingly: "It seems that there are more ghost spider hearts than I thought, and they are left in your body."

The first time Naluo was blocked by her, she couldn't speak, and then she was stunned, and then she felt angry.The heart of the ghost spider, that lowly bandit?Even though he can't move his body, he still has unreasonable thoughts about Kikyo, that stupid human heart?Is the wishful love for Kikyo still left in my mind?For some reason, this cognition made Naraku feel very annoyed.But it's no wonder that Naraku hated and disdained ghost spiders, but now he was said to have ghost spiders in his heart, so how could he feel happy.

Thinking of the ghost spider's heart still remaining in his body, Naraku wished to dig out that heart and throw it away.It's a pity that he can't yet, at least not now, which makes him angry.But soon he realized that something was wrong, his emotions seemed to have been influenced by Kikyo all the time, whether it was her words, deeds or actions, he was greatly shaken.

He hated this heart that was out of his control, and hated the witch who influenced him, so much that he wished to kill her.But just as the opposite of love is hate, the opposite of hate is not love. He loves Kikyo as much as he hates Kikyo.So no matter how much he hated, no matter how much he wanted to kill Kikyo, he still couldn't do it, and could only watch helplessly as he sank deeper and deeper into the swamp of despair.

This made Naluo very annoyed, so every time he met her afterwards, he always grabbed her painful feet and taunted her fiercely, he would only be willing to see her in a mess.Among them, I especially like to watch her change face, especially when I let her change face, like a child who wants to win the attention of adults through pranks, awkward and childish, it is a kind of careful pleasure.

This phenomenon continued until the appearance of Sesshomaru, that guy was always by Kikyo's side, acting as if his love was as deep as the sea.Naluo just didn't believe in this evil, he didn't believe that a big demon with strong demon power but weak temperament would understand what emotion is.

But some people were willing to believe it, Nai Luo snorted, and the anger in his heart rose instead of falling.He also felt that he was overreacting, but there were some facts that he could not control if he wanted to.After he knew his thoughts, every move of the other party might affect him, which was very dangerous, but he was helpless and helpless.

All these incidents have greatly stimulated Naluo, and he is already on the verge of breaking out, and their love has become the last straw that crushes him.After that, Naraku's behavior changed from the usual silence and became crazy.

It is not surprising that Naraku is crazy, because he is an extreme person. As a monster, he has been taught by the weak in the monster world since he was a child. He doesn't know what it means to like and what it means to protect.All he has learned is to plunder and destroy.

He knows that Kikyo has only pretended to be Sesshomaru in his heart all his life, and he cannot and will not be another person in her heart.Then he thought, since it is doomed not to get love, then hate it, it's better to grit your teeth and engrave it deeply, so that she will deeply remember his Naluo and never forget it.

But hurting others is not a double-edged sword. When hurting others, you will also be hurt.Naraku always looks impeccable in the face of others, but only in the face of Kikyo, it seems that she has lost her armor and can only be slaughtered by her.This is very dangerous, Naraku knows that he pursues strength all his life, and a strong person should not have a weakness, not to mention that she is not a weakness, but a sword that will assassinate him.They will always be old enemies with clear positions. If there is any result between them, it will only be life and death.

But Naraku is still hesitating, maybe what Kikyo said is right, he really can't do anything to her, as long as he still has the heart of a ghost spider, as long as he still loves her.But Kikyo was wrong about one thing, Naraku was never a person who would sit still, he would remove anything that could threaten him, the human heart is like this, so is Kikyo.

So he went to Bailing Mountain. When he finally succeeded in removing the human heart, the first thing he did was to find Kikyo.He said that he was going to send her back to hell this time, Kikyo didn't seem to believe it, with a trace of usual contempt on the corner of his mouth.She probably thought he couldn't do it, Naraku sneered, and the next moment he stretched out his tentacles and pierced her shoulder. When she was thrown into the abyss full of miasma by him, there seemed to be a trace of disbelief in her eyes, But soon she closed her eyes and disappeared into Naluo's eyes.

Naluo kept watching with cold eyes, thinking that he should be happy, after all his most dreaded enemy finally died, but he didn't know if it was because he lost his human heart, his heart always felt inexplicably empty.

Until he heard that Kikyo was not dead, he felt that it was so, and unconsciously heaved a sigh of relief.But Naraku has always been a single-minded person, even if he realized that his specialness to Kikyo might not be because of the so-called ghost spider's human heart, he didn't want to admit it.It seems that if he admits it, he will become the kind of ghost spider that he is not ashamed of, thinking about things that he shouldn't be thinking about.

So Naraku thought, if that's the case, let's destroy her, ruin her, and he won't think so much anymore!After destroying her, he will have no scruples anymore!Yes, he admits that he is despicable and vicious, but so what, he just doesn't want to let her go, even if he is going to fall into hell, he still wants to drag her so that he can have a moment of light in front of him.

Then Naraku finally killed Kikyo for real. He saw her body disappear with his own eyes, and her mind and soul disappeared. Since then, there is no second person named Kikyo in the world.

Naraku was so happy at that time, Kikyo, didn't you say you wanted to kill me?But after all, I still didn't die in my hands!

Naluo wanted to laugh out loud proudly, but just as the corners of her mouth opened, she found that it was extremely stiff.The wind from all around was blowing violently, and the body was inexplicably chilled.Obviously this body is so strong, why does it feel so cold, like being in a cold day, from the outside to the bone.

Even if he got the Jade of the Four Souls that he dreamed of, he still didn't feel any joy. It seemed that the death of Kikyo took all his love and hatred with him.At this moment, he actually felt that this world of mortals had never been as boring as this.

He seemed to have regretted it, but it was useless to regret, the beautiful woman had passed away and was irretrievable, so he could only hold his heart full of resentment and sleepless nights.

Until now, he finally admitted that he likes Kikyo, and his wish from beginning to end is to get her heart.It's a pity that he woke up too late, and in the end, he couldn't even go to the same place with her.

But after thinking about it, he was a little unwilling. Why did he and Kikyo end up like this?In the end, it was just meeting at the wrong time. If it was wrong at the beginning, how could it end well!But if they had met earlier, how could it have ended like this.

"So, if you were given a chance, would you do it all over again?"

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