The Perspective of Kwong Lu of Fragrant Honey

If His Highness lived in the glazed room, I would be the outsider who kept wanting to step into the glazed room.

When I was young, I didn't know that there are some places that you can't step into. Once you step into it, you will be lost forever.

If I had never opened that door, then the Runyu I saw would always be that young man in white clothes reflecting the dazzling brilliance, gentle, quiet, restrained, lonely, elegant, intelligent, free and easy, transparent... .Which doesn't surprise me, admire me, and make me happy?Like such a person, even if you can't get it, your life is always worth gratifying.After all, how many people are so lucky to meet?

But I didn't know how to be satisfied, so I couldn't help being curious, pushed open the door, and got a glimpse.

From then on, the liver and intestines were broken, and it was difficult to get out.

After I left that day, when His Highness's tears rolled down my cheeks, I already understood.

At this moment, he was standing in the courtyard, covered with a thick layer of sadness, but I didn't know how to comfort him, so I could only say to him: "Your Highness, don't restrain yourself. If Your Highness needs someone to accompany you, Kuang Lu will stay. Your Highness If you want to be alone, Kuang Lu will leave."

His voice was always soft, but now it became a little deep, "I'm fine, I just remembered something from my childhood."

"Have you remembered everything, Your Highness?" I asked hastily.

With a low voice, he said slowly: "It's just a scale and a half claw. It's a long-standing nightmare. I remember that when I was a child, I lived with my mother in Taihu Lake. I used to think that I was a weird-looking carp who was always bullied by other children of the aquarium. My father is a dragon and my mother is an arowana. How could I become a carp? Finally one day, I couldn’t bear it anymore. Unexpectedly, that resistance made me suffer so much...My clothes are all My own blood was stained red, one layer was still wet, and another layer was dyed. Since I was born, I was hidden by my mother in the deepest and darkest place at the bottom of the lake, living in darkness. You know what I was most afraid of at that time ?"

My heart trembled, "Pull out the dragon's scales, gouge out the dragon's horns?"

He shook his head.

"Darkness?" I continued.

He still shook his head.

"Lonely?" I trembled.

"It's cold. The biting cold after blood loss pierced my lungs and bone marrow bit by bit. Do you know what it's like to be extremely cold? Burning inside and out, the viscera and bones in my whole body seemed to be boiling, Burning, wishing to burn the last remaining warmth in my body and drain the last drop of blood in my heart." His voice was slightly hoarse, and the narration didn't have much embellishment, but I already felt the same.

I heard him say, "I still shiver from the cold when I think about it now", and my heart hurts. Although I always wanted to know what he went through, I really didn't expect it to be like this.

I couldn't bear to listen to it any longer, and I couldn't bear him to recall it any longer, so I said to him: "Don't think about it anymore, Your Highness. It's better to forget such a sad past."

"Kuang Lu, although you and I are master and servant, but you are the palm of Immortal Taisi. You grew up surrounded by thousands of pets, and I..."

He drooped his brows and eyes, and didn't continue talking. I was so choked up that I couldn't speak.

I heard him continue: "It's really hard. Every day, I want to die. When I grow up and can completely transform into a human form, I will rarely show my real body." because of this.

He continued, "The scars under the scales are ugly, humiliating, and unbearable."

Every word he uttered was like a sharp thorn in my heart. I had never felt so much pain. I couldn't tell whether the pain came from His Highness or me. It was as if I was standing inside his body, being Cramp digging bones.

I was so choked up that I raised my sleeves to wipe away my tears, but I accidentally saw his hands trembling slightly. I couldn't help but want to reach out to comfort him, but suddenly I was worried that the offense would be withdrawn halfway. He noticed my actions, raised his head slightly, and looked at me. Me, with a vigilant look like a deer, he looked at me for a moment and said: "Thank you." Then he looked away and continued: "Later, I accidentally learned from an old herring that a fish will die if it leaves water. That night, I made up my mind , jumped out of the water."

My heart tightened, and I listened eagerly.

But he suddenly remembered something, and said in a flustered voice: "So it wasn't she who abandoned me, it was me, and I left her."