[My English] Is it wrong to seek an encounter in an office?

Since that unpleasant conversation, Kongzi seems to have not seen Green Valley for five or six days.

This is a matter of course. After all, he is the No.1 hero. It is impossible for Green Valley to stay in the office every day like ordinary employees. I used to think that I could see him every day just because I borrowed time to live in Green Valley's house.

The girl with long gray hair put her hands in the pockets of her coat.

It's not too cold in early autumn, and you won't feel uncomfortable wearing just a thin knitted cardigan.

With the evening wind, the wind chimes on the balcony made a crisp sound.

In fact, Kongzi didn't have an accurate memory of why he lived here.According to her family, she should have moved out to rent this one-person apartment after she was admitted to Xiongying.

Because of the amnesia she experienced in the workplace, Kongzi once refurbished the room, but the wind chimes hanging on the balcony were still left behind.

It was a very common wind chime, an inferior shell of unknown authenticity was threaded into a large ball with white cotton thread, and a cylindrical bell hung from the bottom of the shell.Probably because the time has passed, the paint on the outside of the bell has begun to peel off, revealing mottled traces inside.

The girl pushed open the French window of the balcony and walked out.

The sound of children playing in the street can be heard.This made Kong Zi feel a little better. She temporarily forgot about the tangled relationship between herself and Green Valley, put her hands on the guardrail, and let the evening wind mess up her hair.

It is said that she once had a hairstyle, but after she got used to the constant loss of memory, she found that she couldn't remember what kind of hairstyle she had done, so she simply trimmed it a few times so that her hair just fell on her shoulders.

Maybe the parents were not like this at the very beginning.

An empty thought.Even parents will be tired in the face of children who keep losing their memory.

But now I have had a good time.After getting used to being alone, you will feel that loneliness is not a terrible thing, because everything is solved by one person, and the relationship with the people around you is also invisible.

Nothing bad.

Losing memory, searching for memory, and losing memory again, this is the composition of An Nian Kongzi's life.

Everything else is unnecessary.Whether it is Lugu or Xiaowang, one day they will get tired of Kongzi's repeated amnesia and leave her side.So it's good to be alone from the beginning.

The original intention of being a hero is to be needed by others, because of being needed, so even if she loses her memory, those who need her will not leave.But in the final analysis, it's not An Niankongzi who is needed, she is the one who needs others.

The mobile phone that was thrown on the sofa rang a few times.The girl left the guardrail of the balcony. She hesitated for a few seconds at the words "Senior Puppet" on the screen, and finally chose to answer.

It would be impolite to hang up other people's phone calls.

"Good evening, Kongzi."

The voice of the person on the other end of the phone seemed to be coming from far away, apart from the usual gentle tone of the young man, Kongzi could also hear the horn of the car on the other end.

Is today's work over?

The girl lowered her eyelids and gave a low "hmm".

"...Actually, I ran into a little trouble today," the young man gasped, he didn't seem to be used to this kind of conversation, and even his tone was a little hasty, "When I was arresting the fugitive, the bullet from the gun in the opponent's hand grazed my face. profile."

Kongzi opened her eyes wide, and she heard her own voice full of panic: "Is senior injured?"

As the No.1 hero, being injured is a very normal thing for Green Valley, and it's just an insignificant thing like a bullet scratch, but even so, Kongzi still feels sad.

No one is taken for granted, even if he is a "puppet".

"No, I'm fine, it's just a bruise." The other party paused, "You know what? When I was pointed at with a gun by them today, I actually thought about what you were doing."

"..."

"Would you be sad if I died somewhere you couldn't see?"

"Please don't make this kind of joke, it's not funny at all." Kong Zi suddenly turned up the volume, "Senior... Senior won't die!"

He is the No.1 hero and a symbol of peace. For most people, the existence of "puppet" itself is a reassurance.Therefore he will not die and cannot die.

If even the "puppet" that symbolized peace fell down, what would be left of this society?

Lugu took another breath, for some reason, Kongzi felt that he should be laughing.

"Kongzi, I want to apologize to you," the young man's voice sank a little, which made the girl straighten up unconsciously, just like listening to the principal's speech at the opening ceremony, "I'm sorry, I always put you Putting it in the position of an 'admirer' should be very troublesome to you... The relationship between us should be an equal couple."

Kong Zi moved his lips, "...we have already broken up."

"I know, but I still want to apologize to you," Green Valley replied, "In the past few days, I didn't face up to my feelings for you at all, which made us both very painful."

No, the root of my pain is not the attitude of seniors.

Kongzi wanted to explain something, but found that he couldn't explain it at all.

"So now, I want to know Kongzi's true intentions." The person on the other end of the phone changed his subject and his tone became tougher, "Why did you choose to break up with me? I hope to get a precise reason, not' Don't want to hurt me' kind of ambiguous answer."

Say it.

The girl thought.

If you say it, both of them should feel better.

She clutched the hem of her clothes with her hands, and squeezed out the distorted and broken syllables from her throat, "I have been suffering from amnesia since I was a child, and when it was the worst, I couldn't even remember who I am.

"I've had friends, but none of them could stand the process of constantly helping me remember, and by the time I figured it out, I'd become a human being.

"I don't hate them. If it were me, maybe I wouldn't be able to hold on...Senior should be able to understand how painful it is to be forgotten by important people...I don't want senior to go through such pain .”

No, that's not the case, An Niankongzi is not that noble at all, the so-called "don't want to hurt senior" is just an excuse, she just simply doesn't have the courage to face the fact that "I might forget senior."

If Izuku-senpai leaves me because I forgot about him, I'm sure I'll break down.

she thinks.

"Then let's make an agreement." Perhaps it was an illusion, Kongzi could feel the person on the other end of the phone heaving a sigh of relief, "Even if Kongzi forgets me, I will not leave Kongzi, I will always be by your side, even if You don't remember me anymore, and I will remind you of who I am... But relatively, you have to promise me one thing."

The girl was taken aback, "...what's the matter?"

"Don't fall in love with anyone but me," Green Valley replied, "Even if you lose your memory, you can only fall in love with me!"

"I……"

"Don't answer me yet, you come to the balcony!"

Confused, Kongzi followed Green Valley's words and walked to the balcony.The young man with dark green hair just appeared in sight. He was still wearing a somewhat damaged combat uniform. The street lamps stretched the shadow of Green Valley very long. From the angle of the hole, he could see the faint electric light covering the other party's limbs.

Four eyes facing each other.

The girl suddenly wanted to cry.

She clutched her mobile phone and opened her eyes wide, trying to distinguish the outline of Green Valley's facial features from the increasingly blurred vision.

The young man's calm and firm voice came from the handset of the mobile phone.

"An Nian Kongzi, I like you, would you like to associate with me on the premise of getting married?"

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