[Zhongzhu jojo] Hanako's Bizarre Adventure

Polnareff called. When they were investigating the remnants of Dior, they tracked down the news of "Arrow". At the same time, they defeated a group of remnants and got the news that they wanted to come to Italy to ambush me.

"Ah... I didn't say it, Polnareff, you can't keep up with the hot ones if you eat day lily like this." I turned my head and looked at the attacker whose limbs were removed by me in the corner of the room and said.

"What, what?" Polnareff's anxious voice came from the phone, "Hanako, are you okay? Are you not injured? How is the battle going?"

"Wow, Polnareff, if I can talk to you on the phone like this, I can answer all your questions!" I complained, "You should think about it for a while."

"... I am relieved to hear that you are so active." He smiled silly, "You must pay attention to safety, after all, you are the one who is most likely to attract perverts among us!"

He said it, and said it as if nothing had happened.

"Damn it, I don't even think about why I'm easy to recruit perverts. In the final analysis, it's because I traveled to Egypt with you!" I complained, "Hang up, you and Abdel must be careful." Dior, that dead MLM boss After staying in Egypt for so long, the rotten fish and shrimp index in that place must have exceeded the standard.

I hung up the phone, took a deep breath, sat on the bed, looked at the assailant whose life I had dismantled, cut off the vocal cords, pulled out the kidneys, and tilted my head, "Is it hard? "

Of course he couldn't answer me.

I covered my face.

I don't like to keep the other party alive and talk non-stop, and then give the other party a chance to come back, it makes me look stupid.

"...Take this opportunity. Tell me a story about someone with autism."

-

There is a girl who was born in a sound family, and she has no relationship with all the childhood shadows that will lead to a distorted personality when she grows up.

Her family is warm, positive, and full of "humanity". Her father has amazing intuition, cares about the family and is loyal, and loves her very much.The mother cooks well, she is a bit dark naturally, she is a housewife but has a wide range of interests, and she is also loyal and selfless to the family - a girl who grows up in such a family should be sunny, positive, and able to blend in without any grievances existence of human society.

--But that is not the case.

Because they can easily see through the nature of others, girls are incompatible with the whole "human being".

Where did her unusual character come from?She was also curious when she was young. Based on her curiosity, she consulted works on psychology and the structure of the human brain. In the end, the young girl could only make the cruelest and most accurate positioning of herself—— — is born.

It is not because of the disqualified education of the parents, nor the misplaced guidance of relatives, friends, and teachers, but the most boring and boring reason-it is born.

My abnormality, my incompatibility with the species of "human beings" is not because of the whim experiments of some big figures above, nor some weird and unpredictable plots, but just because——When I was born, the blood in my body The whim of a certain chromosome made me born with a different brain structure from others.

That's it.

It is extremely boring.

And when the girl was six years old, more abnormalities happened to her, and she developed a superpower called "stand-in", once again, further separating herself from the group of "ordinary people" .

It's ridiculous to say that even if you are a heterogeneous person, you will feel lonely and lonely.

"Your ability is too powerful, and your personality is too abnormal." The man named Natsume Soseki who I met once said to the girl, "If you don't restrain yourself, you will destroy yourself one day , or destroy others.”

The girl had scoffed at such remarks.

"What is the point of me destroying humanity, or myself? Human behavior itself is made up of a multitude of whims and doubts."

Natsume Soseki told her the story of two men, one a monster and the other an ordinary man—a monster named John, and a doctor named Tenma.

The girl doesn't remember much of the specific content because the time is too long, but she really, like the monster named John in the story, has developed a strong interest in "Doctor Tianma".

However, the two protagonists of the story are no longer alive.

"Become 'John' or 'Tianma Doctor', you have the right to choose." Soseki Natsume said to her.

"Generally speaking, everyone would think that I will become 'John'—but I refuse! I want to become 'Doctor Pegasus'." The girl answered him like this, even though she knew that she was in the man's arms by answering this way, but She still answered like this, "I am a woman who keeps my word!"

—and worked extremely hard for it.

Learn to be a normal person.

Learn to suppress your desire to observe humans.

Learn to restrain your dislike of your own kind.

Learn to live with being alone without being truly understood by anyone.

And get a joy from it that even she can understand, clearly understand its boring, self-satisfying nature.

what--

"I finally remembered." I stroked my bangs back, "Yeah, why did I keep complaining about Ndor at that time." I roared at the one before I died, "You took away my spiritual pillar " Dior followers, "Because I look down on you."

"It's really hard for you not to come out of the closet."

"Ah, I'm not joking." I breathed a sigh of relief, "A group of stinky fish and rotten shrimps who robbed homes, murdered and set fires, cried, 'You don't understand me, I'm so lonely', thinking they were some martyrs who died for the country and were punished. Persecution by human society?"

"If you want to understand so much, let's do something serious. What 'the savior of the villain', do you deserve to be called the villain? The villain wants a shitty savior, a bunch of useless snacks who can't stand loneliness, and can't even restrain their desires." You trashy brother, don’t put diamonds on your face.”

"Forget it, you can't hear me complaining about the corpse, you trash snack."

Why do I pursue a peaceful life?In the final analysis, once I step into a "different world from ordinary people" again, the direct result is that I need to use dozens or hundreds of times more self-control than before to restrain the problems caused by my abnormality.

Just let yourself go and be "John".

However, the "Doctor Tianma" in my heart has made me have some small connections with human society. These small hooks put me in the "human" group.

——I kill people without blinking an eye, I have an abnormal personality, and I scream in my heart about the monster.

Can Jousuke know?

Can Tomoko know?

Can I let my father and mother know?

Can anyone know?

The answer is of course no.

The more aware of the abnormality in oneself, the more stepping into the "abnormal" world, the more lonely, the harder it is, and the more effort it takes.

It's not "working hard for the person I love", it's purely self-satisfaction like "I'm so handsome for working so hard" that made me come to where I am today.

But recently, I have gradually noticed that the abnormality in my heart has penetrated deep into my genes, sneaking out from time to time to remind me of its existence.

If it wasn't for joining Jotaro and the others, I wouldn't have realized this clearly again.

I moved my finger, and the bacteria gnawed away the corpse, and even the bones were broken down into nano-scale powder, which was blown away by the wind.

I looked at my phone in a daze, and finally made up my mind to press a number.

"Hey?"

The voice on the other side sounded a little sleepy.

-

I was silent, waiting for him to speak.

There was also silence over there, and it took a while before he spoke, "It's okay."

I suddenly felt like laughing.

"Hey, Jotaro, I won't lose."

There was silence for a moment, and I seemed to be able to imagine his expression through the phone.

"Well, I believe you."

he answered me.

"We all trust you."

-

Ah, why is this man so wordy.

The latter sentence is redundant, Baga.

The author has something to say: Hanako just hates Dio in general, but she really looks down on Dio's followers...