Da Deyun

A snow, a gust of wind.

The willows are covered with frost, the eaves are covered with snow, the grass withers and the flowers wither;

It's only been a month, and it's gone by, and the red plums in the palace are almost in bloom, and they look warmer.

Today is the New Year's Eve, every household is hung with red lanterns, children are playing in the streets and alleys, and the hawkers outside the courtyard wall are very friendly.

At this time last year, Yuxi was wearing a red cloak to greet her master and wife early in the morning, and then went to the academy to search for New Year's gifts with her brothers and earned a lot of money.

When I got home and had New Year’s Eve dinner with my parents, it was another big red envelope, so I couldn’t be happier.

This year, this year...

This year is also good, Brother Xuan is with her.

It's been a month, and she has been off the decoction for a month, no matter how Qin Xiaoxian coaxes her.She didn't drink it, and always said that it wasn't time, so she didn't take the medicine.

I don't know if it's her determination or his heartache, but in the end, he never heard him force Yuxi to drink medicine.

As soon as he went out in the morning, she turned her head and poured the medicinal soup out of the window, then snuggled under the quilt by herself, gritted her teeth and endured the pain, sweating profusely.

One month, thirty days.

Neither long nor short.

Once she got used to it, she didn't feel much pain anymore.It's just that my body is getting weaker and weaker, getting worse day by day.Now she didn't even have the strength to get up and pour the medicine soup.

I could only lie on the edge of the bed, wait for the medicine to cool down, and barely raised my hand to splash it on the bottom of the bed.It is snowy and cold in winter. .I can't smell anything, so I don't feel bitter.

Brother Xuan doesn't know anything.

She also doesn't know anything.

He has been back very early recently, after she felt the pain, he almost came back in just a moment.

Every time his shoulders were covered with snow, he was covered with cold air.It just so happened that she was sweating from the pain, her forehead was a little hot, and it felt very comfortable to hug her.

She always said that it was because she was trying to get up that she was so tired, just take a rest.

"It's Chinese New Year, you should go home." She said.

In fact, she is really not a considerate, dignified and generous girl.It just became like this recently, be more "knowledgeable and courteous", talk to Brother Xuan more and let him do what he should do.

Make him more comfortable. .without her.

"You are here." Qin Xiaoxian was hugged from the side, the cold air on her body was cooling her slightly hot body through the material of the clothes.

You are here, why let me go home.

"Fool." She pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled, and she didn't even have the strength to pretend to be angry to hit him.

I'm sick, I can't even get out of bed, how can I go home.

I won't see you when I go home.

"After the new year, we'll get married." He said, neither smiling nor sad, his eyes were empty, he just hugged her and wiped the mist from her forehead over and over again.

"Let's go home together."

our home.

"Yuanqing of Deyun Academy, you have to be busy, wait a little longer." Her tone was tired, some words were drowned in her throat, and her eyelids were raised and lowered as if she was extremely sleepy.

"There are a lot of people in the academy." He turned his face sideways, rubbed his chin on her forehead, and said softly, "Everyone is also waiting to drink our wedding wine, Jiu Ling and Da Nan Li are all ready."

"Hmm..." She was tired and wanted to sleep.

"Let's get married and wear the wedding robe you made." His chest trembled a little, and he closed his eyes for fear that she would see his red eyes when she looked up.

"We're married, and I'll sing to you every day."

"When we get married, I will pick tung flowers for you every year."

"Um…"

"Yuxi..." He bit his lip, stopped the crying that was almost blurted out, and buried himself in her loose long hair, weeping uncontrollably.

I don't know if it was his trembling or the sound of "Yuxi", but her sleepiness subsided a bit, she raised her eyes halfway, and her eyes fell on the cut-out window not far away.

Cut the window paper thin, you can vaguely see the red plum shadow outside the window.

Firecrackers blared outside the courtyard, and gongs and drums blared.There were also people applauding the dragon and lion dance.

so good.

"Brother Xuan..."

"En." He turned his head away, took a deep breath, raised his hand and rubbed the side of her face, and saw the bitterness in her eyes and the joy of the New Year.

Said: "Have you heard, the wind chimes are ringing."

The row of wind chimes he hung in the yard were crisp and melodious, and the music rang when the wind passed by, which was soothing to listen to.

"Brother Xuan, I want to see."

As she spoke, the corners of her pale lips lifted.

"Okay." He nodded, covered her with the quilt tightly before getting up and took out the cloak from the closet beside him.

Helped Yuxi to get up. .Put a cloak on her, wrapping her so that it is not at all impenetrable to the wind and snow.He leaned over with one hand on his waist and one hand on his knees, and hugged her up.

The maid moved out a half-length chair and couch from the warm pavilion.

The two of them nestled on the couch, just under the porch, watching the falling snow and the wind chimes.

Madam Yu put down all the things in the mansion and came to the palace, and stopped at the gate of the courtyard.Looking not far away, the two embraced each other under the vermilion loggia, watching Xueluo and listening to the bell; Madam covered her lips to prevent herself from crying.

Her girl is really tired.

When the second master asked her if she would use drugs, she nodded and agreed.Since life has length. .Fate has rise and fall, why not let the girl be more comfortable at the last moment.At least, don't hurt, don't suffer.

This month, she knew all about the hardships her darling and daughter had suffered.

Madame understands.

What Yuxi wants is not the short life of a few days; she is not afraid of pain or suffering, but she is afraid of brother Xuan's sadness.

I just want to spend a few more days with him.

Just a few days.

poignant.

Qin Xiaoxian had never understood before, why he could still see some beauty when he was desolate, his heart was so cold, how could he have the leisure to enjoy the scenery and flowers.

It's not scary to die, what's scary is that you know you're going to die, but you have no choice but to watch the warmth slowly slip through your fingers.

The wind chimes collided and rang.

She said, "Can you sing to me?"

"Good," he said.

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Then can you not go. ~.