Da Deyun

Ever since Tao Yang left, the young master has been much quieter. He has been studying quietly in the study room, hardly going out of the room when he has nothing to do, and he hasn't gone to pay his parents a visit these two days, almost seeing no one.

Yun Lei didn't go to see him after hearing it. This is the third day, and he should have thought about it. Only at this time can he listen to him.

Yang Jiu was supporting him, and he could already walk a few laps steadily, as long as there was some support in his hands.As if walking around to recover, the two entered the young master's yard hand in hand.

I don't know whether it's because the white snow looks depressed in winter or because the master in this yard is depressed. The servants in the whole yard have been sent out. The yard is quiet and desolate.

It doesn't matter how good the rumors are, what kind of temper the young master has, can the second master not know?Not to mention that Tao Yang is gone, even if Tao Yang is here, he can't practice so diligently and quietly.

Avoid the inner room.Turned to the warm pavilion of the study, pushed open the door and went in to avoid the screen, and saw the haggard young master crouching in the corner.

Yang Jiu only helped the second master to the inner room, then retreated to the study to tidy up the messy books, and let the nephew and uncle chat alone.

The second master came closer, leaned on the corner of the table and squatted down with some difficulty, watching the young master without speaking.

The young master also looked up at him, his eyes were a little confused, as if it took him a long time to realize that it was the second master who came.

The second master looked at him, he was only wearing a coat, not even a coat, he was sitting on the ground, and asked, "Is it cold?"

The young master leaned his head back. .His eyes were empty: "Old uncle... Actually, I didn't think of this, but I don't know what's wrong, it's just very uncomfortable."

That's right, Tao Yang left for the sake of Qilin Opera Club, to promote Quyi, and to spread his fame to the world; they are all right, so there's nothing he can't be happy about.

The second master pursed his lips and said, "He will come back."

Listening to this, it is really familiar.

The young master picked up his lips and sneered, and said to himself: "I will come back, I will come back..."

"If Tao Yang sees you like this, he will definitely be unhappy." The second master felt that it was useless to say anything now, so he could only talk about Tao Yang.

But he felt that there was nothing wrong with letting the young master chase after Tao Yang that day.

The young master met the second master's eyes. .There was a bit of hope in the eyes: "Then you let him come back and beat me, no matter what punishment he will be punished, come back."

Second Master's heart was sour, he didn't know how to respond.

The light in the young master's eyes dimmed again, and he leaned back decadently; he didn't know whether he was explaining to the second master or talking to himself: "Uncle, I know it's for his own good, but I just don't want him to go ..."

The second master couldn't hear such aggrieved crying, so he couldn't help interrupting, and shouted: "Dalin..."

The young master acted as if he didn't hear it, and continued: "I should also send him away properly, and live a good life... But the more I think about it, the more uncomfortable I become..."

"Uncle, do you know what he told me that day? He told me not to think about things I shouldn't think about, and get married and have children and live a good life."

"What should I not think about? He didn't tell me, how do I know what should not be?"

"Old uncle, I figured it out that day, so I let him go. Wouldn't it be good to go and see him when I have free time? It's not a scene of life and death, there's nothing to be hypocritical about...but when I went back to the yard, I felt that the surroundings It's all him, everywhere, but what to do..."

The second master frowned when he heard that, raised his hand to hold his shoulder, and comforted him in a low voice: "Da Lin, you are too tired. Have a good rest, and it's time to go to the academy tomorrow. When we go to the academy, it would be nice to have a lively time with the seniors." .”

"Academy?" The young master asked with a hoarse voice, "He's not here anymore, what else should I go to the academy for..."

Tao Yang used to live in the Academy, but whenever he went to the Academy, the first thing our young master should do is not to say hello to Mr. Tao, but to deliver food to Mr. Tao, or else he would drink tea in the courtyard and not go anywhere up.

"Dalin!" The second master couldn't help but raised his voice, hating iron for not becoming steel: "You all know that he wants you to live a good life, is this how you live your life!"

The young master finally closed his empty eyes, lowered his half-upturned head, and asked him, "Did you already know?"

Second Master was stunned when asked.no answer.

"Brother Meng." The young master continued in a cold voice: "And Xiao Jiu, you... you all know, right? I knew it a long time ago, but I didn't know... Seeing me hurt his heart, but don't Tell me; seeing him go, but also hiding it from me, not even letting me see the last time..."

"This is the best for you and him." The second master's words pierced his heart every word: "Tao Yang also hopes that you will be well, do you understand?"

"Look at me." The young master suddenly sat up straight, leaned in front of the second master, stared at the bloodshot eyes and looked at the second master: "Do you think I'm alright?"

The second master was stunned by his delirious appearance. .The sloppy appearance made me so angry, why didn't this brat understand! "So what if he stays!"

The young master looked up at him halfway, his eyes were red, and tears flowed from both temples to his temples.

"Dalin..." Second Master lowered his voice, supported his shoulders, and said, "You all have your own lives, and you will each have your own family in the future, just like you and Miss Li's family. His departure will be beneficial to the future , It is also beneficial to you, why can't you understand this painstaking effort!"

"I don't want to painstakingly!" The young master's stretched string finally broke, and he shouted like a child: "I want him to be by my side! He is not allowed to go anywhere, just stay by my side and just look at me." !"

"Looking at you?" The second master raised his lips coldly and asked, "Seeing you inheriting Deyun Academy... watching you marry a wife and have children. What about him?"

He has been watching it for so many years, and his heart has long been bitter.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier..." The young master lowered his head, tears pattered on the hem of his clothes, and whispered: "I won't marry a wife, I won't marry... You let him come back... From now on, I will look at him, Don't make him angry anymore..."

Yes, a few days ago, Madam was thinking about whether he should make an engagement with Miss Li, Li Xiaozhen.

After so many years, I can't drag the girl with no name or distinction, or there must be a result.

"You are still young, and you don't understand many things." The second master patted him on the shoulder, trying to give him some comfort: "It will be fine when you grow up."

"It's because I didn't understand that he left." The young master's voice was low, like a child who made a mistake: "I thought about it for a long time before I understood, but why did he leave..."

Before, he didn't understand how much A Tao was in his heart, and he didn't understand how many things Tao Yang was hiding in his heart; he only knew how to coax him to be happy, stay in other people's yards, and talk about his engagement to the girl thing...

Yes, he is still young, he does not understand.

But Atao is one year younger than him.

After drinking with Brother Shaobing that day and listening to the persuasion, everyone thought it was over; he himself thought so, it would be a happy event for A Tao to be famous all over the world.But when they got home, their minds were full of him, he was everywhere in and out of the courtyard, they even slept together on this couch, the year was so clear and strong that even the wine couldn't hold it down.

The words in my mind are all: "Let go of these things you shouldn't think about, get married and have children, and walk the path you should walk."

He thought about it for a long time, and began to recall when he was a child; the first sight was already blurred, and he only knew that Atao had known him since he was a baby in his arms... and they played together, he always disliked Tao Yang's maturity, and talked Same tune with parents, and also...Tao Yang always liked to play with him at that time.Followed behind his butt all day and called "Brother Dalin"...Tao Yang later went to live in the mansion as a teacher. The brothers slept on the same bunk every day, and Tao Yang always slept on the side of whoever sat closest. He couldn't see it. , Always pull people over and let Tao Yang sleep by himself!And later... Tao Yang grew up and moved to Deyun Academy, the world was turned upside down, and he would be pestering Tao Yang every day.

Tao Yang's eyes were red once, and he spent a long time trying to coax him to no avail, and he ignored him for several days because he gave Xiaozhen a gift, saying that he was not doing his job properly.From then on, he didn't "dare again", but secretly "didn't do business properly"; think about it carefully. .Tao Yang probably knew it all along.Two years ago, on Xiaozhen's birthday, he was ridiculed by the old uncle when he gave gifts, and Atao ignored him when he went to the academy the next day; he thought it would be just coaxing, but since then, Tao Yang has never cared about him, Let him make trouble and sometimes avoid him, no matter how mischievous he is, he has the right to pretend that he has not seen it, and the words he meets are indifferent; half a year ago, the old uncle had an accident in the northwest, and Tao Yang rushed back to the house overnight to discuss countermeasures with everyone in the study. Brother Meng and himself were going to the Northwest. When it was dawn in the middle of the night, he didn't go back to pack his bags. Instead, he stopped Tao Yang outside the study and gave him a big hug. That time Tao Yang didn't Pushing him away and exhorting him to be careful in everything, he was overjoyed and thought that Tao Yang had "come back"; when he came back from the northwest. .Tao Yang was helping with affairs in the mansion, and Mr. Tao, who hadn't paid much attention to him for a year or two, saw him appear, and his eyes were red in a daze; seeing Tao Yang's eyes were red, he was touched and distressed , relying on Tao Yang to sleep on a bed for several days, and talked a lot about the Northwest.

I want to understand, I want to understand everything.

The second master looked at his lost soul, but couldn't say a word.Originally, he wanted to feel sorry for Tao Yang, but now this foolish boy actually figured it out. Both of them felt uncomfortable, which made the second master feel that his "talking" really did something wrong.

"I'm not a child prodigy, I'm just a little stupid..." The young master pursed his lips and muttered aggrievedly: "Just tell me not to..."

"You have your responsibility and your own path." The second master said, "If this continues, then Tao Yang will never come back!"

Of course the young master understood the meaning of this sentence, no matter what, he couldn't save it.

The young master clutched his chest, feeling the sore and painful throbbing inside, it was extremely uncomfortable.

A Tao, we will hurt together in the future. .