Da Deyun

The young master has been busy in the academy all day, and in the afternoon, he went to the west courtyard to get three strings for his master. The one left by that person is now used to teach the new good seedlings. After all, it’s just a matter of letting it go. It’s better to make the best use of it. .

It's just a little effort, and it won't take long.How many cobblestones there are outside the courtyard on the west side, how many bamboos are there in the courtyard, and how many steps are required to walk along the road, he has long been familiar with it.But today I don't know what happened, since I went in in the afternoon, I took the sanxian and sat in the room without moving.

His brows are tightly furrowed, and he doesn't look like he's revisiting the old place, and his mood is troubled; his hands are tightly clenched in his cuffs, and if you don't look closely at the fine sweat on his forehead, you will just think he is sitting in a daze That's all.

Until the last twilight of the evening glow turned red, and the night was approaching.The young master finally let go of his palms and stood up. Looking at the lush green forest outside the window, he smiled and walked out without stopping.

After handing Sanxian'er to the master, he went back to the mansion directly.I didn't even eat dinner, so I went back to the yard and took a bath early, and sat by the window to enjoy the cool air.

It's only been half a year, the young master seems to have grown up, his outline is much more obvious, and he is more than a little more stable and mature in his work.But if you take a closer look, it's just that you have lost weight, don't like to make troubles, and do things in a serious manner.

The brothers all said that he looked less and less in charge of the family, and he used to be good. .But after all, he is a teenager, so he is always noisy and lacks momentum, so he can't suppress those people outside.

It's the end of summer and autumn, and tomorrow is the Mid-Autumn Festival. The days go by so fast.It seems that yesterday was still the cold winter months when the mountains were covered by heavy snow. Maybe it is easy to forget the days when people get busy. They organized a few teaching forums outside the palace wall, participated in the assessment of new students, and allocated a few new halls in the academy. ...I really did a lot of things in the past six months.

The old uncle and Brother Meng were always worried about him, always feeling that he was tense and kept quiet for fear that something bad would happen one day.In the past two months, Er Ye had specially asked someone to watch him, so he was worried that nothing would go wrong.As time went by, laughing became a habit, and everyone was relieved, which also became the reason why Yang Jiu complained about the young master's lack of heart behind his back.

People outside looked at it with admiration from the very beginning. .People praised him as a tiger father without dogs; in fact, he has always had the ability, but he changed the way, and people felt that he had a different perspective. ——It’s like purple jade that hasn’t been polished, but it’s not as attractive as the inlaid ones.

The young master was leaning against the window, the hair on his temples was soaked with water from the bath, and it felt a little cool when the evening wind blew.When he turned his head, he could see the gift box on the table. It was sent by his mother, who said it was a wedding present.

He was not in a hurry to open it, he stared at the gift box for a while, then tilted his head and suddenly smiled mockingly.

Another gust of evening wind blew, and the young master closed his neckline.Jumping down from the window sill, walking to the table, removing the silk cloth and opening the wooden box, a familiar scent of ink wafted out faintly.

He picked up the purple jade inside, rummaged through it carefully and put it back, covered the wooden box and wrapped it with silk cloth, as if it had never been opened.

After the last silk knot was tied, he still rested his hand on it, his eyes were heavy, and the corners of his mouth were raised, muttering: "A perfect match."

The young master's eyes were reddish, he couldn't tell whether he was angry or sad, half of his face looked much darker in the shadows.The tone is clearly indifferent, just like a self-talk, without emotion.

But after finishing this sentence, the young master suddenly raised his hand and threw the wrapped fragrant wooden gift box in front of him heavily to the ground! ——Thick and thin.

The young master stood there, breathing heavily and suppressing the heaving of his chest, his eye sockets finally revealed the rippling redness under the light.

When I was young, my master taught me Hanshu, saying: The sun and the moon are a perfect combination, and the five stars are like pearls. ——A perfect match.

"This means that two very good people are together, or a strong alliance of talents and things. Do you understand?"

"Master, master! Just like me and Atao, right, hehe~"

"Then you are almost there, Yun Sheng has worked harder than you."

"Then let Atao sleep with me. I'll study with him~ okay, master~"

"Come on, hold back and be lazy!"

"No! I'm just afraid of the cold~"

--- Eight years old.

Come to think of it, it's been 12 years.

Others may have forgotten things, how can I still remember them?He was just unhappy, just unhappy.

"If you have the ability, you can tell me yourself."

The young master looked at the smashed gift box on the ground, teardrops hit his head one by one, with cold eyes, he said word by word.

At the beginning of the year. .The old uncle was also in this room, and asked him, what can I do if I see you?

I can't do anything, I just want to see you.

Some people are like this, they appear in your life, integrate into your life, control your likes and dislikes, and then turn around and leave without leaving their backs.

You let go, grow up, mature, and step by step live the way others expect.Yushu is facing the wind, talking and laughing freely, neither happy for Qing nor sad for Xue, and calmly faces the reality.

Then you find that, as soon as he appears, you are beaten back to your original shape.No, there is no need to show up, just a word of a gift, and the "reality" you created will collapse.

The young master squatted on the ground slowly, without saying a word.Holding the corner of the purple jade rough stone in the palm, the sharp corner of the stone immediately made a bloodstain on the palm.The young master shook it. .The blood flowed out from between the fingers, slid over the purple jade and fell to the ground, drop by drop.

"Hahahahahahaha" the young master leaned against the corner of the table, laughing hysterically, his pupils were bloodshot, his thick sad voice became more hoarse, and he murmured over and over again: "Perfect combination, perfect combination..."

At the end of summer, the evening wind enters the house through the cut-out window, sweeps across the forehead and pours into the body skin, and the silver glow of the thin moon is even colder. The young master shivered and shivered, thinking of the snow in early winter again.Leaning against the corner of the table, his expression was indifferent, his eyes were dull, his thin outline was even colder, and his unwillingness was no match for the autumn wind, and he frowned.

There is no destiny in this life, and the sky is on each side, and each is well and will never see each other again.The young master tilted his head like a puppet and raised his lips and smiled, remembering that Meng Hetang was smiling and tearful at that time, toasting Past Yunyan with a cup of sober tea eloquently, but he prefers peach blossom wine, and his drunkenness is hazy; this strong wine is not intoxicating, but only intoxicating The dream, the more you drink, the more you become trance, and you feel that the person in the dream is right in front of you.

It hurts when you see it, but you die when you don't see it, that's all, it hurts.

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It's not that I can't wake up from the dream, it's just that I can't wake up from the dream, so there is nothing to wake up from. .