Da Deyun

The days are neither long nor short, and the month of January is coming soon.

The young master stayed in the academy all day long, and he didn't leave after he was busy. As long as it was not dark, he would stay there to study hard and concentrate on his studies.

Shaobing is taking the hall master out for a drink. It's autumn and the weather is cool. Drink more soju to save on autumn clothes... There is no reason for this, drink as much as you like.

When passing the school, I saw our eldest young master reading from a distance, with the biscuit hooking the hall master's shoulder, and asked: "Is this kid short-hearted?"

The hall master gave him a blank look.

Shaobing continued: "I'm going to marry a wife tomorrow! What books are you still reading? You see, when Xiao Zhui'er got married, she didn't see much of anyone for a month, but Tian'er smiled and asked about the wedding banquet. Why does this kid look like a normal person..."

The hall master was silent, and glanced at the young master who was not far away.His expression was gloomy; he turned his head and said with a smile to Shaobing: "How many people in the family are cooking! Do you need him to bother? Xiao Zhui is free..."

Shaobing smiled: "That's not right, whoever gets married like him, seems to be okay. I don't see him being happier, he is so sad every day!"

"What do you know!" From the side of the corner of the hall master's eyes, he seemed to see the young master's head moving, as if he didn't want him to hear these words, he walked away with a hook on Shaobing's shoulders, shouting: "What are you talking about! What are you talking about today?" Even the treats can’t run away!”

The two of them left the yard noisily, and headed for the gate of the academy. They had asked the servant to wait outside in a carriage early on.

The young master still lowered his head. .His eyes were on the book, but his mind didn't know where it went.Shaobing's words had indeed reached his ears, and after thinking about it, he found it funny again, shook his head, straightened his waist, and sat in a daze.

There are already some fallen leaves outside, the autumn wind is refreshing and gentle, but for some reason, it always makes him feel sad and empty when it blows on himself.

Maybe it's what the ancients said "sad spring and sad autumn".

The young master turned his head to look at the fallen leaves outside. The autumn wind swept across his chest, and he couldn't help shivering. Either he felt cold, or he suddenly felt sour.

Forget it, let's go back early today; take a rest early, and we will have to greet the relatives tomorrow morning. From now on, there will be one more person in the yard, one more breath on the side of the pillow, and one more pair of bowls and chopsticks on the dining table.

stand up. .Raising his hands and shaking his cuffs, he raised his feet and walked out of the yard slowly.Standing under the corridor, the air was cool, with a withered smell, the young master lifted his feet and stepped on the fallen leaves, accompanied by a feeling of bleakness in his steps.

After returning home, the young master wanted to go back to his room and stay there; he has been hiding from his mother recently, so as not to have to ask him to help with the work, and if he came back early today, if his mother knew about it, he would definitely be dragging him again.

Avoiding the road in the mother's yard, detoured to the direction of the back kitchen, and turned back to the garden to get some wind, and then came to his own small yard.

The two cooks in the back kitchen were carrying the dishes, and it seemed that the direction of this step was to go to the front.

The young master stopped and asked, "Is this what mother wants?"

The cook looked up and saw that it was the young master, she nodded and smiled and said, "Yes, yes, has the young master eaten it? Send a portion to your yard too?"

The young master didn't seem to think about it, he turned around and walked towards his mother's yard, step by step calmly with his hands behind his back; except that there was no coolness in his eyes just now, it was a little more gloomy, and he didn't know when he also learned to droop his eyes Obscurity makes people unable to see through emotions.

Entering the courtyard, the young master paused suddenly, exhaled, then walked in quickly.

There is something wrong in the college today, Mr. Da did not come back from the college; Madam is not alone in the room, holding someone's hand and caring over and over again.

"Little boy, you said you... it's not easy to go out! Seeing that you are skinny, you should run less this year and visit at home more. Your mother and I just happened to show you a girl..."

As soon as he entered the door, his mother's words came to his ears, but the young master didn't pay attention to it; the cooks following him avoided him and put all the dishes on the table.

In short, it was extremely noisy, but in the young master's eyes, it was extremely quiet; there was a buzzing in his ears, and he couldn't hear anything, and he just froze there, motionless.

The lady saw him as soon as she looked up.He smiled and said, "Yo, when did you come back!"

Can this brat be so obedient?

"What are you doing standing there!" Seeing that he didn't speak, Madam covered her mouth and smiled, teasing: "Stupid! Can't you recognize who this is?"

The man was still dressed in white, but he looked thinner, his whole body was still a little pale, and he looked as sick as if he hadn't recovered from the cold in the cold winter last year.

It is already September.

The mother's words rang in his ears, the young master smiled, took two steps forward to salute the white robe, and said: "Junior brother."

When he heard footsteps in the house, he turned his head and saw a pair of familiar boot patterns. .Then she stopped, not daring to look up at the young master, so she had to lower her head.

Mother looked at them but felt that these two people were very strange, and felt that our young master's tone was deliberately teasing, and laughed and scolded: "Look at you like that! Turn around and scare Tao Yang!"

It's not that it's bad to be called Junior Brother, it's just that they have known each other since they were young, and they are close like brothers.

Just like my wife, Yunlei was called Xiaozhuer, the young master was called son, Shaobing was called Dabing, and Tao Yang was called Xiaozaier; The cub in my arms.

Tao Yang finally raised his head, and met the young master's indifferent eyes with a smile, originally wanted to smile slightly, but when he raised his head, he just stared at him again; a little stronger. .It seems that I went to the old uncle's barracks to practice a few times.He became calm, and his words and deeds lost the chicness of a teenager.Quiet, no longer hugging as soon as we meet.I'm grown up, I'm going to have a family...

The young master kept a gentle smile, took two steps forward and sat on the other side of the table, and said slowly: "I thought the younger brother wouldn't come back for the wedding."

"I almost won't come back!" The mother smiled and poked Tao Yang's forehead: "Little heartless, I haven't seen you for a whole year! If your mother didn't force you back, I really don't plan to come back Bar!"

Tao Yang came back to his senses, and smiled lightly: "How could it be?"

He didn't intend to hide at first, he was busy, but he always wanted to come back and see with his own eyes what he looks like when he gets married.

Both of them were smiling, but they were speechless.

The mother was nagging at the side: "It's good to come back! Tomorrow is your birthday, and it happens to be lively together! Oh, this kid can't do anything else, but it's okay to pick a date haha! Our little boy is a child prodigy, pick your birthday Time to get married, and when I have a child, I will learn from you and be a child prodigy like you!"

It was a careless remark.

Tao Yang still smiled, and shook his head, which only means that his wife loves her so much.

The young master closed his smile, his eyelashes trembling.

Just when he was greeting him to eat, Tao Yang took the chopsticks and ate very slowly, poking and poking with the chopsticks, barely moving.

His mother brought some food for him, and said with a smile: "Eat less outside! It's all your favorite food, and I specially asked the kitchen to make it for you! Eat more, this drunken fish is made of peach blossom wine." Yes, it’s specially reserved for you, when you’re leaving, get some, there’s no such fragrant wine out there!”

Tao Yang waved his hand and said with a smile: "Enough is enough, Mistress, please eat more."

Madam smiled, and before she had time to speak, she heard our young master quietly speaking from the side.

"Tomorrow is a good day. Why don't you go with the younger brother to greet the relatives?"

Tao Yang was not in a daze, but just looked at him silently.

"This is the best!" The mother smiled, patted Tao Yang's hand, and teased: "You are also happy! You should be happy in the coming year too! Let the teacher wait for the grandchildren with peace of mind!"

Tao Yang suddenly smiled, the corners of his mouth were pale and gentle.

"it is good."

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The mansion has long been decorated with lanterns and festoons, red cloth is hung everywhere, and the wedding party is also waiting.Both inside and outside the mansion were extremely busy, Yang Jiu helped his wife to prepare the wedding banquet in the back kitchen. .Madam kept the arrangement of the inner courtyard and the ceremony that the bride should go when welcoming the bride, Mr. Da naturally entertained a group of famous Confucian seniors; the second master should not work hard, so he followed to see, the hall master Jiuliang Shaobing and the others were all brought to the house As a son, he entertained the male guests from the outer courtyard who came one after another.

The auspicious time has come, and all the brothers and sisters of Deyun Academy are waiting for the bridegroom to come out and welcome his relatives.

They were all overwhelmed with work, so the brothers asked Tao Yang to go to the house to call the young master.After all, their relationship was good before, if our young master is so beautiful and procrastinating, Tao Yang is probably the only one who can hold him back.

In fact, at this time, the groom's official has finished grooming; the second master is in his room, helping him put on his wedding clothes.

This dress is very nice. .The bright red bottom is embroidered with gold thread, the cuffs are the most delicate, the stitches are fine and not messy.Although not luxurious, but very thoughtful.

The second master helped to fasten the belt, put on the jade pendant, patted the sleeves of the young master, and looked at it with satisfaction: "Not bad, he is also a beautiful boy!"

The young master smiled with the corners of his mouth curled up, but didn't speak.

Tao Yang was coming in from outside the house, met the second master, bowed his hands in salute, and called out: "Brother."

The second master glanced at the young master, turned his head and smiled at Tao Yang, and said, "I'm going, right? I won't follow, I'll wait for you at home."

Tao Yang nodded with a smile, watched the second master straighten his clothes, and slowly walked out of the yard.

The young master still maintained the same appearance as before, with his back to the door, Tao Yang couldn't see his expression clearly.

Look at this wedding dress, he must look good in it.Tao Yang looked at his back and smiled: "Master, it's time to go."

There seemed to be a moment of silence.

As soon as the young master turned around, he put on his happy clothes and gleamed the streamer, and stood on the spot with the same crooked smile as before, he was still the bright and straightforward bamboo planting boy.

The young master said, "A Tao, is it pretty?"

Such a warm smile has not been seen for a long time.

Tao Yang met his smile, and was in a dreamlike trance, raised the corners of his mouth and smiled, saying: "It looks good."

The young master approached step by step, with the beauty and warmth of a young man, smiling; he stopped in front of Tao Yang, then opened his arms and hugged him.

The cold feeling on Xifu made Tao Yang stiff.

The young master hugged him, with a gentle tone, and whispered in his ear: "When I watched the fireworks at Jialing Pass, I thought that one day I would wear a big red wedding gown and embrace the love of my life."

Just this sentence, Tao Yang didn't even have time to listen carefully, two lines of tears flowed from his eyes instantly.

"Master..."

His slightly choked voice hadn't calmed down, and the ending of the young master hadn't been fully uttered yet. His chest felt cold, and the man let go of his embrace, and left without looking back.

As if he lost his support, Tao Yang fell to the ground in an instant; the young master didn't know it.Perhaps it was because he also walked quickly, for fear that he didn't want to leave.

The gongs, drums and firecrackers blared outside.

Tao Yang was still in this room, sitting motionless on the ground, his face was ashen, tears streaming down his face unstoppably.

What have I done... It was snowing heavily outside Jialing Pass, the man threw everything to find him, made him a lantern and set off fireworks for him, but he let go on that snowy New Year's Eve.

Everything today is accomplished by myself.

The cold wind outside the door was blowing slowly, making Tao Yang's heart sore and sore, and he was frightened by the cold.

When the shadows in front of him darkened, Second Master knelt down and handed out a handkerchief.

Tao Yang raised his head and heard him say: "Go to my place."

Tao Yang looked around, and saw the familiar furnishings from before. .But now that the red cloth is hanging high and the candles are sitting in the hall, how can he cry in other people's new house.

Get up and go out with Yun Lei.

Yun Lei didn't bring him here to gossip, nor did he intend to say some comforting words, and it wasn't for the so-called new house; he just wanted to take him for a walk, to have a look in the yard, maybe it would make him feel more at ease.

Entering the second master's yard, there is a lush green bamboo.

The second master stopped in front of the green bamboo and said nothing.

Looking at these bamboos, Tao Yang understood where the original green plants in the vacant corner of the young master's courtyard went without words.

They were originally transplanted here.

Things are not people.

The second master looked at the clump of green bamboos, and said, "Go and see those bamboos."

Tao Yang walked slowly, walked into the bamboo forest, only a small piece surrounded him.At that time, it was so cute and cute, and the picture of planting bamboo is still vivid in my mind, but I didn't pay attention to it at the time, but now it hurts my heart when I look at it again.

The softness in my heart was aroused. .Tao Yang stretched out his hands to caress the green bamboos around his body, he had never been so serious before, when he rubbed his palms, he felt prickly with his fingertips.

Looking up, at this spot in front of his forehead, there are two small characters engraved on the green bamboo.

There was a pain in his chest, and the blood in his eyes also ached, so sore that he wanted to close his eyes.A thought flashed through his mind, he turned around and walked around suddenly, inspecting the green bamboos around him, carefully, it was not bad at all.

He caressed dozens of green bamboos in this forest one by one, without missing a single one.

Tao Yang fell into the dirt, clutching his chest and struggling to breathe, the indifferent smile he had maintained for many years finally collapsed and wept loudly.

The second master's eyes were also red, he held his breath, approached and squatted down, and told him: "I don't blame you."

Tao Yang cried hysterically, like an extremely sad child, the sleeves on his chest were wrinkled, and he couldn't breathe steadily, exhausting all the calmness and calmness he had in the first half of his life, crying heartbreakingly.

"I was wrong, I was wrong—"

There are dozens of emerald bamboos in this forest, all planted by him himself; each one, and every position that is equal to your stature, is carved with two words——Tao Yang.

Big mistakes.

"Master, I regret it."