Da Deyun

After noon, I went to the barracks to order some things, and it was already night when I got home, and I was not in a hurry to go back to the yard to accompany Yang Jiu for dinner. The second master went to the guest courtyard first, to see the young master who has been depressed since then and has lost his glory.

This courtyard is originally a guest courtyard, and the guests are not from the same family, and there is nothing exquisite about it. There is no decoration in the courtyard and it is not as elegant and bright as the main courtyard; Apart from dozing off, it was as quiet and lonely as an empty house.

Second Master's footsteps stopped, feeling heavy; now he needs courage even to look at this silly young master.

I really regret it when I think about it, if I had been more self-willed and helped him, even if he was a teenager messing around, it would be better than the lack of soul and soul now.

Pushing open the door, there was no light in the room, it was dark and gloomy.Second Master closed his eyes to let himself get used to the darkness.Only then did he raise his head and walked into the room according to the familiarity of his memory. He walked around the screen and smelled a smell of alcohol in the room.

This is the first time to see him drink away his worries at home.

But it's not true, maybe when he's drunk, he can see the person he wants to see, worrying about what is worth drinking for him.

Second Master squatted down in front of him, the moonlight from the cut-out window shone coldly on the side of his face.

His eyes are black and blue, his face is pale, his beard is unshaven, his eyes are dull, his lips are split and his tongue is burnt.

The second master lowered his head weakly, even looking up at him felt extremely uncomfortable; he had protected him since he was a child, but this most important hurdle, just one thought, destroyed him.

He took out the small pouch that Yuxi gave him during the day from his bosom. .The color is plain and clean, without the fragrance of powder, but with a little fragrance of ink, it looks like it has been used for a long time.

The young master certainly knows this purse, and even said that he knows the fabric very well.

Love Wu Jiwu, sometimes love someone, inexplicably love everything about that person,

The second master didn't stay for long, and he couldn't say anything to comfort him, he just felt tight in his chest, making him unable to breathe.

There is nothing he can do about love.

I can't help you, and I can't feel bad for you. I only hope that you can be strong.

The young master has always looked calm, like a nightmare, without any emotional fluctuations, and he doesn't even frown; but he enjoys this appearance very much in his heart. .You don't need to be wronged, you don't need to take the overall situation into account, you don't need to be as gentle as jade; just sit here and shed the tears you want to shed.

At first I thought I was crying dry, the tears in my eyes were dry, and my heart was barren; when the second master took out the purse and put it in his palm, his eyes became wet, and the tears gushed out again like a flood out.

This heart, originally dry and desolate, but this life is full of sourness and pain; it is really difficult to make a choice.

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When you are here, my heart is stronger than warm spring, and I am not afraid of wind, frost, rain and snow; when you go, there is no cloud in the sky, but no grass grows, and it is barren.

The letter paper in the purse was full of words, and the young master carefully read out each word in a hoarse voice, piercing his chest like a sharp knife, weeping uncontrollably.

Marriage letter: son of the Tao family, beautiful woman of the Yu family, talented and beautiful, childhood sweethearts, Chengyue, old and popular, and they are destined to join hands; one yang is moving at the beginning, the two surnames are harmonious, please three, with four beauties, and the fifth generation advocates Fengdi.The six rites are completed, the seven sages are assembled, the octaves are combined, the nine songs are in harmony, and the harmony of mandarin ducks is perfect.

None of the phrases in the marriage letter are related to him, but every word is related to him.

The young master crumpled the letter paper with his hands early, covered his chest and fell to the ground, curled up, crying uncontrollably in pain.

The old uncle's words were like a mantra, lingering in his ears over and over again, unable to drive him away.

"He left a marriage letter to Yuxi."

"Once you do something stupid and are criticized, this marriage certificate will be made public."

"In order to preserve your reputation, shut up Yoyo's mouth. This marriage certificate is the best proof."

"When the dust settles, Yuxi will retire again, allowing him to wander around the world, and never set foot in Shengjing again."

You are the one who understands me best, you are the one who hurt me the most, and you are the one who fulfills me in the end.

The young master curled up on the ground, crying heart-piercingly, more than any previous heavy snowfall.

"Why..." He cried day and night. .He was almost out of breath, his throat was hoarse and dry, and he couldn't utter a complete sentence. He just clutched the corner of his clothes on his chest and cried bitterly again and again.

I really want to rush to him and ask: What is your heart made of?

How could he be so ruthless, how could he be so decisive, how could he turn around and leave without hesitation.

The sentence left by Yun Lei: "He has already arranged everything for you."

yes. .Everything has been arranged, and I want me to spend the rest of my life in peace and happiness without you.

"A Tao..."

His trembling and turbid voice, with a thick cry, felt the coldness of the bluestone ground, helpless and longing: "Come back, please..."

You cry, I can't hold you

You are sick, I can't keep it

You let me be sensible and prudent, get married and start a career, respect my teachers, what about you...

You are still in the depths of the peach forest, the fireworks are in full bloom but the love is hard to extinguish.

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How can you be willing to hurt yourself to fulfill me, let me blame you, blame you and miss you. ~.