Da Deyun

The golden autumn and October are supposed to be refreshing solar terms, but the cold has fallen early in Shengjing.

Last year's Shengjing was snowed late, and it didn't arrive until November.I don't know whether it's more misty rain or more sorrow this year, but when the autumn sun is refreshing and the scenery is just right elsewhere, Shengjing is covered in frost and snow early on.

The mountain docks in the suburbs of Beijing have been covered with snow, and Deyun Academy is covered with silver, and it is covered with frost and snow.From a distance, only the emerald bamboo red pavilion can distinguish the colors, which is icy cold.

In the past, the young masters of the academy loved the snowy days the most. In the summer, they always feel aggrieved when they are bored and study.This is the season of snow, watching the snowflakes gradually fall on the window sill, the mood is followed by peace of mind.

After class, they would play snowball fights with their brothers and sisters, laughing and playing; at night, they would gather together to warm themselves by the fire and drink shochu.The poems and songs were too elegant, and the teenagers gathered together to chat and laugh.

These were the days of the big bachelors.Those who have daughters-in-law, like Erye Shaobing, went back to the house early to coax their daughters-in-law to come in.The nephrite jade is warm and fragrant, who wants to drink with the old men in this snowy night.

After playing around and getting drunk, Zhang Jiuling and Wang Jiulong became gloomy again in a trance.

In the past, they were the most troublesome. There was never a time when the two of them got together without fighting.It's just that now I look a lot depressed, the whole person is sick, and I don't have a good spirit.

Qin Xiaoxian was no different, except for the few days when Yu Mansion held the funeral and stayed in the room and did not go out, the following days were not much different from before.

Get up early and go to bed early every day. .Meals and lectures come according to the time, and I don't see him depressed, but I don't see him laughing and cursing.Don't talk too much with others, don't cry with others, live a good life alone.

Everyone thought about it, this was the day before he met Yuxi.

It's just that he prefers to be alone now. In the past, he could always see him playing around, pulling Zhou Jiuliang and Zhang Jiutai out to let his legs go crazy.

He was always alone, smiling peacefully, as if he had never met her, nor lost her.

I don't see anyone now, so I guess I'm staying in Qingxiao Pavilion.That's right, he doesn't like playing with snow, just like he doesn't like meeting people now.

It was uncomfortably quiet.

The hall master finished his meal and saw the boys in the hall teasing Zhang Jiuling and Wang Jiulong. .Thinking of Qin Xiaoxian's current impeccable appearance, he sighed in his heart and went to Qingxiao Pavilion.

He didn't believe it, this kid was so open-minded.

A child who can't cry won't talk about being hurt.

The roof of the small building in Qingxiao Pavilion was covered with fine snow, and the whole courtyard was covered with white, without any other colors.

Even the small green plants he had planted in the past were all frost-ridden and withered.

To say it well, it has to be the tung tree in the courtyard of Qitang, which is evergreen in winter, and the dots of frost and snow make the scene even more elegant.

The hall master pushed open the door and patted the snow on his body to avoid bringing him the cold air.

Going up to the attic, I saw him concentrating on drawing a picture in front of the desk, his black robe was lightly coiled, and his forehead hair was scattered on his temples.It's like it's winter, and the whole body has grown, and it looks like an adult.

He is tall in stature, there are not many people in the academy who can compare with him, only our Master Xie can surpass his stature.But in the past, he was wanton and unrestrained, with the joy and ease of a young man, but now his expression is serious, and there is no smile in his eyes.

He was so focused on painting that he didn't even know the hall master went upstairs.The hall master didn't bother, and approached with light steps, and when he was two steps away from the table, he could clearly see the person in his painting with just a glance.

He knew how to draw, and he always had a pen and a brush, but later he became good at it for some reason, and his paintings were vivid and beautiful.

The hall master can understand clearly, our young master Qin is not so good at writing, it is clear that the pen follows the heart, and only draws the person vividly.

As if the painting was finished, he put down the pen and looked at it carefully.The corners of his mouth were raised, and he smiled warmly and softly, sometimes frowning, as if he still felt something was wrong.

When he looked up, he saw that the hall master was looking at him in front of the table.

"When did you come?" He smiled.

"Just arrived." The hall master laughed together, both of them smiled dryly in winter, and said, "Come and see you."

It's been a long time since you spoke to us.

"Sit down." He walked out from the desk.Leading him to the bamboo chair beside him, he got a cup of warm tea from the tea seat and handed it to the Hall Master, saying: "Come on, Brother Meng."

The hall master lifted his robe and sat down, took the cup and warmed it in the palm of his hand, smiled lightly without saying what he wanted to say.

Everyone has never heard a word about Junior Sister from him. From the funeral last month to now, he seems to have forgotten about this person.

If he doesn't mention it, who would dare to tell him.

The hall master looked at him, feeling sorry for him.

Some people's calmness is not because they are strong, but because they are forced to smile. .Already on the edge of the cliff.

Qin Xiaoxian looked at the lingering heat rising from the cup, and his smile was a little dazed.Looking at Luoxue outside the Jian window, she said softly: "Today is the new moon."

"Yeah." The hall master nodded and chatted with him: "It's the first snow in October."

"It must be cold..." He said to himself, making it difficult to distinguish whether it was talking or whispering.

"It must be cold to use bamboo chairs in this winter." The hall master smiled, and explained: "It will be fine to replace it with a wooden couch and put a velvet blanket on it."

As if he didn't listen, he caressed the lines on the bamboo chair with lowered eyes, and smiled with crooked eyebrows: "Bamboo chairs are warmer."

The hall master glanced at it, as if he understood something, and said softly, "It won't be cold if you wear more clothes."

She'll take care of herself there too.

You too.

"You like to wear black...you'll get warmer when you go out more often." The hall master said with a smile, although he didn't know when he also liked to wear black robes, but he just felt that it was better to talk to him more than to be alone. People think and suffer.

"Yes." He was still smiling, his eyes were frosty, and his smile was cold: "The black winter is the warmest."

The sun warms up.

It's a pity that he doesn't like to bask in the sun.

He is the same as before, and he is very different from before.These words sound contradictory, but the hall master thinks it is the most appropriate.Chatting and chatting, I always feel that he is not interested, looking at him with a smile, but in fact, every sentence makes you unable to catch up.

In my heart, I am lonely.

There are still a lot of things to do in the academy, and in two days he will have to take Jiuliang out to set up a teaching altar. The hall master was not able to accompany him leisurely and elegantly for too long, and left after only sitting for a while.

If he makes a fuss, cries, or gets depressed, he can just drink away his worries.But it's this smiling An Ran's appearance, no different from before, which makes people unable to say anything wrong.People want to comfort, but can't find a reason.

this is not good.

People who don't know how to speak always make people mistakenly think that it won't hurt.

But think about it, wasn't he always like this before he met Yuxi, he didn't care about anything.After finally falling in love with him, he lost his heart again, with his soul, his youthful freedom and beauty.

Before the hall master left, he gave instructions, don't look at the snow, it will hurt your eyes.Slightly frowning and sighing, he walked downstairs slowly.

Not knowing whether he was really obedient or tired, he turned around and closed the window to prevent the wind and snow from entering the house.

Go to the desk.Looking at the girl in this painting, her eyebrows are smiling, her light yellow dress is smiling sweetly, and the color of the white velvet cape melting into the snow can't hide half of her aura.

"When I first saw you, you had this picture-perfect look, elegant and generous."

Last year today, you paid homage to your teacher.

broke into my life.

"Is it cold?" He stroked the drawing paper. .It seems that the person in the painting is close in front of my eyes: "I really want to see your lazy look in winter."

"Will you sleep in my arms?"

As he spoke, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"Back to Beijing in September, we should get married by now. Actually, I'm worried, if the wedding gown is thin, what will you do if you are afraid of the cold... Getting married is too cumbersome, and you have to work all day."

Talking and talking. .The drawing paper was wet with tears.

"Your birthday is coming soon."

"When I was in Rongcheng, I thought about how to live for you."

Originally, at this moment, I could already tie your hair and wear flowers.

Originally, at this moment, I could already hold your hand and dye my temples with snow.

"I have prepared a gift for you, you will definitely like it."

"From now on, I will sing to you every day."

Holding you in my arms, I am not allowed to go anywhere, enjoy the snow in winter, pick flowers in summer, and never be separated from life to life.

This time, I will never leave again.

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"Wait for me." ~.