Brother Xiong

Yesterday Zhang Zixun and Wei Xiaocheng didn't go anywhere, but drove back to the city and returned to their junior high school. Buge wanted to go with him to see what was going on between the two of them, but Wei Xiaocheng told them Persuaded, it is better for them to resolve the matter between him and Zhang Zixun themselves.

Buge was very obedient and didn't say much, she gave Wei Xiaocheng enough trust.

The two of them had nothing to say all the way, and returned to their alma mater. The life in junior high school was still different from that in high school, and the school's facilities were not as good as those in high school. When they arrived, all the students in the school were still in class, and the two of them stood on the playground. He was willing to speak first, but in the end it was Wei Xiaocheng who spoke first: "Zixun, what do you mean by that? Why didn't you take the high school entrance examination."

When Wei Xiaocheng thought of Zhang Zixun's severance, he felt uncomfortable.

"Hmph, I really want to hide it from you for the rest of my life, but now I want to tell you the truth. I hope you don't get too excited after listening. Do you know why I became like this in high school? If I say it was you, you Believe it or not."

Wei Xiaocheng was completely dumbfounded by Zhang Zixun's words.

"Other people think that my mother died and caused me too much harm. In fact, it is not the case. In fact, I have been mentally prepared for my mother's death. She has been ill for so many years. No matter how sad she is, she still leaves. I go away, I desperately want to keep her, but I can't do anything, do you still remember the days before the high school entrance examination, my mother just died a few days ago, in order to relax with me, you and I were so drunk, you drank After getting drunk like a child, crying and fussing, I wanted to take you home to my house, but you refused to cooperate and insisted on going back to your house, there was no massage at night, helpless, I had no choice but to take you home step by step. You carried it back to your home, you got home safely, do you know what I went through?

"Oh, my mother almost got gang-raped."

With Zhang Zixun's words, Wei Xiaocheng was so frightened that he fell to the ground directly.

"I still remember the way those two people pressed me in the grass and groped around me. How helpless I was at that time. I was struggling and screaming desperately. Can you imagine What I looked like at that time, do you know what I was thinking in my heart even in that situation, I was thinking, fortunately, you got home safely, fortunately it was me, not you, who encountered this kind of trouble. "

Wei Xiaocheng cried, feeling very distressed, he didn't know, he really didn't know.

"Do you know how I escaped in the end? I almost bit off the lifeline of one of them, and the other was scared away by me. Do you know why I didn't take the college entrance examination? Because I fell asleep in the hospital for seven days and seven nights. Except for my head teacher and my dad at the time, no one knew about it. One summer vacation, I was receiving psychotherapy, learning boxing, and learning to make myself stronger, because I knew that only when I became stronger would I not encounter this kind of thing again. , I know you have been admitted to No. [-] Middle School, I shouted excitedly, I dare not tell you the truth, my dad is the principal, he put me into the school under great pressure, he knew that we have a good relationship, so he put We were put in the same class, because I entered the school directly without taking the senior high school entrance examination, and I was questioned by many people. Three days after the start of school, some school bullies in the second and third years of high school didn't like me, and started to attack me, and even asked me Some people from the society came to bully me, but they didn’t know that I was no longer the good boy I used to be. It’s only been a few months since I started school, and I’ve fought countless times in big and small fights. It's already commonplace. At first I thought we would be the same as before, but you changed, you started to alienate me, you started to hate me, you started to ignore me, no matter how much I tease you, you no longer pay attention to me, you think I It's hopeless. I feel like a gangster in society. In my heart, I have always regarded you as my best brother. Do you know why my dad obeys me? Because he is afraid of me—suicide .”

After Zhang Zixun finished all this calmly, he took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it.

Wei Xiaocheng couldn't help crying, he slapped himself backhanded, what did he do?

Zhang Zixun smiled when he saw him like this: "Your girlfriend is pretty good, at least she listens to you, even though she doesn't look very good."

"........."

Wei Xiaocheng didn't reply, and after a while, he stood up from the ground, reached out his hand to take the cigarette from Zhang Zixun's mouth, put it near his mouth and took a puff, he choked after taking a puff, he really didn't did it.

"Cough cough..."

"Stupid."

Wei Xiaocheng's eyes were red, and he suddenly reached out and pulled Zhang Zixun into his arms and hugged him tightly: "I'm sorry, I really don't know these things, you should have told me earlier, and you are sure you don't love me?"

"Uh." Zhang Zixun didn't say anything, he wasn't sure about his sexual orientation, he had never liked any girl, nor had he ever been in love with any boy.

Wei Xiaocheng suddenly took a bite of Zhang Zixun's neck, and couldn't get enough of it, so he stuck out his tongue and licked it.

"Damn it, you're a dog." Zhang Zixun rubbed his neck and yelled.

Wei Xiaocheng spread his hands: "Hey, from the looks of it, we can only be brothers. Don't you feel that I'm teasing you like this? Do you have a tingling feeling?

"Nonsense, everyone has feelings, if you don't believe me, I'll bite you and see."

"Come on, come on." Wei Xiaocheng said as he unbuttoned his shirt, exposing his neck for Zhang Zixun to bite.

Zhang Zixun really pounced on him, caught Wei Xiaocheng in reverse, tripped Wei Xiaocheng to the ground, turned over, and pressed him under him: "How is it, do you feel it?"

"Yes." Wei Xiao said honestly.

"That's it." Zhang Zixun gave a strong push.

"Ah...it hurts...fuck me, you fucked me, Xiao Chengcheng. Wei Xiaocheng screamed in pain while clutching his lower body.

"Hahahahahaha, you deserve it."

Zhang Zixun didn't get up from Wei Xiaocheng, he was addicted to playing.

Two people are rolling on the empty playground, neither one will let the other, I will hit me, I will hit you.

Leaving the playground, Wei Xiaocheng leaned on Zhang Zixun's shoulders, just like before, went to the old classroom to watch, went to the cafeteria, went to the side court, went to all the places they had walked before, and finally made an announcement downstairs in the teaching building They stopped at the bulletin board, and unexpectedly found that a picture they drew together in the third grade of junior high school was still hanging on the bulletin board.

It was a landscape painting of a family with a small bridge and flowing water. It took the two of them three days to complete the painting. Seeing the familiar painting, the two looked at each other. Some things are also eternal, and there are many happy memories between them.

Today I came here to search for memories. In the end, the two separated at the school gate. One walked to the left and the other to the right. The two of them had a tacit understanding, and neither of them looked back, but halfway through, both of them cried... …

Is it brotherhood?or love?Zhang Zixun didn't know anymore, he only knew that he didn't want Wei Xiaocheng to alienate him, didn't want Wei Xiao to hate him, today Wei Xiaocheng asked him if he was sure he loved him, he was asked, he really couldn't figure it out.

It's not just Zhang Zixun who is confused, but also Wei Xiaocheng, he doesn't know anymore, what is true love?He is sure that he likes Buge. From the first time he saw Buge, he felt his heart beating. He was even more surprised when he learned that Buge was the girl who bullied him when he was a child. The arrangement of fate, but the word love is too heavy, he doesn't know how to understand it, he doesn't know what kind of relationship his brother and elder brother have, maybe he can ask them for advice, or spend more time with Buge.

What does the future look like?Who can tell.

Wei Xiaocheng's head is like a ball of paste, the blow that Zhang Zixun gave him today was too great, he feels guilty and distressed towards him now...

Wei Xiaocheng went home, locked a person in the house, didn't know whether to drink or not, he couldn't think of a reason.

Zhang Zixun and Buge were all in his mind.