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So sometimes his strange behavior, I always thought he was playing tricks.Later his father died and left him a lot of money.I found it very strange, and I asked him, why didn't Uncle Chen give you the company directly, but gave you the money instead?Chen Zhan said that the old man was probably afraid that I would ruin his life's hard work. In order to avoid this from happening, it would be better for him to destroy his own hard work with his own hands.This is the first time I feel something is wrong.

We have money.Chen Zhan and I were lying on the bed. Before we went out to look for ways to consume, we lived in these dozens of square meters and had a good time. The landlord came to collect the rent, so we bought it.

Chen Zhan has always been the kind of man who is favored by heaven. He has been studying in the best school since he was a child.And it was purely an accident that I was admitted to University A. By accident, I was added to the supplementary enrollment quota, and the crow turned into a phoenix.

When I was about to graduate, my boyfriend cheated on money and sex and disappeared after cheating. I spent money with a friend to relieve my worries. We talked and compared each other at a Japanese-style barbecue restaurant. This verbal war started from the difficulties at that time. Going back to all the unsatisfactory things worth mentioning in the growth process of more than [-] years, when I checked out, the clerk told me that someone had already paid for us, she pointed, and I looked over, it was Chen Zhan.I couldn't remember his name at the time, but I only remembered that he looked familiar, and I forgot why. I went to his desk bravely and thanked him for his kindness.Chen Zhan asked me if I was full?Then he smiled and said that he remembered me. When he returned to A University to give a lecture, I was the only one who fell asleep in the audience.And I was the first to come that day, he was the second, and he sat next to me.As a result, I never woke up.

I lowered my head, coincidentally, today is a plaid shirt with half sleeves inside and outside.

Since I am a senior with a successful career and is willing to invite me to dinner, I am of course willing to eat free meals without bleeding.But the words cannot be spoken.Chen Zhan asked me about my internship and my work unit. I answered in a doggy manner, and then forced myself to smile uglier than crying. I said it was good and I was very satisfied.

Chen Zhan frowned, denied my choice, and left me his contact information, saying that I could find him.I added it on the spot.

Five months ago, Chen Zhan fell ill.It wasn't sent at home, he put him in the ICU, and the police arrested him. Then I thought about why his father never let him leave his side.I said ok, it's okay, we lose money.The second time Chen Zhan set fire to a store at the front door.

I can't reason with him.When he is sober, he will beg me not to send him to a mental hospital. I can lock him at home, or wherever he is. He doesn't want to live, eat, and live with other mental patients.I said I was afraid you would hurt me.

He said: "Zhang He, even if you want to kill me one day, I will never fight back."

I know that he is sober at this time, and what he said at this time cannot be counted, but I still soften my heart.I also don't want him to die in a mental hospital where I can't see, I would rather he die in front of me.

After Chen Zhan finished eating, he seemed to have calmed down, because there were no shredded potatoes or rice left.Once upon a time, there was a work that said that those who can finish their meals crying are the ones who can walk on.I don't know if he can go on without me, I just know that I don't want him to go on anymore.I've had enough of him.

Chen Zhan asked me: "So you still want me to die."

He's using a declarative tone, but it's really a question because he can't interfere with my thoughts.He is only guessing, which is arbitrary, so it does not constitute a condition of the statement.I said, "Check out—"

We entered the house one after the other, and I was about to stab the broken wine bottle in his stomach when he turned on the light.Such a death would be bloody and neither decent nor graceful.Who would have thought that Chen Zhan, who had been proud for half his life, would end up dying in such despicable means like street gangsters fighting?

The light was turned on, I didn't hesitate, my eyes met his, and I plunged the beer bottle into his belly.The blood left my hand, but his eyes were still looking at me.I licked it, and the blood flowed to my shoe.What I felt, not what I saw, he kept looking into my eyes, and I didn't show any timidity.I plugged it in again, then pulled it out, then plugged it in again, then pulled it out.He still looked at me expressionlessly - or rather, with some pity.I couldn't stand his arrogance looking down on me the most. I glanced down quickly and saw that he had already flowed out of his intestines.I blinked my eyes, but he still looked at me.

Chen Zhan said, "Zhang He, let's talk."

wrong.

How could he still speak so normally.His blood had flowed all over the ground, his intestines were crumbling, and other organs were exposed to the air.How can he still talk.

I lowered my head again.Why isn't what I'm holding tightly in my hand a broken wine bottle with the bottom dropped?but a key.House keys.

I decided to talk to Chen Zhan.

Now that this situation has been reached, there is no point in hiding it.I told him frankly that an expert told me that Chen Zhan and I were incompatible with each other. If it wasn't for me, Chen Zhan wouldn't have mental illness at all.The expert said, since Chen Zhan is going to die sooner or later, it is of course better for me to disappear sooner, because a later death means that I will have to take care of him for a long time.For a long time, I don't know how long.

Of course I am willing to take care of Chen Zhan. Without him, I would not be where I am today. What's more, we are lovers and partners.

The expert said, no, Chen Zhan didn't die so easily.After you kill him, he will wake up after 24 hours, counting from the first time, the next time you kill him will be on the seventh day, the third time will be on the sixth day, then the fifth day, The fourth day, and so on, until the last day.The expert said that his memory was often messed up, and Chen Zhan would really die only if he killed Chen Zhan seven times according to this rule.The expert said, if you don't kill Chen Zhan, Chen Zhan will take your life back, and you two are doomed to live only one.The expert said, it is to choose the burden that has become a useless person, Chen Zhan; or you with a bright future.Figure it out for yourself.

Of course I love Chen Zhan. If Chen Zhan knew that I had a difficult choice, he would definitely be reluctant to part with me.He won't let anyone hurt me, including himself. I finally decided to make him the sacrifice between the two of us. This is a choice for the sober Chen Zhan.

Chen Zhan actually laughed, and he said, "That's true. If I had known that you were in such a dilemma, I would have committed suicide seventy times, let alone seven times, so as not to make you feel bad."

I said, "What about this time?"

Chen Zhan said: "Zhang He, you haven't thought about it. Maybe you were fooled? I won't die, and you won't die either. We can all live a good life. No matter what happens in the future, I can take care of you. you."

I said, "Why do you still take care of me? Chen Zhan, I've really had enough. And I've killed you six times, and you're all dead. Master didn't lie to me."

His eyes suddenly became sarcasm, "Why don't you think about it, who else in this world will not lie to you except me?"

I vaguely had an answer in my heart, but I was suddenly afraid and didn't dare to touch it.I shook my head, Chen Zhan was suddenly covered in blood, his mouth was open, his fangs were exposed, it was impossible, I closed and opened my eyes abruptly, at this time there were six Chen Zhan sitting side by side on the sofa. Zhan, the one who was stabbed in the heart, stuffed with paper, fed poison, smashed into temples, dismembered, and strangled by the neck. I looked carefully, and it turned out that there was only one Chen Zhan, who was holding Sitting in the middle of the sofa, most of the intestines were hanging outside.His stomach seemed to have turned into a hole, and the blood had drained dry. The blood soaked the entire sofa and soaked the four legs of the coffee table.

Chen Zhan continued: "What else do you want me to do? You say you don't want to go to the hospital, and I'll stay with you at home, but you always run out. We have no money for a long time. If I don't go out to work, you still have to go How do you eat? Zhang He, look for yourself, what kind of damage has this home been to you? I’ve already put away all the sharp things that might hurt you and put them where you can’t see them. What’s the use? ?Even a toothbrush can be used as a knife by you, hurting yourself and me. Zhang He, open your eyes, open your eyes, wake up and see, look at you now, you still just want me to go Die. Zhang He, can you..."

I interrupted him coldly: "Chen Zhan, you are all wrong. It is not me who is sick, but you. I quit my job for you, and begged my grandpa to tell my grandma to find such a job close to home. In the end, you One move, the Great Shift of the Universe, turned me into the bad guy who bit Lu Dongbin with a dog. You are already so sick, why don’t you let me go? This is the last time, you are dead, and we can all get relief. If it is still possible , see you in the next life. If you insist on turning black and white, then you can just meet in the next life? I don’t have to worry about you every day, and you don’t have to fantasize about why I want to harm you. We haven’t been happy before, you Why bother to make trouble like this?"

Chen Zhan lowered his head and laughed hoarsely, took a deep breath, and said relaxedly: "You have even regarded things like me as your memory."

I said, "I didn't. Chen Zhan, you don't have to act like a pitiful victim. Can't you hear what I'm thinking tonight? Why, only state officials are allowed to set fires, but ordinary people are not allowed to light lamps? If you have super powers to read minds, no masters are allowed to teach me from the sidelines - not so good, old Chen, this is too unequal. You are not a