in love with the zerg queen

She is lying in the cradle.

Recently she has been able to see something, not a child, so she is not too surprised, in the blurred vision, everything seems to be covered with a thin layer of fog, she is lying in the cradle, most of the From then on, I just stared blankly at the old-fashioned, fragrant and gloomy Zhuliang painting tents, and my mind went blank.

What makes her feel revived and chooses to slowly accept the reality is the gentle and quiet eyes of the nurse.

When she cried helplessly because she came to this strange world, it was these warm hands that gently supported her neck, hugged her in her arms and comforted her softly.

It is difficult for a pre-term child to even raise her head. From the embrace full of milk fragrance, she felt the peace that she had not felt for a long time. She stretched out her hand and hugged the nurse's shoulder. , For the first time, I laughed from the bottom of my heart.

very nice.

Although this newborn body is still very weak, it is full of infinite possibilities in the future.

The last time of her previous life was spent lying on the bed. In the late stage of dyscrasia, the pain of needing help from family members even turning over has been engraved in her soul. Every day is like a year, and every day is fighting against death to survive. time.

At that time, she refused to die for a long time, torturing herself and her family.

Now, she has a new life.

It's just that I will never see my dear parents again.

She listened to the nurse humming an unknown tune, and fell asleep peacefully in this embrace.

The life of a child is always lacking in fun, let alone a child carrying an adult soul.

The second time she saw her mother, no, it should be more than 20 days after the mother of this body.

When she woke up from a deep sleep, she saw Xia Shi.

Just like the first time I saw you.

There were little tears on her eyelashes.

"Rong'er," she patted her head, and the tears in her eyes were falling again, "he went to Aunt Yao's room again today. He clearly said that he liked me, but I could tell that he and Aunt Yao , is the two love each other.”

Xia's wet nurse beside her was silent.

At the beginning, the young lady was also obsessed with ghosts, if Mrs. Xia had listened to her own mother's words, how could she have taken a liking to such a hypocrite?But it's too late to say anything now, the young lady is also married as another woman.

The wet nurse had no choice but to persuade her: "Miss, this Aunt Yao came from a humble background, how can she compare with you, when you give birth to a son-in-law and stabilize the position of the family, then the Yao family will be favored again, it's just a plaything, find a way to deal with it." After a meal, how can she go past you?"

Xia Shi murmured: "When we just got married, he was so gentle. I chose him, but I didn't expect him to be my beloved. Mother, you probably don't know, Aunt Yao's background is not simple. .”

Not so simple, this is not a concubine room that she can dispose of at will.

She stretched out her small hand and grabbed Xia Shi's hand. Her hand was really too small, but it also gave the woman some comfort.

She never thought that this was the last time she would hold this woman's hand.

sometimes.

There is a saying that is true.

A man's character will determine his destiny.

The cradle rocked gently.

She is holding her mother's hand. The mother in this life is sentimental. There must be quite a few women in her father's room in this life. Men in ancient times have always asked women to be generous, but they are really loving. Be generous?

When she grows up, will she be like her mother, after she gets married, she will go from one narrow world to another narrow courtyard, do housework, be filial to her parents-in-law, fight with her husband’s concubine, and then Spend your life like this in a daze?

Thinking of this, she felt a little unwilling, and with a little worry, she fell asleep again.

She lived a life of eating and sleeping all day long, and the wet nurse treated her as if she were her own child, taking care of her every day when she was hungry, thirsty, or defecating.

The child's body also has many unaccustomed places, but the originally gloomy heart is also a little brighter in the nurse's smile.

She finally escaped from the shadow of her death in her previous life, and the future will be discussed in the future, those are far away, and she has gradually accepted the fact that she will not be able to return to her parents in her previous life.

In fact, although it is a sad thing not to see each other forever, in her perception, her parents have always been fine.

It's just a space-time gap.

It's just that we can never see each other again.

Slowly, she knew who Aunt Yao was that Xia's mouth always mentioned.

Aunt Yao came from an embarrassing background.

Strictly speaking, Aunt Yao is the cousin of the mansion and the granddaughter of the old lady. In real life, she is Wang Xun's cousin, the cousin who grew up with her childhood sweetheart.

Speaking of which, the Wang family is considered a famous family with strict family style, especially for women, but in such a strict and famous family, there is a girl who is deviant, and this girl who is deviant is also the old lady and Wang Xun's relative. The grandmother's youngest daughter, Wang Han.

Back then, Wang Han made a private decision with a man from the Jianghu, and when the old lady found out, she strongly opposed it. After making a big fuss, Wang Han chose to elope with the man from the Jianghu.

Back then, this matter made the old lady so angry that she didn't expect that the youngest daughter of the Wang family, who was always gentle and courteous, would do such a bad thing, so she also announced to the outside world that the youngest daughter of the Wang family had contracted a serious illness and died.

After the old lady shed a few tears while clutching her handkerchief, she had the right not to have this shameless daughter.

Unexpectedly, seeing her daughter again, the daughter was dying, holding a baby girl in her arms, kneeling in front of the mother's door: "Mother."

When you can't see it, you can be as cold as iron.

But after all, it was her daughter who had been raised for 15 years, and she was also the daughter she loved and raised on the cusp of her heart. Seeing her daughter's ragged clothes and dying of starvation, the old lady finally softened her heart.

From her daughter, she knew what had happened. Her daughter was entrusted with inhumanity.

Desperately broke through the mundane world and followed that figure in the rivers and lakes, but ended up with the recruiter as his wife and the runner as his concubine.

That Jianghu man turned out to be the fifth son of Forging Knife Valley, a martial arts family in Jianghu. He already had a wife in his family, and the wife of the fifth son was of a higher family background.

It wasn't until she and that Jianghu man returned to Forging Knife Valley that she realized that she was just a concubine taken by him. She wanted to leave the fifth son and return to her mother's house, but she had already had a skin relationship with the fifth son. The son's sweet words made her feel soft-hearted for a moment, and because she had no way out, she had to stay. A small sedan chair was carried into the mansion through the side door. The fifth son's wife Yun Wan returned to her natal home at that time. It was discovered that the husband who cared for him took a concubine while he was not at home.

After Yunwan returned to Forging Knife Valley, she saw beautiful concubines who were as beautiful as flowers and jade. Few women from this sect obeyed the so-called three obediences and four virtues. Yunwan said to the fifth son: "You want to keep her, that's okay , contest, if you beat me, she can stay, if you can't beat me, she'll get out!"

Yun Wan was born in a sect, and her roots were quite good since she was a child, and she was quite a true biography of the Seventh Elder with her skill in the celestial trace. She seemed to be docile and humble after marrying the fifth son, but when she actually started to do it, the fifth son was horrified to find out , those soft and boneless hands on weekdays can be unpredictable, and their moves are fierce, but he is not her opponent.

The fifth son and Yun Wan had the upper hand as soon as they fought. After a stick of incense, Yun Wan found a flaw and hit the chest with a palm. Daogu, Wulang, you can also raise her secretly, but if I find out, I will slap her to death!"

Afterwards, the fifth son had no choice but to send her out of the Forging Knife Valley with tears in his eyes. After giving her some silver, the fifth son said to her: "I betrayed you. If you want to complain or hate, come to me. "

The fifth son's wife is of high birth, even if she was killed on the spot, no one would stand up for her. After leaving the valley, she found out that she was pregnant. She also sent a letter to Forging Knife Valley, but in the end, nothing came to light .

Afterwards, a boudoir lady lost all her protection and was cheated out of her money. She lived on the streets and gave birth to a baby girl in a ruined temple. She was desperate and had to go back to her mother's house.

The old lady always remembered the tears in her daughter's eyes. The daughter said: "I ruined the family's reputation, but the child is innocent. Mother, please raise her up!"

At that time, the old lady didn't show any sadness, and she didn't cry until her daughter breathed her last breath.

Although the baby girl's biological father was born in Forging Knife Valley, his high-status wife is the truly terrifying one.

The old lady never even thought about seeking justice for her daughter. After all, no matter how distressed she was, Forging Knife Valley and Shenyin Sect were not something the Wang family could provoke. After weighing the pros and cons, the old lady will choose a glass of poisoned wine to send her away for the honor of the family.

The baby girl left behind was Aunt Yao, the old lady considered her for a long time and raised her under the name of her confidant butler. Although she was a servant in terms of status, she was no different from the young lady raised at home in terms of food and clothing.

Wang Xun is the youngest son of the eldest son of the old lady. He has been with Yao's childhood sweetheart since he was a child, and after that, he even gave and received him privately.

After being discovered by the old lady, Aunt Yao was almost beaten to death by the old lady, but looking at Aunt Yao's eyes that were exactly the same as those of her dead daughter, the old lady still couldn't bear to do it after all. After that, Aunt Yao was accepted as a concubine by Wang Xun .

Although the old lady dotes on this granddaughter, in her heart, she knows very well that this granddaughter's life experience must never be exposed. Such an embarrassing background is not as good as that of a concubine. This family is not in charge of the old lady alone, so the Yao family is doomed I can only be a concubine.

The Xia family was born in a first-class family, and she is the daughter of the Minister of the Household Department. After meeting Wang Xun in the Kong Zen School, she fell in love with her concubine. She dotes on her daughter very much, although she doesn't like Wang Xun's background, but she can't bear her liking, so after discussing with the Minister of the Household Department, she prepared a generous dowry for her daughter, and married into the palace the next year.

Xia Shi was innocent and sentimental since she was a child. The reason why she chose to marry Wang Xun back then was: "He understands me, he knows me."

After marrying Wang Xun, Xia Shi discovered that Wang Xun didn't understand her at all, and she seemed to have never understood Wang Xun. During the few years of marrying him, she became more and more I don't understand Wang Xun anymore.

Is this still the lover who was as gentle as water to her back then, with whom she swore forever?

He already had two concubines at home, and four concubines who were open-faced. During the time when she first married him, she was happy, and her husband almost always lived in her own room. Her husband didn't pay much attention to her, and the two concubines also respected her very much.

But then what?

After that, the husband's eyes began to shift to Aunt Yao.