a row of egrets

Lu Yu sat in the car, his face was frighteningly cold.

When Lu Zhan was in high school, he told him about Li Jing's girlfriend without embellishment. He didn't care at all at that time, because he was the one with Li Jing.But now Lu Yu doesn't feel that Lu Zhan is talking nonsense, because the things he said are very normal, and there is no place to add embellishments, which means that they are all true.

Lu Yu started the car, ignored Lu Zhan's order to "drive slowly", and drove all the way to the Lijing Community under the urban speed limit.

He hesitated when he knocked on the door, not quite sure if he would lose control if he saw a girl in the room.

Lu Yu reached out and knocked on the door.

The sound of slippers kicking and tapping sounded, and Li Jing opened the door with an impatient face: "What's the matter with you? Didn't you just leave in the morning, why did you come back at night?"

Lu Yu suppressed the emotions in his heart, stood at the door and asked Li Jing: "You are the only one in your house?"

As he spoke, he looked towards the door and saw no women's shoes.

Li Jing frowned: "What do you mean?"

"Aren't you bringing the girls home?" Lu Yu looked at him, "Or have you already left?"

"What? What are you talking about?" Li Jing looked at him inexplicably.

"Lu Zhan said that I met you on a date with a girl."

"Fuck, this kid's mouth is paper, why is he talking about everything!" Li Jing really wanted to beat someone up.

"Is that true?" Lu Yu sneered, "Officer Li, congratulations."

Seeing his sneer, Li Jing was also furious, just like when Lu Yu asked him if he had a fight.

"Don't be weird here." Li Jing's face turned cold, "Lu Yu, I remember I told you last year that my parents are already making arrangements for me. I've been dragged by you for long enough, you His mother is going to drag me for the rest of his life, isn't he?"

"When did I drag you?" Lu Yu's gentlemanly spirit went to nowhere, and the words out of his mouth were extremely sharp, "Did I tell you not to let you fall in love during those years I was abroad? Did you tell me to wait for me?"

Li Jing looked at Lu Yu with no expression on his face.The person in front of him left him and went abroad without saying a word back then, and he hadn't contacted him for so many years, and Li Jing couldn't get over the feelings he had back then, and it has been exhausting until now.In the end, Lu Yu was lucky, saying that he didn't delay Li Jing, it was Li Jing's own wishful thinking, and he made a prison for himself and refused to move.

In fact, what Lu Yu said was right, it was true, it was indeed Li Jing who refused to let himself go.It's just too cruel to be exposed like this, not to mention that this person is still Lu Yu.

Li Jing felt like a joke.

"Yes, you didn't say that, because you never fucking contacted me!" Li Jing gritted his teeth, "Lu Yu, you are so fucking cruel, am I particularly ridiculous in your eyes, am I special? Poor? You still think you are extra generous, don’t you? When you go abroad, I can fall in love with you. As soon as you return to China, I have to come back to you with peace of mind? What do you think of me? What does it matter to you whether I fall in love or not? Relationship, why do you control me, what qualifications do you have to control me?"

Lu Yu looked at him: "Do you dare to say that you are not alone all the time because of me?"

"So what?" Li Jing sneered, "I admit, it was at first, but later it has nothing to do with you. Lu Yu, where did you get the confidence to feel that I miss you so much? You are so cruel to me, I wish you would never come back. I hate you a little every time I see you, can you get out of my life completely?"

Just as Lu Yu was about to speak, the door of the neighbor's house opened, and a couple stood at the door. The aunt said, "Why are you still arguing in the middle of the night? Is there anything you can't talk about?"

Uncle said: "Young people are too competitive, can't we sit down and talk about it?"

"Sorry." Lu Yu nodded at them, "I bothered you."

When the neighbor closed the door, Li Jing also closed the door with a cold face.

Lu Yu reached out to hold the door, pushed hard inside, and walked in.

"Get lost." Li Jing looked at him, "I don't want to see you again."

"What else can you do except let me go?" Lu Yu closed the door behind his back, with a coldness that Li Jing had never seen on his whole body, and the words in his mouth were unexpectedly mean, "By the way, I remembered, except Get out, why are you still saying it's none of my business. Li Jing, why haven't you made any progress in all these years?"

Li Jing raised his eyes, his eyes were red: "Lu Yu, you bastard."

Lu Yu was the one who left without saying a word back then, the one who let him down was Lu Yu, the one who took the initiative to end the relationship was Lu Yu, and now the one standing in front of Li Jing and sneering at him is also Lu Yu give.Li Jing could hardly figure out why this person became like this, he only knew that his heart was getting cold little by little, and then it became painful and hard, and it was full of cracks when touched lightly.

It's true that I haven't made any progress at all. I have endured more than five years with feelings for you, and now I still have to be ridiculed by you aloofly.

But they were not like this before. At that time, Li Jing was reckless and free and easy, and at that time Lu Yu was gentle and elegant. They had never been so tit for tat, and they would never say any cruel words like today.

Lu Yu didn't know what happened to him today, when he thought that Li Jing was dating other girls, his mind became chaotic, his usual calmness disappeared without a trace, his whole person seemed to be out of control.He was already good at reading people's hearts, and now he was targeting Li Jing with every sentence, but Lu Yu obviously didn't want to do this, how could he be willing to make Li Jing sad again.

"Tell me, what is your relationship with that girl?"

In fact, Lu Yu just wanted to clarify this matter, but at the moment he used the wrong method and attitude.

"Then tell me, what is the relationship between me and you, and you deserve to ask me this question?" Li Jing looked at him with red eyes, and his voice was extremely cold.

Lu Yu didn't speak, and the two of them stood behind the door and looked at each other.

"I'm sorry." Lu Yu sighed, "It's because I spoke too harshly, I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry?" Li Jing sneered, "Where did you feel sorry for me? I did it on my own. You were right. I was blind and I had something wrong. I was so wrong five years ago. I didn't expect it to be today See clearly. Lu Yu, if you still refuse to let me go, I don't mind leaving City A, and I don't mind going abroad, I really really don't want to see you again."

Lu Yu stretched out his hand to pull him: "Li Jing..."

Li Jing shook off his hand violently, tears streaming down his face, he pointed at the door, and almost growled: "Get lost! I don't want to see you again!"

Lu Yu grabbed his hand and pulled him into his arms: "I don't want to get lost, can we have a good talk?"

Li Jing struggled desperately and refused to say a word. He gritted his teeth and tried to break free, but tears flowed down uncontrollably. In the end, he couldn't restrain himself, and a cry of aggrieved and extremely sad came out of his throat.

He seldom cried. When his grandfather passed away when he was a child, he tried his best not to shed tears. No matter how sad he was, he just blinked his eyes and sniffed his nose. He seldom cried in front of others.Once when Lu Yu came back from abroad to meet him in high school, he hugged Lu Yu and wiped his tears on his shoulders.One time was the day when he received the admission notice, he sat on the sofa at Zhou Yue's house and cried because of Lu Yu's leaving without saying goodbye.It was the first time that he lost control like today.

After all, it was because of Lu Yu every time.

"I'm sorry." Lu Yu hugged him and apologized over and over again, his voice trembling slightly, "It's all my fault, I'm sorry..."

"It's useless, Lu Yu." Li Jing finally said hoarsely, "It's too late for everything, it's too late for everything, I have no energy."

He reached out to cover his tearful eyes: "I beg you one last time, please let me go, I'm really tired."

Lu Yu frowned and closed his eyes, exhaled, then let go of Li Jing, pulled his hand covering his eyes, wiped his tears for him, pasted it to the corner of Li Jing's drenched eyes and kissed gently Suddenly, the voice sounded like a sigh: "I promise you, you will take good care of yourself in the future."

After Lu Yu left, Li Jing stood by the door for a long time, when his mother called him.

"How about the girl grandpa asked you to meet? She's the daughter of the deputy mayor. Remember to get along well."

"Tell grandpa for me, and I'll tell you guys by the way." Li Jing wiped the tears off his face expressionlessly, "If you force me to meet someone I'm not interested in, you'll never see me again in your life. I do what I say."

He hung up the phone, turned around and went back to the room, covering himself with a quilt to sleep.