a row of egrets

Lu Yu sat on the chair and looked up at Lu Zhan: "Did you go to the military hospital too often?"

"No, I commute to and from get off work on time, and I do all my work well, so it doesn't affect anything, does it?"

You influenced me to fall in love with Li Jing.

"You can't go on like this. I heard that you couldn't say a word when you saw Dr. Xiao."

"I can't speak, I just look at him." Lu Zhan flipped through the documents expressionlessly, "Mr. Lu, as a boss, do you pay too much attention to the emotional life of your employees?"

"..." Lu Yu knocked on the table with his pen, "You don't plan to recognize my brother, do you?"

"Nothing." Lu Zhan bowed respectfully, "Don't worry, Mr. Lu, I will never delay work."

"I'm not afraid that you will delay work. I'm very relieved when you do things now." Lu Yu paused, "What are you going to say to uncle?"

Lu Zhan froze for a moment: "What do you say?"

"Tell me about you and Dr. Xiao." Lu Yu looked at him with a headache, "Uncle called me a few days ago and asked me how you and Dr. Xiao are doing."

"what do you say?"

"I said no matter what you do, it's the choice of the two of you, and we have no right to control it." Lu Yu sighed, "That's what I said, but Lu Zhan, I hope you can walk more steadily this time. If you make a decision , don’t waver anymore.”

"I don't know, brother." Lu Zhan lowered his head, "Actually, I'm not as magnanimous as I said. Before, I thought that as long as he can come back, it doesn't matter if I'm not with him. But now, I I feel that I can't accept this, I really want to talk to him, and I really want to start over with him."

"Then why did you see him not saying a word? Do you think you can start over this way?"

"I don't know what he's thinking, I don't know how to face him..." Lu Zhan's voice was aggrieved.

Lu Yu looked at him helplessly: "Lu Zhan, if you say that, then Dr. Xiao's suffering over the past three years will be in vain."

"After so many things, why do you still have so little confidence in your relationship? You should know who Dr. Xiao is. You miss him so much, don't you think he treats you?"

Lu Zhan raised his head, his eyes glistened with water: "Is that so?"

"Otherwise? In Dr. Xiao's heart, there may be no hurdles for a long time, but you can't get over it, and you are still wasting time here. Do you think you are stupid?" Lu Yu looked at him and felt that it was as Li Jing said. As said, Lu Zhan has become mature and calm in other things, but when it comes to Xiao Yibai, he basically has no space and is in a mess.

"I see, brother." Lu Zhan sniffed, "I see, I know what to do."

He put a stack of documents in front of Lu Yu: "Look over it, sign it, don't delay my pursuit of Dr. Xiao."

Lu Yu's hand holding the pen paused, because he thought that if Lu Zhan increased the frequency of going to the military hospital because of this, he and Li Jing would hardly have any time to be alone.

He regretted a little, regretted trying so hard to persuade Lu Zhan.

Ah, it's hard to be a human being, it's hard to be a big brother.

Lu Zhan sat beside Li Jing's bed with a serious expression: "I'm going to chase Dr. Xiao again."

Li Jing raised his head to look at him inexplicably while eating, he thought: Do you still need to chase Dr. Xiao?When did you two break up?Isn't it at most a cold war?The Cold War doesn't even count, it's entirely because you dare not talk to others unilaterally.

"Okay..." Li Jing felt that Lu Zhan's behavior was better than not saying a word when seeing Dr. Xiao, "Then take it easy and don't go too far, otherwise Dr. Xiao may think you are sick and said a few days ago I won't bother him anymore, and now I'm chasing him again."

"Don't worry, I know it well."

It wasn't until Xiao Yibai entered the ward that Li Jing realized how much Lu Zhan said was "a lot".

Lu Zhan watched Xiao Yibai walk in wearing a white coat. He didn't dare to look directly at him before, because now Xiao Yibai has an aura all over his body, probably because he is a few years older, matured a lot, and has the coldness of a young man. There was a bit of masculine calmness in his temperament, which made Lu Zhan's heart beat faster every time he saw it, and he was inexplicably shy.

Even after seeing Xiao Yibai again, Li Jing told Lu Zhan more than once that although Dr. Xiao is still young, he really doesn't have that temperament. It is really rare to have both youthful and manly looks. People who are not strong-willed will have weak legs when they see it.

Those who are not determined include Lu Zhan.

Lu Zhan began to stretch out his fingers to twist the curtain.

Li Jing glanced at him bitterly, then turned to Xiao Yibai and said, "Doctor Xiao, Lu Zhan has something to tell you."

Lu Zhan turned his head: "?"

"What's the matter?" Xiao Yibai looked directly at Lu Zhan, with an impenetrable depth in those dark and quiet eyes, which made Lu Zhan almost out of breath.

"It's nothing..." Lu Zhan gave Li Jing a hard look, and when he looked at Xiao Yibai, he became evasive again, "It's just..."

Xiao Yibai put two cans of medicine on Li Jing's bedside: "I have clearly written the dosage on it, just take it on time."

Li Jing nodded.

Xiao Yibai stood up straight, looked at Lu Zhan: "If you have something to say, go out and talk about it."

Lu Zhan said "oh" in a daze, but he didn't know what to say.

"You two talk slowly, I think that safe passage is very good, there are no people, quiet, suitable for heart-to-heart talk." Li Jing shouted from behind.

Lu Zhan turned to stare at him again.

Lu Zhan followed behind Xiao Yibai with his head down, planning what he was going to say later in his mind. When Xiao Yibai stopped and turned around, Lu Zhan didn't pay attention, and bumped into him head-on. In Xiao Yibai's arms, there was a familiar clear smell in his breath for an instant.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Lu Zhan took a step back and reached out to help Xiao Yibai touch his shoulder, but he didn't think it was appropriate, so he waved his hand, "If you feel pain, just rub it twice yourself. So hard."

Xiao Yibai looked down at him: "Does it hurt?"

"Ah?" Lu Zhan touched his head, "No, it's not very painful."

"Okay." Xiao Yibai stretched out his hand and pushed open the door of the safe passage, "Go in."

"Why do you have to go there..."

"Didn't Li Jing say that this place is suitable for heart-to-heart talks?"

Lu Zhan gritted his teeth and walked in.

The moment he entered, he suddenly fell in love with Li Jing.

Because it's too dark here, so dark that I can't see my expression clearly, I feel very safe.

Lu Zhan consciously leaned against the wall, lowered his head, as if Xiao Yibai was a hooligan who came to force him to pay the protection fee.

Xiao Yibai stood in front of him and asked him in a low voice: "What do you want to say?"

The corridor was very empty and quiet, Xiao Yibai's deep and bewitching voice seemed to stir the air, Lu Zhan felt his eardrums tremble slightly, his heartbeat was hooked up, and began to speed up slowly.

All the words he had just conceived were completely forgotten.

"Wait... let me think about it..." Lu Zhan said bitterly, "I clearly thought about it just now, but I forgot it all of a sudden..."

Before he finished speaking, Xiao Yibai took a step forward and put his hands against the walls on both sides of Lu Zhan's shoulders.

It wasn't until the moment Xiao Yibai surrounded him by the wall that Lu Zhan realized that his younger brother was already taller than him.

Not only is he tall, but Xiao Yibai's body frame seems to have grown, his shoulders are broad, although he is thin, he is not thin, his whole body is compact and powerful, and he has an oppressive sense of strength when he leans over.He remembered the feeling he had accidentally bumped into Xiao Yibai's arms just now, that embrace seemed to really make people feel safe.

Under such pressure, Lu Zhan's legs were a little weak, and his mind was full of messy thoughts. He really wanted to reach out and touch Xiao Yibai's muscles to see if Xiao Yibai's muscles were as well-proportioned and powerful as he imagined, and whether they were better than before. He picked himself up more easily, his shoulders were so broad, it seemed that he could hang himself up with a light hook.

It stands to reason that now is not the time to think about these things, but Lu Zhan's physical reaction is really honest. He hasn't had close contact with Xiao Yibai for a long time. He was pressed here a few days ago. He didn't notice the change in Xiao Yibai's figure.

Xiao Yibai's breath was right in front of Lu Zhan's face, touching Lu Zhan's mind warmly, he asked, "Do you remember?"

"No..." Lu Zhan felt that he was going to react if this continued, so he stretched out his hand to push Xiao Yibai's shoulder, and found that it was much stronger, and he couldn't push it at all. Lu Zhan's tone became unstable, "I ...can you...don't get so close..."

He lost, let alone chasing Xiao Yibai again, Lu Zhan didn't even have the courage to stand in front of him, after all, he lost completely in terms of body shape.

Xiao Yibai stood up straight, Lu Zhan couldn't see his expression clearly in the darkness, only heard him say indifferently: "I have nothing to say, I'll leave first."

"Wait..." Lu Zhan bit his lip and pulled his white coat, "Well, I'm going on a business trip tomorrow."

Xiao Yibai looked at him: "So?"

"So I can't come to the hospital every day..."

"and then?"

"And then, you...you take good care of yourself." Lu Zhan was cruel, and said the rest of the words, "I will miss you, wait for me to come back to find you!"

After he finished speaking, he opened the door and ran out. Xiao Yibai stood in the corridor with only one thought in his mind:

Lu Zhan is cute, still as cute as before.