a row of egrets

417.

When Li Jing filled his volunteers, he had no doubts filled in the police academy in the province. After the interview, medical examination and political review, he only had to wait for the notice to be mailed to him.

He was able to be admitted to the police academy so smoothly, which has a lot of credit to Lu Yu.

Lu Yu helped him become a better self, but Li Jing would not be grateful to him for this, because Li Jing's original intention was Lu Yu, not a better self.If there is no Lu Yu, no matter how Li Jing becomes, it will be the same to him.

And from now on, dreams are dreams, Lu Yu is Lu Yu, and they can no longer be mentioned as the same.

I thought it was an overlapping route, but when I got there, I realized that someone chose another road and walked on without leaving a word without looking back. The trajectories of the two have been different since then.

418.

On the day the admission notice was mailed home, Li Jing's parents happened to come over and brought up the matter of going abroad again.

Li Jing slapped the notice on the tea table with a cold face, not wanting to say a word.

The scolding and persuasion of his parents were like needles stuck in his brain, and a needle was also stuck in Li Jing's heart, which hurt him very much.

"Did you hear us! Can you stop being so willful?!"

Li Jing's father pushed him angrily, Li Jing couldn't stand still, fell behind him, knocked over a vase, and the vase broke on the ground, Li Jing's arm touched it, blood was seen at that time.

He heard his mother's screams and his father's flustered voices, which were so piercing, but his ears seemed to be blocked all the time, and those voices became blurred and strange.

Li Jing raised his hand to wipe his eyes, stood up unsteadily, opened the door and ran out.

419.

It was raining heavily outside, Li Jing finally knocked on the door of Zhou Yue's house who lived not far from his home.

Seeing that he was drenched and bleeding from his arms, Zhou Yue panicked, pulled him in, and immediately called Lu Zhan and the others.

Li Jing sat on the sofa with his head down. He didn't feel any pain in his hands, heart, or anywhere. His whole body seemed to be numb. He didn't think or look at anything.

But how could you not want anything.

420.

At the same time, at the airport on the outskirts of City A, where there was no wind or rain.

Lu Yu was wearing a breathing mask, and before his mother got on the plane, he tugged at the corner of Huang Jia's clothes.

Huang Jia leaned down: "What's the matter?"

"Can you..." Lu Yu took a breath, "Can you help me...send a text message."

"To whom?"

"Send it to him."

Huang Jia thought for a while, took Lu Yu's cell phone from the side, picked up his finger to unlock it, and found "Li Jing" from the address book.

"say what?"

"Ask him, would you like to go abroad with me?"

At this moment, Lu Yu was suddenly very scared, he was really afraid that he would never see Li Jing again.He doesn't ask for results, just like what he said to Li Jing before, he doesn't care about right or wrong, nor the results, all he cares about is Li Jing.

Huang Jia hesitated for a moment, edited the text message and sent it out.

"Have you returned?"

"I'm back."

"what did he say?"

"He said..." Huang Jia glanced at Lu Yu.

"Don't even think about it."

Lu Yu smiled, and there seemed to be traces of tears in his half-closed eyes.

He said softly, "Okay."

421.

Li Jing sat on the sofa with his head down, his hair was still dripping, he looked at the text message interface for three seconds, and then indifferently blocked all of Lu Yu's contact methods.

When Lu Zhan and the others arrived, Li Jing put one hand on his eyes, shaking with laughter.

"I'm relieved, finally falling out, I've been waiting for this day for years."

"From the day I found out that Grandpa passed away, I made up my mind..."

"It's alright...I finally lived up to it...Grandpa treated me so well, I finally lived up to it..."

He said things that had nothing to do with Lu Yu, with a smile on his lips, but tears rolled down from his fingers.

Every drop flowed because of Lu Yu.

Up to now, in fact, it has nothing to do with parents, nothing to do with ideals, everything is a foregone conclusion.

Li Jing once thought that it is enough to grasp both the present and the near future.

It's just that I didn't expect that what is happening now is all lies, and what will soon be all illusions, none of them are true.

Lu Yu constructed a future that he could look forward to, and when Li Jing was about to step in, he overthrew it with his own hands and disappeared without a trace. Liu Lijing stood alone in the ruins, facing the empty world alone after.

He once lit up Lijing's dark night, and finally laid an even more painful abyss for Lijing.

If Lu Yu was a wall, Li Jing's head would bleed, and he might finally give up because of the pain.But Lu Yu is a pool of water, Li Jing didn't realize it when he stepped into it, and he didn't feel the pain until it submerged his head.The moment came slowly and suddenly, like a long-planned deception.

Li Jing should have thought a long time ago that Lu Yu was never the one who could accompany him home.

422.

Li Jing finally entered the police academy. He asked his parents to sell the house he used to live in, the house where he and Lu Yu had life imprints and memories, and lived in the dormitory of the police academy for three years. Four bought a house in an ordinary community when he started his internship.

No one knew how he got here in the police academy. Those futures that were originally planned to be experienced by the two of them together ended up being Li Jing alone.

In the past four years, he never cared about any news related to Lu Yu. It was only after he graduated from the police academy that he heard that Lu Yu had returned to China to take over the family business. months.

And until Lu Zhan's leg was injured, and Lu Yu also ended his affairs abroad and returned to City A, the two finally met again after five years.

But Li Jing no longer wanted to have anything to do with Lu Yu.

Time may smooth everything out, or it may aggravate everything. It’s just that the feelings of youth are too easy to be deep, and the scars left behind are the most difficult to heal. Even if I recall it many years later, I still think it was a bad dream. .

Don't want to think about it, don't dare to think about it.