[Football] Horizon

Five years later--

During the financial turmoil in 2008, Felisa’s family’s chain laundromat could not continue to operate. After closing the business in a hurry, she moved to a villa in the country and ended her life in Madrid.And Felisa also slowly began to take on her own future from an ignorant rich second generation.

In the past five years, she always dreamed of sitting in the back seat of the car crying back to Madrid from Seville that day. The pale little girl kept crying, and big drops fell from her eye sockets. Hit on the knee.Why does the drop of water, which obviously has no weight, have weight when it falls on her knees?

Luna and John were in the front row, and she didn't dare to worry or scold them, but chose to cry silently.After leaving here, she knew that what she gave up was not just a relationship, but another possibility of life.

She cried very sadly, crying until she couldn't breathe smoothly, despair strangled her neck like a vine, and her forehead was always aching.As the car drove away from Seville and approached Madrid, her pain intensified.But how cowardly she was, she didn't dare to look back at all.

No one told her how to try to gain the approval of her family and get back with Ramos.No one comforted her and said that when you are brave enough and capable enough, you can get another love like a fairy tale.She didn't need anyone to wake Felisa up, she knew that she was not qualified to go back to him.

It is more said that Felisa will meet the next person she likes, and then continue to chase each other like chasing Ramos.

If she hadn't met Ramos, maybe Felisa herself would have thought the same way.But if you meet him, you won't think so.

Although the laundry shop can no longer be opened, the daily expenses of the family can still be supported. It's just that Luna and John have no intention of staying in the city after this wave of layoffs. After the storm, they pack their bags and go back to the countryside The villa is ready for early retirement.

Because Felisa has already passed the probationary period of a primary school in Madrid and successfully became a full-time teacher, she didn't go back to the countryside to inherit the laundry.

Changing from a big house to an ordinary single-person dormitory at school, Felisa didn't feel anything was wrong, but her cousin Severa moved things into her dormitory every two days, and changed the floor tiles for her after a while. Bought her a new dresser in a while.Over the years, Sevilla has become very attractive at work, and she has made a small profit by partnering with Ophelia to open a beauty salon.

The people around her quickly got out of the predicament of adolescence, and it was natural to enter the adult world. Even if they suffered, they would not be hurt very much, unlike her who seemed to be peeled off a layer of skin.

Because she cowardly let go of Ramos's hand at the beginning, she didn't allow herself to be afraid, and set a goal to complete it even if she was bleeding.

Others have forgotten this insignificant breakup, but Felica has not forgotten that not allowing herself to back down all these years is like paying off a debt.

It's a pity that the creditor is himself.

Ramos, who shined in Seville, was spotted by Real Madrid and brought to the Bernabeu Stadium.In the past three seasons, he has firmly settled in the team's starting guard position.Would it make people feel silly to know that he's been marking memories with the moment he broke up with Felisa?

But what to do, he is just so stupid secretly, he can't let go of his old lover.His brilliance, his achievements, his drunken sobriety, and his obscure years were all without her company.Many times, the time when he thought he was okay with him was the time when he wanted her by his side the most.

In fact, logically, he is qualified to accuse her of being heartless, accusing her of turning back on her promises, or holding her grudges, and bringing her new girlfriend to show off in front of Felisa when they reunite one day, making her regret that she gave up such a good person back then.

But of course he couldn't bear to make her more sad.Moreover, before this relationship collapsed, he also contributed to the flames. Life is a candy with a thick wrapper. No one knows whether it is sweet or bitter, not even the person who gave you the candy.

It's good not to meet each other, he can have dreams, she also regrets it, and she is also very sad.In this case, he would be even more reluctant to hate her.However, it is not allowed to meet, in case she knows that she is as carefree as before, and has started a few good relationships with new people...

He should be so jealous.

I also thought about getting in touch, but I couldn't dial the number, and I didn't want to send the letter even after I tore it up.I must be angry in my heart, but I don't know what I am angry with.It can only be said that he was young and energetic, thinking that Felisa liked him so much, she would take the initiative to turn back, and she would know what a loss it was to lose him.

When he first arrived at Real Madrid three years ago, he once met Felisa in a shopping mall.

It's that sentence, it doesn't mean that the old love is doing well, if she is really having a bad life, it will be even more sad.

In fact, it was a complete accident that I would accompany my dating partner into that department store, and the most unexpected thing was meeting Felisa.He passed this department store many times, but that was the first time he entered it.He wandered behind his date, from the women's clothing section to the luxury counter, and Felisa was standing behind the shiny silver cabinet, wearing a black dress, her hair curled up like a preoccupied adult.

Wearing black gloves, she took out a bracelet from the cabinet and put it on for the lady in front of her.

Ramos looked at her steadily and without squinting, for fear of missing her every movement. Is that person really the Felisa he knew before?

It must be fake, how could she, a rich second generation, work as a shopping guide in a department store?

It must be fake, how could her frizzy personality stand up in this place?

Even though he had decided in his heart that it was a fake, Ramos followed the pace of his date and walked into the store.From the moment he entered the shop, he used his whole body to absorb the sound from Felisa, for fear of missing a little detail.He was even worried that his image today was not impressive enough, and he was afraid that she would laugh at her if he was too ostentatious.

His palms were sweaty and he was more nervous than any final moment.

Thinking about it now, it's kind of stupid.Because Felicia hadn't noticed him at all, let alone recognized him in dark glasses.Her soft and waxy voice was well used to persuade others to buy things. After a while, the customer followed her to the counter to pay.

A few minutes later, I heard her say goodbye to her colleagues softly, saying that she couldn't miss the bus to somewhere.

He still wanted to listen for a while, but she had already left.At this time, the woman next to him took his hand and pointed to a necklace. Ramos asked about a series of rings next to him. When the clerk took out the ring, he took off his sunglasses.I thought to myself, he is already so famous now, how could Felisa know something when she comes back to work tomorrow...

Such stupid things, in fact, he has seldom done since he became an adult.Unexpectedly, a series of gossip about the ring did not bring Felisa the slightest attention.Ramos' cell phone number has not changed, and she never sent a congratulatory text message when the scandal was at its most intense.

Ramos thought that there was at least some shadow of himself in Felisa's heart, and he might think that he had changed his number, and would send a text message in memory of his love like a movie.

But when he finished checking his mailbox, there was no message from Felisa's sender in his inbox.

When I found a specialty store in a department store, I was told by the clerk that Felisa was just accompanying the young lady to experience work in the store, and that the day Ramos met her again was Felisa's last day of work...

After that, the mountains were high and the water was long, and year after year, they never met in the same city.He also changed his phone number.

**

It took two years for Felisa to get the teacher qualification certificate, and it took another year to become a trainee teacher. Now she has developed good working habits after two years of work - patience, carefulness, hard work and hard work are the most important abilities .

There is no point in suffering, but it has to be done.

She deliberately hid herself in the crowd, like a cleaner with a vacuum cleaner, sucking everything about Ramos into the machine little by little, crushing it and forgetting it.I always feel that I am not qualified to sigh about the past, and even the guilt when I think about it cannot be reduced with the passage of time.

Over the years, I have occasionally glimpsed news related to it from the news or on TV. Every time I thought he would be with this girl this time, but it didn't take long before it ended without a problem, or the girl abandoned him and went to someone else's arms .

I don't know if he is hurt or not.

Every time Fernando comes back from the national team, she also wants to ask, will that person ask about her?But every time the words come to my lips, it immediately becomes, "Fer, Fer, do you want to eat this pie?"

When they first broke up, she dialed the wrong number to Fernando and cried for a long time thinking he was Nina.He listened calmly for so long, then told her about Sergio's recent situation, "He didn't mention you to me."

Torres was telling the truth, the guy didn't look like he was okay, but he had a hard mouth.Gradually, there are really no traces to be seen.

It was only at that moment that she was completely silent, "I was wrong." She whimpered a few times, pinched her face to wake herself up, picked up the phone and deleted Sergio's call, how could she have any right to look back.

See, the first time she was so principled, it was with Sergio.Really cruel, don't look back and be right, have no guaranteed relationship, don't wait for the wind to blow, just blow your breath and fall down.

It's not that I haven't met people who have closed eyes, but the moment the two of them sit down, they start to evaluate each other, like real adults.Talking about love should be like reading a novel, but in the end it is like reading a table of contents, each chapter name has a corresponding page number.

Sometimes, someone else's "how are you?" can read out various contexts.The scariest moment is when everyone tells you, that’s it, everyone is the same, there is no difference.

When did honesty become a shameful existence, the truth can only be said with countless lies, everyone has heavy makeup, and if you say something sincere, you will be afraid of being laughed at...

Felisa learned these rules later, from using them with fear to skillfully handling interpersonal relationships with a mask on. Looking back at the time when she was studying, she was truly carefree.

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Felisa never expected to reunite with Ramos like this, looking at each other and hitting the ball straight.

This male colleague has dated Felisa many times, but every time she either pushes him because of one thing or another, or she doesn't catch up with everyone's free time.He has always calmly asked himself out again, and it is difficult to refuse after too many times, and everyone says he is a very good date.

Felisa happened to be moved by his performance at the school's anniversary celebration - he fell into the pool instead of her. Since he is a good young man, there is no reason to miss it.

That day, Felisa changed her usual sports clothes, and she really dressed up once.Coupled with the surprisingly good weather, I can't help but look forward to today's date.

Who knew that this guy was usually quite reliable, but today he invited Felisa to watch the ball game.

It's not impossible to watch the football game, but can you tell me in advance that you don't want her to watch the game when she wears high heels and has her hair done? !

God knows how inconvenient this is.

And after she got used to these discomforts, she realized that it was Real Madrid's home game.

How would you describe your mood at that moment?Please allow her to describe it as ants on a hot nest. Felisa fidgeted and searched for someone, but the luck in her heart stopped abruptly when she met his eyes.

Her position is not far from the court. When Ramos warms up, the ball rolls here and can meet her eyes as soon as he looks up.Felisa pinched her knee, and acted curious about the stadium as if she didn't recognize him.The colleague next to her was also talking enthusiastically. Felisa forced herself to concentrate on listening to the other person, but her mind was already on Ramos.

"Um...um..." Ah, sorry, what did he say?Felisa's mind was scattered in a mess, and she couldn't hold back her curiosity and turned her face to see Ramos, but she didn't expect that he hadn't left yet, bouncing the ball to accept the fans' more enthusiastic cheers.For the first time, Felisa felt that the warm-up time was so long...

Unexpectedly, Ramos raised his head again, this time his gaze was very directional, and Felisa didn't make any other movements for a while.When she saw that sneering smile on his face, her heart hurt like a punctured balloon. He really hated herself.

She lowered her eyes, and the fans around her screamed in the next second. Before Felisa had time to react, a gray-white shadow flew over her head, hit her back and bounced on her back.

Felisa burst into tears almost in an instant, half of her body was caught by the person next to her, and Ramos, who was still on the sidelines, was so anxious that she wanted to step over the guardrail, but when she saw her hold back When tears were embraced by the man next to him, his thoughts became cold again.

But in the next second, when Felisa was condensing tears, biting her lower lip and looking at him sadly, he felt like something had bitten her ribs.

The author has something to say:

I'm supposed to be doing business to update~~ I'm struggling to enroll in language classes, if I really want to go to class, I will continue to update after I finish my business.There are still about [-] words to finish.After compounding, it will be sweet, hahahaha.

I want to climb the wall to write ice dance hahaha