The jade that pulls the red mansion is also crazy

Last time when Lin Long asked Yinxiang which girl Yinxiang was looking for, Yinxiang's cheeks were slightly red, but now he didn't know whether it was because of the drunkenness or embarrassment. After thinking for a while, he said, "Yes, your sister."

The smile on Lin Long's face remained undiminished, and she suddenly asked, "Which sister is mine?"

Yinxiang chuckled and looked at him strangely: "How many younger sisters do you have?"

Unexpectedly, Lin Long's mind was still dull, but his eyes were a little straight, and he said, "My sister?"

Yinxiang nodded with a smile.

Lin Long's eyes immediately flashed a thick warning, and a voice in his heart said decisively: "No!" But when he opened his mouth, he didn't say this sentence. It seemed that there was a very strong reason in the invisible, which made the words he was about to say abruptly. As far as what the reason is, he himself can't say clearly, maybe it's because everyone is equal before the word "like", and, especially with a character like him, he is more qualified, that is, Such qualifications made him a little daunting.

The surrounding area was very quiet, my mind was in chaos, there was a kind of drunken noise, Lin Long asked, "When?"

"When did you fall in love with my sister?"

Yinxiang smiled and said: "I can't remember, it was a long time ago? It doesn't matter. What's important is that I think there are many similarities in her personality to mine, which suits my temperament very well. I like her because of her personality. There is nothing about the vulgar ladies that disgust me, everything about her is real, I know her like I know myself, I know what she really wants in her heart, just like knowing what I want, Moreover, I am confident that I can give her what she wants, and I can make her happy."

Yinxiang talked in the breeze, as if looking forward to it, and after finishing speaking, he smiled awkwardly: "I'm really drunk, and I'm a little incoherent."

However, Lin Long felt that his alcoholism was gradually subsiding. There was still a weird smile on the corner of his mouth, but there was no smile in his eyes. Yin Xiang didn't speak much, but his voice was calm, but Lin Long felt that there was full of confidence in it, and Powerful persuasive power, he wanted to stop Yinxiang, wanted to laugh at him disdainfully, and imagined grabbing his collar as they did when the two were free, shouting: "Fantasy your Spring and Autumn Dream! The person my sister likes is I'm not you, why don't you quickly throw your thoughts away from me! Don't mention it in the future!"

But his hands and feet seemed to be blunted, he just let his thoughts go wild for a while, and didn't really take any action. The long-lost sense of inferiority came back little by little. He can also work hard to make Daiyu happy, he is confident that he can do it, but he just can't say with confidence, "I know her like I know myself, and I know what she really wants in her heart, just like I know myself." What do you want', he didn't dare to say such a thing, as if he didn't have enough courage to say 'no' to Yinxiang categorically.

Because from the very beginning, he knew that there was a gap between himself and Daiyu. Although he made countless efforts to eliminate this gap, this gap is like a natural moat, and no amount of acquired efforts will reduce it. What he can rely on is Daiyu's heart for him. Based on this, he also confessed his whole heart without reservation, bravely rushing to fight in a life full of wind and rain like a desperate Saburo, and opened up a new life. The road was originally full of thorns, but now, a Yin Xiang was blocked on the road, and everything changed.

He has a noble status, a proud background, a refined character, and extraordinary talents. Yes, this person in front of him has enough capital to be worthy of Daiyu. God made a joke for him, and let this This is the last thing he wants to see. He has always felt that inferiority is a sign of cowardice. However, when a well-trained elder brother with authentic royal blood and a well-cultivated elder brother appear in this place for no reason. When the poor boys in the world are on the opposite side, they will judge the winners and losers, and say that they are not inferior, which is self-deception. Not long ago, he also told Daiyu that he wanted to make her the happiest person, but now, The same words appeared in Yinxiang's mouth again, but compared with the real things that Yinxiang could give Daiyu, his romantic dreams of a paradise seemed so ridiculous and vulnerable.

However, Lin Long still had no confidence to say a word, like someone on the verge of death grasping at the last straw: "My sister, does she know what you want? Does she like you too?"

A twisted melon is not sweet, my sister already has her own heart, no matter how good you are, Brother Thirteen, you still have to retreat in spite of difficulties, right?

Yinxiang nodded: "She knows." When he held her hand in that romantic afternoon, I believe that any girl would not fail to understand the meaning, not to mention, as Daiyu is so clever people?

"She didn't refuse, even if she doesn't like it, at least it means she doesn't hate it?" After Yinxiang finished speaking, he laughed, and the person who was always calm and composed was a little shy.

Lin Long's world was like lightning in an instant. He knew Yin Xiang, even if he was only [-]% sure of everything, he would not say it. So, she knew?She didn't refuse?What does it mean?

Lin Long stood up with a bright sound, getting up violently, a little dizzy, Yinxiang was startled, grabbed Lin Long quickly, and said, "Second brother?"

Lin Long smiled and said it was all right, but she refused Yinxiang's support a little irritably. A flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, and he remembered a bit. It was about Nanchuan. They had gone out together. Love?Not really, maybe not just this time, when Yinxiang helped them in the past, and the two of them had frequent contact in the past, he thought he knew a lot, but in fact, he was already out of the situation for many things.

No wonder, no wonder she came back this time, Daiyu was a little different, so it was so, so it was so, Lin Long felt that his mind was shaking like a mountain flood, and he didn't know how he got down, he just remembered that he stumbled and threw away Yinxiang's help , alone, staggered away, I don’t know how long it took, and when he looked up, he had already arrived at the Xiaoxiang Pavilion. The candlelight was faint, and the courtyard door was closed. He wanted to reach out, but he heard a soft click in the silent night, and the door was locked. , Lazily stepping back, the hand in the air stopped like that, and slowly hung down. After a while, the dim candlelight finally went out, and there was darkness, just like his mood.

Lin Long turned around and walked away lonely. He turned many corners on the road. He didn't go back to Xiaojiuzhai, but headed for the gate. He didn't hear what the boys said, and he didn't respond. He pulled out his own horse, Reluctantly climbed up, and lied weakly on the horse's back, letting the horse move forward at will.

Maybe it's because of drunkenness, even the pain is a little blunt, like a hibernating animal, it hasn't opened its awake eyes yet, and doesn't know the pain of dripping blood, but Lin Long knows that she will wake up, will wake up, wait until she wakes up When he comes, everything will be different. Now he only hopes to wake up later, later, or simply die now. In the whole world, no one will understand his feelings for Daiyu. From childhood, he I was instilled in myself with the belief: to protect this little sister.At a young age, he made a vow to himself: "I will stay by Daiyu's side forever, dote on her, care about her, and give her the best." For him, Daiyu's existence not only represents his The most beloved girl is still the purest image in his heart, the inviolable god, and the love for Daiyu is the belief in life that drives him to struggle, it is the whole of his life, and it is his energy to do everything every day. The source of enthusiasm and motivation for doing things, in this hypocritical Jia's mansion, when he was slandering with others and getting along with others like a chameleon, all he wanted was to make Daiyu's life better. Fighting bravely with corrupt officials and living a dangerous life with no tomorrow, there is only one belief to support him: to be successful, to be an official, to pick up his sister in a good way, and let her live the life she wants.

But suddenly, the ground cracked under his feet, and the whole world was collapsing. While he was playing hide-and-seek with death, his relationship with Daiyu changed unconsciously, and a stronger opponent Unknowingly, it infiltrated the lives of the two of them, and this person is the sworn brother who is more empathetic to him than the sea. He saved his life, paved roads for him one after another, and helped him countless times. Now, he wanted something to rely on for his survival, and more importantly, Daiyu did not refuse.

It's not a dream, it's real!All dreams and longings, all hopes and ideals were ruthlessly shattered at this moment, and those magnificent performances and brilliant feats were no longer meaningful.

Lin Long gritted her teeth and gave the whip. The horse had never suffered such pain. In the quiet night, it raised its head and neighed, and ran wildly.

The cold night wind whistled in his ears, making his ears hurt. At this moment, Lin Long suddenly felt the pain that Lin Ruhai suffered when he lost Jia Min. It was difficult for him to compare. Which one was more painful?Is it to be separated from the one you love, and you can only cherish and miss it silently in your heart, or to accept that the one you love will grow old with others holding hands?

Maybe Lin Ruhai is lucky. Without Jia Min, he still has his own daughter Daiyu. Daiyu is the crystallization of his relationship with Jia Min and the continuation of their lives. He buries all the pain in his heart and takes care of Daiyu wholeheartedly. The life and bit by bit, so as to resolve the grief, without Daiyu, I am like a red-eyed gambler, with nothing.

The horses no longer ran wildly, the cold wind no longer scraped across the skin like a knife, the moon came out from the dark clouds, moved little by little, and became lighter, the night gradually passed away unconsciously, the warm sun came from the distant mountains Stretching out his head, Lin Long's blood-red eyes were dazzled slightly.