Love in the Red Chamber is full of Xiaoxiang

Chapter 185: A Lifetime Mistake

Daiyu felt that when she was lonely and helpless, fortunately, there were people around her who were always protecting her.Dai Yu took Shui Rong's hand and said: "My lord, don't worry about me, I'm fine, I'm fine."

"If only it's okay. Now I only hate myself."

Daiyu was startled: "What does the prince mean by this?"

"I hate why I didn't know you earlier. In that case, you won't have so much sadness."

Daiyu felt more and more sad, so she snuggled into his arms and sobbed softly: "My lord, don't say that, it's because of me that I made my lord suffer. We met not early, but not too late. Didn't just miss it."

Shui Rong patted Daiyu on the back, comforting her: "The man finally came out, and no one will make things difficult for him today. As long as he is willing, I can also show him a way. Is it right to live a simple life?" question."

"My lord's kindness, I'm afraid Baoyu might not be willing to understand it. If he is willing to accept it, he won't leave. My lord, let him go, why make him feel wronged. Everyone has their own job. How can he still have these thoughts after undergoing such a huge change. Besides, he has never pursued these things, otherwise he would not have run away from home in the first place."

Shui Rong nodded slightly, and blurted out: "You are the only one who knows precious jade."

But Daiyu said: "Please don't worry too much, my lord. I know how grateful I am for being with him."

"Fool, I want you to be grateful for what Dade has done. Forget it, I won't talk to you too much, don't think too much, and be careful." After consoling her a few more words, she went out to deal with her own affairs, while asking others to inquire Where did Baoyu go, where did he settle down, and so on.

Daiyu thought about it and felt a mess in her heart.Feeling drowsy again, wanting to sleep for a while, that's why I came up with this plan, but Xiyue came to send a message: "Wangfei, the second grandma of the Jia family, please see me."

Daiyu was startled, wondering why Sister Bao came here.Oh, she almost forgot to send Nanny Fang to invite her. Now that Baoyu has left, how could she let their husband and wife meet again?

She walked to the main hall, and Baochai really came.Wearing a half-worn fine cloth jacket and a two-blue cotton skirt, her hair was loosely pulled into a bun, with only a wooden hairpin on her head.Even without makeup, she still has that fresh and bland appearance, and her dignified appearance has not gone at all.

When Baochai saw Daiyu, she was about to bow down. Daiyu hurried forward and put her in her arms, calling out, "Sister Bao, what are you doing?"

Baochai burst into tears: "Thanks to the princess, he saved his life."

Daiyu said: "It should be his blessing, sister Bao, don't be sad. Anyway, you still have days to live in the future. There is still a long way to go."

Baochai nodded, and Daiyu bit her lips again and said apologetically, "It's just that Baoyu has already left, and I don't know where he went, so I can't invite you to meet Sister Bao."

"Where is he going? Has he seen the princess?"

Daiyu nodded.

"What did he say?"

Daiyu's voice trembled slightly, she shook her head again and said, "No, I didn't say anything."

Baochai faintly felt something was wrong, and said to Daiyu, "I'm bothering the princess, I have to go find him."

Daiyu hurriedly asked: "Sister Bao knows where he is going?"

Baochai said: "Maybe I went to Sister Zhu's place. Sister Zhu lives with Sister Zhen now. They are still at Tonghua Hutong." After speaking, she turned around and was about to leave.

Daiyu didn't want to stop her at first, and she didn't know what she was thinking at that time.He suddenly said, "Sister Bao, I still have a few words to say. It's not too late for Sister Bao to leave after listening."

Baochai turned her head and said, "Princess, please speak frankly."

Daiyu pondered for a while, and said slowly: "Sister Bao and him got married a few times. Everyone used to live in the Grand View Garden. I think Sister Bao knows his temper best. From now on, everyone will live in peace. Don't embarrass him too much, just let him go."

Baochai was stunned, and suddenly remembered the relationship between the two of them over the years, the so-called way of husband and wife, all the bitterness in her heart surged up one after another like a wave, at this moment, she did not continue to bear it any longer, and suddenly smiled: "The princess is very right. It's just that we ordinary people can't compare with this palace, and I can't be as lucky as the princess. Yes, I have been married for a few years. What kind of temperament is he? If you know him, I'm afraid The princess knows his heart better than I do. The princess probably doesn't know how we have lived these years." Seeing that there are many maids in the room, it is not easy for Baochai to talk to Daiyu face to face, so he just leans closer. After a while, after whispering a few words, Daiyu immediately blushed, feeling ashamed and embarrassed, and hurriedly distinguished: "Sister Bao, how dare I have such thoughts, Sister Bao misunderstood."

Baochai laughed and said, "What am I misunderstanding? Some people can't forget you after all. This is the ability of the princess. I can only worship you. What can I say? I have never said a word to human beings about the grievances that I have not seen all these years. The princess When we were still sister Lin, we were always together, and we didn't say anything, and I sincerely regarded sister Lin as my own sister. Now that my family is ruined, who am I going to talk to, if the princess still thinks about the old days How about I tell my sister how I have lived these years."

Daiyu turned pale in shock, and hurriedly said: "Sister Bao, you don't need to say anything, you don't need to say anything. I know that Sister Bao has been wronged, but what can I do? It's not my fault alone. Go, I'm afraid late."

Baochai gave a bitter smile, wished Daiyu all blessings, turned around and left.

Daiyu saw Baochai's figure gradually go away, her body softened, and she almost fell backwards, but fortunately Xiyue helped her up: "Princess, be careful."

Daiyu choked with sobs and said, "How many lifetimes have I committed injustices, and I have met these two enemies. I am afraid that if I die early, I will be out of sight."

But Baoyu left Beiwangfu, rejected Shui Rong's arrangement, and bid farewell to Daiyu, and he didn't know where he was going.With nothing, home, as if I can never go back.He walked aimlessly, passed Gulou Street, exited Yangliu Hutong, walked east and west, or he was already familiar with the relationship, and inadvertently, he came to Ningrong Street again.This place is not as good as before, every house is closed, and there are no pedestrians on the wide street. Compared with the usual bustle, it has become a world of two kinds.

Baoyu walks in the familiar street, but is full of loss.First arrived at Ningguo Mansion, only the two stone lions in front of the gate were still sitting there quietly, guarding the mansion, but the gate was closed tightly, the side doors and corner doors were also tightly closed, with seals on them, no one dared to step forward , The plaque of "Decree to build Ningguo Mansion" has long been taken down.

Baoyu glanced twice, turned his head and continued walking forward, not only recalling that when he went out, he was surrounded by servants and servants, he thought he could still live a few years of peaceful life, but he didn't expect to leave so quickly.

After walking for a while disheartened, he arrived at the door of the house, but he could no longer enter.After a while, maybe this mansion will be prosperous again, but I don't know whose courtyard it is.At this moment, Baoyu not only thought of the lyrics in the opera, "I have seen that the jade trees in Jinling are singing, and the flowers on the Qinhuai waterside pavilions are blooming early. Who knows that the ice will disappear easily! Seeing him getting up from Zhulou, seeing him banqueting guests, seeing his building collapse I have slept on this pile of moss and green tiles, and I have seen the rise and fall of 50 years..." Now it is full of desolation, the vermilion lacquer gate has lost a lot of color, and the majesty of the house is still there, but now only The empty beams, roof ridges, and cold window lattices.

Baoyu turned his head and left in a dispirited manner, and he no longer had the slightest nostalgia for him.The sky was getting dark gradually, and the wind was blowing bitingly, but he was completely unconscious and didn't feel cold.

He was walking alone on the bleak Ningrong Street without looking at the road, but he bumped into a drunk head-on.Baoyu was not annoyed, so he chose his way and left.But suddenly I heard someone yelling from behind: "A group of bastards, even the master can't save them, they are all defeated, and you don't listen to what your grandpa Jiao says all day long, old man, open your eyes and see what these bastards are! How did you defeat the family?"

Jiao Da was drunk and cursing casually, and no one forced his head to be fed with horse manure.Baoyu looked back at him, an old man with white hair, crazy and ridiculous.

The two turned their backs.

Baoyu once remembered that Yun'er had told him that Mrs. Zhu and Mrs. Zhen lived in Tonghua Hutong, and he had to go and see them.Fortunately, Tonghua Hutong is not far away.

Walking to the entrance of the alley, after a little inquiry, a little girl in a short jacket pointed to him: "Here, that's over there. There is a crooked-neck tree in front of the door."

Baoyu walked in the direction of the little girl's finger, and finally arrived at the gate of the courtyard. He wanted to knock on the door, but he heard a burst of crying from inside, and he was full of doubts, so he called out loudly: "Is sister-in-law in there?" ?”

No one seemed to answer inside, and Baoyu was hesitating whether to go in directly.He stretched out his hand to push the black-painted door, but suddenly a man rushed in and bumped into Baoyu.Baoyu looked up, and saw a strange man with a flustered expression, and he couldn't recognize him.For some reason, they saw Biyue and Suyun chasing after them, and they cried, "Stop, grandma hasn't finished speaking yet, why are you running away, you have to explain to me about our young master."

Taking advantage of Baoyu's inattention, the man ran away in a flash.When Biyue and Suyun arrived at the gate of the courtyard, they thought that there was someone outside to catch Baoyu, but when they took a closer look, they saw that it was him. They almost didn't believe it, and they were surprised: "Isn't this the second master Bao, Baoyu?" How did the second master come?"

Baoyu nodded, and asked again, "Can Mrs. Zhu live here?"

Biyue turned sideways to let Baoyu into the yard, there was still crying inside, something must have happened, Baoyu asked: "Who is that person just now? What happened to the family?"

Suyun wiped her tears and said: "Second Master Bao, go in and have a look. Our young master, I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't work."

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