Ode to Joy

Since Liu Qingyun came back, looking at her quiet daughter, Liu's father and Liu's mother completely let go of the uneasiness in their hearts.And what about Liu Qingyun?She discovered that there was another secret in her body, 'space'. She only knew that there was such a thing in the world after reading novels, but it was no surprise to her. There are spiritual springs and spiritual spring eyes in the space. In addition to this, there is an iceberg, a sea, a lush peach forest and fields, as well as a temple and a Buddha statue. This temple is the last temple she looked at before going home. Every time she looks at this Buddha statue , Liu Qingyun was very peaceful.

Looking at herself in the mirror, this face is more and more like her previous life. She asked her mother if she had any changes, and her mother said that there was no change. The only change is that her inner temperament has become more gentle, dignified and beautiful, and her eyebrows are picturesque. , even more beautiful, whoever marries you in the future will be really lucky. Hearing this, Liu Qingyun blushed out of her image at the time.

She thought, it was probably the effect of the spirit spring in the space, and then secretly used the spirit spring water at home. After all, the health of her parents was what Liu Qingyun wanted to see most.

The days go by day by day in the busy time of people. Except for work, Liu Qingyun stays at home every day, or stays in the space and does nothing, just reading and painting in front of the Buddha statue in the peach forest or closing her eyes. Meditating quietly, or reciting the meditation mantra silently for several days, if it wasn't for the time in the space and the outside time can be adjusted to 10:1, she really wouldn't dare to be so unscrupulous.

This day, Mother Liu saw that her daughter was going to stay in the bedroom to read again, so she hurriedly pulled her back, "Yunyun don't read today, come and watch TV with mom."

Liu Qingyun was helpless, "Mom, I'm really not interested in that idol drama, I might as well go shopping with you after watching that."

"Oh, you're on your period today. Mom knows you don't want to move during this period, so I won't go out today. I'll watch TV at home today."

"…All right."

One episode, two episodes, three episodes, five episodes, Liu Qingyun couldn't take it anymore, what was this acting, she always thought that reciting the meditation mantra every day could control her emotions well, but today I found out that her Daoxing is still too shallow.

Taking a few deep breaths to calm down the fluctuating emotions in my heart, "Mom~ Is this TV series really called Ode to Joy?"

"It's called Ode to Joy, what's the matter?"

"I'm really knowledgeable, you should watch this TV slowly by yourself."

Although she has never been in a relationship, she has read so many books and learned many things, big and small, between men and women from her friends. What about Qiu Yingying?I really can't stand it. Although my friend said it was wrong, she can't be so indiscriminate. There is also that Fan Shengmei, who is very pitiful but also very hateful. With such a family, she is still soft-hearted, and she would rather drive herself to a dead end than Let go of that miserable family.

It doesn't matter if you say she is cruel or impersonal, once you hurt your dearest and dearest, she will not be soft-hearted.

After that, Liu Qingyun didn't know what was going on in that TV series, because she didn't have time to watch it again, and she wouldn't watch it again if she had time.

After my elder brother came back from Beijing, he introduced a girlfriend through his family, we got along with each other for more than half a year, and finally chose to hold the wedding on National Day.

Seeing the bride and groom not far away, seeing her parents healthy and happy, and her brother happy, Liu Qingyun was very happy.

She doesn't know what's going on, and she's always been afraid and fearful recently, but she doesn't dare to show it, she's afraid that her mother will worry about it again.

The fear and fear in her heart did not gradually decrease with the days, but became more and more popular, because she watched her mother cook less food for one person from time to time, watched her father gradually reduce her marriage, and watched her brother and sister-in-law She no longer takes herself with her when watching movies, watching her fingers become transparent from time to time, watching the tears dripping through her palms, Liu Qingyun dare not cry out, she is afraid, afraid of being heard but also looking forward to being heard , She didn't want to disappear, she didn't want her parents to forget her existence, tears blurred her entire vision, she bit her lips tightly, dodged into the space, stumbled to the front of the Buddha, finally Liu Qingyun couldn't help crying.

Maybe he was tired from crying, so he fell on the door frame and fell asleep quietly. From the tears falling from the corners of his eyes, it can be seen that even though he was asleep, he still couldn't hide the sadness in his heart.

It was already the second day after waking up, looking at her red and swollen eyes, Liu Qingyun applied Lingquan water to her eyes, patted her cheeks again, pretended to be okay and came to the restaurant to have breakfast, looking at her parents, brother and sister-in-law They were having a lively breakfast, but there was no portion for her on the table. Liu Qingyun clenched her fists and tried to calm herself down, "Mom, the breakfast is so rich."

"Yes, but you are..."

Liu's father looked at Liu's mother strangely, "Why did you forget about your daughter, really. Come, Yunyun, come and eat."

"How can I forget my daughter, we are a family of five."

"But you..."

"But Mom, you only cooked meals for four people today." Brother Liu said doubtfully.

"is it?"

Seeing his wife, son and daughter-in-law nodding together, Mama Liu walked into the kitchen suspiciously, muttering, "But there are obviously five people, why would I only cook for four?"

Liu Qingyun, who has good hearing, gritted her teeth and tried not to listen to what her mother said, "It's okay, I won't eat breakfast, Mom, I just have time today, how about going shopping with you?"

"Okay, I'll clean up later."

"Well, Dad, do you have anything you want, I'll buy it for you too."

"No, don't waste money, we don't need anything."

"The money I earn is used to honor you, so there is nothing wrong with spending it recklessly. Sister-in-law, do you have anything you want to eat? You are still in confinement, so I will help you buy whatever is inconvenient. "

"Thank you then, I'll tell you later."

"Ok."

I bought a lot of things in big and small pockets. During the period, although my mother forgot who she was, everything else was fine. After handing over the things to my mother, she eagerly went back to the room to collect all the things about herself. Put it into the space, and then put the whole family's things related to yourself into the space together, thinking about taking the time to throw them away, and never leaving any scenes and objects that will cause family members to feel sad.

She knew that her time was running out, and she didn't know whether she was about to die or disappear. The only thing she knew was that everyone couldn't remember that she still existed at home.

Pain and suffering, enduring the pain in my heart, enduring the tears that are about to overflow my eyes, cherishing the time with my family all the time, watching my mother playing happily with my sister-in-law and nephew not far away, my father and brother Helping to take pictures at the side, Liu Qingyun raised the most gentle, purest, and happiest smile on the corner of her mouth. The things in front of her eyes gradually became wider. Liu Qingyun no longer had the initial fear, but she didn't expect to come back so soon one day. She quietly Looking at her family with tears, seeing their happy smiles, even if they forgot her existence, they are still very happy, this is the best for Liu Qingyun.

Follow them back home and watch everyone busy. On the first day, everyone mentioned her fifteen times in total. On the second day, everyone mentioned her ten times in total. On the third day, everyone mentioned him six times in total. , the fifth day, the sixth day, gradually, until everyone forgot about her completely, and Liu Qingyun completely disappeared.

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