Natsume's Book of Friends

Although Natsume left without saying goodbye to herself, Xiangnan had a problem on her mind. Even though she was a little lost, even though she looked like a walking dead, she still had a little obsession in her heart. She wanted to wait here for Natsume to come back and explain.

"Takashi...I want to ask you..."

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Onodera was in a daze again.Takahashi Fei, who was at the same table, clearly knew that after Natsume Takashi from the class next door dropped out, Onodera Shonan's spirit was very strange, as if he had lost his only support.

Natsume-kun... unexpectedly left so suddenly, I always feel a little... Lost, lost?Takahashi Fei was startled by her inner monologue, herself, lost?

What are you missing?Didn't you say goodbye when Natsume-kun left?Takahashi shook his head, annoyed at how he thought of this like a fool, that guy... leaves as soon as he leaves, what does it matter to her?

Guizhi, Guizhi, Guizhi... After writing down Natsume's name again and again, the paper in front of Xiangnan has changed from blank to messy, filled with those few words, filling the entire paper.

One day, two days, three days... Looking at the lunch boxes piled up in the shrine, Shonan, who has not had lunch for many days, has no appetite at all.If there is no one to eat with, why bother to eat?

Kishi... are you still here?I'm already...gradually...tired...

"Si." When she spoke again, Xiangnan's hoarse voice floated in the air.

"What's the matter?" Si was still dressed in black, only he knew that his eyes were full of distress behind the black cloth.

"I... don't want to stay in this place anymore." Finally said it... Xiangnan only felt that his heart seemed to be gouged out one by one, dripping blood drop by drop.

"I'll handle it for you right away." Si's response made Xiangnan's heart go blank.

"Wait." Xiang Nan spoke hastily, as if afraid that it would be too late.

"..." Si turned around and asked silently.

"Exit today...later...later...leave here." Xiangnan put her hands on her chest.Still thinking, last look here.

"Okay." Si replied respectfully, and then left.

Shonan turned and left the shrine, starting from the way to school, walking step by step.Walking to the gate of the school, the students were still seriously attending class. The guard saw that the girl was a little familiar, but he saw that the girl was neither wearing a school uniform nor intending to come in, so he put away his probing eyes and continued to look at the school without squinting. Condition.

However, Xiangnan felt a sense of loss that had been neglected, so she turned and left without hesitation.

Then there is the forest that has been with Chang Lingsen before.

Walking to a familiar place, I was surprised to see a pile of shriveled and rotten hassaku oranges, and the words carved on the stone: "Welcome, come to Roppongi."

Xiangnan wanted to smile, but felt very powerless, they all left, everyone left.Still left alone.Then at that moment, a black shadow suddenly attacked the girl, the girl resisted for a while, and then was possessed without any refutation.

Immediately afterwards, my mind began to keep reminiscing about the past between myself and Natsume, warm, playful, and happy, and then took a sharp turn, turning into Guizhi. Guizhi first had the same gentle smile as usual, and then suddenly looked disgusted, watching Xiangnan, as if looking at a dirty thing: "You are so boring. Being friends with you is super boring."

"Guizhi..."

"I know you very well, are you familiar enough to call your name?"

"……."No?Kishi...didn't ask me to call him by his name?Isn't that what the sentence that asked me to call him "Guizhi" meant?Actually just polite words?

"Why...didn't tell me you were leaving?"

"Who are you?"

"May I not go... at least, say goodbye..." Xiangnan wanted to hold the person in front of him.

However, when Natsume was about to be touched by his sleeve, he hurriedly moved away: "Stop being sentimental."

"I didn't say I was your friend at all."

Woooooo...don't...seeing the boy run away in disgust, Xiangnan felt that something was squeezed into his chest, something made him uncomfortable.

Don't...don't treat me as a friend.

The chest is so empty, but it feels crowded.

Kishi... Kishi...this world...should I exist in this world?I haven't asked, don't go, don't go...

Woooooo... Xiangnan could no longer see the boy who left in the distance. The boy didn't wave to her, didn't look back, and left without mercy.Xiangnan couldn't help but sat on the ground, wrapped her arms around her knees, buried her head in her arms, and kept crying, her chest was getting more and more uncomfortable...

Kishi... If you don't show up again... I won't forgive you...

Could it be that my existence is really superfluous in this world?

Natsume Takashi...I don't want to talk to you...

When the discomfort reached the extreme that was about to squeeze myself out, the eyes suddenly fell into chaos.Xiangnan immediately lost consciousness.

"Onoji Temple."

"Onoji Temple."

"Onodera!"

wake up.

Awaken, Akimoto God's power... Please survive.

In the darkness, Xiangnan only felt that the things that were squeezed into his chest were being squeezed out, and power was constantly pouring out from the heart, pouring into every blood vessel, every branch, rushing to the limbs, with a golden light , gushed out of the body, like a newborn bird in a cage.

However, the strange thing is that Shonan just thought of Kishi's hair shining brightly from the sun on a certain sunny day.

When I woke up again, although my whole body felt particularly comfortable and refreshed, my mood couldn't get better.

Si was standing in front of him, and when he heard the movement, he just lowered his gaze a little. "you're awake."

Compared with interrogative sentences, they are more like declarative sentences. For some reason, Xiangnan just feels that the tone is so cold. "Um."

"I broke the seal on you."

"Did I almost die?" It seemed that the tone of voice and the like couldn't make waves, and my heart became inexplicably calm and calm.

"Your heart has been eroded by factors." Si still had a tone as cold as boiled water.

"?" He just squinted his eyes and cast a puzzled look.

But Si seemed to be able to understand, and continued to explain: "It is a powerful monster that takes advantage of the shadows in people's hearts, erodes the heart, and devours humans after being indifferent."

"Oh." My mind turned quickly. When I was walking in the forest, my heart was eroded by monsters, and then Si broke the seal, and then the power of God surged out, driving the monsters away... so that's it.

"But because of the power of God, you seem to have become too calm, or in other words, it is the ruthlessness of God. After all, the main force supporting your body now is the power of God." Si's tone was obvious. ridicule.

Xiangnan frowned slightly, indeed, she was really calm, really... not like a human being.

"Then... will I grow?"

"Living here as a god, even if you are a god, haven't you integrated into this world?" Si asked rhetorically, his tone full of strange sarcasm.

"What dissatisfaction do you have with me, a god?" Xiang Nan glanced sideways, but was secretly startled, something was really wrong, she unconsciously said this in such a haughty tone, and her tone was really It's a little too clever.

"God Akimoto, I just want to ask you to get out of that little girl's body and go back to where you should be." Si sighed, regaining some respect in his tone.

"Understood. I didn't help this descendant survive..." Xiang Nan lost a little bit of annoying arrogance when she heard herself muttering like this.

Then there was another burst of light, Xiangnan suddenly felt his body sinking, and suddenly felt very tired, it seemed that the god had left, it was really strange, it seemed that he was speaking just now and it seemed that he was not speaking.

Si almost immediately caught Xiangnan when he was weak and paralyzed.

"manage……"

"Ok?"

"I... want to stay at the shrine for one night, let's go tomorrow."

"Ah."

Even with such a simple answer, Xiangnan still felt that Si seemed to be much more relaxed than the tone just now.

Secretary, do you hate gods?Or do you hate Akimoto-sama?

However, this is not something she should consider.Because, at this time, Xiangnan, who had lost Akimoto's sojourn and lost a lot of power, had passed out in a coma.